Just waiting for that last deep sleep.
>>42421597Sleep well.
>>42421597is rick nielson about to die?
>>42421597What I was wondering is what is it that you see before you come back again for another round? Is it like sleep? But the thing with sleep is that there are many outcomes, you can wake up individually after you closed your eyes in the next day, you could have a dream, complete or unfinished, or you could have a whole vivid experience that is literally 1 to 1 in time progression so when you wake up you felt like you lived 2 life's and haven't really had you rest...In that case, wouldn't death be real, life time gamble, are you gonna get a revelation? See God perhaps? Have everything explained by machine elfs only to forget? Maybe you memories relived? Or all the wrong doings you did? You really can't tell until you see it for yourself.... and what really would that mean on bigger scale...that you failed? Or succeed?
>>42421597God is a retarded lying tranny who tries to pretend that the afterlife will be better than my life right now when he literally abuses me for my thoughts right now. The afterlife is just dreaming in the womb and the fact that God abuses me for things like thinking and playing video games is proof that his problem is me being happy/enjoying myself. The nature of God doesn't change, he's not going to magically become more tolerant of my happiness when I'm dead in the womb, if he abuses me for my thoughts, playing video games, watching tv/movies now then he not going to allow me to experience anything more enjoyable than that when I die, or as enjoyable as that. God is a retarded tranny who never intends to stop making my life hell, he doesn't tolerate me being happy in life and he won't tolerate me being happy in death either.
>>42424119Basically they assault you with chaos until you beg for it to stop, then they put you into another shit life with false promises of having a good time.
awake I AM
The presumption that its deep classic human. anticipation is the ultimate feels.Rev that dopamine machine Op.
>>42421597I want to die too they torture me
