I am more and more sure this world is a sham and when I "die" I will wake up into my true life. I have not come to a conclusion however whether we are all trapped here together or if I am the only one in the dream.
sameI don't like to consider metaphysical solipsism but all I can guess is this world is my private hell, or a nightmare I'm having in a state of spiritual sleep, or there's a *real* world where I'm plugged into a virtual reality machine... the evidence is too compelling for any of those to dismiss themotoh this could be a communal soul prison that targets certain individuals with experiences meant to lead them to entertain solipsism...just to mess with themwhatever, I just wanna die and go back to my true life already
>>42456448I agree. I feel like this is a tutorial planet with the difficulty and misery scaled up to the maximum just to make sure the real life you live feels better in every way. That's my cope anyway
>>42456448>I am more and more sure this world is a sham and when I "die" I will wake up into my true life. I have not come to a conclusion however whether we are all trapped here together or if I am the only one in the dream.I have been thinking about this for the last few days to the point that I'm not sure if I'm going insane or schizophrenic or what...
Same. I wonder if I am even human in base reality. Maybe I am a dog or dinosaur or somesuch.
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>>42456448God is a retarded lying tranny who tries to pretend that the afterlife will be better than my life right now when he literally abuses me for my thoughts right now. The afterlife is just dreaming in the womb and the fact that God abuses me for things like thinking and playing video games is proof that his problem is me being happy/enjoying myself. The nature of God doesn't change, he's not going to magically become more tolerant of my happiness when I'm dead in the womb, if he abuses me for my thoughts, playing video games, watching tv/movies now then he not going to allow me to experience anything more enjoyable than that when I die, or as enjoyable as that. God is a retarded tranny who never intends to stop making my life hell, he doesn't tolerate me being happy in life and he won't tolerate me being happy in death either.
>>42458432how is he abusing you for enjoying video games or tv?
>>42456448I’m real anon. Some people are real here anon.
I personally believe that this “reality” is a little bit less real than the metaphysical, but I don’t believe it makes this less important, I have a feeling that this is a spiritual journey, so it should not be cut short, if you know what I mean.
>>42456448The universe is a battleground to determine who will be god. The reason you are miserable is because you lost the game.
>>42458471Just now like a minute ago I had to listen to one of his tranny puppets yell "THAT'S NOT FOR YOU" within like 10 minutes of returning home because I was thinking about the show I was watching when they were gone (its impossible to watch shows while they're here because of constant harassment, terror, threats, abuse), this happens all day every day,there is no peace, just constant rape of my mind and constant harassment, terror, threats and abuse for anything I do or think, abuse in the form of things like being forced to eat semen for example, constantly threatened with rape, homelessness, slavery, mutilation, violence, starvation, just constant violation of my mind and relentless harassment, terror, abuse, threats all day over literally anything I think or do, if I play a video game I come on 4chan and there will be half a dozen threads threatened to kill, enslave, rape, mutilate etc me for playing the game in the most basic ways imaginable/engaging in the basic progression loop/doing literally anything, in addition to the constant real life harassment, terror, threats abuse
>>42458537do you take risperidone? or do meds not quiet down the raping?
>>42456448I have always wondered about religion and spirituality because a supremely intelligent being manifesting a world where billions of people take a shit and jack off is a bit strange. I asked a group of Catholics why God made us take a shit and they called me a pervert. These are the right questions to ask and I'm also wondering why there are no account of Jesus having been asked by anyone about our physiology and why we have to crap and jack off.
>>42456448The Material World is one that "we" (our higher selves) choose to reincarnate into, as being a mortal being is the only way a divine soul can experience true emotion. When we take our final breath, we will reawaken as our true selves with the knowledge that we obtained during our time on earth.
>>42458432>>42458471>>42458537God' is a bitch for brutally niggraping my mind in the level of the Goosh Goosh meme and thus forcing me into a hellmatrix, as well as forcing me to eat the most vile, gaggable nigg tier niggslop like stews concocted from cockroaches and maggots, semen, and spoiled vegetables. I cannot get even basic foods like plain white bread, white rice, crackers, fresh fruit or even clean water. He also only gives me the ugliest ogre gorilla broads for me as an option to date or wank too, even tho they still reject me for an even uglier hoggoblin tier loser, and also would rather get blue balls then jack to them. The worst thing he does to me though is forcing me to type out very longwinded posts everytime the topic of God is brought up. I hardly have enough time to sleep or eat my niggslop or find broads as most of my time is spent typing up extremely blasphemous and hilarious stereotypically schizophrenic ranting and ramblings. I have typed so much that my fingers have their bones showing.
>>42458724>>42458537>>42458432Sugar cubes have raped me more than 'God' has raped you. My rape started as a child in the single digits. It literally just randomly started one day. They caused great fear in me in order to have a demongasm. Like a deep primordial fear to where my inner ears quiver and my soul kwiggers. These saccharine, overly translucent and white, 6 sided wiggers also infiltrated my dreams and gave me a cucking dream. An anime girl and and a boy where walking, and there was a romantic vibe. But at the end of the dream, the girl held the damn demon cube in her hand behind her back and there was a perverted vibe. They also cuisinally rape me so they could drug me and put me in this shiity world.Fucck them wiggerly cubes!!!
>>42456448I've felt like that most of my life.
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>>42458724>>42458742God is a retarded evil tranny for believing that he can justify his evil against me by mocking me
>>42458709I agree. Being a human is a humiliation ritual
>>42459862Especially farting and tooth pain. Like, really? Damn, the architect is a douche
>>42456448I am not certain whether this reality is totally solipsistic or not, but if it were, it would make sense for newly sentient beings to be contained in a dimension that prevents them from causing harm to other sentient beings. Sentient beings might be into some really weird shit and interaction with no brakes could cause substantial harm even if intentions are pure. Therefore as simple as it sounds the idea of this life as a tutorial makes some sense. The first experiences a being has imprint on them because information is eternal, so it would be necessary for suffering to be frontloaded in many cases.
>>42460894Still doesn't make sense if we include omniscience. You telling me creating a whole another reality like ours, trapping there and torturing (or let us torture each other) is a better way of teaching than...fucking teaching??? Besides in this retarded reality absolute majority don't have to learn jack shit, they either die too fast, damaged or don't have time for any contemplation because they are busy surviving.
>>42461156This is teaching, if you consider that you will one day be in a position to potentially create systems as terrible as capitalism, judaism and its offshoots, etc yourself. You never forget your first experiences with all of this. You have to remember that we and by extension our memories are eternal. Therefore the most valuable lessons we learn must last eternally, through whatever changes we go through. A classroom can't teach someone with all the power in the universe not to become a dictator or an evil billionaire or something.
this place seems to demonstrate to us the worst of possible outcomes (short of total collapse/annihilation) for all possible systems. F for food, F for the environment, F for governance, F for culture, F for education, F for health, F for balance in general. Every possible thing is explored to its extreme. Unreal.
>>42456448An earthly incarnation is just a temporary thing. Enjoy earthly incarnation now for all it's worth (unless you wanna come back to enjoy it another time??) then see what comes next!
>>42459496This is what you post tho...
>>42462666>666Ugggg....>>42459496Also, were you the anon that was saying God was putting 666s on the food at stores to communicate?
>>42462666I post the truth
