havent seen a decent greentext in awhile and i havent lurked around here in ages and this site in general so wassupfucking forgot about the gay ass character maxshit didnt stop me and i over shot itanyways vol2 electric boogaloo>be me >just turned 22>decide fuck it>shrooms.exe>get 7.5 grams of a strand called star gazer>take 4>my fuck the dryness>my fuck the tummy ache </3>fast forward 30 minutes later>think "fucking jeet scammed me"(i live in canada sue me </3)>THEY FUCKING HIT>THE BISEXUAL LIGHTING EMANATING FROM MY COMPUTER INTENSIFIES AND GETS MORE VIBRANT>THE FUCKING TURK IN MY GAME OF CS ENRAGES ME DUE TO HIS VOLUME>get mad like an over stimmed autist and f10+enter mashed my keyboard>during all of this an image burn in of a AYYY LMAO gets more and more prominent despite its opacity never getting higher than 10%>like the fucker is in my minds eye and is somehow bleeding into my actual pov>ALL I SEE IS MY FUCKASS COMPUTER BISEXUAL LIGHTING AND NFT HOLOGRAHPIC ALIEN>FREAKTHEFUCKOUT.EXE>speed walk up to my room(moms basement </3)>lay down in bed>still scared of alien nft>turn on tv to get it off my mind>think its a pussy move to be scared of a AYY LMAO so i decided to watch an alien show like paul or sumn>decided to put it onto to that fuckass show of the alien dudes korvo and terry and THE WALL™>get stuck in time loop>alien nft fades away>still in time loop where i see myself tossing and turning in my bed>start to panic>think i should get up and kill myself to get out>decided against it because thats fucking retardedactually thought it ts scary be careful with shrooms yall>panic.exe>feel "alarm bells">think its my bodies own internal alarm system letting me know somethings wrong with me and that im gonna die soon>this snaps me out of the time loop and i get up outta bed thinking im gonna die>Firedept.mp3>a house was burning across the street and i was just tripping balls
>>42441104>look to my left>DURING ALL OF THIS TERRY AND KORVO ARE FUCKING AROUND WITH FUCKING FUNBUCKET>turn on lights and turn off tv>still thinking im gonna die from something>just stand there for the next 8 hours>during this i get a whole ass "vision">they were really impressions about what our existence is and what we're doing here>get this feeling or feelings each and everytime i "see" these hallucinations>its the story of us>3 people, archetype, a man a woman and "another">whatever the fuck>next is man>he dies>born again>grows >dies>get the impression we're a creature and that we implode when we remember our name?>wrong>its humanity>the walls start physically breathing and i get veins on the edges of my vision>theyre in sync with the breathing of the walls (world)>and that the man imploding and being born and growing happens inbetween the breathing (humanity)>it keeps going>man is born grows and implodes>it happens so many times that its enough to fill each and every dot or atom in my room>like each small dot or atom that makes up my room is a cycle of man that grew and imploded>and that we're either the earliest iteration after going assbackwards from the lastest to the earliest births of idea that is the existence of man or that we're just the next one to be born>and that it just keeps going and going until the end or we become full circle and it starts again and again (imo this represents man or the species growing up through its own universe until we destroy ourselves and then the next one is started or paid attention too)>get this vision of a man and woman dancing screaming fucking fighting getting back together and doing it over and over again>until she leaves for good and we start again in the next life for all time >and that in the end its all gonna be okay if i fuck up or the species fucks up>because in the end of us gets it>one of the iterations gets the idea to love itself and moves onto inherit the stars or sumn.
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>>42441104One thing about shroom trips is you can never really capture it by telling the story. Every time I’ve tried, I feel like I’m diminishing it even just in the act of trying to put it to words.What I mean is that this doesn’t really make any particular sense to me but your trip clearly followed the proper progression and you had the same feelings and conclusions most people do on the same timeline, myself included in that.One interesting thing is that, at least to me, all shroom trips are sort of self contained. It’s extremely different for me pretty much every time, even if I drop the same strain from the same batch. I get really intense visuals but it’s almost like a different general art style or something each time.I think that’s way cooler than LSD. LSD is certainly more chill but it doesn’t have that unique wildness to it. Each time I drop, I end up in the usual “acid world”. While I do think it’s fun, it’s sort of the same every time unless you have activities and shit planned in advance.
>>42441175>i stand there in my room>waiting and watching until the grey overcast sky of tomorrow fills my room and im just over-awed about this story im "shown">and that in the end it doesnt matter>not in some doomer way but in a hopeful way>that one of my iterations had it right>that in the next one maybe he'll get it right>and that what i do only matters to me in this iteration>and that i should go live life or go chase and build my own destiny>also that we're 3 people doing a simulation test and again it all doesnt matter in the endanyways /x/ thats the story of my first trip and what i "saw" or had impressed upon me via feelings and hallucinations in my wallsand the story i saw in my head about the man and woman.idk about you /x/ but im curious about more and what i sawwhich is why i came here with my bullshit ass story but i just wanted confirmations bias for myself and for you /x/ maybe YOU had something like this during a trip.also yall think it would help if i fasted this coming week and tried more shrooms again? maybe at a higher dosage? heard from the stories of my peoples (nativefag here) that fasting helped with ceremonies and vision quests. but ive always been more intuned with the "schizophrenic" sides of things and wanted to come here with hopes for clear and longer hallucinations maybe or to achieve a dream hopefully.i wont lie my dreams have always been active. and it wasnt until now that i learned that some people just cant dream.but yea i just came here to tell a story about my first trip and some advice for the next one
>>42441227THISyes everytime i typed it out i feel as if some key details are slipping from my mind and that some parts of it are missing but all in all those were the cliffnotes of the "visions" i saw or were relayed to me by the "universe"
>>42441252My bad for replying before you were done, dawg.As far as fasting goes, there are two parts to that. The first is the completely spiritual part. If that’s what you mean, then give it a shot. You’ve got some confidence and experience now.If you’re talking about how hard you’re going to trip, empty stomach is where it’s at. You need acid to convert psilocybin into psilocin to trip. You don’t need to fast for long to achieve that. Just don’t eat that day, if strong trip is all you wantHigher dose will probably go fine because you don’t seem like the type to freak the fuck out but pls remember that shrooms are kind of wild. Even experienced psychonauts have a rough trip from time to time. It happens and can scar people so just get your sea legs however you feel comfortable. Higher dose is going to make things less memorable afterward but you can definitely go deeper than you did.Really glad you had a good time, buddy! Happy trips and love yourself
>>42441252Oh and one last thing, at the risk of being an annoying spammer:>try tripping during the day and also try tripping at night. Completely different things. I’m a day tripper, personally. Mornings are godly trip time in the early summer especially
>>42441286thanks brodymaybe next time ill get another story or ill mellow out in my basement and ill play a computer game and get lost in thatalso didnt know a day is all you needwill try it out and let yall know what happensor ill freak the fuck and have my brain chemistry changed idk but itll be an adventure for sureanyways /x/ thanks for coming to my story timemaybe yall can join in for a spell or two and post a greentext of your ownspooks or trips call it
>>42441361>next time ill get another story or ill mellow out in my basement and ill play a computer game and get lost in thatThat’s not a bad plan and you’d probably have fun but just try to remember that it’s hard to plan a shroom trip in advance. Remember how your entire consciousness was shifting between everything all at once? That ends up making it kind of hard to sit and do the same thing for a while. When I drop I never know if I’ll end up crying while watching Tupac music videos or getting stopped by my friends for trying to go to the local playground to swing.Also, it’s generally LSD that makes me want to look at lights and screens. With shrooms the extra light and color is sometimes directly repulsive to me. I always end up going outside during a trip. Every single time. I WILL watch the grass breathe and no trip sitter alive can stop me.
>>42441398i gotta try thisim more of a nighttime person iclim prolly gonna trip outside and sit in a lawn chair looking up at the stars with a cigarette or sumnalso yea the turk screaming in my ear and the intesitity of the screen was fucking me upand this was all compounded by the NFT image burn in of the alien dude or the grey.bro was still like an image and he was vibrant with colours and had these holographic effects to himthe closest i could compare it to is that lil alien dude from destroy all humans. had the same suit, silver space blanket thing with a red collar for a like a helmet to twist onto.anyway alien bros know it means
>>42441464>>42441464The alien stuff sounds genuinely scary. I’ve never really had something like that follow me for a whole trip but I would definitely feel disturbed if it did. Glad it didn’t ruin your experience and turn you away, though.It’s easy to forget that other people exist outside so just try to remember they’re out there sometimes unless you have a trip sitter to help you out with that. Further, once you get out there, the feeling of absolute oneness can make you forget that not everyone else is on shrooms>be tripping>insist to trip sitter friend that we MUST take a walk around then neighborhood>”okay fine anon but you have to wear these sunglasses because your eyes are dinner plates and you need to not talk at all. Also don’t smile like an idiot the whole time. Be cool. If cops come up to us for some reason, double shut the fuck up”>okay fuckin’ fine dude calm down>so we are having a good walk and this lady is coming up to pass us with her baby stroller>thinking to myself, wow this is all so great. We’re all the same. One love>turn to woman and say as we pass: Aren’t these shrooms great?!?>trip sitter drags me along by the arm all the way home>”anon are you fucking retarded? You’re the only one who took shrooms and I also told you specifically to shut the fuck up”>oh yeah, sorry bruh
>>42441104You're an annoying faggot.
>>42441104nicee!!! finally someone does it right! do more next time so you can go deeper into the void, feels like one of those NDE that people be talking about its very scary so be ready,! after the mask comes back on its pure bliss like a molly just kicked in type of bliss then you experience the body slowly start coming back "online" >man is born grows and implodes i saw this too very interesting how you described it >still in time loop where i see myself tossing and turning in my bed>start to panici love the time loop it feels like im literally time traveling
>>42442266so fked right now forgot picrel
>>42441104Cool story, thanks for sharing
>>42442266lsd anon here who did 100tabs over 6months with 1-2 week breaks each time what i got is there is a women a canvas and she is made up of man a cyclist this man holds the women together but is himself made of the women as the women is the canvas upon which he paints himself via himself himself being a cycle that is born man becomes it then is reborn as man once more once the next iteration of self comes in kabala this is the soul ka making the la so it can be ba the spiriti e the spirit is the soul made of the thing its holding together which is ultimately nothing but also everything beingthe reflection of its maker