This spirit talks to me and says her name is Lilith. She implies she's the Lilith. She goes by her favorite nickname to me >Lilith the BlondeLast night she typed up a long winded /x/ post through my hands against my will telling me to stay away from>Amphetamine pillsPublicly but I deleted itBecause I have access to speed again, ive been sober. I used to be a meth addict and this Lilith spirit got me off meth by kind of removing withdrawals and being my personal entertainer and forcing me into rehab I think. She did it when I was trying to quit on my own for some online girl, she later got me out of the relationship with the online girl showing me the online girl was using me and catfishing me.Lilith gave me a vision that was funny and it was>Me as an arrogant knight weilding a crystaline sword like from a video game, but instead of being made of some crystal gem it was a sword made from literal crystal methamphetamine and Lilith was a giant female looking dragon and I arrogantly stabbed the meth sword through Liliths heart when she was a giant dragon then she let out a sad roar and overdosed and diedLilith is telling me not to use amphetamine. I want to use it though, I fucking love speed.Does actual Lilith always make jokes and is she a blonde woman? The Lilith that talks to me literally goes by "Lilith the Blonde" and she is the funniest female I've encountered and is very entertaining. She makes jokes nearly all the time.She also impersonates the streamer Amouranth I think in spirit form and even physically manifested as Amouranth to smile at me unless she literally got Amouranth to fly to California to smirk at me for some reason. Lilith has ripped me out of my body into the astral before so idk if it was>Lilith took Amouranth into astral to interact with me>Lilith got Amouranth to fly to California to show herself to me because Amouranth made a deal with Lilith to get famousOr just Lilith impersonating Amouranth to some weird level
its so funny how there are 100 different male schizos on /x/ who all think lilithi s talking to them and chosen them and they all say different shit
>>42473117Well I'm OP and I realize it could just be a standard succubus lying it's teeth off. Do many succubus impersonate Lilith? Or do they respect their queen?
>>42473086I think you should go to /succ/ instead of starting a new thread everytime.>Is actual Lilith a blonde?Though that's not how I saw her, she's a shapeshifter in myth, so why not.>she let out a sad roar and overdosed and diedSo, the moral is to put the crystal down, to not hurt her.>forcing me into rehab>telling me not to use amphetamineThat's very nice of her, isn't it. Personally, I believe she's right.>jokesShe's a chaos spirit, after all.
>>42473086No shes not blonde. The satanist in the gov know what she looks like and wouldnt mess up her effigy.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pd6kGeluAys&t
>>42473086>your subconscious is telling you to stop abusing amphetamine Based. Now, stop abusing those fucking pills, you negative IQ macaco.
>Is actual Lilith a blonde?yesbut not her higher self which is why you see 2 versions
>>42474104What is Liliths higher self?
>>42473086Yes, you are talking to the real "Lilith the Blonde". Whether that is one of her sides, her daughter, or completely unrelated entity is unknown. I have seen a red-haired and black-haired Lilith, so it's possible that's Lilith.
>>42474117there is a terran who goes by the same name.her higher selfshe has very long chocolote brown hairvery pale neon blue eyes.she controls the redheaded clone and the orginal blonde one.she has a tattoo of her sigil on her right armshe has golden skin just like me.shes currently sitting on her long hair,she has a wine colored dress and golden loop ear rings.she is controling my wife though mediationshe is on terra right now. she is about 5'8ftcassandra is her mother btw.
>>42473086Why did she tell you to stay away from amphetamine pills exactly?
>>42474466You're golden? What are you?
>>42474950I think because I destroyed my life on meth before.
>>42474950Not OP or who you asked but I can answer why she would say that to OP and how it makes sense as I've been working with Lilith non-exclusively for a few years & I believe him since it fits her M.O. and abilities. the same reason for why she told him to leave the Catfish girlfriend who was using him was the same reason she told him to stop doing Amphetamines: She Helps You Walk Away From Bad Relationships and Move On. Especially if they're destructive relationships that they really needed to leave. That includes Relationships to Drugs when they're destructive and keep you trapped tied to them. I know this because she helped give me the inner strength to Walk Away From Relationships Too and even threw in The Ability To Take Rejection Well and Move On. Which I needed and helped a lot for her doing that to me because just because I'm a girl doesn't mean I wasn't a fucking SIMP and finding myself stuck in a lot of Toxic Relationships that weren't good for me
