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>Previous thread
>>112149516

>YouTube
https://youtube.com/@pillowdear
https://youtube.com/@CushionHunASMR
>Twitter/X
https://x.com/pillowdearasmr
>Official website
https://pillowdearvt.com
>Merch
https://merch.kawaentertainment.com/collections/pillowdear
https://uwumarket.us/collections/pillowdearasmr

>Fan website & resources
https://pillowdraw.com/
https://piwwow.love/
>Fan wiki
https://virtualyoutuber.fandom.com/wiki/PillowDear

>Latest cover
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ns08Y6GYWEc
>Latest event
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8C6LGy2A4S8

>Latest stream
https://www.youtube.com/live/byxVpqT9PsM?si=xavATHH9Gf7cIVGW
>Upcoming stream
https://www.youtube.com/live/y55oFQFQjN4?si=oVgurTqTgou3_g3y
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When I see Piller,
I wanna fill'er!
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Guys Pillow hates lolicons, that’s why she responds to girls with “Cunny vtuber” in their name
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did anyone else see the post drawpiwwo just deleted?
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>>112205008
Who said she hates them
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>>112205026
No, what was it?
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>>112205083
he was saying that apparently people were bothering him about drawing pillow lewds and he was gonna stop making art of her
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>>112205191
I hope deleting it means he changed his mind
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>>112205191
Aw goddammit he was one of the good piwwos I always liked seeing his art.
Fucking discord faggots ruining shit again man.
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>>112205083
I managed to get a screenshot before he removed it. Fuck...
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>>112204782
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>>112205268
No offence to him but how hard is it to just ignore people
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>>112205268
Does he realize that he always has the option to not care and just continue anyway? By stopping he's empowering them to go after others in the future.
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I don’t think that’s real at all, he was dead set about lewding Pillow even if it got him banned by Pillow herself. I can’t imagine a bit of community backlash would’ve stopped him from drawing her. Piwwos also aren’t the harassing type, they might front and pretend to be tough on their accounts but they do not have the balls to go into someone’s DMs to actually harass them
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>>112205384
He never got banned, she likes his art
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>>112205384
Oh you might be right actually I forgot he said that lol
Remember there was also that faggot pretending to be him to argue with me weirdly, could be the same guy
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Vitamins are total bullshit. I’ve never felt better cause I took a vitamin. You know what makes me feel good? Caffeine nicotine and adderall
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>>112205699
Love your Pillow, Eat your Vitamins, or Whatcha gonna do when Pillowmania runs wild on you?
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itll never be enough
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So how's the stream piwwos?
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>>112207764
Ive cum 3 times
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Someone should have told her playing hardcore was a bad idea
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It’s over.
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>>112205268
Good.
Pillow is child-coded. Pedophiles deserve to be harassed and shot
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>>112207896
That good huh lol
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I ate takoyaki today while watching pillow it was the closest thing to sex I've ever had...
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>>112205008
She just likes tricky tactician girls
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>>112205268
confirmed fake and gay btw
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>>112208237
Seeing Pillow cry like that broke my heart.
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I want to baby her forever.
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Re-tweeting her cute little feetsies
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Piwwow feet juice merch when
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>>112213268
The day that Pillow does something even half as whorish as that is the day I go scorched earth.
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I think there’s something very sweet about her confusion talking about dating apps, and how at no point did she ever consider real dating to be anything other than looking for a lifelong husband. “Why would you use looks if you’re looking for someone to be with forever and ever?”, because she doesn’t like considering the idea that most single people nowadays are just dating to fuck.
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I will become a better adult and more productive member of society to better take care of my baby girl.
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>>112215171
Fuck society you don't owe it anything
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>>112213535
I wish she would look for a lifelong husband
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>>112205268
I'm killing myself
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>>112215929
>>112210955
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>>112211116
it's kinda hot desu
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>>112215917
yes me
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>>112215711
>I'm 12 and edgy
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>>112215978
Right, we should be thanking society for giving Pillow a childhood miserable and traumatic enough to make her the cute asmr vtuber she became today
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>>112215978
what has this ZOGworld done to earn anything from me?
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>>112216065
>>112216069
Grow up
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>>112216065
>>112216069
forgot the crying basedjack
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>>112215943
why would anons fake tweets
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>>112216086
do you hate pillow or something
why are you even here?
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>>112215917
She’s waiting for Piwwos to treat her like a daughter instead of a girlfriend so she can casually mention me on stream
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>>112216353
I will treat her as my daughter-girlfriend, she's basically setting that up herself
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>>112216405
You should be proud that your pride and joy has found a man who will treat her right
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>>112216216
drawpiwwo faked it himself cause he just wanted his friends to check up on him
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>>112216422
yes me
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I’m going to keep larping that she has a real boyfriend on here to preemptively filter any schizophrenics. True Piwwos will not be deceived
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I'm going to keep imagining cuckold scenarios because nothing gets me spurting dribble of semen harder than watching the girl I adore being pounded by another man.
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>>112216782
We’ve all thought this at some point
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>>112216919
so true cuckwwo
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>>112216749
that boyfriend?
all me
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>pillow retweeting her feet
I think she's trying to tell us something
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>>112218065
I don't think she's encouraging feetwwos.
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>>112218065
I think she's encouraging feetwwos.
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>>112218158
wrong
she loves feetpiwwos
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Cumming on Pillow’s little feetsies>>112218222
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I could really go for a footjob from Pillow’s little feetsies
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Piller space while I'm at work :(
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>>112221767
I know that feel piwwo
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https://skeb.jp/@makot0_01/works/82
Not sure about this one but I hope you guys like it. Will post transparent background and tights-less alts if you're interested.
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>>112223905
I came. Please post the rest
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>>112223905
Will you share these on Twitter? I think it’s my favorite Pillow feetsies art already
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>virtual tour of something secret
?
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>>112223905
I'm not into feet, but damn
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>>112223957
These aren't the original files because I had to resize them for the file size limit. I'm guessing Twitter does it's own compression too, so I'll upload them to my Neocities.

>>112223984
Yes, but I wasn't going to tag them. What do you think? I don't care if it bothers piwwos but I want to respect Pillow's wishes regarding tag-appropriate content.
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>>112224086
Sex with Pillow’s feet, thank you
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>>112223905
How will Pillow feel about this?
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>>112224086
If you don’t care about what Piwwos think, it should be fine to tag them. I think the version with tights is pretty cute and not super explicitly foot fetish content. There’s a chance she just might like it and interact with it
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>>112224086
Nice commission. I think you should tag them and if she doesn't interact then so be it. She's inconsistent with what she will interact with anyway, I don't think she would mind having it in the tag.
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>>112224076
>>112224118
I'm not as happy with it as I was hoping I'd be, so it makes me feel better that others appreciate it.

>>112224121
That's what I'm wondering.

>>112224153
I think it's very obviously foot fetish content lol but yeah I think it's fine

>>112224172
Thanks
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>>112224121
repost it like every feet art she gets
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That's all of them, glad you guys like it
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Ah sorry they looked like transparent backgrounds in the thumbnails but they're not
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>>112224371
>>112224187
Draw her choking the slug with her thighs, Goldeneye style.
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>>112224387
Are you downloading the raw files? If the artist provided a PSD you can open that up and usually you can remove the background layer in them.
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>>112224502
Yeah I've been downloading them and I just found a free online editor that can open them so I'll try to do that
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>>112224598
On the Skeb page with your completed commission you can press the "Open on web" option too.
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>>112224632
Oh yeah that takes me to the one I found thanks that's handy
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The source files were transparent so I guess Skeb makes it white on their side
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Kissing Pillow’s soles
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Pillow won't repost because it's too blatant.
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>>112224951
I understand that but I just like knowing she saw it and knows I (and other piwwos) find her attractive
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I just hope commissions like these don't scare her off from posting her own feet art.
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>>112225212
Cher has been doing this for ages and that didn't stop her
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>>112225212
Why would they? Like she starts thinking she's attracting the wrong kind of attention? I hope not
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>>112224951
it's just feet
don't be a schizo
she has drawn her own feet before
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>my oshi is whataburger girl
anons...
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>>112225355
We knew she had some bad taste but jesus
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>ITT: Non-Texans mald over good burgers
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>>112225355
unbelievable, next you'll tell me she's into roleplaying as a dog
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>>112226201
Piwwo....I regret to inform you she also likes miniature coloured horses
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>>112226467
fuck... she's perfect
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Forgot I need to commission a new Pilass. brb
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I actually am three different longterm piwwos and have actively LARPed as three separate piwwos for this long just to have backup insurance if I have to go scorched earth
I actively open each stream on three different tabs on three different accounts
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>>112226001
Texans have shit taste and are too smug about their state as a whole, at least Californians nowadays are loosing superiority complex
can't say the same about T*xas
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>>112225355
imagine if she actually scored a burger chain collab
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>>112227571
Not now Notta1, Notta2 and Notta3
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>>112227791
Oh god no we already suffer enough with the original one
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https://x.com/Bradeykillz21/status/2059955719458173224
Bros...
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>>112226626
Now if only there were more woman like her then the world could maybe heal a bit
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>>112228594
How do we convince Elon Musk to funnel all of his resources into developing cloning technology for Pillow?
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>>112228575
cute
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>>112228972
First we sell him on the idea of catgirls and then go from there, because you see if we initially ask for cloning technology he'd reject it quickly but if we soften the blow with catgirls the cloning wouldn't be as outrageous.
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>>112216782
What if she's pounded by another girl?
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>>112228972
>>112229102
>elon catgirls meme in 2026
embarrassing
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>>112229160
yuri doesn't count because rubbing clits is how average woman befriend each other
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>>112229195
Elon or catgirl memes in any year ever
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Great we have 2 gay men here instead of just one
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>>112229319
Three you catty homo
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>>112229319
all according to pillow keikaku
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>>112229370
Wait when did liking girls become gay?
>>112229392
Dang it Pillow stop making the piwwos gay
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>>112229370
Four, with you and your super gay way of saying faggot.
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>>112229442
homosexual behavior
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>>112229442
Feels good to mix it up
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>>112229434
You don't like girls you like cartoons
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https://x.com/pillowdearASMR/status/2060102822016786512
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>>112229708
pillowdearcore right here
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>>112229673
Aren't vtubers just live action cartoons?
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>>112229673
Cartoon girls embody true femininity better than real women
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>>112229910
pillow isn't real woman after all
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>>112229779
I will admit Pillow would look absolutely adorable in any of those outfits. But they'd look even better on my floor.
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>>112229941
She’s autistic so her role models growing up were girls in cartoons rather than real women. It adds up.
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I still want Pillow to do a fashion stream where she goes through a bunch of clothing items she's found online she loves, one by one just to give us an idea on how she looks and dresses irl. Some piwwo last year came up with it but I don't think he shared the idea with her or she's just intentionally ignoring it. Even drawing outfits and things she likes would be enough. I miss the feminine girly streams so much.
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>>112229985
she's just like me, but I jacked off to cartoon girls instead
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>>112230030
she's too self conscious to talk about irl appearance
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>>112230030
I was one of the people suggesting something like that here, on the Discord server when that was official, and to her on Twitter. She liked the Twitter post but I guess she never got round to it or decided not to.

>>112230067
She did talk about it a bit in the Q&A.
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>>112230136
>I was one of the people suggesting something like that here, on the Discord server when that was official, and to her on Twitter.
Damn, thanks for trying at least.
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For someone as experienced at asmr as she is she is not very good at it is she. Audio quality isn't great and you can't even understand what she is saying most of the time.
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I wonder why she changed the asmr stream, I was looking forward to seeing her gothic model again.
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>>112231953
She didn't change it the princess ASMR is for the relay on Saturday
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>>112231855
That’s why she always puts a big disclaimer that she’s a hobbiest
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>>112231953
We get two ASMRs this week
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>>112231996
>>112232423
Oh lol thanks piwwos I got confused
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Oh I thought she cancelled tonight’s ASMR, I’m not even close to ready
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>>112232131
I take back what I said I was being a retard faggot she is really good at asmr and I enjoy them a lot. The audio quality is good and her incoherent baby talk is cute.
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>>112232915
>pretending to be someone else because he had a different opinion
Nigga come on let's not be complete pussies.
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>>112232915
I love my child bride
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Ohhh fast tapping I like that
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What is that sound?
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>cushioncun isn't at 20k subs so can't be added to holodex
Is that requirement even needed for an alt channel?
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Found a decent Maika
https://x.com/maikaxd88/status/2053991381186552070
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The fast ASMR hits even better when you imagine Pillow jerking you off at the same pace of the triggers. I think I now understand how it feels lik to be one of those hentai girls doing the ahegao.
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>>112235121
I love imagining this. There’s one moment in an older fast ASMR where she suddenly slows to a super gentle pace while shushing and telling you it’s okay, and then she goes back to full speed after a few moments. It drives me crazy every time I think about it
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>>112234839
I don’t like that it seems that he traces faces. Lost a bit of respect for him tbqh.
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I want Pillow to lay down on top of me
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Pillow’s garlicky pussy…
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I wish I could completely express my sheer love and adoration for her in my immense desire to deeply tongue her butthole.
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>>112234839
2fat
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Are you guys awake?
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>>112240987
I was just wanking if you're curious
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>>112234839
The face is cute, but body is very rough
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>>112235121
>I think I now understand how it feels lik to be one of those hentai girls doing the ahegao.
What an incredibly gay thing to say lol
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>>112242942
Says the perma virgin
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>>112243298
Do you orgasm like a woman
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>>112244047
As if you know what a female orgasm even looks like.
Before you say it, the ones in porn are fake. Sorry to break your heart.
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>>112244189
I don't think it looks like those girls in hentai doing that retarded face either man
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pillow probably pisses her bed during it
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I want to fondle little pill
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>>112244241
Can confirm
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Pillow making you cum like a girl
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Making Pillow cum by eating her out
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https://x.com/pillowdearASMR/status/2060065379532066823
lol
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>>112247702
I dislike "omg you made it" comments
for some reason it irks me
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>>112247793
Comes off as condescending or sarcastic
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>>112247793
Because they think an intern name-searching and replying to people on a brand account means anything more than "buy our thing"
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>>112247793
>>112247844
>>112247875
Everything pisses you people off
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>>112248506
Pot meet kettle
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>>112248563
I’m not black
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>>112248582
Stop being a hypocrite then lol
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>>112248506
I hope my comment didn't hurt your feelings snowflake
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This general isn’t what it used to be
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>>112249817
What was it before?
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>>112249852
happy and nonjudgmental, everyone just did their thing and no one complained for they knew where they were and it's to be expected
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>>112249852
A bit more lively with yearnposts and hornyposts coexisting side by side, piwwos talking about the streams and occasionally liveposting.
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>>112250308
fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck
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Is there a way to gift uma musume pulls?
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>>112251084
You should gift her financial advice instead
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>>112251472
I’d rather give her curren chan
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>>112250308
BRAT
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How do you feel about Pillow ear licking?
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>>112252426
I don't like ear licking as a trigger but the fact that it's Pillow doing it and she doesn't do it often makes it better
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https://x.com/pillowhoney/status/2060395062471594308?s=61
Puppydear lives on in spirit
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>>112252426
Never really cared too much about ear licking it can be pretty hot if the rp is good but on it's own it's meh I prefer oil or lotion massage instead.
>>112252515
She can bite my dick.
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I would let pillow bite me a lot
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Putting peanut butter on my dick as a treat for puppy Pillow!
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wtf could’ve happened to her in one day
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>>112255286
Didn't she say she has a heart thing? Could it be related to that?
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>>112255375
It’s never really been a big issue, I doubt it would be now. On second thought, I don’t want to speculate or imagine the worst. I hope she tells us what happened soon
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>>112255432
She said she's okay but needs to get tested at another hospital
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>>112255272
Aw fuck I hope everything goes well for her
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My heart sunk. I wish I could be there for her.
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It's always worried me the way she's talked about her health before and that she's hesitant to get things checked out. Hopefully it's nothing serious.
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I think she’ll be okay. I’m honestly more worried about the fuckass hospital bills she’s about to receive. She doesn’t have insurance, so this will likely set her back several thousands of dollars
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>>112255780
I'm inclined to think she's making it sound worse than it is

>>112255810
Good point :(
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reenacting shinji asuka hospital scene with pillow
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>>112255810
Well shit, if she wants I can send her some super chats or super stickers since stream elements is dead(dying?)
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>>112255272
Hot hands.
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she should set up hospital fund
does she have anemia or something?
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>>112255272
would
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>>112256005
She said before that she might have anemia but she doesn't know
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>>112255954
The silver lining is that she’s having a lot of merch on sale right now. She just had merch for her new outfit, so hopefully she gets a decent payout from that. She’s having the plushie later in the year, that could help her cover some as well
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Part of me thinks she had a panic attack and thought it was a heart attack. Would explain how she was acting this morning.
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>>112256091
Pillow’s had panic attacks before, and once on stream. I know they’re horrifying to handle, but she wouldn’t go to a hospital for one, and she especially wouldn’t confuse it for a heart attack
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>>112256061
True hopefully that does help her quite a bit
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>>112256140
>once on stream
Do you have a timestamp?
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>>112256198
It happened towards the end of an ASMR stream. She ended the stream over it. The stream was unlisted for a long time after but it’s private now. This happened around the time that she was no longer able to obtain meds for anxiety
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>>112256235
Thank you :(
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>>112256235
Meds wear off after some time. Maybe she doesn't know that and thought it had to be something else. I only say this because it happened to me once, but I am a little dumb so i don't know.
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>>112256235
I remember that it was scary, but she handled it well and explained why she ending stream calmly
at this point she would know how to differentiate panic attack from something else
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>>112255810
>>112256005
Now that I think of it, maybe this means more emergency commissions? Let's fucking GO I'm so ready.
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>>112255272
I hope she has a nice meal after returning from the hospital, I hope Olive is supportive too
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>>112256515
I just hope she’s able to get a decent payment plan. Hospital bills are gonna stress her the hell out, but I think you might be right about commissions. If it becomes too much, there’s a possibility she’ll do ASMR commissions again
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>>112256515
I don't think that's situation one should celebrate piwwo...
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>>112256540
one feet pic could pay for entire month think about it
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>>112256540
I'm less excited about ASMR commission because they would take longer and I feel she has done all the realistic SFW ones she could do. Anything I request would feel like a retread while a drawing would always be something new.
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>>112256559
Pillow donothon with the final goal being a toenail painting stream
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How would you react if it was serious? I don't mean just "she has to take a pill daily for her blood pressure" serious. That would financially strain but not be the end of the world. I mean like Ironmouse "holy fuck IT'S OVER" tier.
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>>112256611
>Irongrift
>it's over
embarrassing
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>>112256660
I don't really know much about her just that she has superAIDs or something. If you wanna split hairs, then let's be more serious. Cancer. Pillow has cancer. What do?
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>>112256611
>I mean like Ironmouse "holy fuck IT'S OVER" tier.
I don't know what this means please give a specific example
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>>112256611
>>112256698
How would I react? I'd be miserable for her, and myself for not being able to take care of her. What would I do? Let her know she has my sympathies, be extra nice to her and probably increase my financial support, but that would all feel inadequate.
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If she opens emergency commissions you take a slot and tell her she doesn't have to draw anything. If she refuses to take your money so be it but at least you tried.
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>>112256732
Why don't you try other things then?
>>112256772
That's judt spitting in her face. Most good people don't like being treated like a charity case.
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>>112256863
>Why don't you try other things then?
What else could I do?
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>>112256889
Maybe join piwwos together for a card. Organize that if you dont see it. Make something for her artistically (your choice). Lots of things to show love.
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>>112256863
You're probably right she wouldn't like that. Plus it's unfair on people who actually want a commission. She should give us a way to donate if she needs it though.
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>>112256914
Well sure, and I've organised and participated in cards before, but that would still feel inadequate, especially if she was going through something serious. You know what I mean.
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>>112256962
>you know what I mean
No I don't. I can't read your mind. You were the one who couldn't come up with one example, so I doubt you are even telling the truth here.
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>>112256698
I'd donate my life savings to her and isekai myself
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>>112257002
Why do people here always become hostile for absolutely no reason
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>>112257082
I'm on the edge because of pillow
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>>112257082
I'm not really hostile lmao. It just seems you people can never post with an example. I just want you niggas to be specific.
>>112257047
See now this guy has a good answer. I hope your isekai world has Pillow in it.
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>>112257231
I'm edging to Pillow. We are brothers.
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>>112257246
Example of what? I told you what I would do. I said it would be inadequate because anything I could do as just a fan of hers would be. Only being there for her in person would fulfill me.
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>>112256772
You can ask for skeb-style commissions if you don't have any ideas. She'll have the freedom to draw whatever random thing she wants which she's already does anyway.
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>>112257470
That's a good idea, thanks piwwo. Disregard what I said.
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>>112257258
I didn't mean it that way...
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Lord knows how much I would pay for another "render study" of her feet.
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>CT scan
it's over
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>CT scan
Why would they give her one of those?
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>>112257663
Cancer unironically
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>>112257717
Is that the only possible reason? :(
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>>112257765
No. In my experience, a CT scan is something the hospital does out of caution before making any sort of diagnosis. if she just got done with it, it might still be a few more hours before she gets results but it could still be nothing serious. Having to stay in the emergency room all that time sucks ass though.
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>>112257765
No, CT scans are done for tons of different reasons because it's just good for getting imaging on people's internals. I got a CT/MRI for my arm after I had muscle tear. Most likely, it's just related to her heart and she was having chest pains. She's young so it's unlikely to be too big of a deal, I suspect she's going to just be told to get in more cardio. It's not exactly a good sign if a girl is out of breath from walking to the bathroom.
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>>112257765
I recently got CT scan before they removed my gangrenous gallbladder, it was not life threatening and relatively easy operation, just few days in hospital. So it really depends CT scan can be for variety of reasons that are hard to guess.
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I'm dooming
she's possibly dying or in pain and I can't do nothing about it while she posts like it's nothing major trying to put up fake reassurances to keep piwwo calm
it's fucking over
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>>112257992
At least Olive's with her but the selfish part of me wishes I was there.

>>112257992
>>112258028
>>112258034
Thanks medipiwwos. And yes I think the doctors/nurses will be mortified by her lifestyle lol. She actually needs to try to be more active, no excuses. Again, I wish I could help her.
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>>112258078
>she's possibly dying or in pain
She definitely isn't
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>>112258105
you don't know her
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https://x.com/PillowHoney/status/2060471725855314401
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>>112258078
>>112258086
She'll be okay. She's 23. My Dad is a nurse and I've talked to him about her before, whilst her lifestyle is definitely not great for her, you'd be shocked and surprised by how resilient the body is, particularly when you're young. As she said, it's just a scare and nothing truly serious, likely because she already has a precondition. Worst case scenario, she is perscribed a medication she has to take and we bother her every time she mentions she's running low but doesn't want to bother Olive to get it refilled.
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>>112258086
>needs to try to be more active
we pushed her to make at least a bit of exercise during new years stream...
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>>112258166
I just didn't get that impression from her posts
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>>112257765
My dad had to get a bunch done because of torn muscles and a horrible infection in his lungs.
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>>112258187
At the time, that was just Piwwos being nice to her. Optimal thing to do would be working with her in something that gets some cardio in, but doesn't require her to step too far outside of her comfort zone. I think if I could pick anything, it'd be her starting a new scheduled series where every monday or whatever, she plays a VR game that involves a lot of motion. She is unveiling her 3D soon after all, and trying to jump straight to proper exercise would be too much for her to stay consistent.
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>>112258175
I'm just really curious about her condition, maybe I'm stupid, but despite watching her from nearly a start it really didn't click for me. I knew about her weakness, breathing problema, mental fog, atrocious eyesight, depression, ADHD, but somehow missed this?
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>>112258246
She just has a quick heart rate, it's probably just having a slightly smaller heart, nothing actually serious, she's said before that it's nothing too bad.
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>>112258239
it doesn't help that olive is hermit as well and exercising alone is hard especially for someone like pill
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>>112258289
Just going for walks would be an improvement
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>>112258278
>small heart
piwwo needs to shower her with genuine love next time that's for sure
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>>112258239
My top picks would be:
-Gorilla Tag: Since it's silly and she could easily play with Piwwos
- Beat Saber: Which I believe she's mentioned she already has wanted to play before
-Subnautica VR: This has always been a suggestion of mine because she would be able to get more Subnautica content, even if it doesn't involve too much movement, her pissing herself would get her heart racing
-Backrooms Rec: Same logic as Subnautica
-Rumble: She could play with Piwwos, it's very tiring for a girl like her, and I think she'd enjoy playing at the low difficulties
-Any VR boxing game: VR boxing is legitimately a good workout, she'd get a lot out of it.
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>>112258353
she's relatively active during 3D streams in her ADHD ways
I also hope she wasn't doing some idol reps or anything and pushed herself too far
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How are we feeling 1-10? 1 being "i dont care at all" and 10 being "holy fuck im gonna die." As for me, a cool 4. I feel like if it was serious her language would be a lot more formal. CT scan has me a lil worried though that it's something chronic.
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>>112258460
In terms of panic? 2. In terms of my desire to comfort her and try to help her out, 9.
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>>112258460
when I saw first tweet I had mini panic attack, I'm okay now though
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I'm a casual pillow viewer every now and then
is your oshi ok?
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>>112258460
4 as well. The fact that she called it a "big medical scare", said she thought she was dying, and is having all these tests done is concerning, but my Nothing Ever Happens intuition tells me she's probably fine. But I really was shocked when I saw that photo and read her posts. I felt it in my chest.
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>>112258594
She'll be okay, thank you for your concern though.
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>>112258460
I think it’ll be fine because bad things don’t happen to good people
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>>112258594
We know as much as you. She said she's okay but she's waiting for results.
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>>112258460
Welp I'm sitting at a 5 but that's only because I know she's gonna receive the care she needs but I'm more concerned about the medical bills afterwards.
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I don't like how some piwwo here are downplaying the emergency
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>>112258828
She said herself she's okay. No point in massively dooming out when she clearly doesn't want anyone to do so. Support her and give her lots of love, but we shouldn't be freaking out.
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>>112258828
Ok but what good is panicking and assuming the worst going to do?
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>>112258828
We're just not jumping to any conclusions. It's not necessarily that bad yet.
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>>112258860
at least pretend to give a shit instead of treating as regular doctors appointment she literally had to get taken by the ambulance into emergency room do you think that's normal? if you don't have any empathy that's your problem not mine
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>>112258894
Your gimmick is lame and annoying. I can't even remember what the percentage means.
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>>112258894
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>>112258916
You're using this to pick fights with piwwos so you can look like the only sensitive one
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>>112258949
sorry for crashing out I already said I'm not well because I genuinely feel like shit
I hope you understand that my feelings are genuine
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>>112258618
>>112258639
I hope she' ok, wishing her the best
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>>112258988
Thanks
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>>112258916
Alright piwwo fine you can think that I don't care that's fine.
I'm going to do what I can to support her while you think I'm the problem here.
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>>112258924
When he reaches 0% he oshihens
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This will probably (I hope) turn out to be nothing major, but it's got me thinking that if something really bad were to ever happen to her, I don't want to be around for it. I'd just rather not know. It's nice sending her a message or something when she's feeling down or under the weather, but watching her go through something life-threatening and not being able to be there for her would be too upsetting. I wouldn't leave because she announced serious health issues, but the possibility is a reason for me not to stick around for long or get too emotionally attracted (though I can't much help the latter).
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>>112259079
it's in pretty bad taste considering he was first threatening oshihen over new model and now pretends to care about her condition
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>>112259176
Attached, not attracted
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>>112259176
I'm angry because words seem useless, maybe I'm autistic but express concern and love in different ways and it's just not possible to help
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>>112259176
So the moment you experience any discomfort or difficulty you pack up and leave? I think I see now why you spend your time watching vtubers.
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>>112259226
She appreciates words, but if you want to make her a little drawing or something, she'll appreciate that too
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>>112259239
he's a coward who can't deal with human emotions
grok AI gf would suit him more
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>>112259239
If she was actually my girlfriend, I'd be able to be there for her in the way that I want to be, so of course I wouldn't leave her you retard. But right now, I as an individual aren't that important to her and she'd be largely unaffected by my absence.
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>>112259226
I'm sure she appreciates all the people letting her know they care, but I know what you mean.
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>>112259341
>largely unaffected by my absence
just so you know if you're regular she genuinely would get sad if you leave
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>>112259341
Real life will never be as ideal as you imagine it. Circumstances will never be catered to make you comfortable. You can’t even make the smallest sacrifice for her, did you ever love her at all?
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>>112259428
Maybe a little but she'd be fine. It wouldn't be like being broken up with. That's what I'm saying to the guy insinuating I can't handle relationships because I just leave when they get difficult. We're talking about a VTuber I watch, not someone I have a personal relationship with.

>>112259469
I don't imagine real life to be ideal (I live it) and I don't expect my circumstances to always be comfortable (although I've been very lucky for that to have often been the case). I'm saying I don't need to make a sacrifice for this person I barely know and for whom I can't do anything significant.
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>>112259469
don't engage with retard who runs at the first sign of inconvenience
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>>112259540
>VTuber I watch, not someone I have a personal relationship with
gachikoi thread retard
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>>112259540
>person I barely know
embarrassing, lurk 2 thousand years before posting
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>>112259571
She's a VTuber you watch, not someone you have a personal relationship with

>>112259592
You barely know her
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Today could be the start of a five year long cancer battle with the circumstances becoming more and more grim with each consecutive doctors visit and I would still show up everyday to support her. Because I actually fucking love this woman.
Fair weather piwwos get the fuck out.
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>>112259632
rope it
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>>112259658
It bothers you because you know it's true and that's why you just get mad and reply with stuff like that. You'll do it with this post too.
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>>112259632
if you would actually have watched her regularly for more than 2 years you would know her fairly well, she doesn't shy talking about her feelings and emotions or experiences
she doesn't have much of a life outside piwwos in general for better or worse
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>>112259632
pillow is parasocial for us and we are parasocial for her, I'm really not sure where normalfag tourists like you come from
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>>112259634
I'm not the other anon talking about leaving, but I'm already kinda of a casual watcher. Don't really know what I would do in that case. I feel like sticking around just because of an illness is kinda demeaning to her. Maybe I'm reading it wrong.
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>>112259731
What do you think "parasocial" means?
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>>112259780
she loves us and we love her to the point it goes beyond friendship or just regular vtuber - fan interaction
It means inability to live without each other
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>>112259750
Despite what Pillow explicitly said about this, they hate and berate people who don't feel the same way about her as they do. They expect you to love her like they do (or say they do) and treat the relationship in the same way.
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>>112259822
That's not what it means
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Baker here, any suggestions for the next thread edition title?
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>>112259880
Who cares just don't use the hospital photo it'll attract the worst kind of people
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>>112259905
Fleshposting would get me banned so no. I'm not stupid.
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>>112259924
I didn't even know that lol
It's up to you man I don't think it matters that much
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>>112259835
you are replying to a guy who threatened to leave pillow at first inconvenience while also admitting of barely knowing her in general
we don't bully people like him enough, tourists ruin everything
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>>112259880
emergency edition with pillow in the white background
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>>112259952
Wrong reply?
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culling edition
we've entered the dark piwwo arc
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>>112259952
>threatened to leave pillow at first inconvenience
I said "I wouldn't leave because she announced serious health issues". It's right there in my post in plain English, which you apparently can't speak very well.
>we don't bully people like him enough
You've done it plenty and it hasn't worked lol
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maybe we shouldn't bake anything until everyone calms down, also pill will not be online because her phone is out of charge
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We had like 10 threads on Cher Day and that was a no stream Monday. I think we need a thread actually
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>>112260071
This. A few piwwos need to have a few shots of booze and relax a bit.
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>>112260064
>if something really bad were to ever happen to her, I don't want to be around for it
>the possibility is a reason for me not to stick around
nigga
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>>112260071
I don't want pillow to leave hospital and see piwwo arguing after
I know how nosy she's when it comes egosa (literally can't live without it)
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>>112260183
they're baiting real piwwo when real piwwo are distraught
really in bad taste
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>>112260183
Yes, that's preemptively removing myself from the situation (i.e. not watching a streamer anymore), not leaving WHEN something bad happens (because that would look terrible and I don't want to kick her when she's down).
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>>112260271
>preemptively removing myself
as I said - a coward
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>>112260271
Look I think those niggas are being too insane in their replies, but this is like saying you aren't masturbating because you edge and don't cum immediately. Same shit different story.
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>>112260271
you either are into pillow or not
can you say which is which? because now you come across as a faggot
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>>112260348
>nigga niggy niggers nigga this nigga that
do we have an actual black african piwwo in here or what the fuck is this?
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>>112260348
I explained the difference. Just quietly leaving at some point is the best way to do it, she's used to it. Leaving right after she came out with health issues would be cruel. I'd stick around for a while in that case.
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>>112260405
>>112260405
>>112260405
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>>112260417
Yes I am half black half asian. Sadly I got the black brain and the asian dick.
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>>112260434
Oh you cheeky faggot
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>>112260454
I asked you guys for suggestions
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>>112260453
chud thread gtfo mutt
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>>112260487
and I said to not bake
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>>112260487
I said better let everyone chill a bit and have some liquor



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