It's been 2 days without a /feels/ thread. Come one guys, I don't like starting threads, you're forcing my hand here.
>>6222407IT's OK they installed nets now so you fall like 10 feet and just look like a retard instead.
>>6222416Can't you just move your ass and jump off the net then?
>>6222427they installed a second net below that net too so look like a retard twice.
>>6222407This is from a documentary called The Bridge, it's about people who kill themselves by throwing themselves off the Golden Gate Bridge. It's a little morbid, they just filmed the bridge for days and waited for people to throw themselves off of it. I can't remember if it was mentioned in the documentary itself or if it was something I read tangentially to it but most people think that you hit the water and that kills you, but in most cases what actually happens is you hit the water and it breaks all your bones and then you either drown or die of exposure.Don't throw yourself off the Golden Gate Bridge anons, it's not worth it.
>>6222397>Feels thread is all about feeling sadFuck that sad gay shit niggaFEELS LIKE DANCING
>>6222695That's hilarious actually. But I guess, just go to another bridge then. Or cliffs, whatever, enough options.
>>6222397better with music
>>6222695But what if I get off the second net? Is it nets the whole way down?
>>6223146what a faggot
I have absolutely no ability to make friends or socialize with people at any capacity.
>>6222938>>6222427>>6223162No, they did not install a "second net", dat jigga trollin'.Yeah, of course you can jump a second time. You can also kill yourself at home or via way more "sure fire" ways like stepping in front of a train. It's not like these nets are a secret or anything.The point is that a decision TO jump in the first place is usually very impulsive and emotional. And when you smack into some metal netting and see yourself hovering above the waters below you tend a cold feet and a realization of how stupid/unhealthy you are. Because the truth is that most people who want to sudoku just actually want some attention or human connection or other means of help. It's an impulsive, irrational decision and if you can break the chain of that decision even slightly the vast majority of people back off and reconsider. Speaking in generalizations here, obviously.
>>6223519Prevention is even better, but a net is cheaper
>>6223530Prevention, in the form of mental health care, costs money. A lot of money.Most people get by by either toughing it out or self-medicating with alcohol and/or weed (the latter is legal in CA). For those who can't/don't want to go that route there's the net.
>>6223544> Prevention, in the form of mental health care, costs money. A lot of money.Exactly, and in this world where literally everything is measured in "money" there is no room for people who give a negative roi.
>>6222501I thought this was going to be the Jim Carrey x Taiga video.
>>6222501I'm a very loving person, but no one wants it
>>6223442https://youtu.be/805qei2oAeIhttps://youtu.be/lDhYQFUsV8M
>>6223296yes, you really are.faggot
>>6222711There was a part in this documentary where they spoke to a few of the people who survived and every single one said they regretted it the second they let go of the rail. They just so happened to land in a way they were able to stay afloat until someone got to them
>>6223442dat filename
>>6223309No one would remember, but I once posted how I spent my life saying this was my favorite movie to avoid bringing up anime. Finally watched it. Didnt magically become my fave but it was wonderful.
>>6222501wasn't this in one of those unsaucable threads?
>>6223442the video is not completel without that filename, fuark bro
>>6224305the girl with the silver hair.
>>6224174what's with the hungarian here? it gets me all sentimental.
>>6224477it's a hungarian movie.
help a fellow anon out, anyone have that webm of a bunch of sad posts (i think from /r9k/) with "yesterday" by the beatles playing in the background? been lookin for it for months now
>>6224625i assume it is this one
>>6224625or this one
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>>6224603source pls
>>6224836https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BHRW0xEv7Jomost of the movie is not dramatic though.
>>6224898I was a lot more stressed out and naive in 2016.
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>>6225154I mean how is this feels content ?it's funny though
>>6225160As soon as I hit Submit, I realised I forgot to add "The cage is all I know". It's related to that post.
>>6225173yea i feel you mine nigga
don't watch this if you are a creator
>>6222397TRVTHNVKE
>>6225547This is more of a hopecore content, if only hopecore posted good webms instead of lame speechs. They make me more depressed than /feels/.
>>6225965>Hope Lol cringe
>>6226009Their thread is cringe alright. The cat webm is funny.
>>6224898life is harder, for sure, but i'm happier. i'm finally who i was meant to be, i can finally start living. check back in 2036 and i'll be entirely content
>>6223546>everything is measured in "money"Well of course it is. Because we have scarcity. If I could use a replicator like in Commie Trek to print me any drink, clothing, food, etc then money would be a lot less of a factor than in today's society.
>>6224305A small part of me always keep wondering if I'd have done it by now if my parents weren't supporting me.Another small part wonders if I'll do it after they're gone.
>>6226358I'm not talking consumer products, I'm talking literally everything such as "heatwave deaths cost us so much" "smokers cost us so much" etcIt's just dystopian. We're all numbers in the capitalistic machine that needs to keep running no matter the consequences
>>6226844>heatwave deathsFound the Europeon>It's just dystopianWhy?Everything has a value that can be expressed in currency, including that of human life. Even you would make such a calculation if you ever got up to let a pregnant woman or an elderly person sit down instead of you.
Some days, it is kinda hard, it's not that I don't love myself but damn, some days you really do feel like nobody understands or cares.
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>>6226899Yeah and you don't think that's dystopian that we threat people like that? Or maybe what the sad part is all the people that don't realize that they're just a number in the system.
>>6227575Absolutely not. Sometimes people die and we need to compensate their family/descendants for that death. Since we can't bring the dead back to life we instead use money. The compensation will even be different depending on who died: young vs old, white vs black.It's as simple as that.The fact that this surprises you or otherwise make you experience emotions tells me you're either too young for this website and/or a woman.>just a number in the systemEveryone is just a number in some system. It's called "having state-issued documentation".
This one somehow manages to physically hurt every time I watch it.
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>>6227703Well yeah, it's straight up suifuel.
>>6224309wait a minute, did he die before her? I never noticed that
Cmon you fags post some goodies and classics. i lost everything i collected over 6 yrs
>>6225691This is so true. I googled my bullies which was a huge mistake. They have wife and kids and one even has his own very successful company. Meanwhile I still live with my mother and I'm a KHHV without a job or money. When my parents die I'm going to kill myself. An entire life of pain is just too much for me to conceal anymore. I'm used up. I'm just 43 but I don't know what to do. I do have a good physique (95kg @ 195cm) though but an ugly weird face so I never had a chance from the beginning with girls or women and I think it's why companies reject me after interviews. I dress well and shower daily so I'm not a slob either. I'm kind and helpful to others. I studied computer science and got a pretty good degree.
>>6223986The weak breeze whispers nothingThe water screams sublimeHis feet shift, teeter-totterDeep breath, stand back, it’s timeToes untouch the overpassSoon he’s water boundEyes locked shut but peek to seeThe view from halfway downA little wind, a summer sunA river rich and regalA flood of fond endorphinsBrings a calm that knows no equalYou’re flying nowYou see things much more clear than from the groundIt’s all okay, it would beWere you not now halfway downThrash to break from gravityWhat now could slow the dropAll I’d give for toes to touchThe safety back at topBut this is it, the deed is doneSilence drowns the soundBefore I leaped I should’ve seenThe view from halfway downI really should’ve thought aboutThe view from halfway downI wish I could’ve known aboutThe view from halfway down
>>6227538It's such a simple thing but it's so true it's hard to watch. I could become that man, if I am not him already.
>>6229427Why did you lose it
>>6227584>The fact that this surprises you or otherwise make you experience emotionsNot that anon, but isn't there any part of you worried about that fact? You need to harden yourself to survive in the world, but there's a balance to be struck.
i'm fucking worthless at everything i do, i genuinely should've just drowned in the pool when i was like 9
>>6231023I feel you, today I tried to jump but was too cowardly and my leg went back last minute, it was so easy, a small little jump, but somehow I'm still here. The pain, the worthlessness, the certainty that a life of happiness was never meant for you. Never being enough. The desperate cries for help and the indifference. It just keeps going on and on, trapped and bound by desires that will forever be unfulfilled as if it was all a cruel joke. Yet too much of a coward to put an end to it. Believe me I feel you.
>>6231350There's no point in killing yourself because you're always too late.
>>6229429I dont know you, and I have no idea nor do i claim to know what has gone on in the 43 years youve lived, and perhaps my thoughts are totally useless and even unhelpful, but, i just want to say, comparison is the thief of joy, fuck their shitbag lives, would you really give up your life if you could, all of your memories, and trade it for theirs? Dont betray yourself like that, dont sell yourself out for insecurity and jealousy. Your life may not be all of what you want it to be, but it is your own, you earned that, and you can change your life, atleast some parts of it, even if it is hard as hell, you have that option, anyway whatever, I digress
>>6230800About what fact? The fact that we need to assign a monetary value to the unique, fragile, and irreplaceable thing called "human life" in order to cover some edge cases of human existence?I would call myself a "sensitive faggot" (despite my virulent racism and anti-semetism), but no, this doesn't bother me at all.
>>6231350If you kill yourself then the jews win.If you are trying to run away from something and think death is the best option that just means you are lazy and not trying hard enough.tl;dr - git güd at life, fagit
>>6225691Feels content is one thing, but this is just cringe spiraling.
>>6225691Who said that the biggest revenge against your bullies is to successed wasn't lying.You either accept what happened and move on or you hold on to the bitterness and it drags you down. It's a general advice since most scars are harder to deal with than others, but it is what it is.
>>6222408this is what i came for, real feels. real situations.
>>6222867newfag. make your own dance thread or something, how can you be that fucking tone deaf?
>>6223017shittest music you could have possibly chosen, you need something chill and loving then right into 40:1 by sabaton.
>>6223309that can be learned you know? pick up manners for men by mrs humphrey, outdated but helped me a lot. don't write off charisma on command, his free stuff covers most of the paid stuff.
>>6225160you aint a real nigga
>>6225691this is bullshit. they ended up in prison. fucked up by coke and weed. insane. karma hit everyone.
>>6223162Nigger tranny
Anyone have the webm of jonathan bowden in black and white with the "happy birthday? No such thing"Please its my birthday..
>>6233332thanks grok
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this is the most important video you may ever watch
anyone else relate to this? my life feels like this.
it's just been such a struggle for so long, some people are like "oh here's my wife of 35 years and i've lived in this house for 30 years" ... why were they ok? what was different? maybe everything changed so much it's just way harder now. i saw someone reply to this video once "where are all the racists?????". these days no one knows what the immediate past was like except people who were there. maybe that's why everything is fucked, people are working from a false paradigm, or so stupid and deluded that nothing functions anymore. i just want peace, neutrality. 5/10 ... i'm sick of everything being shit and the crabs dragging me down.
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>>6222408Reminds me of the webm that used to always get posted on feels threads of the old russian guy playing a triangular instrument, a balalaika I think it was called, and there was a little boy standing next to him watching him sing and play in russian.I've seen someone post it under the title of 'russian santa claus'.
>>6227529kino
>>6222407music fucking ruins itget that fucking red scare slop music out of my fucking earsi swear to god
>>6233958>muh pretentious speeches and empty platitudesyou fags are so far off the mark with this cringe fag shit
>>6233958Wtf is he talking about ? If you're that much of a loser you just become a neet on your computer and don't have anyone to be "codependent" with, at least not irl. Thats like female 1st word problems. Also spoiler alert: just be good looking and everything will fall into place as nature willed it
>>6236272Incoherent response.
>>6233979Wasn't gonna save this until that last girl
>>6225691Hey anon, I was that kid. In fact, I was even worse off, growing in foster care, without any family or real friends.This post is pure bullshit and reeks of self pitty. Self pitty fags waiting for something to save them earn the rope.I spiraled into a deep depression when I finished school and was unable to pursue an academic approach by myself. In fact, I didn't even have a scholarship or money. I was living alone since I was 15. Governement assisted.Without invalidating my post, I met a girl in a browser game that lived 500 miles away. We saw eachother maybe once every 2 years. We both fell in love without seeing eachother once.I started eating ramen noodles every day so I could meet her every other year or so.I started working in an IT helpdesk in 2010. Shit pay but it gave me the baseline. No diploma, no degree, no apprenticeship. Just hopped straight into the trenches.Felt bad, but not being able to afford food felt worse.I kept grinding. The spite is something most people lack in normal positions.I got promoted.I made the girl move in with me in 2014I got promoted againI visited uni (Was able to skip the requirements due to work experience), got 2 degrees while working full time.I'm now working in the public sector in the cybersec field, earning 2.5x the median of my country.I married my girl in 2023.If I can do it, so can you.No one will save you. No one will give you a shortcut.But you will have that something most people will never have.Spite.Use your spite man. It's your secret weapon.Your 2nd secret weapon will be empathy and forgiveness.
>>6224977I still had some hope in this life in 2016. You are right about being more naive.
>>6226888This one hurts
>>6225691you can't change the past so the best thing to do is to ignore them and don't care about them (like how they don't care about you) and move on with your life, also life is unfair and always has been this way, a boy from Congo is working 12 hours daily in a mine just to survive, while Stacey "work" 3 hours from 8 hours in an office for 9k monthly while she larp as poor
>>6232477>biggest revenge against your bullies is to successed wasn't lyinghttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xKEG7mWn5YY
>>6237673>If I can do it, so can you.straight up most unoriginal survivor bias line you could come up with. you can probably feel very good about yourself saying that shit, ok, but it's really meaningless. good for you that you made it, but it's just not simply a matter of "you just gotta believe and grind" mentality. i'm not saying anything new to you, you already know this, which is why it is so annoying to people to listen to that faggot positive mind crap, but just to remind you of what is common knowledge by know>there's genetics>there's environment>there's chance>there's maybe free will, we're not sure, but let's say yes.clearly, all of these four things play a crucial role in how your life turns out. pretending it's just #4 when you're successful on starting out on bad #2 and bad #3 is borderline retarded. also #1 and #2 can be viewed as a matter of chance as well.not saying to anyone you should give up when things seems to be stacked up against you. but "anyone can make it" is an arrogant lie. and one should definitely try hardest to make it -- and not because anyone can make it, but despite you may not.
>>6238549Or how about, you stop wallowing in self pitty and use>genetics>environment>luck>"free will"as an excuse to change things. Loser mindset.You're arguing semantics with the "anyone can make it" and use the small and slim perceptual chance that you might fuck up so you don't even try. It's not even a lie at all. Unless you're in a warzone or a forced marriage, I don't see how "trying" wouldn't result in any kind of desirable outcome, much less one that is worse than the status quo.Let's face it, the most woes of people in this tread is love life, family, finance and work; and no one wanting to take the initiative to fix it.This is what pisses me off the most about these doomposting frogs. Nothing and no one will come and save you. And I know it, because I was one of you too.That's the real lie in here. That people are "trying". They're not and mask their excuse with depression, regrets, or whatever inability they can come up with.
>>6238441Nobody is gonna believe me, but that show is based on me. First time I heard about the show I was just talking about myself on some board and people were like saying I'm Mr Robot, I can't even remember what details about myself it was at the time, there are so many similarities. A few years ago I discovered repressed memories and my personality started changing, I have a split personality they mostly joined together after confronting my traumas but it seems in certain extreme circumstances I'll still revert to one of the personalities that finds it easier to do certain things. Anyway one of the memories from one of the personalities that the other had been repressing was back in school, one of the students mentioned wanting to sell an idea for a tv show based on me saying if he alters some details I won't be able to sue, I predicted that they can just alter some details from his idea and he won't be able to sue. I'm guessing that's what happened. Sounds too crazy to be real right
>>6238572you're barfed a lot of butthurt there, mate, whilst ignoring that i literally spoke out clearly for "trying to make it" in my last sentence. were you raged up so badly by my post that you didnt even finish reading it properly? is that foam on your mouth?i don't excuse anything, i'm just saying "anyone can make it, look at me" is a self-congratulatory and arrogant statement, and also plainly false.there's this one dude who'd been living in an iron lung his entire life because he couldn't breathe properly due to a polio infection and despite that taught himself to breathe via swallowing air into the lung so that he can live outside the iron lung for a couple of hours a day and went on to become a lawyer. did he "make it"? i don't know, it doesn't even matter, but he tried hardest despite actually having everything stacked up against him.at the same time, it's possible that the guy would have become a hopeless alcoholic or a rapist or whatever if he didn't have that polio thing. or would you say that would be impossible because he's proven to be a strong-mind or so? is that like pre-determined somehow? or would it then be his own fault if would have become an alcoholic? are all alcoholics just to blame themselves? or are they all to blame if they can't beat their addiction?if you're honest, you'll find that you'd answer the first pair of questions with "i cannot know". and not sure how you will square your answers to the following questions with that, but my answer is "i cannot know." either. if you reflect on that, i think you will find that you must meet anyone with charity and compassion. and no matter what your life story is, you will never know how it really feels to be in another one's skin.the tough question is then how you can honestly forgive without allowing excuses.
>>6238626thoughts like this could be an early symptom of schizophrenia, you might wanna look into that. not sure what the best course of action would be, but if you really do have schizophrenia, you might end up significantly worse if you don't recognize it early and navigate it as soon as possible. wish you all the best.
>>6222403>>6222404Whenever I see these WebMs I wonder where these people are now.What are they doing now, how did they change, are they even alive anymore.Call it old curiousity. I enjoy learning about people and what they went through.
>>6222993The damage that Corona and the globabl lockdown did to human society will never be acknowledged, but it is felt. And will probably never be erased.
>>6224729Oh, this one I hate.
>>6227527I remember when it happened to me. Almost 5 years ago while waiting at the test lab. It just came out of nowhere, felt like a big stone puliing my inner thoughts to the bottom.It's the realization that you are no longer a kid anymore. You're getting older and you better act soon. It doesn't fully register until much later.
>>6229409>Doesn't matter what you do today, whether you live or die>The sun will rise>The birds will chirp>Kids will got to school>People will got to their jobs>It's up to you to change the things you can changeI don't remember who said it to me. But I wish I was told that as a kid.
>>6223530>>6223519i think the net thing could just be very effective. a lot of people who survived jumping off bridges say that the split second they jump off and face certain death they realize what they just did and immediately regret the decision.i had a similar experience once. i'd been suicidal for a long time, rambling "i want to die" all day long, when i once decided to go through with it and do it. i was at an absolute low point and had no hope in life and i couldn't bear it anymore, i was devastated and physically exhausted. so i decided to throw myself in front of a train the next day. it's not how i wanted to go out, but i didn't care anymore, i just wanted it to end, i didn't want to write suicide notes or prepare anything, just end it.so what happened then was that, when i decided to go through with it the following day, i lay down on my bed because i was so exhausted. i just wanted to shut off everything, so i closed my eyes. i slowly drifted out of consciesness into a sleep-like hypnagogic state. then i found myself on a train track. i lay down my head on the rails, waiting for the train to come. and then it came and the moment before it hit me, i woke up violently loudly uttering the words>i don't want to dielike these words didn't come from me, they came from my core.i imagine that people who commit suicide ultimately don't want to do it at their core, but then it's too late. there are maybe exceptions, but i think it's the rule. suicide just goes so against our nature . telling yourself you want to die is a lie that you do not realize maybe until it's too late.ever since then, i've still been suicidal, i'm still having these thoughts, but i know them to be false. and i never say "i want to die" anymore, it's become "i don't want to live" because i cannot bring myself to say that i want to die anymore because i know, for a fact, that it is not true.
>>6239112I don't have much to add, but I read your reply.Unfortunately we'll never meet IRL, but I'm glad you're alive to shitpost and feelspost along with me ITT, nigga. Cheers.
>>6239112>i think the net thing could just be very effective. a lot of people who survived jumping off bridges say that the split second they jump off and face certain death they realize what they just did and immediately regret the decision.im getting mandela affected af here cause i could have sworn this clip you're referring to was from the original 2006 The Bridge documentary but apparently not, heres the older version of him talking about it
>>6239378here what seems like the quote from the documentary i remembered >he millisecond my hands left the railing, it was an instant regret... I thought, what did I just do? I don't want to die. I realized that every single problem I thought was impossible to fix was completely fixable—except for the fact that I had just jumpeddunno if it got edited out in some other version or what
>>6239112people don't want to death itself, they just don't want to keep living like they do. Survival instinct is a bitch too.I once wrote a cringe note, started purging my hd, threw away sex toys and other thrash. I was ready, I only had to order some stuff online for the plan and I had left that for last. Then suddenly the desire disappeared completely. Why not go another day or year if everything is fucked and I am going to die anyway?Of course, with time, the thoughts came back and here I am on /feels/.
>>6227703>Love me, you have to!>that voiceL O L
>>6239581Its staged tho.
>>6239638Obviously, like a lot of /feels/ stuff. But it's still effective
>>6233958Good points.
>>6238626You got fucked by your dad? Ew fag.
>>6233958>most important video you may ever watchnot even by any stretch of the imagination, anon.this is stefan molyneux, right? he sort of gets a certain feel right, but that's it. in the end the guy just has some unresolved issues with his parents and it very much looks like he just blames them for his inadequacies. i recently watched truediltom's analysis of molyneux as an internet phenomenon of the 2010s -- before i barely paid attention to this guy back then, but i now learned he promoted his "defoo" idea (for "de-family-of-origin"), i.e. to completely cut ties with your family for what's ultimately trivial points of disagreement and this just reeks of festered resentment. i dunno, this guy seems very immature.the webm in your post's pic related has no real message. it gets something, but it has no message and it doesn't change anything. i've watched plenty more impactful webms on this board, and that's just webms.
>>6229682Literally me as soon as those Asian AI bots hit the mainstream market. I can barely wait for this single saving grace for me. C'mon already, I am not getting any younger!
>>6225691Life is mysterious in that some bullies will have shit lives that you could argue they deserve after bullying people. But its also likely that a bully will have an awesome life despite being shitty to people. The best thing to do is live your own life. If it helps, you can just pretend they don't exist. That removes any power they may have over you. I know one kid who bullied me and others is a fuckup, had his license suspended 15+ times, multiple felonies, is still doing heroin and works a dead end job at his uncle's construction company, which he wouldnt have if his uncle didnt own it. I saw his mugshot on the TV a few years ago near Xmas. I laughed but it also made me reflect a bit and realize how content i was with my life. Anyway dont be a sad fuck, anons. Dont let the bully affect your whole life.
>>6222402I'm 43 and i still can't understand how i made it this far. I stood next to the train tracks pretty much every day when i went to school thinking about how nicely the train could chop of my head and end this shitty existence.>>6226888I hope my other me was a little bit braver and asked Julia out for a date. I think i had a real chance with her 20 years ago. FUCK! She was amazing and super nice and really pretty.>>6227753I ultra premium leaded suicidefuel especially as a KHHV 43 year old guy.>>6238441It's true. When i write some simple critiques on games or other shit online people "woah dude easy why are you hating on this and that." and i answer "that is not hate, you have no idea what real hate even is."
>>6240016I'm way younger than you but I realized that it's probably impossible for me to start a relationship. My social skills are bad, and probably every other part of my life is in a horrible state as well. I have too many problems. So I've accepted it, it won't happen. It hurts but at least I won't have to fixate on getting a gf anymore. Just improving as a human being, doing something productive with my life. Maybe that's what you should do as well. Positively deal with it, accept it. Adapt to this new realization, maybe even take advantage of this by doing constructive stuff you weren't going to be able to do. It sounds ambiguous but it aligns with what I want to do with my life Fuck you Tiffany. Sorry for traumatizing you, but I assure you that I still feel bad. Sorry for being a naive autistic little fuck who couldn't understand your not so subtle rejections. Sorry for being a parasocial annoyance, worst thing I did was asking about you. Fuck you, because I begged you to not mention the thing to others, and you totally did. Fuck you because ironically now you have the life I wanted. And fuck you because I watched the Lost Kitten edit yesterday and now I can't stop thinking about you. The bedroom and the beach drawings are devastating
>>6240230People have made society so """"safe"""" so that no one can kill each other, and that no women or old person would go without welfare benefits, that now all the life unlived, the lateness at which people reach milestones, because of so much regulation and bullshit faggotry, this creates a far more somber and devastating tragedy than any kill count the historical wars could show. People (not you reader ofc) don't get shot with high emotions when they see this sort of footage, a little pity, maybe, but it is contained to care about this lonely subject, but me I always conceive of all the millions of voices that are like this man, that cry, and it wrecks my heart.
>>6222397Oof
>>6240230The whole video is an exemplar of self absorption and self pity.I get it, though.
>>6222404My only friend is moving to another country. He's almost married too. I'm gonna be all by myself
>>6222397Luck
>>6232477WRONG! ITS TO HUNT THEM DOWN AND MAKE A CUP FROM THEIR SKULL!I HAVE SEVERAL SKULL CUPS!
>>6241014>i have several skull cupspost pics of them next to photos from when alive.
>>6223309the soundtrack makes this scene worse
All things come to an end, even the good ones. Especially the good ones.
>>6233979you ever look at these old videos or photos of people decades ago and then "wonder where they're at now"?Every time I see videos like this I wonder where they are, and if it's a very old photo my immediate thought becomes "These people are all dead. I'm looking at ghosts". It's a wonder if the people in these time capsules are where they wanted to be, or where they thought they would be all those years ago.
>>6241851CP <3
I spent most of my weekend frustrated at the shit and had trouble enjoying anything.I hate this fake and gay ass modern society so fucking much, so many retarded rules, so much hypocrisy, so much insanity. There is stuff that makes no sense and only makes my life 10x harder for no reason. I just wanted to have some peace of mind.
>>6228690he was dead all along
>>6238861>But I wish I was told that as a kid.I think the funny thing is that many people are convinced not to care about this as kids. I was convinced I could change nothing. And if I could change something, then it didn't matter. The mantra that "the sun will rise and the birds will chirp" really just becomes a reinforcement that nobody needs you.
>>6243085>if they ever get me, you have to put me out of my misery. promise me. ok? i wouldn't want to be like this.faggot. which film is this?
>>6234679This is my family's favorite movie and I love it immensely
>>6232477>Who said that the biggest revenge against your bullies is to successedWere you bullied for being ESL? Cause if not, you should have been.
>>6241851Wow. I didn't even play Club Penguin but this actually got me
>>6243127I'm doing a whole lotta searching and cannot find shit for this clip
>>6243343word from the filename sources is it's AI
>>6243352no kiddin? wild
How do you avoid the trap of self pity? Like I don't want to avoid the way I feel but I don't want to feel comfortable with being miserable. But it's just so hard, and everytime you feel like you got the hang of it, life throws you another challenge. I want to get better at it, I want to stop feeling so sad when things don't go my way.
>>6243359Different anon yeah its really good wtf
>>6224309chad gets the chad treatment. brutal.
>>6241851reddit spoiled child, your parents paid for your little toy.
>>6241007Brutal.
>>6227703I don't even get that visceral gut reaction to these anymore. I don't feel human anymore, watching this feels like I'm playing with dolls, or observing a different species.My soul no longer computes that this is possible for me.
>>6243643The counter to sadness is to get up and try again. Action. Just think of the smallest thing you could do to work toward something today, and do it. Maybe do two things if you have time.
>>6240230I feel a lot better about it than this guy, but I think it's just because I never expected anything of myself, so I had nothing to be disappointed with.
>>6240000Very unfortunate
>>6222397stereotypical sex and aggression.
this is from 1979. just change "window" for "internet".
>>6245479
>>6229427everything you will ever love will die someday. Nothing last forever
>>6239378This is a re-do. The original is better.
>>6233958it's descriptive but it lacks prescription, therefore it's not really that useful
>>6233338You can't "learn" these things. You have to feel them. Otherwise you look like a robot trying to appear human.
>>6222480the penguin suicides because he failed to mate and his continued life is just taking food from the colony there is no "more"
>>6224305the answer is pills. sleep pills, opioids, alcohol. together, they should make you go painlessly in your sleep
>>6243085
>>6222407For those of you who want to check out but haven't what's stopping you?>>6223986 >>6223519 That's cause they didn't want to actually check out. They're in a bout of "Muh lief sux". But for most people it's not that serious. Usually can't get a partner/lost a job/drug addiction/social isolation. Give them what they're missing and they'll do a 180 and keep going. Like 90% of sewerslide attempts are impulsive cries for help but that other 10% are the real ones. Where people look at their lives objectively from the start and come to the conclusion I'm better off checking out, and are dead set to check out making sure their attempt is irreversible those are the people I respect. >>6222711Real despair/reasons for checking out early usually start from childhood and even doing everything in your power to turn things around later in life to the best of your ability but the universe says "Lol nope you're here to suffer" at that point why even exist. The people who check out use methods that are 100% guaranteed to not fail. If you really want to check out you don't throw yourself into a body of water the rates of survival are way too high. If you're serious about checking out you'd jump off a cliff/building taller than 8 stories onto the hard rocky floor/pavement. Like the attempts where someone downs a bottle of advil/ sleeping pills or jumps for the 3rd story of a building is fucking stupid. Fentanyl is so cheap and abundant to OD on. Don't get me wrong life is wonderful/beautiful and worth it for most people. However there is a small subset of people where gaslighting won't work, where your life is just fucked and you're better off just checking out.
>>6247305meant to tag to but splam filter>>6223986>>6239112>>6239556
I unironically believe I am a genetic inferiority who never should have been born. Ive been largely bottom of the barrel most of my life. I've been bullied. I've been below average in all aspects of my life. I try not to be. Everyday I do, pigheaded behavior to keep moving forward and even then someone puts in less effort and outdoes me. Its bewildering to me how progress is so slow or just absent at times in the things I strive everyday for. I only live to see a day where I'll be free
>>6240016>>6240231Anons, I keep getting told that there is someone out there for everyone. I want to believe it, and I don't give up hope that it's true. Though I've accepted that it may be an absolute pain in the ass to find her. I'm just too stubborn to give up. I'm getting too old to let my last relationship be the last chance I had to be with the person I love.It's possible to grow a little bit and learn to step up. I met a girl last week on a work trip in Vegas. She was one of the smoke girls who sell cigs and Cigars to people on the floor. She was super cute, a little homely, but cute in all the right places that i found attractive.I sucked up my antisocial nervousness and approached her. Asked her what her favorite cigar is. She made a suggestion, so I bought it. She cut it for me, offered to light it while making small talk about where each other were from. She said she was just about to get off work for the night and did sometimes hang out at the bar after work. I think she was hinting, but my dumb ass missed it. Still, it felt really good to flirt with her, even if it went no where. It was a huge boost to my confidence and it brought me some level of hope. Just keep trying friends. You got this, I know you do. I have faith in you.
>>6247553Fark that's brutal a true an hero
Feels are GAY
Bit of a low point tonight
>>6248272I'm at a low point too, Anon. Try to remember that you are loved. If not by anyone else, then by me. We're all gonna make it.
>>6248274I used to be a lot worse a couple of years ago, for whatever reason the black hole I was in just seemed to fade somewhat and I got a lot better. Thankfully I've kept my mind fairly busy and creative lately so I've been okay for the most part. Tonight's just been reminiscing and nostalgia for my old gf, rather than my usual depression. It gets rarer as time passes, but occasionally I just feel that pang of missing her, and it always catches me off guard.
>>6243662song source? I know I recognize it, just can't put my finger on it and every song identifier is crap.
>>6248368nevermind, found it. From Inuyasha, Futari No Kimochi.
>>6224729Feels...
>>6225145Nice.
I come here when I'm so very drained. Nice thread.
I hope this helps you bros.
Allow me this:Men will be working tirelessly, day and night, to create the most astounding works of art and creations to push society forward - and women will be there at every step of the way going "HEEEEEEEY LOOK AT MEEEEEEEEEE HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEY" waving their arms, mindlessly seeking attention.See past it.
>always check these threads to try and re-find this webm of a poem reading I really liked but can't remember well, about dreams>no one ever posts itguess I'll post some
>>6250021
>>6241007not luck
>>6247706Im 34 and one fact Ive learned as a man is that there really is someone out there for everyone, *(ESPECIALLY if youre a woman)*. Do with that info as you will.
>>6233979the thing that gest me is everyone has an attention span, they're waiting to see if something else is happening, not just bailing or diverting.
>>6250024me on my birthday
>>6233356Pure cope BTW.
>>6224305suicide isn't the endthe true bad end is when you keep going past the finish lineI might be crazy but I tell myself fuck you, I'll live to spite youwe all die but there are horrors yet to be seenIt CAN be so much worseand I will be alive to see it.
>>6240230lifetime goals will ruin youbetter to have no goal or hope and let life decide that for youIt's working great for me so far, I'm doing the same thing i used to but just don't care anymore.There is always more mental boundaries or nightmares that come to pass.losing what you thought of as a kid is insignificant compared to how bad it's going to become.
>>6237673reddit faggot
>>6252333reddit thread faggot
>>6243085>>6244067Remember this moment of uncertain realization the next time you see a scandalous story breaking on the news lol...On a lighter note, it's 1,000,000% one of the main reasons for the incoming "AI is actually basically a 20mm autocannon" regulations coming next year. Because an anon can, if he's autistic and stubborn enough, make a blockbuster movie that Hollywood makes no money from.
>>6247554What is this format called? It fucking gets me. Here's another.
>>6252691It's Lost Kitten.
>>6252858Thank you kindly anon.
Does anybody have the music sauce for vid related?
>>6247553I don't have a reaction gif that can portray my reaction to this.Utterly grim.
>>6243085the first version I saw of this was a world of warcraft edit lol
>>6247706>Someone for everyoneI am afraid of seeing who that is for me. So I keep telling myself I have to be better before trying. Avoid final judgement so to speak.
>>6250845Very nice.
>>6247305>For those of you who want to check out but haven't what's stopping you?this is retarded, but I'm waiting for gta 6 and then i end it when i get tired of it
i like how this thread gives a meta feels by noone caring about the clips i made for it.
>>6223442toyoter lol
Why is /wsg/ so shitty? I've been told that it used to be really good.
>>6245132>I don't feel human anymoreI know that feel.This is probably going to sound stupid, but imagine a duck hatched from an egg and kept in a room with no water, and no space to fly. The thing is, that duck can't even imagine water, even though he's made - literally designed - to swim in it.
>>6254972Most of us left, and those who replaced us don't hold their media to quite the same standards
>>6241007This isn't luck, it's the amalgation of millennia of being better
You guys are nuts. We live in an age where you barely have to work and you have the entire world's knowledge at your fingertips and you can talk to almost anyone anywhere in the world instantly. Yeah lots of things are shit but that has always been true since the beginning of time.
>>6255977That sounds like a false dichotomy fallacy.Everything about modern work is absolute mental torture, everything is artificial and unhealthy. Humans didn't evolve for this gay and fake shit we have now. Its just not healthy. Never before in history were people so alone, addicted to vices and alienated. Never were environments and everything we do, so artificial. People have access to all information in their fingerprints, but get flooded with propaganda and disinfo. They fall prey to content designed to make them angry and predatory systems engineered to manipulate and cause addiction. Most people are on a insane cult or another, like influencer worship of political cults. Everyone got their brains fried from excessive stimulation. Never were relationships this bad as they are today, not only "romantic" relationships, but any relationship, there is no community anymore. Everyone you have to deal with is neurotic and addicted to something, with one or more mental issues. We are never going to retire because social security is on road to collapse.You are "oh noo, but you see, you can have an iphone to browse reddit." Yeah, no. That doesn't make up for all the bad parts. I wish I had people that loved me and some peace of mind at the end of the day.I did not choose to feel bad about these things. The environment is just not healthy. Some days like today, my brain is so burned out for work and everything being shit, that can't even enjoy anything, even when I have free time for it. I had days in the past, were even after a very shit and tiresome day, I couldn't even have mere moment of respite and sleep, because of niggers blasting TV or loud music from 0 to 6 am or something.
>>6256376>fingerprintsfingertips. fuck everything