Nothing else in life provides me happiness anymore. I have no family and no friends. When I come back from work exhausted, I don't have energy for anything that involves moving my body.The only thing that allows me to escape the oppressive darkness that is the real world is cute anime girls playing video games on YouTube.
>>113875219You can channel that love into fan worksThis will give you hobbies, fun and maybe even friendsand your Oshi will be proud of you
>>113875490thismy oshi's community is my escapism right now as much as the streams. I'm not a creative type but helping out with projects/fan events is at least something I can convince myself as being productive.
>>113875219I wrote this but I understand your pain
>>113875219what's your job?
>>113875219Good, your government wants you exactly like this, pacified and hopeless
>>113875219Did Max G write this or something? kys if it was you
>>113875219this. >>113875490The best medicine against existential dread is to create something, anything that leaves a mark on the world no matter how small or insignificant.
>>113875219You need hobbies brother.Make shit or something.Get into woodworking or something.
>>113877598I heard drawing is good for you
>>113875219Ok
>>113875219this was me but then holo EN2 happened and it ruined everythingnow i'm a wandering schizo
>>113875219Here's a 2view indie who lies about getting raped. There's not much to look forward to here either
>>113881402That's why you ignore the ones with a groomer discord