I'm at a point where the only realistic option seems like; either becoming deeply religious, or consuming copious amounts of psychedelics. I'm hellbent on finding an answer that can possibly explain my circumstances, of which ultimately may not be entirely material. I'm open to alternative interpretations, because thus far, the "standard" approaches have failed me every step of the way.
>>42485187We live on a zoo farm
>>42485504Or a Loosh farm, as some would say.