Why is nobody terrified of sleeping???? People on here don't trust the science, but you seriously trust that it's the same you when you wake up???? You think you haven't been replaced?
nobody would bother replacing a depressed angry loser with an identical depressed angry loser
>>42463684I do soul checks on myself at least once a week. I'm still the same "soul" I was at the age of 6.
>>42463704fellow depressed angry loser <3
Your subconscious awareness is fully conscious the entire time your body is sleeping. You are living a full existence in out of body consciousness every time you put your body to rest.Your conscious mind can't deal with the stuff that you are forgetting every time you leave the sleep conscious realms to return to the waking world. Don't move a single muscle when you return to your physical body.. not even an eyelid.. until you have begun to recover the memory..Learn how to follow each scene in your memory back to the beginning and see how it began.. follow this all the way back to the moment you became conscious after putting your body to sleep. Also watch with full alert awareness while you are causing your body to relax on the way to sleep..You can learn to be conscious and aware the entire time your body is sleepingThis is only how to begin the discoveries that are available
>>42463722you were replaced when you were 5
>>42463684Unironically this was a recent issue.>be me>work 36 hours straight>no sleep, only one, 3 hour max break>I'm exhausted. Get to bed.>Wake up> Basically sleepwalk-speedwalk in the kitchen black>Greys were just trying to ter my consciousness, but I'm escaping that shit right now>Navigate the pitch black house on primal instinct>Straight to the ground level interior (no windows) bathroom>No Idea why I navigated straight here>It was to get away, and I knew exactly I wanted to be right here>but I don't consciously now why>somehow kick slightly ajar glass show door and it slams open with a SLAP>this wakes up my conscious brain>OK. I'm here. That was a really weird & bad dream.>Turn the bathroom lights on>Check the glass shower door, it's fine.>Turn around to face the bathroom entrance door, which looks into a bedroom, and the bedroom has floor to ceiling glass sliding doors/windows>I can't see any of the Grey's I escaped from>But I can FEEL them on the kther side of the kitchen black night window>I feel it so much I wholly expect to see them/wouldn't be surprised.>Like 3 - 4, then like 7 of them, pressing their hands on the window, staring at me. Some even putting their faces right on thr glass to get a solid look on me and observe me>It feels bad man. They are plotting how to subdue me without it being big deal - like it currently would be with me fighting them.>Instesd of confronting them close the bathroom door.>The bad feeling goes away. They can't get me here/won't pursue me here. The door is bittlenecked and I'd stomp those 3' fuckers>realize I'm FREEZING cold. So cold I'm shaking uncontrollably.>Take a shower.>Manage to dry off.>Go back to bed.1/?
>>42464627>wake up again>in a cold sweat - sheets Iiterally wet with sweat>these Greys had me back on the operating table/consciousness altering experiment table again!>I beeline it out of my room again. wtf>I go downstairs to get some water, turn some underlights on>Get a bad feeling about Greys being "around">But that I'm safe while awake...>try to sleep a third time>wake up again. This time it's the feeling this room isn't safe.>I take a blanket and decide to sleep om the ground level couch. Compelled to sleep on the couch. I've never slept on my couch...>try to sleep for about an hour>Finally decide to try the guest bedroom.>Do get to sleep as the sun is rising.I've never had a dream like this before.I have also had really good things happening for like a month and my mind has been dialed in.I was escaping the Greys because I didn't want the consciousness I have right now to change.The real issue is they were experimenting on me in the first place. Wasn't thinking about that when escaping them.Felt too cold/sick to fight them. Considered it, but being physically exhausted from my 16 hour physical shift and aching all over and 36 total hour shift, on top of now feeling sick, I decided avoidance was the current best option.Never had a dream like that. Never had a repeated dream like that.
>>42464224I had an alternate identity structure created by the intelligence community at age 5 but the ordinary me is still the same. I was able to form memories when the drugs wore off and I was even able to perceive from my own ordinary consciousness while they were training the other one.. Not sure if this counts for the purpose of this thread though This was me >>42464201>>42462775>>42464627They are nice. You should give them a chance. They can show you so many things.. if you are up to the challenge of attempting to comprehend themThey are not always physical material when they are visiting.. takes some getting used to. Neither are you. Adapt and learn.The humans don't have as anything to compare to their technology.. not even our hidden quadrillionairs and quintillionaires can access what is available to you. Ability can not simply be purchased at any price. The fear is just a physiological reaction to the technology. Have them address this issue.
>>42463684Calm down. Sleep is fine.
>>42463684Soon the door will slam shut on a little group of Nobodies,Never to open again.This door only opens one way.
>>42463722How does one go about doing soul checks?
>>42463684I don't fear sleep anymore.Know how the Star Trek teleporter is a death machine? You know, you step in it, it kills you, then builds a Clone somewhere else?Since I was a child I wondered if this is what happens when you sleep. It makes sense? You can remember the lead up to falling asleep but you can never remember the actual sensation of slipping from awake to asleep. Because how can a consciousness remember its own death? It's a paradox.No, clearly each time you sleep you die and the man that wakes is a new man.Sometimes I'll stay awake 2-3 days to cling to life but eventually acceptance just washes over me and I sleep, wake up a new man living the life of a mountain of corpses.Thousands of man have lived and died with my mind. And thousands more surely will.
>>42463684there was this thing I read a while back then that when we sleep we simply rent out brain compute to the overlord system / network. Obv we don't understand what our brains are computing and it's only doing small compute jobs so for us it seems like weird dreams. Found that kinda interesting.
>>42464938Are you coming to live in my land?
>>42464939I can do any land, properly.
>>42464939who or what tf r u?
>>42464775It's hard to explain but you have to focus a lot on the self. It's like an inner emotion that floats up. You know how to try to remember something, and with that memory comes an emotion? It's like that. Start by setting a "checkpoint" with this unexplainable emotion right now and the next day dig up that same "checkpoint". A copy of something will have the memories, yes. But without those emotions those memories mean nothing. Then the brain comes up with a logical course of action for how that memory should feel, not what it ought to be.
Dreamland feels more real than this placeWaking up feels like having the reality dampeners turned back onyou can still feel the freedom and limitless of potential of Dreamland while wakingbut you are being supressedand you can feel it
I made this today. Relevant somehow say the Void Caller
OthersideWanna planeswalk together? Missed the fae celebration ..
>>42465695>>42465699how long have you been in the hospital?
>>42465712Am outie without even AW MAN THEY DID STEAL MY BELLYBUTTON AGAIN GOSH TARNIT TARMAC FLIPPING FRSGSGFSGSJSKSLASDFJSKL
>>42463684“Programming your next day”
A lot of us don't. I don't trust sleeping, but there isn't enough meth in the world to stop it. The reaper comes.
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i enjoy sleeping. however, i have only had nightmares lately, and throughout my life. rarely do i have a good dream where something good happens.
Ask your chatbot to "myth map" starting with a title/epithet of your favorite figure and post, I want to test something Op/AnonsOr try starting with May Bird and the Ever After
i used to love sleeping just to dream and get away but ever since i started abusing weed i havent had as many dreams since it disrupts rem sleep, i miss my dreams
>>42465819if you stop they'll come back 10x as powerful.i had to start eating and edible before bed because it was too much.
>>42465819stop weed for even a few days and you'll start having wild intense dreams againit was my #1 motivator for quitting
>>42463684What do you expect us to do about it? Maybe I am not the me I was as a kid. If so I hope he found peace, and I hope my replacement does as well.
>>42463684I keep hoping to get replaced, no luck.
>>42463684and what's the alternative? not sleeping, thereby going crazy and eventually dying? are you suggesting I'm replaced every single time i fall asleep? what about a 30 minute nap? how many times have you slept since you first had these thoughts? >>42463704jej
