Has anyone given up and then found a way back to a good rhythm of life again?My life has slowly been disintegrating since 2020, and I don't know how to keep putting it all together. My drive to pursue things is basically gone.My self-diagnosis is a failure to have basic needs met, like social needs, sense of accomplishment, etc. I've peaked in my career, and I don't care. I'm tired of dating women (I'm 36, so there is still time, but it feels wrong to waste whatever I have left of my middle age years on more failure on that front.I don't really have any direction that I want to go in.
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>>42447337You forgot to close your parenthesis.
>>42447337Idk have you considered suicide? Faggot
Almost man? good as fucking question. I'm kinda in a weird place myself. I'm a NEET, I've been more or less nocturnal for most of the year. I've been sick as fuck too (have GERD, currently dealing with a stye on my left eye that just will not fucking go away. Shit sucks and Canadian healthcare is not helpful.Honestly I'm trying my best to remain positive. I'm spending as much time as possible in nature. I'm listening to music I love. Spending time with a amazing women. There's hope.
>>42447443Good luck bro>>42447442I could probably NEETmaxx for a while first. Hell, I could keep the husk of a person running. What's dying is internal. My soul is giving up.
>>42447337i did too but then i used ai to edit my resume and despite a 5 year job gap got a pretty dope job. white men are starting to be hired again.
>>42447337This is a false reality, there is nothing to accomplish here. The material world is a trick put upon us by women. It's all suffering and death. "Enlightenment" is when you figure it out and stop reproducing/stop "indulging" in the world so that when you die you can leave without being tempted back into the never ending cycle.
Basically, when God created the first woman, that is when (women,moon,sin) Sin was created. Sin means Moon, Women are the Moon. People think that "sin" is stuff like consuming certain things or acting a certain way... no. Women ARE sin! To be a sinner is to be someone who indulges in fornication.
>>42447337Once you take the occult/elite bullshit out of it things are pretty comfy and in the end you can only control what you do. Also its satans realm or little season at the moment so things are going to seem much more shit than ever before. In the end "this too shall pass" then itll be pretty good.
>>42447695Do let ribs upset you.
>>42447715It's impossible not to be disturbed by it. This eldritch horror flesh puppet show and all these whores just making it as shitty as possible on purpose just for spite.
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