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When I see Piller,I wanna fill'er!
Guys Pillow hates lolicons, that’s why she responds to girls with “Cunny vtuber” in their name
did anyone else see the post drawpiwwo just deleted?
>>112205008Who said she hates them
>>112205026No, what was it?
>>112205083he was saying that apparently people were bothering him about drawing pillow lewds and he was gonna stop making art of her
>>112205191I hope deleting it means he changed his mind
>>112205191Aw goddammit he was one of the good piwwos I always liked seeing his art.Fucking discord faggots ruining shit again man.
>>112205083I managed to get a screenshot before he removed it. Fuck...
>>112204782
>>112205268No offence to him but how hard is it to just ignore people
>>112205268Does he realize that he always has the option to not care and just continue anyway? By stopping he's empowering them to go after others in the future.
I don’t think that’s real at all, he was dead set about lewding Pillow even if it got him banned by Pillow herself. I can’t imagine a bit of community backlash would’ve stopped him from drawing her. Piwwos also aren’t the harassing type, they might front and pretend to be tough on their accounts but they do not have the balls to go into someone’s DMs to actually harass them
>>112205384He never got banned, she likes his art
>>112205384Oh you might be right actually I forgot he said that lolRemember there was also that faggot pretending to be him to argue with me weirdly, could be the same guy
Vitamins are total bullshit. I’ve never felt better cause I took a vitamin. You know what makes me feel good? Caffeine nicotine and adderall
>>112205699Love your Pillow, Eat your Vitamins, or Whatcha gonna do when Pillowmania runs wild on you?
itll never be enough
So how's the stream piwwos?
>>112207764Ive cum 3 times
Someone should have told her playing hardcore was a bad idea
It’s over.
>>112205268Good.Pillow is child-coded. Pedophiles deserve to be harassed and shot
>>112207896That good huh lol
I ate takoyaki today while watching pillow it was the closest thing to sex I've ever had...
>>112205008She just likes tricky tactician girls
>>112205268confirmed fake and gay btw
>>112208237Seeing Pillow cry like that broke my heart.
I want to baby her forever.
Re-tweeting her cute little feetsies
Piwwow feet juice merch when
>>112213268The day that Pillow does something even half as whorish as that is the day I go scorched earth.
I think there’s something very sweet about her confusion talking about dating apps, and how at no point did she ever consider real dating to be anything other than looking for a lifelong husband. “Why would you use looks if you’re looking for someone to be with forever and ever?”, because she doesn’t like considering the idea that most single people nowadays are just dating to fuck.
I will become a better adult and more productive member of society to better take care of my baby girl.
>>112215171Fuck society you don't owe it anything
>>112213535I wish she would look for a lifelong husband
>>112205268I'm killing myself
>>112215929>>112210955
>>112211116it's kinda hot desu
>>112215917yes me
>>112215711>I'm 12 and edgy
>>112215978Right, we should be thanking society for giving Pillow a childhood miserable and traumatic enough to make her the cute asmr vtuber she became today
>>112215978what has this ZOGworld done to earn anything from me?
>>112216065>>112216069Grow up
>>112216065>>112216069forgot the crying basedjack
>>112215943why would anons fake tweets
>>112216086do you hate pillow or somethingwhy are you even here?
>>112215917She’s waiting for Piwwos to treat her like a daughter instead of a girlfriend so she can casually mention me on stream
>>112216353I will treat her as my daughter-girlfriend, she's basically setting that up herself
>>112216405You should be proud that your pride and joy has found a man who will treat her right
>>112216216drawpiwwo faked it himself cause he just wanted his friends to check up on him
>>112216422yes me
I’m going to keep larping that she has a real boyfriend on here to preemptively filter any schizophrenics. True Piwwos will not be deceived
I'm going to keep imagining cuckold scenarios because nothing gets me spurting dribble of semen harder than watching the girl I adore being pounded by another man.
>>112216782We’ve all thought this at some point
>>112216919so true cuckwwo
>>112216749that boyfriend? all me
>pillow retweeting her feetI think she's trying to tell us something
>>112218065I don't think she's encouraging feetwwos.
>>112218065I think she's encouraging feetwwos.
>>112218158wrongshe loves feetpiwwos
Cumming on Pillow’s little feetsies>>112218222
I could really go for a footjob from Pillow’s little feetsies
Piller space while I'm at work :(
>>112221767I know that feel piwwo
https://skeb.jp/@makot0_01/works/82Not sure about this one but I hope you guys like it. Will post transparent background and tights-less alts if you're interested.
>>112223905I came. Please post the rest
>>112223905Will you share these on Twitter? I think it’s my favorite Pillow feetsies art already
>virtual tour of something secret?
>>112223905I'm not into feet, but damn
>>112223957These aren't the original files because I had to resize them for the file size limit. I'm guessing Twitter does it's own compression too, so I'll upload them to my Neocities.>>112223984Yes, but I wasn't going to tag them. What do you think? I don't care if it bothers piwwos but I want to respect Pillow's wishes regarding tag-appropriate content.
>>112224086Sex with Pillow’s feet, thank you
>>112223905How will Pillow feel about this?
>>112224086If you don’t care about what Piwwos think, it should be fine to tag them. I think the version with tights is pretty cute and not super explicitly foot fetish content. There’s a chance she just might like it and interact with it
>>112224086Nice commission. I think you should tag them and if she doesn't interact then so be it. She's inconsistent with what she will interact with anyway, I don't think she would mind having it in the tag.
>>112224076>>112224118I'm not as happy with it as I was hoping I'd be, so it makes me feel better that others appreciate it.>>112224121That's what I'm wondering.>>112224153I think it's very obviously foot fetish content lol but yeah I think it's fine>>112224172Thanks
>>112224121repost it like every feet art she gets
That's all of them, glad you guys like it
Ah sorry they looked like transparent backgrounds in the thumbnails but they're not
>>112224371>>112224187Draw her choking the slug with her thighs, Goldeneye style.
>>112224387Are you downloading the raw files? If the artist provided a PSD you can open that up and usually you can remove the background layer in them.
>>112224502Yeah I've been downloading them and I just found a free online editor that can open them so I'll try to do that
>>112224598On the Skeb page with your completed commission you can press the "Open on web" option too.
>>112224632Oh yeah that takes me to the one I found thanks that's handy
The source files were transparent so I guess Skeb makes it white on their side
Kissing Pillow’s soles
Pillow won't repost because it's too blatant.
>>112224951I understand that but I just like knowing she saw it and knows I (and other piwwos) find her attractive
I just hope commissions like these don't scare her off from posting her own feet art.
>>112225212Cher has been doing this for ages and that didn't stop her
>>112225212Why would they? Like she starts thinking she's attracting the wrong kind of attention? I hope not
>>112224951it's just feetdon't be a schizoshe has drawn her own feet before
>my oshi is whataburger girlanons...
>>112225355We knew she had some bad taste but jesus
>ITT: Non-Texans mald over good burgers
>>112225355unbelievable, next you'll tell me she's into roleplaying as a dog
>>112226201Piwwo....I regret to inform you she also likes miniature coloured horses
>>112226467fuck... she's perfect
Forgot I need to commission a new Pilass. brb
I actually am three different longterm piwwos and have actively LARPed as three separate piwwos for this long just to have backup insurance if I have to go scorched earth I actively open each stream on three different tabs on three different accounts
>>112226001Texans have shit taste and are too smug about their state as a whole, at least Californians nowadays are loosing superiority complexcan't say the same about T*xas
>>112225355imagine if she actually scored a burger chain collab
>>112227571Not now Notta1, Notta2 and Notta3
>>112227791Oh god no we already suffer enough with the original one
https://x.com/Bradeykillz21/status/2059955719458173224Bros...
>>112226626Now if only there were more woman like her then the world could maybe heal a bit
>>112228594How do we convince Elon Musk to funnel all of his resources into developing cloning technology for Pillow?
>>112228575cute
>>112228972First we sell him on the idea of catgirls and then go from there, because you see if we initially ask for cloning technology he'd reject it quickly but if we soften the blow with catgirls the cloning wouldn't be as outrageous.
>>112216782What if she's pounded by another girl?
>>112228972>>112229102>elon catgirls meme in 2026embarrassing
>>112229160yuri doesn't count because rubbing clits is how average woman befriend each other
>>112229195Elon or catgirl memes in any year ever
Great we have 2 gay men here instead of just one
>>112229319Three you catty homo
>>112229319all according to pillow keikaku
>>112229370Wait when did liking girls become gay?>>112229392Dang it Pillow stop making the piwwos gay
>>112229370Four, with you and your super gay way of saying faggot.
>>112229442homosexual behavior
>>112229442Feels good to mix it up
>>112229434You don't like girls you like cartoons
https://x.com/pillowdearASMR/status/2060102822016786512
>>112229708pillowdearcore right here
>>112229673Aren't vtubers just live action cartoons?
>>112229673Cartoon girls embody true femininity better than real women
>>112229910pillow isn't real woman after all
>>112229779I will admit Pillow would look absolutely adorable in any of those outfits. But they'd look even better on my floor.
>>112229941She’s autistic so her role models growing up were girls in cartoons rather than real women. It adds up.
I still want Pillow to do a fashion stream where she goes through a bunch of clothing items she's found online she loves, one by one just to give us an idea on how she looks and dresses irl. Some piwwo last year came up with it but I don't think he shared the idea with her or she's just intentionally ignoring it. Even drawing outfits and things she likes would be enough. I miss the feminine girly streams so much.
>>112229985she's just like me, but I jacked off to cartoon girls instead
>>112230030she's too self conscious to talk about irl appearance
>>112230030I was one of the people suggesting something like that here, on the Discord server when that was official, and to her on Twitter. She liked the Twitter post but I guess she never got round to it or decided not to.>>112230067She did talk about it a bit in the Q&A.
>>112230136>I was one of the people suggesting something like that here, on the Discord server when that was official, and to her on Twitter.Damn, thanks for trying at least.
For someone as experienced at asmr as she is she is not very good at it is she. Audio quality isn't great and you can't even understand what she is saying most of the time.
I wonder why she changed the asmr stream, I was looking forward to seeing her gothic model again.
>>112231953She didn't change it the princess ASMR is for the relay on Saturday
>>112231855That’s why she always puts a big disclaimer that she’s a hobbiest
>>112231953We get two ASMRs this week
>>112231996>>112232423Oh lol thanks piwwos I got confused
Oh I thought she cancelled tonight’s ASMR, I’m not even close to ready
>>112232131I take back what I said I was being a retard faggot she is really good at asmr and I enjoy them a lot. The audio quality is good and her incoherent baby talk is cute.
>>112232915>pretending to be someone else because he had a different opinionNigga come on let's not be complete pussies.
>>112232915I love my child bride
Ohhh fast tapping I like that
What is that sound?
>cushioncun isn't at 20k subs so can't be added to holodexIs that requirement even needed for an alt channel?
Found a decent Maika https://x.com/maikaxd88/status/2053991381186552070
The fast ASMR hits even better when you imagine Pillow jerking you off at the same pace of the triggers. I think I now understand how it feels lik to be one of those hentai girls doing the ahegao.
>>112235121I love imagining this. There’s one moment in an older fast ASMR where she suddenly slows to a super gentle pace while shushing and telling you it’s okay, and then she goes back to full speed after a few moments. It drives me crazy every time I think about it
>>112234839I don’t like that it seems that he traces faces. Lost a bit of respect for him tbqh.
I want Pillow to lay down on top of me
Pillow’s garlicky pussy…
I wish I could completely express my sheer love and adoration for her in my immense desire to deeply tongue her butthole.
>>1122348392fat
Are you guys awake?
>>112240987I was just wanking if you're curious
>>112234839The face is cute, but body is very rough
>>112235121>I think I now understand how it feels lik to be one of those hentai girls doing the ahegao.What an incredibly gay thing to say lol
>>112242942Says the perma virgin
>>112243298Do you orgasm like a woman
>>112244047As if you know what a female orgasm even looks like.Before you say it, the ones in porn are fake. Sorry to break your heart.
>>112244189I don't think it looks like those girls in hentai doing that retarded face either man
pillow probably pisses her bed during it
I want to fondle little pill
>>112244241Can confirm
Pillow making you cum like a girl
Making Pillow cum by eating her out
https://x.com/pillowdearASMR/status/2060065379532066823lol
>>112247702I dislike "omg you made it" commentsfor some reason it irks me
>>112247793Comes off as condescending or sarcastic
>>112247793Because they think an intern name-searching and replying to people on a brand account means anything more than "buy our thing"
>>112247793>>112247844>>112247875Everything pisses you people off
>>112248506Pot meet kettle
>>112248563I’m not black
>>112248582Stop being a hypocrite then lol
>>112248506I hope my comment didn't hurt your feelings snowflake
This general isn’t what it used to be
>>112249817What was it before?
>>112249852happy and nonjudgmental, everyone just did their thing and no one complained for they knew where they were and it's to be expected
>>112249852A bit more lively with yearnposts and hornyposts coexisting side by side, piwwos talking about the streams and occasionally liveposting.
>>112250308fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck
Is there a way to gift uma musume pulls?
>>112251084You should gift her financial advice instead
>>112251472I’d rather give her curren chan
>>112250308BRAT
How do you feel about Pillow ear licking?
>>112252426I don't like ear licking as a trigger but the fact that it's Pillow doing it and she doesn't do it often makes it better
https://x.com/pillowhoney/status/2060395062471594308?s=61Puppydear lives on in spirit
>>112252426Never really cared too much about ear licking it can be pretty hot if the rp is good but on it's own it's meh I prefer oil or lotion massage instead. >>112252515She can bite my dick.
I would let pillow bite me a lot
Putting peanut butter on my dick as a treat for puppy Pillow!
https://x.com/pillowdearASMR/status/2060439092039413847
wtf could’ve happened to her in one day
>>112255286Didn't she say she has a heart thing? Could it be related to that?
>>112255375It’s never really been a big issue, I doubt it would be now. On second thought, I don’t want to speculate or imagine the worst. I hope she tells us what happened soon
>>112255432She said she's okay but needs to get tested at another hospital
>>112255272Aw fuck I hope everything goes well for her
My heart sunk. I wish I could be there for her.
It's always worried me the way she's talked about her health before and that she's hesitant to get things checked out. Hopefully it's nothing serious.
I think she’ll be okay. I’m honestly more worried about the fuckass hospital bills she’s about to receive. She doesn’t have insurance, so this will likely set her back several thousands of dollars
>>112255780I'm inclined to think she's making it sound worse than it is>>112255810Good point :(
reenacting shinji asuka hospital scene with pillow
>>112255810Well shit, if she wants I can send her some super chats or super stickers since stream elements is dead(dying?)
>>112255272Hot hands.
she should set up hospital funddoes she have anemia or something?
>>112255272would
>>112256005She said before that she might have anemia but she doesn't know
>>112255954The silver lining is that she’s having a lot of merch on sale right now. She just had merch for her new outfit, so hopefully she gets a decent payout from that. She’s having the plushie later in the year, that could help her cover some as well
Part of me thinks she had a panic attack and thought it was a heart attack. Would explain how she was acting this morning.
>>112256091Pillow’s had panic attacks before, and once on stream. I know they’re horrifying to handle, but she wouldn’t go to a hospital for one, and she especially wouldn’t confuse it for a heart attack
>>112256061True hopefully that does help her quite a bit
>>112256140>once on streamDo you have a timestamp?
>>112256198It happened towards the end of an ASMR stream. She ended the stream over it. The stream was unlisted for a long time after but it’s private now. This happened around the time that she was no longer able to obtain meds for anxiety
>>112256235Thank you :(
>>112256235Meds wear off after some time. Maybe she doesn't know that and thought it had to be something else. I only say this because it happened to me once, but I am a little dumb so i don't know.
>>112256235I remember that it was scary, but she handled it well and explained why she ending stream calmlyat this point she would know how to differentiate panic attack from something else
>>112255810>>112256005Now that I think of it, maybe this means more emergency commissions? Let's fucking GO I'm so ready.
>>112255272I hope she has a nice meal after returning from the hospital, I hope Olive is supportive too
>>112256515I just hope she’s able to get a decent payment plan. Hospital bills are gonna stress her the hell out, but I think you might be right about commissions. If it becomes too much, there’s a possibility she’ll do ASMR commissions again
>>112256515I don't think that's situation one should celebrate piwwo...
>>112256540one feet pic could pay for entire month think about it
>>112256540I'm less excited about ASMR commission because they would take longer and I feel she has done all the realistic SFW ones she could do. Anything I request would feel like a retread while a drawing would always be something new.
>>112256559Pillow donothon with the final goal being a toenail painting stream
How would you react if it was serious? I don't mean just "she has to take a pill daily for her blood pressure" serious. That would financially strain but not be the end of the world. I mean like Ironmouse "holy fuck IT'S OVER" tier.
>>112256611>Irongrift>it's overembarrassing
>>112256660I don't really know much about her just that she has superAIDs or something. If you wanna split hairs, then let's be more serious. Cancer. Pillow has cancer. What do?
>>112256611>I mean like Ironmouse "holy fuck IT'S OVER" tier.I don't know what this means please give a specific example
>>112256611>>112256698How would I react? I'd be miserable for her, and myself for not being able to take care of her. What would I do? Let her know she has my sympathies, be extra nice to her and probably increase my financial support, but that would all feel inadequate.
If she opens emergency commissions you take a slot and tell her she doesn't have to draw anything. If she refuses to take your money so be it but at least you tried.
>>112256732Why don't you try other things then?>>112256772That's judt spitting in her face. Most good people don't like being treated like a charity case.
>>112256863>Why don't you try other things then?What else could I do?
>>112256889Maybe join piwwos together for a card. Organize that if you dont see it. Make something for her artistically (your choice). Lots of things to show love.
>>112256863You're probably right she wouldn't like that. Plus it's unfair on people who actually want a commission. She should give us a way to donate if she needs it though.
>>112256914Well sure, and I've organised and participated in cards before, but that would still feel inadequate, especially if she was going through something serious. You know what I mean.
>>112256962>you know what I meanNo I don't. I can't read your mind. You were the one who couldn't come up with one example, so I doubt you are even telling the truth here.
>>112256698I'd donate my life savings to her and isekai myself
>>112257002Why do people here always become hostile for absolutely no reason
>>112257082I'm on the edge because of pillow
>>112257082I'm not really hostile lmao. It just seems you people can never post with an example. I just want you niggas to be specific.>>112257047See now this guy has a good answer. I hope your isekai world has Pillow in it.
>>112257231I'm edging to Pillow. We are brothers.
>>112257246Example of what? I told you what I would do. I said it would be inadequate because anything I could do as just a fan of hers would be. Only being there for her in person would fulfill me.
>>112256772You can ask for skeb-style commissions if you don't have any ideas. She'll have the freedom to draw whatever random thing she wants which she's already does anyway.
>>112257470That's a good idea, thanks piwwo. Disregard what I said.
>>112257258I didn't mean it that way...
Lord knows how much I would pay for another "render study" of her feet.
>CT scanit's over
>CT scanWhy would they give her one of those?
>>112257663Cancer unironically
>>112257717Is that the only possible reason? :(
>>112257765No. In my experience, a CT scan is something the hospital does out of caution before making any sort of diagnosis. if she just got done with it, it might still be a few more hours before she gets results but it could still be nothing serious. Having to stay in the emergency room all that time sucks ass though.
>>112257765No, CT scans are done for tons of different reasons because it's just good for getting imaging on people's internals. I got a CT/MRI for my arm after I had muscle tear. Most likely, it's just related to her heart and she was having chest pains. She's young so it's unlikely to be too big of a deal, I suspect she's going to just be told to get in more cardio. It's not exactly a good sign if a girl is out of breath from walking to the bathroom.
>>112257765I recently got CT scan before they removed my gangrenous gallbladder, it was not life threatening and relatively easy operation, just few days in hospital. So it really depends CT scan can be for variety of reasons that are hard to guess.
I'm doomingshe's possibly dying or in pain and I can't do nothing about it while she posts like it's nothing major trying to put up fake reassurances to keep piwwo calmit's fucking over
>>112257992At least Olive's with her but the selfish part of me wishes I was there.>>112257992>>112258028>>112258034Thanks medipiwwos. And yes I think the doctors/nurses will be mortified by her lifestyle lol. She actually needs to try to be more active, no excuses. Again, I wish I could help her.
>>112258078>she's possibly dying or in painShe definitely isn't
>>112258105you don't know her
https://x.com/PillowHoney/status/2060471725855314401
>>112258078>>112258086She'll be okay. She's 23. My Dad is a nurse and I've talked to him about her before, whilst her lifestyle is definitely not great for her, you'd be shocked and surprised by how resilient the body is, particularly when you're young. As she said, it's just a scare and nothing truly serious, likely because she already has a precondition. Worst case scenario, she is perscribed a medication she has to take and we bother her every time she mentions she's running low but doesn't want to bother Olive to get it refilled.
>>112258086>needs to try to be more activewe pushed her to make at least a bit of exercise during new years stream...
>>112258166I just didn't get that impression from her posts
>>112257765My dad had to get a bunch done because of torn muscles and a horrible infection in his lungs.
>>112258187At the time, that was just Piwwos being nice to her. Optimal thing to do would be working with her in something that gets some cardio in, but doesn't require her to step too far outside of her comfort zone. I think if I could pick anything, it'd be her starting a new scheduled series where every monday or whatever, she plays a VR game that involves a lot of motion. She is unveiling her 3D soon after all, and trying to jump straight to proper exercise would be too much for her to stay consistent.
>>112258175I'm just really curious about her condition, maybe I'm stupid, but despite watching her from nearly a start it really didn't click for me. I knew about her weakness, breathing problema, mental fog, atrocious eyesight, depression, ADHD, but somehow missed this?
>>112258246She just has a quick heart rate, it's probably just having a slightly smaller heart, nothing actually serious, she's said before that it's nothing too bad.
>>112258239it doesn't help that olive is hermit as well and exercising alone is hard especially for someone like pill
>>112258289Just going for walks would be an improvement
>>112258278>small heartpiwwo needs to shower her with genuine love next time that's for sure
>>112258239My top picks would be:-Gorilla Tag: Since it's silly and she could easily play with Piwwos- Beat Saber: Which I believe she's mentioned she already has wanted to play before-Subnautica VR: This has always been a suggestion of mine because she would be able to get more Subnautica content, even if it doesn't involve too much movement, her pissing herself would get her heart racing-Backrooms Rec: Same logic as Subnautica-Rumble: She could play with Piwwos, it's very tiring for a girl like her, and I think she'd enjoy playing at the low difficulties-Any VR boxing game: VR boxing is legitimately a good workout, she'd get a lot out of it.
>>112258353she's relatively active during 3D streams in her ADHD ways I also hope she wasn't doing some idol reps or anything and pushed herself too far
How are we feeling 1-10? 1 being "i dont care at all" and 10 being "holy fuck im gonna die." As for me, a cool 4. I feel like if it was serious her language would be a lot more formal. CT scan has me a lil worried though that it's something chronic.
>>112258460In terms of panic? 2. In terms of my desire to comfort her and try to help her out, 9.
>>112258460when I saw first tweet I had mini panic attack, I'm okay now though
I'm a casual pillow viewer every now and thenis your oshi ok?
>>1122584604 as well. The fact that she called it a "big medical scare", said she thought she was dying, and is having all these tests done is concerning, but my Nothing Ever Happens intuition tells me she's probably fine. But I really was shocked when I saw that photo and read her posts. I felt it in my chest.
>>112258594She'll be okay, thank you for your concern though.
>>112258460I think it’ll be fine because bad things don’t happen to good people
>>112258594We know as much as you. She said she's okay but she's waiting for results.
>>112258460Welp I'm sitting at a 5 but that's only because I know she's gonna receive the care she needs but I'm more concerned about the medical bills afterwards.
I don't like how some piwwo here are downplaying the emergency
>>112258828She said herself she's okay. No point in massively dooming out when she clearly doesn't want anyone to do so. Support her and give her lots of love, but we shouldn't be freaking out.
>>112258828Ok but what good is panicking and assuming the worst going to do?
>>112258828We're just not jumping to any conclusions. It's not necessarily that bad yet.
5%
>>112258860at least pretend to give a shit instead of treating as regular doctors appointment she literally had to get taken by the ambulance into emergency room do you think that's normal? if you don't have any empathy that's your problem not mine
>>112258894Your gimmick is lame and annoying. I can't even remember what the percentage means.
>>112258894
>>112258916You're using this to pick fights with piwwos so you can look like the only sensitive one
>>112258949sorry for crashing out I already said I'm not well because I genuinely feel like shitI hope you understand that my feelings are genuine
>>112258618>>112258639I hope she' ok, wishing her the best
>>112258988Thanks
>>112258916Alright piwwo fine you can think that I don't care that's fine. I'm going to do what I can to support her while you think I'm the problem here.
>>112258924When he reaches 0% he oshihens
This will probably (I hope) turn out to be nothing major, but it's got me thinking that if something really bad were to ever happen to her, I don't want to be around for it. I'd just rather not know. It's nice sending her a message or something when she's feeling down or under the weather, but watching her go through something life-threatening and not being able to be there for her would be too upsetting. I wouldn't leave because she announced serious health issues, but the possibility is a reason for me not to stick around for long or get too emotionally attracted (though I can't much help the latter).
>>112259079it's in pretty bad taste considering he was first threatening oshihen over new model and now pretends to care about her condition
>>112259176Attached, not attracted
>>112259176I'm angry because words seem useless, maybe I'm autistic but express concern and love in different ways and it's just not possible to help
>>112259176So the moment you experience any discomfort or difficulty you pack up and leave? I think I see now why you spend your time watching vtubers.
>>112259226She appreciates words, but if you want to make her a little drawing or something, she'll appreciate that too
>>112259239he's a coward who can't deal with human emotionsgrok AI gf would suit him more
>>112259239If she was actually my girlfriend, I'd be able to be there for her in the way that I want to be, so of course I wouldn't leave her you retard. But right now, I as an individual aren't that important to her and she'd be largely unaffected by my absence.
>>112259226I'm sure she appreciates all the people letting her know they care, but I know what you mean.
>>112259341>largely unaffected by my absencejust so you know if you're regular she genuinely would get sad if you leave
>>112259341Real life will never be as ideal as you imagine it. Circumstances will never be catered to make you comfortable. You can’t even make the smallest sacrifice for her, did you ever love her at all?
>>112259428Maybe a little but she'd be fine. It wouldn't be like being broken up with. That's what I'm saying to the guy insinuating I can't handle relationships because I just leave when they get difficult. We're talking about a VTuber I watch, not someone I have a personal relationship with.>>112259469I don't imagine real life to be ideal (I live it) and I don't expect my circumstances to always be comfortable (although I've been very lucky for that to have often been the case). I'm saying I don't need to make a sacrifice for this person I barely know and for whom I can't do anything significant.
>>112259469don't engage with retard who runs at the first sign of inconvenience
>>112259540>VTuber I watch, not someone I have a personal relationship withgachikoi thread retard
>>112259540>person I barely knowembarrassing, lurk 2 thousand years before posting
>>112259571She's a VTuber you watch, not someone you have a personal relationship with>>112259592You barely know her
Today could be the start of a five year long cancer battle with the circumstances becoming more and more grim with each consecutive doctors visit and I would still show up everyday to support her. Because I actually fucking love this woman.Fair weather piwwos get the fuck out.
>>112259632rope it
>>112259658It bothers you because you know it's true and that's why you just get mad and reply with stuff like that. You'll do it with this post too.
>>112259632if you would actually have watched her regularly for more than 2 years you would know her fairly well, she doesn't shy talking about her feelings and emotions or experiences she doesn't have much of a life outside piwwos in general for better or worse
>>112259632pillow is parasocial for us and we are parasocial for her, I'm really not sure where normalfag tourists like you come from
>>112259634I'm not the other anon talking about leaving, but I'm already kinda of a casual watcher. Don't really know what I would do in that case. I feel like sticking around just because of an illness is kinda demeaning to her. Maybe I'm reading it wrong.
>>112259731What do you think "parasocial" means?
>>112259780she loves us and we love her to the point it goes beyond friendship or just regular vtuber - fan interactionIt means inability to live without each other
>>112259750Despite what Pillow explicitly said about this, they hate and berate people who don't feel the same way about her as they do. They expect you to love her like they do (or say they do) and treat the relationship in the same way.
>>112259822That's not what it means
Baker here, any suggestions for the next thread edition title?
>>112259880Who cares just don't use the hospital photo it'll attract the worst kind of people
>>112259905Fleshposting would get me banned so no. I'm not stupid.
>>112259924I didn't even know that lolIt's up to you man I don't think it matters that much
>>112259835you are replying to a guy who threatened to leave pillow at first inconvenience while also admitting of barely knowing her in generalwe don't bully people like him enough, tourists ruin everything
>>112259880emergency edition with pillow in the white background
>>112259952Wrong reply?
culling edition we've entered the dark piwwo arc
>>112259952>threatened to leave pillow at first inconvenienceI said "I wouldn't leave because she announced serious health issues". It's right there in my post in plain English, which you apparently can't speak very well.>we don't bully people like him enoughYou've done it plenty and it hasn't worked lol
maybe we shouldn't bake anything until everyone calms down, also pill will not be online because her phone is out of charge
We had like 10 threads on Cher Day and that was a no stream Monday. I think we need a thread actually
>>112260071This. A few piwwos need to have a few shots of booze and relax a bit.
>>112260064>if something really bad were to ever happen to her, I don't want to be around for it>the possibility is a reason for me not to stick aroundnigga
>>112260071I don't want pillow to leave hospital and see piwwo arguing after I know how nosy she's when it comes egosa (literally can't live without it)
>>112260183they're baiting real piwwo when real piwwo are distraughtreally in bad taste
>>112260183Yes, that's preemptively removing myself from the situation (i.e. not watching a streamer anymore), not leaving WHEN something bad happens (because that would look terrible and I don't want to kick her when she's down).
>>112260271>preemptively removing myselfas I said - a coward
>>112260271Look I think those niggas are being too insane in their replies, but this is like saying you aren't masturbating because you edge and don't cum immediately. Same shit different story.
>>112260271you either are into pillow or notcan you say which is which? because now you come across as a faggot
>>112260348>nigga niggy niggers nigga this nigga thatdo we have an actual black african piwwo in here or what the fuck is this?
>>112260348I explained the difference. Just quietly leaving at some point is the best way to do it, she's used to it. Leaving right after she came out with health issues would be cruel. I'd stick around for a while in that case.
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>>112260417Yes I am half black half asian. Sadly I got the black brain and the asian dick.
>>112260434Oh you cheeky faggot
>>112260454I asked you guys for suggestions
>>112260453chud thread gtfo mutt
>>112260487and I said to not bake
>>112260487I said better let everyone chill a bit and have some liquor