How are you holding up?
we are not meant to win, but that doesn't mean we wont fight.
>>6207885How I am and will remain until the end.
>>6207874>How are you holding up?;_;
>>6208058I'm actually watching this show rn. He is miserable because he's an impulsive, violent idiot. Hopefully that's not why you are.
>>6207874I didn't feel like killing myself today, but then my truck kept dying in traffic
>>6208386Ah, life was good back when we didn't use eye-rape LED lighting everywhere.
>>6207874>How are you holding up?Lost a really sweet potential gf on slowly recently. She was turning out to be a dream girl in every way. Bubbly and cheerful tomboy, great music taste, and was ready to be nice when very few people are. Everything that happened in my day I couldn't wait to tell her.I appreciate that she respected me enough not to ghost me, but I wish she'd have told me why she decided to cut contact, I don't know what I did wrong. Very few people want to give me a chance as is, and the ones that do seem to leave quickly. It has nothing to do with looks because we don't go there yet. Im starting to think that it's really because I'm insufferable, but this is me, what the fuck can I do?
>>6208064>>6208067brutal stuff
>>6208656I hate LED so fucking much.Everything is cold white. Low quality leds flicker like xmas lights. Cars blind the fuck out of me. Retards think using colors is cool but without the warmth of neon it's just stupid.Light pollution is 10x worse.Fuck that shit
>>6208043fucking context?
>>6208680>I don't know what I did wrong.You didn't give her the tingles, which means you aren't attractive to women.
>>6207874I got a pacemaker at 29, my back hurts almost constantly, I work 2 jobs (WFH, so it's OK, guess), sleep about 5 hours on average and live alone in an old, one-room apartment. I don't look forward to or hope for anything anymore. Everything sucks and I am disgusted by my very own existence. I started drinking again after being completely sober for 5 years. At the same time, I don't think I have any right to complain about anything. In the end, my life is (was) pretty good, just uneventful. Nothing to show for it, you know…
>>6208680Huh, reminds me... In my entire life there was only one girl I ever cared about, and that was over 10 years ago. We never talked or saw each other again after finishing school. I've dreamed about her just yesterday. We were sitting in a classroom and she was behind a desk at the front, turned towards me, while another classmate sat to my left. I was so surprised and overjoyed to see them both that I was repeatedly turning my head from one to the other and tears kept rolling down my cheeks. They simply looked at me obliviously and calmly smiled. Nobody said a single word. I could see her face so vividly, it almost seemed to glow. I think It's good that things are as they are. I am an ugly degenerate, but I could've done anything for her.
>>6207874Things are feeling bleak, not gonna lie. Stuck and hoping for a miracle. Anxiously going with the flow of everything, but unable to shake the sense of dread.
>>6208115chuds love to watch media where there's a character who is objectively an evil, horrible person, who is miserable directly because of their own evil, horrible actions, and then idolize and "he's literally me" that character while complaining about their own lives. *Especially* if it's a satire, which, of course, multiple studies have proven conservatives do not and cannot understand.
>>6208818Anon, how do you give the tingles to a woman over text?And surely I can't be horrible, I found love on it twice, with both girls clicked instantly>>6208839>I've dreamed about herMy God, anon I'm sorry to hear that. I know that feeling, it hits like a fucking train. I remember the first time it happened I could feel the tears in the pillow while asleep. I hope we'll heal soon
>>6208862Yes, who doesnt know the famous studies that once and for all proved that conservatives cant understand satire. Only people like you know whats good, love art and nature ect. Thats why its totally normal to burst out against some "chud" and "conservatives" out of the blue in a non political thread. Your the sane one. Everybody else is basically non human and therefore...lets build a socialist paradise together! Maybe on a national level. And we call it "national socialism"...wait...
>>6208862Oh shut up you fucking dork
>>6208656I love the sodium lamps too.
>>6208680The universe works in weird way where if you desperately want something it somehow pushes that very thing you want away. The best way is to literally not care. Fuck that dumb bitch she was probably just playing games with you like cat and mouse. The best advice I can give you is to not care about women at all and that will make you more desirable because you don't look desperate. Even if you weren't desperate if in general you want something a lot it will still be elusive. I hate life and I can't wait for a meteor to destroy this fucking planet and everyone on it good or bad fuck it I don't care.
>>6207874My ptsd started acting up in public today. I saw a girl who looked just like my high school bully. I started feeling the phantom pains. The anxiety. I was scared that I was gonna get jumped by that high school bully’s boyfriend and his friends. I can’t manage my ptsd. Nearly had a panic attack. God help me.
>>6208862This was a good post. It's a shame there are multiple studies which have proven that anon is addicted to cocks and lying on the internet. Damn shame.
>>6208279>>6208389What's the music on these two?
