When I was 6~ years old my mother was raped at a gas station. During this some sort of void overtook my mind's eye. I call it the 'White Light Memory Block', because that's literally what it was. There is a still white light as far as the eye can see, no motions or sounds or feelings, and you're only in there for a short while. It accelerates time, you can be in there for 10 seconds and hours will pass. I re-visited this place a few times but never willingly, the last being when I was 15. It's a very real place. What is this phenomenon? Has anyone else ever been put in this dimension?
>>42483548Is your mom hot
>>42483563My story is real. I will say I've told this story a couple times and this is a common reaction on the internet and irl. I assume people think I'm lying. All I'm interested in is if anyone else has experienced this phenomenon.
>>42483649I guess you're just shifting your awareness to a call, neutral place to escape. It might be unique to you and it's likely you created it
>>42483563Was it a stranger or an ex? Was it at gunpoint/knifepoint? Was in a vehicle or outside or inside? Where you nearby or hidden? Were you threatened?Morbidly curious, sorry if this is too probing.And, no, I have no memories of what you speak of. I do hazely remember floating disembodied heads circling me and saying "He's dead in a black void during twilight sedation last year. This is drug related, so take it was a block of salt.
>>42483548The Spirit of Allah/God. That's what overtook you.
>>42483736It's hard to believe I'm the only one, it seems like a real location. From a paranormal point of view, there must be more to it than just being the delusion of a single mind. Carl Jung is the only person I've seen that mentioned something like this after he got a head trauma when he was 12. It seems his experience was more in the line of fainting, but the way he describes it as a whole I think it's relatively close.
>>42483914It was a stranger that was a police officer or security guard. My mom wanted to get us slushees in the gas station and he followed us in pretending to be nice. Even at 6 and with no knowledge of sex I knew the vibe was off. I think he was offering me a free slushee but I wasn't taking it, and he threw it on the ground between us. That's all I really remember. At some point the first glimpse into the White Light Memory Block was felt and it was like I skipped through time. I was catatonic and kept phasing in and out and saw a few things in between the phasing. First my mom being dragged away out of my frame of view and I phased out, then one different police officer with a shocked face, he approached and I phased out, then 3 police officers were looking at me from far away and I phased out, then I heard my mom's voice ask if I was ok and she was next to me but also sounded like she was 50 feet away, and I phased out. Eventually we left and went home and I was so catatonic my mom had to hold my hand to get me inside while I was phasing in and out of the white void to get out of the car and into home and I just wanted to go to sleep. My mom picked up cutting and made no effort to hide the blood or razers in the sink. I also remember not having to go to school the next day.And here's what happened after that should also be taken with a block of salt. For a month I had vivid recurring dreams of golden smiling people made of light and I think they were talking to a part of my spirit that my consciousness couldn't hear. However, my reaction to the whole thing was bitterness and anger. I attacked and punched the golden people every time, and they always had a bewildered expression and then flew away when it happened. Eventually they were just flying away as soon as my awareness entered my dreaming self because they knew what was coming. By about a month's time they stopped visiting. They always spoke with a big smile but I could never hear a word.
>>42483649I have experienced extra dimensional light before but not as you describe.
I heard there were women who were blind in the Vietnam Cambodia Lao area who had nothing wrong with their eyes and vision they just quit seeing due to the things they had seen. In my own case yeah during the mk ultra program conditioning I was able to see from my ordinary natural self while they had the other identity structure occupying my mind and I only saw the building from the outside and the entire area was just featureless yellow above below and in all directions other than the building and a strange "tree" that i later understood was actually my body.I was just off from the tree and unable to see into the building FunI only managed to activate the thing on one occasion and I literally watched my body walking away then came back to my own ordinary consciousness while I was counting the 11 points on the star of the badge of a federal marshall ..of two of them the passenger side one had his fat wallet out with the thick curved metal badge for me to see.. I was sitting in the back bench seat of their sedan with no recollection of perhaps daysIt's the kind of stuff you just kinda learn to deal with.. by not thinking about it again for years But yeah.. you got whiteout. Not the worst that could happen. You have to be seriously focused if you're going to try to fix it though
>>42484776That's interesting. Never thinking about it was indeed the game plan. But that's the danger of compartmentalization. The art of self-love involves remembering the self then accepting. I was doing Kundalini the other day and my mind and body were talking to each other like a two headed ogre. But in a loving way and in their own language. Mind thinking love towards the body it's attached to, and body feeling love towards the mind it's attached to. My whole body was buzzing from the overwhelming energy. It felt like my Ajna opened up and I heard the word Nirvana. I saw myself and everything else so clearly and I had zero brain fog. I felt like I permanently gained 5 IQ points. The feeling lasted a minute. And yet afterwards, I was left with no feelings and only the unlocked memories and a sharper mind. But it was interesting regardless and worth it.
>>42483548I've seen something like that before, I think both hemispheres of your mind have to be bridged for you to go there. Luckily the trigger for me was not such a severe trauma, merely loss. I'm pretty sure it's a third state, separate from being awake conscious, and dreaming, so it would be better explained as being aware but insulated from a regular environment or dream entities. I got there by going to sleep, but I think it came before REM/normal dream state. I tried looking for a way out, there were no windows, no doorknobs. The only way out of it was to try, and sleep. What I remember about it that followed was possibly a divine presence, do you remember seeing anything else? I don't want to mention what I saw, to see if your experience was similar.
>>42485555I did not see anything else, it was truly a void. I couldn't even feel a vibration and I could not turn my head. I saw no entities or motions and felt no presence within it. It was also distinct from the dreamspace. But as a half-way point between waking and REM is a great point to make. That could be true. What did you see?
>>42485652I'd seen what I thought was Lamassu once before, in a dream where I was walking home through an alley late at night, I saw someone being attacked. Arriving at the place where it happened caused the criminal to flee. The person was no longer in danger, they got home. I continued walking and saw this owl dancing under some trees, it was a huge owl. At first I assumed it was hostile, but the closer I got to it I realized it wasn't doing anything. So it started off as an owl, then became more Griffon like as I got closer, then I could see it's human face, which was smiling. The second time was after that white room. I was walking home during the daytime, but I stopped in this parking lot and looked up, saw this Eagle looking thing in the distance, I wasn't expecting it to get closer, it was really far, but it took notice of me gazing at it, and pulled me up in the air. It made me float upward and came closer, sure enough it became less Eagle then took a Griffon form again before I could see his humanish face again, with the black beard. I don't think about these dieties at all since I am not middle eastern, but it's the same one I've seen twice. Might not necessarily be Lamassu, could be some unnamed Angel patrolling the area, there are weirder biblical stories about their forms.
Cont. Well that's interesting, I suppose your awareness had prioritized the safety of your Mom after that? My priorities had changed in the same way after my Grandma passed away, so maybe it was a kind of developmental milestone? Where'd you "learned" to put other people before your own needs because of severe danger. I recommend you pray a lot. It's only when we've come close to losing something or someone that we learn to appreciate the living moments we have left.
wow thats fucked up, people are shit once in a sleep paralysis a white light with thunder sounds and an earthquake like feeling came over the room, the white light was overbearing it whited out everything
