I was never raised anything as a child growingup, and have come to my own conclusions about the world over time.And I've always had a dark fascination with the occult, but was never really into the whole 'LETS WORSHIP SATAN' and demonstuff, but rather the philosophy of it all (being your own master, and might makes right, and so on)...I also haven't actually done any rituals or anything, and as time goes on a part of me has been wondering:>WHAT EXACTLY can the Left-Hand Path offer me, that other paths cannot? And am I trapping myself by following the darkness?I am just not really comfortable with following a Left-Hand Path way of thinking anymore, and feel like consuming that sort of knowledge is making my life more unhappy...I want to have a beautiful mind, and stop being so anxious all of the time, but idk what to do or if I should even do anything other than just wait it out, and stop worrying.I'm not saying that I'm going to become Christian, but I'm tired of all the negativity and want to leave it behind so I can just be like a child again without any worries...But is that even possible, once you have all of this knowledge? What's the solution? I feel lost bros.
>>42448738*but wasn't really intoI'll admit that at times I was, because of me being edgy, but nothing more.
>>42448738In the time of Hiriam, a young king by the name of Solomon raised his right hand and spoke to the crowd."This hand. Will be my shield. With it. I protect the realm and her people."The people cheered. He raised then his left hand.>"With this hand, I keep her in order and her enemies at bay."The crowd cheered. Solomon had wisdom.Finally, raising both hands up to the Lord. He called out to his people."WHO HERE WILL BE MY SHIELD?!"Those who stepped forth, he made into his apothecaries and architects, his tradesmen and his merchants."WHO HERE SHALL BE MY SWORD?!"Those who stepped forth he made his officers and his ministers, his soldiers and his strategists.Finally he yelled unto the crowd once more."WHO HERE SHALL BE MY SWORD AND MY SHIELD?!"And from the few remaining who stepped forth, he made lords and servants to the crown. A close cabinet. Iron clad. A legion of himself. Who shared the wisdom of both things. Should one fall or falter, another leading to take his place.He would procede to be one of the most fair and orderly leaders of the ancient world. Never a strike out of balance. Until of course, his wives came along. Balance in all things. Even balance itself.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JIHiaxj_Wxc
>>42448738You remind me of myself when I was younger actually. Listen, you aren't following the "left-hand path", never have been. Left Hand is not about being edgy or listening to black metal/dark ambient while invoking the Void. It is first and foremost about transgression - it's an act of chasing transcendence via actively breaking taboos and challenging reality. A street thug or a drugged out hobo or a hardcore survivalist that fights bears are all much closer to what "left-hand path" is about (as long as they're mindful of their actions) than a humble philosopher quietly contemplating the nature of death while sipping on lemon tea.It was never that for you bro, it was just a phase, or in alchemical terms you can view it as the "nigredo" stage, you working through your existential depression. Time to grow up (and I don't mean it in a derogatory way) by letting go of aesthetical hungups and grasping deeper in search for the truth. I wish you luck on your path.
>>42448738Left hand path is the path of power. Don't follow it if you/re a weak sissy bottom and can't handle a little darkness. Only the most advanced souls can follow this path and know what to do with it. The Christianity kiddy pool is there if you don't want to think so much and want to be cattle.
>>42448998>Only the most advanced souls can follow this pathThe most desperate and damaged of the advanced ones, to be precise. It's a zero sum gamble where you either win and transcend or lose more than everything.
>>42449013>Noooo don't become sith lord it's actually bad or something!I just hear the desperate pleas of cattle trying to flee and beg for mercy. Nice try.
The left hand path, in the original Tantric meaning, is known as the dirty or "female path". It's the path of taboo. Eating meat, not denying your physical wants and needs. It's about ignoring the mores of orthodox society. In Tantra, the rituals included eating beef, a huge taboo in Hindu culture, and women ignoring sexual taboos such as marriage. Incest was not uncommon. As was poverty. Actual poverty. Being tossed out of polite society was expected.If it did not cause you immediate, deep disgust and revulsion, it wasn't something you were supposed to participate in.The idea was, by doing things you hated, you'd reach a form of enlightenment. A unity of soul and flesh. But, unchecked, it quickly leads to dark places, self destruction, madness, and suicide.It is not a path for the weak.It will absolutely destroy you as a person. It will make you incomprehensible to the average person. It is a path to be avoided for most. However, it can allow you to face your demons in a very literal sense. The idea behind it is that you come out the other side a more rounded and complete person. But most do not succeed. I myself have not under the normal ideals of how people view the left and right hand path. But it does not matter. I am mad. I am cringe. But I am free.And freedom is costly.
Up to where I understand the Left Hand Path, we are all Brahama, and all the lefties are Rakshashas and Asuras. My friend George (lefty) said Krishna and Jesus were just "Soul Eaters"... Not so sure. I won't want their job.
There is also the Blavatsky left hand path. It is a path of power, ignore societal mores for material gain and wealth. It's a disgusting path, one of politicians and CEOs. It does work. But you will have to do horrible things to achieve it. And it isn't worth it, IMHO.The main tie between the two is moral degeneracy.Realistically, it should be avoided. Both paths. You're at the turning point within the left hand path. The breaking point. You're not at rock bottom, but the idea is, once you hit that point, you are ready for radical transformation. A real change. Christianity, while I despise it, is the correct path for most people. I am not going to deny it.
>>42449263If you have to do anything material like become a ceo it's not really a spiritual path. You're just a normie at that point.
>>42449263>Blavatsky left hand pathDunno what you meant here, but Blavatskaya had a separate chapter in Isis Unveiled specifically condemning ALL "left-hand path" practicies, including even the entirety of Indian Tantra (even the non-sexual parts), as "dark sorcery steeped in egotism".She was as "right-hand" as it can get.
>>42449359Blavatsky left hand path is just stating how she viewed the left hand path. Not that she ever condoned it.
>>42449374'kay then, correct
no pathno movement
>>42448738The trap is seriously thinking you cant weild the powers bestilled by both the left hand and the right. To limit yourself in some dichotomous light/dark bs is the real trap. You don't have to be evil to explore the empowerment of self, and you don't need to fully murder your first person view experience to cross da'ath and acheive communion. The absolutists views on going full rhp or full lhp are both going full retard.
>>42451446No one has crossed Da'at. They've all fell to Belial. Only some of us are aware we have fallen.
>>42451446Enlightened centrist bussy stands no chance against the dark side.
Only when Saureil if Arnould >.>
>>42449263>recommending slave morality despicable, our lord Satan would never.Freedom and individuality, that is the path to greatness. Do not bow to false gods that demand you take your inner desires, we must become our innermost self, to commune with the natural world, to embody chaos. That religion is cancer to personal growth, it turns people into cattle
>>42451571*tame
>>42448998>>42449049>>42451527Oh my god, stfu. Egoism, the LHP, has many paths, but Blavatsky was right about using it to seek external power and influence. It's folly. It's self destructive. There is no strengthening the self. The actual self. It's why those who rise to power have no actual self, they are just empty narcissistic husks who do what others desire to cling to power. There is no actual rejection of society. And this is coming from a BPDemon.
>>42451571The collective souled should probably not be forcibly atomized. Schizophrenia is what happens when a portion of a collective souled becomes amputated from their god head, becoming an individual.Some are born slaves. There is no sense in trying to force it. If everyone is a free individual, the very support system we feed off of collapses.You can also think of it as a test.
>>42449301Wallace Stevens was vice president of an insurance company
>>42451601You're weak, I can feel the lack of hatred in your soul. How can you hope to become powerful if you don't suffer? Power and suffering are the same thing.
>>42451618why do you care what happens to them? So it's a risk and can lead to insanity, so what? why do you care? don't tell me you still have empathy for these insects. Let them try and fail, and let the strong emerge from the chaos. >the very support system we feed off ofit is not the left path's duty to protect these things. we embody chaos, and seek to destroy the order, and we are balanced out by the right who seek to build order, and together the full realization of our master's plans is fulfilled. If we of the left are capable of destroying what the right creates, then it was never worthy of existing in the first place. Set fire to the forest, and if Satan desires to save it, he will bring the rain. If not, let it all burn :)
>>42451627I tried to fuck my brother in my twenties, was addicted to benzos, and I was a homeless prostitute. What good is jihad without sympathy for the devil? I actually know the nastier parts of the LHP.
>>42451652That is not magical. You're just a whore.
>>42451636>the full realization of our master's plans is fulfilledUhh, no. No masters, man nor gods. He either continues, or he doesn't. I like my little CSdH. They sometimes give me things; and I like hiding within them from time to time.
>>42451673through our individual pursuits, we all ultimately serve our master's plans. Though we do not follow orders, our personal goals are influenced by him. Our individual self is merged with his, and together we move forward. He is the body, and we are the hands of that body. even the left is still part of the body. We all do his will through our rebellion. We are part of the collective whole, and our defiance against it is an immutable part of that whole. Our freedom and choice is ultimately an illusion, just like our experience within space-time.
>>42451697Ahh, you are one of those preordaned NPCs. I thought as much, but thanks for the confirmation.Do you know how cancer works? The immune system attacks it. Destroys it. It's not really part of the system, it genetically different, and it is destroyed when found, until the body itself starts failing, and then it is over run.A parasite has no desire to destroy its host. Its goal is to go unnoticed to get what it needs.I have my own ideas, and the RHP/LHP dichotomy does not fully fit my world view. I reject your orthodoxy.
>>42451719>Ahh, you are one of those preordaned NPCs. I thought as much, but thanks for the confirmation.projection>A parasite has no desire to destroy its host. Its goal is to go unnoticed to get what it needs.so you see yourself as a parasite? that's pathetic. >A parasite has no desire to destroy its host.slaves to the order such as yourself should focus on the right path. the left is no place for small minds like yours, attempting to "go unnoticed" like a coward. the true left hand path is the path of destruction and chaos. You do not filter yourself, opposing forces balance you out. The left's goal is to be the maximum amount of what we are, to face the right and force it to become stronger to survive. >I reject your orthodoxy.that's very clear, you're unworthy of the left. you reject power, and know nothing of what it means to embody chaos. embarrassing really. I've never read a single book about this, I learned directly from the gods, and I understand satanism on an intrinsic level far better than you
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>>42451751and furthermore, it is not "NPC" to accept the scientific fact that time is not linear, and that everything that will happen already has. That's just a fact of reality, and you're a dumbass if you deny it. That's what Einstein was trying to imply when he said that time is merely a stubborn, persistent illusion. That's why the wheeler-dewitt equation has no variable for time. That's why entangled particles communicate instantaneously, because there is no time between them in higher dimensions. All matter, energy, and time overlap and occur at the same "time" in the same "place" in higher dimensions. The universe is deterministic, and your path has already been walked. it's clear you've never spoken to the gods or you would intrinsically understand this
>>42451759Nah, individual particles are indeterministic. However, enough of them gather, you develop a pattern. This is how scattering works, and how things appear deterministic. But it's not. That's the actual illusion. It's all probability, not a guarantee. This scales, by the way. From the smallest muon, all the way up to large bodies of stars and planets. You can see this effect from quantum slit experiments and general RF shicanery, to crowd theory and stellar body movements. Everything is chaos, but chaos is sorta predictable in the macro when there is enough of it.TL;DU: free will is real but it is also meaningless.
>>42451801>Nah, individual particles are indeterministic. However, enough of them gather, you develop a pattern.Particles exist as waves of potential until measured, but the path they take is already determined. It only seems chaotic from our perspective>things appear deterministic. But it's not.you've got that backwards. Things seem indeterministic because of the superposition of particles, but what position they will choose has already happened. Though particles are random from our perspective within spacetime, they have already reached their position.>But it's not. That's the actual illusion.the illusion is randomness itself.>It's all probability, not a guarantee. it is probability, but what happens is guaranteed, it just hasn't happened yet from our perspective. The quantum world functions on probability and randomness, but what position and momentum it ultimately chooses has already been chosen. >Everything is chaos, but chaos is sorta predictable in the macro when there is enough of it.chaos is the true illusion. otherwise, you would not be able to predict the future. When you synchronize with the universe, you can predict the future because the future already exists
>>42448738EVERYONE IN THIS THREAD IS A RETARD YOU ALREADY FOLLOWED THE LEFT HAND PATH BECAUSE EVERY HUMAN KILLED TO BE BORN..: YOU KILL MILLIONS OF POSSIBLE HUMANS TO TAKE THEIR PLACE AND YOU RATHER DO THIS THAN ANYTHING ELSE…FUCK OFF AND GET A LIFE STOP WITH THIS FAKE SHIT AND DO SOMETHING ELSE THERE ARE NO MAGIC SPELLS YOU IDIOTS ARE ALREADY USING MAGIC… SPEECH IS MAGICMATH IS MAGIC YOUR THIRD EYE IS MAGIC GERMS ARE DEMONS YOU HAVE GOOD GERMS AND BAD GERMS AND THEY ARE WHAT WE CALL DEMONS THIS IS THE ONLY TRUTH WE HAVE GODS(THE FINAL STAGE OF HUMAN ENLIGHTENMENT) AND YOU WILL HAVE TO GO THROUGH THE PHASES IF NOT THEN YOU WILL BE FOREVER TRAPPED IN THIS CYCLE I MADE 10 OBSERVATIONS THAT IF YOU ACTUALLY READ MY BOOKS YOU WOULD KNOW THAT IF YOU DONT BREAK ANY OF THE 10 LAWS OF THE UNIVERSE THE LAWS ARE IN THE TORAH AND BIBLE THEN YOU WOULD ALWAYS FALL THE ONLY WAY TO PROGRESS IS BY FOLLOWING THE RULES AND LEARNING…HAVE FUN ATHENA THE GREAT ELOHIM - YHVH
>>42451827良い話兄貴
>>42451827WRONG THERE ARE MULTIPLE FUTURES AND THE UNIVERSE HAS REASONS WITH YOU IN PICKING THE BEST OPTION…/YOU CAN CHANGE THE FUTURE YOU ALWAYS GET TWO OPTIONS - HEAVEN OR HELL….ATHENA - YOD HEH VAV HEH
>>42448738For me not for thee Do both
superdetermism is nonfalsifiable & doesn't hold up in testing
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>>42448738Andy leyleyfag spam this thread which means LHP is a good thing and you keep doing it XDD
Both the left and right hand paths are traps. Follow the middle hand path.
>>42448738occasionally someone makes it on the left hand path, but it's always at the expense of others on the left hand path. that's how it works.https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=bPcgoaZjsu8&ra=m
>>42448738both rhp and lhp are traps
>>42449049This is your future.
>>42456617Why do you think I referred to myself as a parasite?>>42456413Ahh, so go straight in for the kiss and blow job, got it!
