Bracelet edition>Previous thread>>113311539>YouTubehttps://youtube.com/@pillowdearhttps://youtube.com/@CushionHunASMR>Twitter/Xhttps://x.com/pillowdearasmr>Official websitehttps://pillowdearvt.com>Merchhttps://merch.kawaentertainment.com/collections/pillowdearhttps://uwumarket.us/collections/pillowdearasmr>Fan website & resourceshttps://pillowdraw.com/https://piwwow.love/>Fan wikihttps://virtualyoutuber.fandom.com/wiki/PillowDear>Latest coverhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ns08Y6GYWEc>Latest eventhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8C6LGy2A4S8>Latest streamhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6UwWNusk910>Upcoming streamTBD
>>113428802Those bracelets look so nice she definitely put a lot of effort into these.
Sorry I was asleep. Thread rules:
her little chompers
>>113429784Nice and lewd
>>113428802You guys have a very special Oshi, full of loveI'm really happy for you
>>113430029Thank you she is pretty awesome to have as an oshi
>>113429784licking my pillow in this heat I something I need
>>113430058Don't lick the sweaty Pillow...she might be stinky, piwwo.
How do we get her to stop removing member streams (e.g. karaoke, silent Splatoon, backrooms)?
>>113430224Just back up any members VOD so you don't lose it
>>113430224A pallet of bricks
>>113430224that's like asking how would we get her to do member streams on the weekends it's a waste of time
>>113430341Grow up, Druid.
>>113430438namedropping some random piwwo doesn't make me incorrect, faggot
Pillow is cutely dorking out over the horse show
>>113431203Doing a twitter space I assume?
>>113431226No just a thread
my daughter is bigger bronie than I thought
>>113431235Cool I'll check it out later then thank you.
>>113431253She's mentioned it a few times piwwo...
I wonder what does she think of actual 4ch ponyfuckers of the past kek
I have now adopted Pillow as my daughter.
>>113431253If you’re newer you probably don’t know because she doesn’t bring it up too often, but the one consistent thing about pillow since her debut is her love for horse show. She’s always talked about it and how obsessed she is with it. It truly is her favorite show
>>113431418>nowwhy not earlier
>>113431568It was a lot of paperwork. But she now has a nursery, a kiddie bed and lots of toys
>>113431370>she isn't in the fanfic threads writing gayships
>Pill testing her piwwo if they remember her favorite pony
>>113431676She asked which one she is, not which is her favourite (Starlight Glimmer)
>>113431734well if I wanted cosy up to her I would say she's her favorite one
>>113431761If you need to try to “cosy up to her” you’re ngmi
pill said she would want more "adult" MLP adaptionI agree they should make porn if it
pillow wants to fatten up piwwo
What’s wrong with her?
>>113431761That just wouldn't make sense
>>113431882what went right
>>113431882Not as much as she and piwwos think
When I see Piller,I wanna fill'er!
>>113432068Faggot
>>113432068based
sudden urge to molest pillow until she cries and then lovebomb her
>>113431882She's been a little extra autistic and emotional the past couple days. If piwwos play their cards right she may lovebomb us soon.
When I see Piller,I want to KILL her
>>113430208so am I but she can smell my dick and balls as I lick her
>>113432392she's already immortal so it would be fine
>>113432191I am the top bread of this pillow sandwich who will be the bottom
>>113432420
>>113432510She’s not like other girls. Why did she do this
https://x.com/Vtuber_Expo/status/2077075819692798313How's your luck?
>>113432649>How's your luck?Absolutely shit.
>>113432510bet she gives the sloppiest of kisses
>>113432574>Why did she do thisShe knows what I like
Why is she trying to get REM's attention?
>>113433610Flirting. Pillow is a lesbian.
>>113433795Too bad REM is asexual. She would make a fine addition to the polycule.
>>113434034Not even Pillow's fault sadly. It's hot and she is currently ovulating (if my tracker is correct). She knows Rem is ace but her primal babymaking instincts are in overdrive.
>>113434177>acelol faggot
I wish I could just fall asleep until Offkai
>>113434188nigga you might be beta>>113434540you should make something for her
>>113434596Nah he's right you're a fag for using that word.
>>113434792just shortening words. You shortened faggot too.
>>113434808Yeah because fag is synonymous with faggot. Ace and asexual are two completely different things.
>>113434913It is? I thought it was like nick and nicholas. Or if we are gonna use homo speak, het to heterosexual (or homo to homosexual).
>>113434808Recognising things like "asexuality" is what makes you a faggot (the cutesy abbreviations just make you more of a faggot)
>>113434913No they aren’t. The ace in aroace means asexual
back in my day ace referred to fighter pilots
>>113434951I recognize it as a mental illness. You are just getting mad I said 3 letters.
>>113435025Yes asexual "people" are mentally ill you are correct
>>113435176Notta how does it make you feel that you’ve had less sex in your life than most asexuals?
>>113435176that's what I said?>>113435231remember he got cucked by his tranny brother?
>>113435250Please explain what you think "cucked" means
I can't believe pill dropped milf like nene for some rem and raki cunny...
>>113435231You sure seem to have some gay attraction to him now don't ya? >>113435250Yes?
>>113435293I'd say pic related fits that definition.
>>113435352Not really
>>113435338She got tired of piwwos lusting after her obscene tits all the time
>>113435176don't insult pill and her friends like that
>>113435367one form of lust replaced by another...
>>113435400I'll do what I want
>>113435367>obscene tits I've seen bigger desu
Pillow said she would age her model alongside herself, so I hope we one day get giga-stacked MILF Pillow.
>>113435420It's all going according to Pillow's plan
>>113435441No he's right they're obscene
>>113435451That's not how breasts work
>>113435480They usually don’t shrink either
>>113435509Well she's not gonna make them massive and I don't want her to
>>113435441Angels shouldn't have tits that big though with them that big it promotes sin and lust>>113435451Can we openly lust after Pillow then, or will I get shamed by the dicksword?
>>113435533Body type isn't the issue, they just don't like her being sexualised. Most of the NSFW drawings of her give her an adult body.
She said that two years ago and I don’t think it’s true anymore
>>113435523Why are you a fag?>>113435533They would still hate it. They were against Pillow lewds before the 3.0 with Cher and she was already pretty large back then.
>>113435533Enjoying your oshi with like-minded people without the influence of the greater community is the way tbdesu
>>113435451accidentally feeding pill estrogen supplements and horse nutrients
>>113435622Giant cartoonish tits look stupid and desperate
>>113435584>Most of the NSFW drawings of her give her an adult bodyunfortunately
>>113435621I would have to agree since she’s gotten younger with every single model since debut, but I think she found how she really walks to look and portray herself for now. I think she also recently hinted that we may get to see her wings grow eventually. I think she’ll wants to update her model’s age at her own pace, not necessarily tied to her own real age
>>113435673I'm doing my part
>>113435584>>113435622Well shit they can nail me to the hornycross then, if Pillow gets a milf model it's all over for me being subtle
>>113435668taste is subjective, is it not?
>>113435675Seems like a phase to me, can't imagine a 30-year-old acting like that
>>113435628Very true thats why I put up with you twits instead since the dicksword is a million times worse lol
>>113435695bless you TuT
>>113435668Yeah, you've told me plenty of times.>>113435695If she suddenly did get huge tits one day, would you still comm art of her?
>>113435621to be fair her explanation why she wanted new model was pretty vague desubut I guess it fits her better than currently oneesan one would
>>113435533>Can we openly lust after Pillowisn't that the whole point of the general?
>>113435716I can 'cuz 'tism
>>113435744I care most of all that the art I commission is on-model, so yes. I know she appreciates that.
>>113435838Oh she liked your lewds?
>>113435744Oh I kinda misinterpreted the question. I wouldn't stop commissioning art just because she changed her model like that.
>>113435797Well yea but I more or less mean doing it on like twitter or chat(just toned down obviously)
I know I'm beating a dead horse at this point, but I really don't think pill is a lolicon or sexual in any way at least consciously, I leaning on ace because you can't keep seiso act for 3 years straight without some signs. Even her fujo fantasies seem to focus less on intimate acts and more on romantic feelings.
>>113435881on twitter I think it's more or less fine, but on chat you can muted even for innuendos randomly
>>113435851No I just think she's said that before. She has liked a suggestive commission that I didn't expect her to though.
>>113435932>I leaning on ace because you can't keep seiso act for 3 years straight without some signsOr she's just not a sex=funny hack or a hypersexual freak who constantly talks about sex to hundreds of strangers
>>113436004so a repressed prude got it
>>113436004She has a strong aversion to anything even slightly lewd. Even when some girl said her back was hot during minecraft. She grew up in tumblr type cultures. There is a 1000% chance she is not straight.
>>113436027I'd love to marry a repressed prude. What's wrong with Pillow's modesty?
>>113436038>She has a strong aversion to anything even slightly lewd.I wouldn't be so sure man, unless you think she's completely clueless about that stuff>Even when some girl said her back was hot during minecraft.Timestamp? What did Pillow say?>She grew up in tumblr type cultures. There is a 1000% chance she is not straight.I do worry that she could've gotten something like that into her head.
>>113436038>She has a strong aversion to anything even slightly lewdshe liked some borderline artworks in the past
>>113436038I love my gay nonbinary daughter oshi
>>113436198NTA but some girl called Pillow’s back “sexy” in Minecraft back when she wrote the virgin killer sweater with the open back. Pillow responded by screaming at the top of her lungs and immediately logging out.As for the lesbian stuff, Pillow has had a couple of slip ups where she accidentally genders her chat and she always defaults to male. Now I can’t say with absolute certainty that it’s not just because she knows we’re majority male, but I do believe Pillow is straight if she immediately defaults to imagining romance with a male partner
She’s definitely something
>>113436198>cluelessaversion =/= clueless>timestampIt was years ago, but it was with some girl named "roro">>113436241that's because she was retarded and didnt perceice the lewd intent. When she eventually does, she always unretweets.
>>113436284Plenty of straight up lesbian vtubers call their audience male. Also it is possible she is asexual but like romance. Egirls are strange.
>>113436309>aversion =/= cluelessWhat I'm saying is she's liked some suggestive artwork, so either she doesn't have a "strong aversion to anything even slightly lewd" or she's just clueless and doesn't recognise lewd art.>When she eventually does, she always unretweets.Those aren't the only ones. Give her some credit.
>>113436284>Pillow responded by screaming at the top of her lungs and immediately logging outmolestation trauma rrat grows stronger
>>113436426Or she was overreacting to be funny
>>113436284>virgin killer sweater with the open backI'm still not sure why she decided on that specific sweater in the first place, she must have knew what it was
>>113436440She just thought it was cute. Again, Pillow is kinda stupid at times, which is cute.
>>113436284>As for the lesbian stuffdon't forget her teenage girlfriend she once had, but it didn't work out
>>113436467>Pillow is kinda stupid at timesthat's what makes her cuter than usual I agree
>>113436467She's not stupid, she probably just wanted a bit of sex appeal when she was starting out but later realised she didn't need it
>>113436470I don't count that given how she described their relationship
>>113436521I speak to you as a man with a retarded sister: women often don't see the sluttiness and sexiness in their clothes and just wear what they think is cute.
>>113436521her earlier ASMR were dark but never sexual she didn't need it
>>113436586Using that unusual sweater design that shows so much skin was a conscious decision and I don't believe she was naive enough to not realise it had sex appeal
>>113436470I talked about this once long ago when it first brought up, but I think I’ll bring it up again. Pillow was bullied severely at school and her mother was usually struggling with work and money. Pillow wasn’t welcome at school, she didn’t have any friends, and she was getting passed around between her mother and grandparents. She didn’t have a father figure either and every male adult her mother brought up always ended up leaving. Pillow grew up with very little love of all types, familial, platonic, and romantic. When you grow up deprived of any kind of love like that, it becomes very easy to confuse it for romantic love. She was likely just close friends with a girl and thought a romantic relationship was a good idea when it was really just better off as a friendship. I say this because I dated a girl in a similar situation when I was in HS. She had several boyfriends before I came along and even a girlfriend that she admitted to dating because she confused platonic and romantic love. That lack of love throughout their lifetime will usually drive them to always seek out some sort of love and might lead them to dating a lot in an effort to hold that love. That’s not to say I think Pillow got around a lot when she was younger, but hearing her stories makes it clear she’s always just wanted to be loved.
>>113436652>confuse it for romantic loveDefinitely not what's happening with piwwos though
>>113435957Yeah that has happened to me lol
>>113436724Do note certain kinds of comments do make Pillow uncomfortable if she’s put on the spot and mods aren’t fast enough to delete it. She had to stop and delete a stream because of it when she was just starting as a VTuber, and she’s refused to read superchats with odd comments. I may not like the mods, but they are there for a reason
>>113436758>She had to stop and delete a stream because of it when she was just starting as a VTuberDo you remember what it was?
>>113436777I was working, so I wasn’t reading the chat. It was one of the first 12 comfy mornings. She pulled out her “mommy” voice on request and I’m guessing she just got an influx of horny comments after that. She meekly said “you’re scaring me” twice before ending the stream and deleting/privating the vod
>>113436838Oh that's sad
During a comfy morning a while back she was talking about The Batman and got very flustered when chat asked if she liked Robert Pattinson and quickly changed the subject.
>>113436864Maybe she didn't want to show any attraction towards a man for fear of setting off some schizo
>>113436652pill loves us it goes beyond romantic love
>>113436838can we one day make pillow embrace her sexy side with confidence? I think that should be part of personal growth, I don't mean act slutty or anything like that, but being scared of coming across as sexually attractive is bizarre especially when ones main audience are guys
>>113436864>>113436913This one is new to me, I remember her explicitly saying she had a crush on the riddler and thought he was cute
>>113436864now I'm imagining piwwo with Robert Pattinson face kek
are we ignoring how in all her works of fiction she loves crazy obsessed guys? don't forget Twilight her favorite book series lol
>>113436973I think it would be nice for her to be more confident in that way
>>113437023She definitely loves the idea of a male yandere and having someone be completely obsessed with her
>>113437023She has the romance sense of a young teenage girl. She likes the love but doesn't really follow through to the next step of sex. A romantic asexual if you will.
>>113437075It's fine I have her tulpa that sucks me off
im a new piwwow and i havent really watch many streamswhat should i talk to pillow about at her meet & greet?
>>113437250Tell her you wish she spoke more clearly or had bigger tits.
>>113437250Minecraft she loves it
>>113437250talk about her favorite cartoons if you watched them like digital circus etc. or games like Splatoon
>>113437250Just expressing what streams of hers you actually seen genuinely would make her happy desu
She's so easy to talk to you'd have to be a hyper-sperg or actively malicious to go wrong
telling pillow she's sexy and watching her cry
>>113437624and that makes her sexier!
Do you think Pill has penis envy?
>>113437691No I don't
>>113437691pill would ravage piwwo without shame
>>113437691she would play with it like a slug and stroke it till she can slap it across her face
Pill reading the lesbian talk
>>113437691Only when I put a sign on it saying "For Willow use only"
>>113436973I would tell her how I feel about her but her mods would declare me public enemy #1
>>113436864>Robert Pattinson
If you need to feed people information on your oshi to talk to them... Maybe not a good idea to talk to them.
what's camera.3
>>113438054some people are just extra self conscious and don't want to embarrass themselves in front of their oshi
>>113437926She likes him in that movie cause he’s sad and emo. And cause of that one scene where he beats the fuck out of catwoman
>>113436913I hope you know Pillow cares more about “this” than her schizos do. She’s hidden innocuous comments from male VTubers before.
>>113438454How do you know that's not her trying to stop schizos from freaking out over said innocuous comments?
>>113438487How do we know you're not the thread cuck?
>>113438526You're are such a colossal retard man forget it
>>113438551>You are are retard
>>113438559Swipe keyboard
2 weeks since pillow inspired me to drop vtubers. Thanks pillow. picrel
>>113438576What retard uses the swipe keyboard? Oh...
>>113438598No one cares, Druid
Naming people who post here so they give me attention
This is why you don’t namedrop yourself in here
>>113438685It's funny because he's called me 2 different piwwos and he'll never know who actually am
>>113438685Not my problem
If you namedrop yourself here I will obsess over you for months. Let that be a warning!
>>113438728Romantic!
Pillow makes this game look really fun. I might buy it when I take time off finally.
>>113439461I bought it after her stream on Sunday and I’m already lvl 50. It’s extremely addicting.
>>113439495Wow you're going hard piwwo well done
She tried her best
>Don't eat healthy Welp too late Pillow I'm eating a bag of carrots
>>113440702Thus, this piwwo was never seen again. Shat himself to death...
>>113440826I'll write my final words to Pillow on twitter and make sure the cemetery knows why I died.>Here lies anon he shat out his intestines and died >If only he had listened to his oshi he would be here today
>>113440932rest in piss (and shit)
>no hesitation kissshe really is ovulating
>>113441131She's such a sweetheart
>>113437691i think all women are fascinated by the penis
>Dang your big! Yeah me
>zoomed in>middle of the screen
>She might take a bath tonight Piwwos she might be not STINKY!
>>113442167not matter I will lick her clean right after
>>113437691She would try it out on Olive
Does anyone else think she sounded more coherent today? It seems like she’s making an effort to talk in a more soft understandable voice
>>113442557She basically said as much near the start of the stream
>>113442557I suppose but maybe I got used to it by now
I am a bit newer and I saw a lot of people talk about her voice change, but it seems like something that’s been happening over the course of the three years and wasn’t a flip switch. If you go from the start and skip around through streams, she slowly reaches the point she’s at now. She sounds similar to how she did a year ago and seems to have settled with talking this way
>>113442750She sounds different even from a year ago. Since getting the new model she's definitely tried to sound even more childlike.
>>113442750I think her early years are just her speaking more clearly and sounding a bit happier. Imo, her voice change wasn’t that drastic until 2025. By early 2025, she still sounded like how she used to, but by mid to late 2025, she sounded a lot more like how she does now
wife
>>113443034Isn’t this CJs photo? Lmfao
>>113442750https://youtu.be/eXhQz6L4GsMhttps://youtu.be/4ruYAPeK7zsYou can compare a Skyrim video she did a few months ago to now. https://youtu.be/SBfQlXu9WdA?t=999This is from 8 months ago, she's talking entirely differently. It's not a "flip-switch" in the sense that it was one day from the next, but she's obviously leaning into it much more with the new model.
>>113443077Am I supposed to know who that is? Just saw it in the archives.
