What's a sort of opposite of solipsism? Like believing everyone else is a real person but you yourself are not? I have feelings like this very often now. Everything about me is wrong and unfitting around every other person, even supposed fellow outcasts. It's hard to explain and I'm not exactly sure what is wrong with me but I don't belong and I stick out like a sore thumb everywhere I go. Everyone else feels like a real person except for me.
NPCs/non duality/monism We have fights about this all the time
>>42443968>opposite of solipsism?I dont think theirs an opposite, its quite a fundermental concept withing metaphysics that the only thing you can be sure about is your own consciousness, but...Who's to say you is actually you, we could consult the muses for other perspectives but there's no way to know if we truly have free will.If solipsism is real, why is reality the way it is?
>>42443968I am the only real person on earth because I'm the only person who is persistently real, affected by physical stimuli and who has "real" human biological limits/requirements and because I'm the only person who has an independent mind/consciousness (from my perspective) other people are 100% part of a retarded tranny hivemind and aren't even separate minds from their own perspective, they're all part of God's tranny hivemind, directly controlled by God as puppets and don't have independent thoughts/feelings/emotions, and their behavior/beliefs/reactions are entirely "inhuman", not products of a real human mind but a retarded sadistic tranny God who is entirely detached from human biology/consequences and who is 100% concerned only with abusing me and manufacturing excuses to abuse me. Other people aren't remotely convincing as "real people" and they don't even try to be, they constantly rape my mind every second of every day and terrorize, harass, abuse, threaten etc me for literally any thought in my mind and for literally anything I do and generally do everything they can to make it clear that they're not affected by human biology and that they're all part of a tranny hivemind united in their purpose of making my life hell.
>>42443968I often feel like a not-real person. It's as if everyone else is following some unwritten script; go to school, get a good job, more importantly: stay at that job for years, get a nice apartment, find a partner, have hobbies, meet friends. Meanwhile I'm struggling to stick with the same profession let alone the same job for more than two years. I have interests that no one else seems to care about. Paying rent and affording groceries is a struggle. A self-imposed struggle - because all I have to do is follow the damned script. But I just can't do it. Schizophrenia probably is the cause. I have severe delusions about reality, things I believe that are so out there that I end up /here/, but even on /x/ my beliefs are beyond what anons accept. It's like a prison. Everyone else obeys the unwritten rules and if you stray beyond the lines you stick out. People that stick out are punished.
>>42444247OP here, this is actually exactly what I meant. You worded my inner feelings on the matter very concisely. And to be honest I'm not sure how to cope with it. What do you do, if you have found a way?
>>42444363>found a wayI don't think the is one. You have to make the way and if that means sticking out and taking shit that's your lot.
>>42443968Right now my mind is getting raped by retarded trannies who are harassing, terrorizing, threatening, me for my thoughts and making retarded disgusting insinuations about what I'm thinking, God is a retarded liar who loves to lie about what I'm thinking about in the most retarded ways, he constantly tells disgusting lies then tries to pretend that being forced to think about his lies is an affirmation of them, he's a retarded tranny, right now he's trying to insinuate that I feel anything remotely positive for one of the 300 pound obese rat pig nigger tranny cunt that he harasses, abuses, terrorizes, threatens me through because he's a literal retard, if other people were real they wouldn't be able to rape my mind, they wouldn't be so disgusting and retarded and evil, God deserves to be annihilated he is the most disgusting and evil tranny who could ever possibly have been given the power to create a world, I hate this planet and all of God's retarded fake tranny minions who only exist so that he can abuse me through them, this world is disgusting and evil and so is God
>>42443968>What's a sort of opposite of solipsism?gonadism
>>42444247>Schizophrenia probably is the cause. being different isn't a disease anon, it's all those NPCs who are fucked up in the head
>>42443968i got the same thing anoni even hear people talk about problems and experiences that make me realize how familiar they soundand yet I cant relate to the people at alli hate feeling like an alien but also i recognize i do this to myselfi have considered that maybe subconsciously i dont desire all the normal relationships that people have
>>42443968You were likely excluded, rejected, abandoned, ostracized early in your life. Unfortunately this can't be fixed. You will feel like this forever and make it everyone's problem. Your best bet to avoid prison or early death is to join law enforcement.
>>42443968Basically this, can relate. https://youtu.be/lGGYtUlcEp0
>>42444130God' is a bitch for brutally niggraping my mind in the level of the Goosh Goosh meme and thus forcing me into a hellmatrix, as well as forcing me to eat the most vile, gaggable nigg tier niggslop like stews concocted from cockroaches and maggots, semen, and spoiled vegetables. I cannot get even basic foods like plain white bread, white rice, crackers, fresh fruit or even clean water. He also only gives me the ugliest ogre gorilla broads for me as an option to date or wank too, even tho they still reject me for an even uglier hoggoblin tier loser, and also would rather get blue balls then jack to them. The worst thing he does to me though is forcing me to type out very longwinded posts everytime the topic of God is brought up. I hardly have enough time to sleep or eat my niggslop or find broads as most of my time is spent typing up extremely blasphemous and hilarious stereotypically schizophrenic ranting and ramblings. I have typed so much that my fingers have their bones showing.
>>42447742>I cannot get even basic foods like plain white bread,Have you heard about the esoteric concept of grocery shopping?
>>42443968>believing everyone else is a real person but you yourself are not?That’s me too
