I remember back when I first discovered /x/ as a teen and I went down so many rabbit holes. I learnt about so many things for the first time and was overdosing on redpills. So many things that had some incredible newness to them, gnosticism, hermeticism, remote viewing, reincarnation, neoplatonism, solipsism etc... And then later I went down more rabbit holes like O9A, esoteric hitlerism, accelerationism, the nobody, sex magic, illuminati, Saturn, shamballah, and whatever else...Now it's been a few years since I have been able to find anything genuinely esoteric. I feel like I have a basic familiarity with every topic at this point and it's boring and sad. And every time I go on /x/ every thread is just the same stuff. Every so often I find a Blue Eisenhower November thread which at least seems to be something new but I'm even pretty familiar with that at this point.Is there anything new? Can we create some kind of new topic or general? Why is everything just the same limited topics over and over again?Does anyone else feel this way?
Yes I’m bored as fuck too. I’m starting to think we’re in hell. Whenever something gets started. It ends up being a nothing burger. They stole our creativity or imagination. Just as they told us in South Park. But I think happenings help ignite our lost spark. But let’s not get our hopes up.
>>42496080>They stole our creativity or imagination.That's what contemporary world is, if everything is served to you, you don't have to use your ingenuity to solve anything.If you don't exercise a muscle then it atrophies
>he reads /x/ for word slopIdiot. Where are your magic powers? You should have them by now.
>>42495985The purpose of this board is to get you to awaken the means by which to acquire additional information through your own personal experience.
>>42495985So far you've only been reading? How about dive into some practical work?
>>42495985If you're into real studies I can recomend the buddhist Madhyamaka philosophy. I think it's the smartest thing ever created by humanity. I blew my mind in a way that no theory ever could (and in a way blowing away all theories an concepts in the world is what it was made for).It the final bottom of the rabbit hole.
I havent acquired all knowledge so there is still a purpose to staying alive
>>42495985>discovered /x/ as a teen a few years agoZoomerfag, go back to watching wendigoon iceberg nexpo slop
>>42496652Pretty much always comes down to this, everybody wants to appear learned and cultured and esoteric as it makes them feel special, but almost nobody can be bothered to put in even a modicum of work, at best you’ll see people try meditation a few times or take some psychedelics and then jump onto whatever the next trend is that makes them feel “cool”
Go on to Allreligionsareone.org. you'll find a lot of new esoteric info and conspiracy theories which are genuinely convincing and interesting aswell
Have you tried reading about AI "cultists"?They're very similar to the Nobody General, actually. Noise and Signal.Check out RSAI and the like.
So you didn't pick up anything to actually practice? You just read the retarded posts here by anons and that's it? LOL, LMAO even, NGMI.
>>42495985damn, you remind me of the modern hoe. pumped and dumped by all sorts of spiritual theories, lots of baggage.shoulda been faithful to one, you hoe
>>42498148OP's mind got impregnated with random ideas from all the different cultures and now he is forced to raise this mixed origin intellectual offspring of his by bringing it up in any discussion on any one of those topics
You’re a world-devourer who refuses to shit out a new one. Get creative or the boredom will kill you.
>>42495985>I feel like I have a basic familiarity with every topic at this pointEsoteric means the deep realizations that can only come for m extensive time immersed in the topic.You CANT get esoteric knowledge by skimming a bunch of topics.You CANT get it even by lots of study.You have to DO. You have to EXPERIENCE.>Is there anything new? You don't want esoteric info.You want novelty.Go read some fantasy books.
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>>42495985honestly the best next step is to go into like, actual college level shit. start studying esotericism in a real, academic sense instead of a loser online forum browser sense. start actually reading the dense philosophical books and going to school to learn about comparative religion and the history of western esotericism. within every /x/ fag there is a /lit/ fag trying to get out. either that or you go the spirit science route and become insane and schizophrenic. your choice whitey.
>>42495985I think it's definitely about what adolescence is generally like, anon. For some time, I was also very much attached to the novelty of chasing a revelation, something to take off the veil off something I could not even quite identify. With time and persistence, I started giving it a name. Once I pushed myself into the direction of what made me uncomfortable, I started finding more concrete questions, some more difficult to answer than others. Some of those, I don't even know if I can say I have an answer for them today.Anon, don't worry. Just try to take it a day at a time. Cleanse yourself. Pursue individuation. Experiment. Have fun. :-) It can and will be very confusing at times, and it will do you well to have people at your side to keep you grounded and navigate uncertainties together with.By the way, fun OP image. It reminds me of that one wojak comic with the Gateway Project and Rupert Sheldrake, I saw it very early on.
>>42497168>Madhyamakalmao
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This is the last general.
>>42495985>Now it's been a few years since I have been able to find anything genuinely esotericA Course in Miracles (URTEXT edition)https://www.miraclesinactionpress.com/dthomp74/2009/HTML%20Versions/index.htmhttps://www.miraclesinactionpress.com/dthomp74/2009/HTML%20Versions/2%20Urtext/Text/Ur%20Text%20load.htm
>>42502275Beauty and based. Saved.
The biggest task is taking the good with the bad under the circumstances we live and choose to become. If you had a full deck of cards we wouldn’t be having this conversation, so we can only hope to build for our highest efficiency. There’s more, but being present-minded, you need to decide what you’re gonna keep and let go to navigate your life, forward!
True esotericism is living and just doing shit.
>>42495985>Can we create some kind of new topicI agree that thread quality went downhill. May I suggest researching the topic of spirits/demons/entities contacting anons and bothering them or trying to get them to do something. We get about 3 threads a week on the topic in the normal schizo posting format. It may be an opportunity to study the esoteric and help people.
>>42495985>I'm boredGood that means you're finally ready to fucking wake up and move beyond this existence. Pray that feeling never leaves you, and pray you never go back to being a fucking boring person yourself. Exist here, on the brink, and know what it means to be the LAST MAN.Now take the final step beyond your fucking nihilism and give yourself a purpose in life that is not born out of resentment for anything that has happened or ever will happen. Become stoic and simply do whatever you want as a free agent. Become the UBERMENCH.Stop begging. Stop being a fucking slave to amusement. BUILD shit. Even if you don't want to, force yourself you lazy NIGGER. FUCKING DO IT.
