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There are two kinds of schizophrenics. One is good the other bad. The bad kind of schizophrenic is being harassed by forces beyond their understanding, which originate from inside themselves, from within their own soul, but they project these forces out into the world and believe they originate outside of themselves, coming from secret organizations, shadowy figures, objects in the environment, you name it the list is endless. They refuse to adapt themselves to the inner forces, and so they become destructive toward the world around them, demanding that the world adapt to them.

The good kind of schizophrenic also has this inner turmoil afflicting them, coming from their very soul. But instead of projecting it out into the world and experiencing it as something external and opposite themselves, they recognize it as something transcendental and seek to adapt themselves to it, to align with these inner forces and allow them to manifest in the world through them, becoming a vessel for these inner forces. They transform themselves into a shaman, and become a sorcerer or a mystic sage, with exceptional insight and wisdom to share with people because they have overcome the poison inside themselves and transmuted lead into gold.

Which one are you, faggot?
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Paranoid vs essential schizophrenia
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>>42513958
exactly, based knower
thank you
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"Unfortunately there can be no doubt that man is, on the whole, less good than he imagines himself or wants to be. Everyone carries a shadow, and the less it is embodied in the individual’s conscious life, the blacker and denser it is."

"If you imagine someone who is brave enough to withdraw all his projections, then you get an individual who is conscious of a pretty thick shadow. Such a man has saddled himself with new problems and conflicts. He has become a serious problem to himself, as he is now unable to say that they do this or that, they are wrong, and they must be fought against… Such a man knows that whatever is wrong in the world is in himself, and if he only learns to deal with his own shadow he has done something real for the world."

— Carl Jung

...that said: not everyone who is haunted by dark forces or demons in the world is a schizo, sometimes it's actually dark forces and demons in the world.
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>>42513947
Good Post.
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>>42513947
everyone is going to hell!
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Just a reminder if your taken in by psychiatry remember these 5 questions to get yourself out. Remember it's WHO and WHAT are to answers to these questions.

1.)What is the cause of the uncertainty principal?
2.)What is action at a distance and what makes it possible?
3.)What is the explanation of particle wave duality behavior?
4.)What is the cause of the collapse of the quantum wave?
5.)What are the requirements necessary to create consciousness?

Think about WHO AND WHAT are the cause of these things then apply that to your doctor tell you that you're not in touch with reality when now clearly you now know (with thinking on these questions) know what reality is and they are in-fact not in touch with reality. Simple, straight to the point.
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>>42514158
case and point
paranoid schizophrenia 101:
>my psychiatrist is my enemy
><insert projection> is my enemy
>literally incapable of taking responsibility and evolving

no, you are your own enemy
the world doesn't care about you
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>>42513947
Neither. I'm psychically integrated. And you're a 100% gay nigger.
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>>42514182
good for you
tell us about your story or act like a narcissistic nigger
oh wait, you already made your decision
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>>42514181
case and point to you, you clearly deny the truth and don't know what reality is. You probably don't even know how to answer these questions.
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>>42514210
>>42514181
You don't know how to answer these questions then clearly you don't know what reality is.
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>>42514181
also you've never heard of of the double slit experiment. How particles change just by observing them. case and point.
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>>42514210
yes I am your enemy, just like the doctors and the psychiatrists and all the evil in this world

it couldn't just be you, coming from within you
nah couldn't be something inside of you and need to get over it somehow

it's me, all me
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>>42513947
I disagree. I believe that the voices and delusions schizos have originate from the spiritual world. The bad ones are, in essence, confused mediums and they confuse the communication from the spirit world as their own thoughts. This is how delusions and aberrant thoughts manifest. The other symptoms are side effects of the delusions and/or communication. The good ones understand that many thoughts and sometimes beliefs come from an outside influence.
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>>42514300
what do you disagree with exactly? quote what I said that you disagree with, because you don't seem to be disagreeing with me at all, you're repeating what I just said
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>>42514250
>particles change just by observing them
this is because the methods we have of measuring particles cause permanent change to the particle. For example, a particle collides into a sensor. From that event the particle is changed and so is the sensor.
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>>42514275
dodging the questions. case and point still don't know how to answer the simple questions. if you can't answer the questions and don't understand science then your argument is invalid. This is science, facts not some bullshit made up in my head. obviously you're denying the truth to keep people a prisoner and try to keep them below you.
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>>42514007
Spoonfeed me, which book of Yung's? I am so illiterate I just spelled that with a Y with not a hint of irony.
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>>42514325
why do you keep repeating "case and point"

Do you not see yourself right now at all? Do you not understand that you lack control right now? That you are under the influence of unconscious forces that have control over you right now? Do you honest to god not see that?
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>>42514317
you say for the bad schizo the harassing forces originate from inside while he/her attributes it to something from the outside. and you say the good schitzo understands these forces come from inside themselves, auto-generating.

In my model both the good and bad schitzo experience things from an outside source. But its how you handle that stimuli that separates the good and bad schizo
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>>42514188
You're a gay nigger, 100%. And, I, I am psychically integrated. WELL psychically integrated. I suffer from no psychic maladies. This despite years of being targeted by manifold intel/secret society/gang stalking orgs. Local, state, regional, national, international, solar systemic, galactic, universal, inter-universal, other dimensional, multi-dimensional, ect, intel and secret society orgs. In too many realms to name, have I been targeted, including targeting with both exotic, as yet unknown to the public, classical physics based, relativistic, electromagnetic spectrum related weaponry, as well as non-local, non-relativistic weapons systems, including ethereal weaponry. Along the way, I've developed my own counter measures tech/tactics/procedures/techniques, ect. Including non-local, non-relativistic, ethereal weapons systems, which operate from outside the spacetime of this particular universe. They are non-spacial, in other words. I don't believe in the so called schizophrenia. I think it's a cover up to try and gas light people who are being assailed by the afore mentioned weaponry, as well as other weaponry, which I'll not here mention (because the nefarious orgs are always monitoring). These symptoms are temporary, and not some illness. And, when the applicable countermeasures are developed/produced/utilized/implemented, there's a concurrent cessation of the symptoms. NOW, BACK OFF OF ME, SACK OF GOO, OR I MIGHT STOP BEING SO CORDIAL.
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>>42514340
okay fair enough, yeah I do believe it all originates from inside, but I do agree with you that it comes from a spiritual world. The thing is, I believe the spiritual world is inside of you, it is not "out there" in the "world"

but that's just a matter of opinion, I think we both fundamentally agree for the most part
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>>42514332
Do not do unto others what you have done onto yourself clearly your not even paying attention to what you even said. denying the truth and calling me a schizo and not listening to science.

Anyway for the others that ARE listening to me learn the truth and free yourselves. Ignore these madman keeping you a prisoner.
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>>42514343
you should write lyrics or poetry, you're really good at it, have you ever considered being a lyricist or a writer?
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>>42514355
and now you're granting me so much power because you have no faith in anyone's ability to think for themselves, let alone yourself, like I'm someone who can control people's minds with my words

the fuck is wrong with you bro, the only one denying truth is you, I didn't even call you a schizo and fuck you motherfucker I know far more about the double slit experiment and all that horseshit you just mentioned than you do

you probably don't even fucking know what algebraic geometry is, let alone sheaffication or topos theory or categorical logic or what a fucking monad is or how to read and understand all the mathematical notation of the shrodinger equation, can you do that? Can you actually do higher math? Do you know how to do differential calculus and solve partial derivatives nigger?

no you fucking dont, so shut the fuck up you gay ass larping piece of shit, wake the fuck up
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https://youtu.be/X3Bc1l3c_PU
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We can be both, that's the expression of human potentiality
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>>42513947


This is a false dichotomy.


Reject it anons.
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>>42514349
>I believe the spiritual world is inside of you
I see. Yes, it seems we agree.
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>>42514370
the madman shows his true colors.
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listen up numbnuts
title should be “/ng/ Nobody General - [insert theme edition]”
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https://youtu.be/z6ThNJ7y9VE

Cotton candy technique! Make an astral dreamcatcher to filter all the nightmares, then azucar em up and eat em!
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>>42514328
The quotes are from "Psychology and Religion", published in 1938.
(With AI you could find that out pretty easy yourself.)
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>>42514406
Kawaii~
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Schizophrenia isnt real btw

The term was invented like a century ago by people interested in lobotimizing folks for profit
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>>42514389
I just want to clarify as well, I am not reducing it to something merely "psychological", I think the spiritual world is objectively real, it is a real thing, a real "space" with it's own "time" and it is a place that is everywhere and nowhere, but the bridge between it and this world of manifestation is through us, through our words and actions, our thoughts, or feelings, everything that we are, is the gateway for spiritual forces to move back and forth between the two worlds.

Especially, the paranoiac doesn't know how to resolve the tension between the two worlds and so they become more and more hostile or possibly even suicidal. But if the tension can be resolved somehow, usually through art and creativity, or through scientific research, or through philosophy and religion, or whatever, the person can heal themselves and find some stable center from which to operate in both worlds without hiderance. Then they can teach other people how to do this.

That's basically the path of the shaman. But again, I believe the spiritual world is totally real, not just mere "archetypes" in the mind, those are just reflections of it within our minds, but the actual spiritual world itself transcends us and our ability to represent it, even internally to ourselves. We just do our best, and that's the great work itself. We refine our ability to channel the forces to and from the spiritual world.
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>>42514409
Thanks, I've since found a copy.
>(Local AI is a pain in the butt to store, run and update still. And I don't want all my search history potentially be made public in one place, like when using Google habitually from one IP while logged in.)
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>>42514411
>~ETH
Huehehe
0 u0

Couldn't have went for it without your inspo
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>>42514400
you're the madman and you showed your true colors the moment you opened your dumb mouth

what's really tragic and sad is that YOU are the one that everyone needs to worry about and be afraid of, you're the poisonous faggot that warps everyone's thoughts around your stupid delusions. god have mercy on any poor idiot that falls into your paranoid trap because they themselves are also struggling. You're a parasite who preys upon such types of people so you can validate your own internal bullshit. Fuck you nigger, you're garbage.
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>>42514425
They were tryna tell me those fireworks weren't supposed to look like a Stormtrooper helmet but one DID
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https://youtu.be/GuK3H5TueVM
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>>42514412
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I think Jovian sounds pretty but whatever
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>>42514425
>my search history
ok
:)
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>>42514432
Like i said ignore the madman, he wants to keep you under him instead of rising above him because he's scared of you getting out and getting free from the matrix and being free.
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>>42514158
Anon here’s your socks
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Lol.
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>>42514446
I wear bluetooth headphones some of the time, don't have to hear it every time my neighbor picks up the electric drill :p
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>>42514463
Just read my questions and answer them to yourself at home you'll get out.
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>>42514463
>weeehh I'm the victim someone help meee
shut up faggot, take your meds
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wrong image, sorry
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>1:49
>"changed to raziel"
https://youtube.com/watch?v=DPwL0IIaVno&list=RDDPwL0IIaVno&start_radio=1&ra=m
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I'm the Good One.
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>>42514414
Thats a lot to take in. I see what you mean but I cannot agree that "everything that we are" is the gateway to the spiritual world. If that were the case things like making a relationship with a spirit/entity/demon would be self generating from the spirit world. There is a lot of us, our beliefs, how we react to certain things, that a spirit looks at before it decides to use that as a conduit. At least in my opinion/limited experience. I also believe that art and creativity is virtually dependent on muse spirits, but that can be a healthy exercise between a person and a spirit that can have healing or stabilizing effect.

I guess what I am mainly confused about is if your perspective is correct what separates a schizo from a non-schizo when both utilize the spiritual conduit?
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>>42514356
I decline to answer, because I believe that it's possible that you are potentially using a form of the "love bombing" technique/tactic. This is a common technique/tactic of TPTB, and their varying nefarious orgs, ie, the intel orgs, secret societies, gang stalking orgs, ect, to gain intelligence, and data/info of varying sorts, and to "dis-arm" the target of his defenses, and for other nefarious purposes/reasons. I SINCERELY apologize, and beg forgiveness, if this is NOT the case. Heaven forbid that I should offend against an earnest party/entity, who's simply inquiring based on innocent, non-nefarious curiosity. However, this extreme level and precaution is necessary, given the implications and severity of the situation, and the magnitude of what's at stake. TPTB are monitoring this thread, it can be assumed without a doubt, and waiting for even the slightest mis-step. At any rate, again, if your intentions were pure, and not nefarious, I apologize for not being able to answer the question. I'd better not tarry itt any longer. I've said too much already. Loose lips sink ships, and all.
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I wish he thought I was a fed he knows exactly who I am and that makes it woooo-hooor-hoorseee
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>>42514486
lol he mad.
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*clammy hand outstretched*
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No1ask no1curr
Call nonono, wan wan wan no1no1 today
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Ragebaiter and ragebaited is A Relation between persons
*smize*
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>>42514158
I just dismiss them and think about the dead kike who believed this shit and got ACKed for it. Shits funny, i can't even shit on him. He's already covered in it. It will just hurt me, i need to keep that corrupter in a bottle. He does not belong in a civilized world.
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>>42514504
>what seperates a schizo from a non-schizo when they both utilize the spiritual conduit?

in that case, there is no difference, except perhaps for the origin of the gift. The schizo had to overcome a tension that threatened to destroy them and everything around them, the non-schizo did not. For them, it just came naturally and there was no tension. I don't think you HAVE to be schizophrenic to have spiritual gifts, but there is a strong correlation.
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>>42514158
Again, Just figure out the answers to these questions and you'll get out.
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I have to, bros
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>>42514522
Bro, nta, you are way over-explaining yourself. That is not good strategy or conversation.
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>>42514522
Like if you can't do along with one particular dance, don't just stand there explaining that the dance is of ebonic, blackened character and that you won't be abiding by it.
No, you can just wrap up the convo and wish them a nice day.
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So, how crazy did this /ng/ stuff really get?
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>>42514710
It's a mystery
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>>42514710

COME CLEAN LADS HOW CRAZY HAS IT GOTTEN!?
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>>42514725
It hasn't. It's practically nothing
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>>42513947
>my schizophrenia makes me a shaman/sorcerer/mystic sage
lol. lmao
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>>42514710
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>>42514764
Nice change of pace, I dig it
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>>42514780


This was always the pace I think.
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>>42514802
For the Nobody yeah but not the kind of gens that get posted often
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>tfw I look at the thread I'm in
>it's /ng/ on nu-/x/
-6000000 izzat
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Mow
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>>42514321
Matter is made of information. It has nothing to do with physical interaction and everything to do with the information about the state of a particle that can be extracted from such an event. The act of measurement, of recording information, changes the information of which the particle is comprised. Think of the MC Escher painting of two hands drawing one another. That is what measurement is like.
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>>42513947
>From their soul
That's a weird way of saying physical parasites that act as anchors for demonic entities.
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im the second one. shaman
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Neither. I only hear voices when I try to go to sleep at night and that's because there's several TVs going in different rooms but I swear I hear shit lol.
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>>42513947
Yeah I know what you mean. I'm still trying to grapple with it, but I'm in the stage of rejecting the immediate conspiracy as too easy, and actually checking what's up instead of just going on vibes. A lot of fucked up shit in the world, no need to let your mind manifest random bullshit to tack onto it.
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>>42513947
>>42514275
>if you live in the ghetto and somebody robs you at knifepoint when you go outside it was actually just you materializing as a random thug robbing yourself
philisophical solipsism and western reductionist biological materialism/scientism and its consequences have been a disaster for the human race

meanwhile in Asia they actually understand that spirits and ghosts are real things and can harass people and dont blindly parrot beliefs from a random western psychologist who says "actually you getting into a car crash was because of your thought patterns bro"

i wonder what i did to be born in the west

because of Abrahamic religion in the West now the entire world believes any form of spiritual belief or experience is just schizophrenia because people got so tired of being threatened with eternal hell by Abrahamic religions that they basically just snapped and forced everybody in the entire world to believe that nothing is real unless it can be "scientifically proven"

the even worse part is that because we (humans) were intentionally designed to be spiritually blind we have no idea whether actual experiences we have like apparent signs in dreams or other things are actually real or just projections that were inserted by malicious spiritual beings impersonating other beings or trying to trick us

human life is hell

>>42514300
only sane person in this thread
imagine telling someone who gets robbed or something that the robber was actually just them and a metaphor for some mental pattern described from the personal beliefs of some random western psychologist
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what kind of schizo is the guy who was out killing ppl who aren't real?
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>>42513947
Nice try schlomo
You kikes can try to hide your sins and gaslight as much as you want, TKD is approaching
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A half-mad philosopher-artist whose life has been a series of audacious creative experiments.

https://pastebin.com/vHKeTau2

https://ytmnd.com/users/anono/sites

https://npirl.blogspot.com/2008/11/next-big-thing-in-virtual-worlds-that.html

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YkG6s0IhFxk

https://vimeo.com/specalblend

https://dn720005.ca.archive.org/0/items/co-creative-evolution-final/Co_Creative_Evolution_1.05.pdf

https://i.imgur.com/gwggJ60.jpeg

https://i.imgur.com/5f8fhr2.png

https://ia800708.us.archive.org/28/items/simsane-9.1-vyrith/SiMSANE_9.1_Vyrith.pdf
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>>42520313
Even my bicycle is a vehicle to travel as deep into the temperate rainforests where I live for as long as possible.
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>>42520337
What this bicycle allows me to experience, among many other things.
I just absolutely goon out at natural beauty for hours and hours.
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>>42513947
>integrate the jews and their puppets and stay in the pen
yeah, no.
>>42514158
I kinda like that. None of the NPC jew-loving losers would answer and would instead turn it back on you, though. And there exists NO way to make them not do that
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>>42520337
>>42520344
nice. And that's what a bicycle is actually for
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>>42514300
>>42514340
Checked and good posts anon. OP glows bad. I suspect a black lodge boy. He is trying to shame schitzos for suffering at the hands of the supernatural and then gets defensive when you point out the implication. Also he is being weaselly with the term "inside" which people will obviously interpret as meaning the voices are coming from the schitzos mind and are not separate entities. But technically the separate entities are INSIDE the schitzo. Occult bastards love that kind of technicality.

Any schitzos reading this should look up Jerry Marzinsky.
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>>42517651
Hey anon just wanted to say I agree that atheism is essentially the result of humanity being so sick and tired of Abrahamic BS that they would rather be nihilists then continue to eat the slop. It really gave me compassion for people like Richard Dawkins when I figured that out. And you are right that humanity was also intentionally made spiritually blind which is what lead to the psychotic scenario in the first place.
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>>42520186
me
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>>42514440
Interesting, had that song stuck in my head yesterday.
>>42513947
Words, words, words.
>and wisdom to share with people because they have overcome the poison inside themselves and transmuted lead into gold
This doesn't work as you describe. You cannot push wisdom on people. At least not in the current age. Some tidbits here and there at the right moment, but anything more is rejected. Why don't you know that? Your post does NOT seem in good faith. How come?
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>>42513947
Solved by grounding. Nothing special this post is.
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>>42520186
Saint Terry? He said they glow in the dark. He didn't day they aren't real.
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It's not fun and I can't hold a job or keep a place to live because of it. It feels like everyone's out to get me even though I know most people are not out to get me. When people found out my phone blew off the hook with trolls telling me about "them" and how "they" are indeed out to get me. And I'm not even sure if I was really talking with anyone. Or God forbid it was someone voice catfishing me with voices of people I actually know. And then came the actual voices telling me to go out and kill babies. Not that I would ever actually kill anyone because some voice told me to but it's still scary as fuck.

Most of the time when bad things happen to me I can at least man up and take responsibility for them. This isn't even my fault. I couldn't have avoided it. And now I'm going to be stuck on disability for the rest of my life. What the fuck do I even do now that having a job doesn't even matter?

>go to school

For fucking what? I can't work. That makes the degree worthless. And if the paranoid suicidal shit is bad now it'll be ten times worse with school added to the fire.

>>42520788
Fuck you in particular.
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>>42520417
When I was 12 I looked up at the night sky and saw a fuzzy object. Curious as to what it was, I looked at a star chart in an amateur astronomy book my Aunt had gifted me and discovered that it was the Pleiades open star cluster. I also read that it can be used as an eye test, and people with perfect vision can resolve 6 of the brightest stars. I saw only a blur, so I knew I was nearsighted. I told my father, who scheduled an appointment with an optometrist, and I got glasses.

All of a sudden my blurry visual world resolved into complete clarity. When I looked at the night sky with my new glasses I saw a dazzling field of diamonds. Captivated by the beauty I began to identify constellations and view other bright deep-space objects such as the Andromeda galaxy and Orion nebula with small binoculars. I was hooked: I got a 4.5" Newtonian telescope for Christmas, which greatly expanded what I was able to view. I poured through astronomy books and magazines. I eventually upgraded my telescope, making a Dobsonian with a 10" primary mirror. I took two summer courses in astronomy at the local community college and did so well I got the student of the year award in astronomy - because I was so in love with the subject.

I fell in love with the beauty of the universe and nature. I experienced the sort of spiritual connection that religions promise but fail to deliver. I was home.

In college a few key professors helped broaden my narrow interest in astronomy to literally every subject I took. Studying and learning was a pure joy, and I frequently read additional books outside the course material. I began to develop a broader view of the world and the relationships between subjects. In many of the authors I read I discovered the same wonder and relentless curiosity that I had found. Biology became my leading passion - the same mode of appreciation of natural beauty I had cultivated with astronomy turned towards Earthly organisms and found endless depths.
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>>42521642
No, not based Terry. I'm talking about the blog by the guy who claimed that he saw "fake people" and beat them to death and they just turned into black slime and evaporated. He also wrote about bathing in ponds and toilets or some unhinged shit. I wish I could find it again.
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>>42513947
>There are two kinds of schizophrenics. One is good the other bad.
Anyone could say the same about basically everything. You can't describe schizos properly with this sort neurotic reasoning. There are paranoid schizophrenics that kills people (my uncle). There are paranoid schizophrenics that only harms themselves (my cousin). There are paranoid schizos I have no idea how they operate. It depends on cultural background and how really bonkers they are. The first one is an evangelical boomer that tried to kill his own son with an axe because he arrived at a specific time at home, which meant, is his delusion, he was not his son but some specific demon he had to purge. The second is a millenial who tried to break a hole in the wall with his bare hands to remove a device from the bathroom's walls. Yes, my great grandparents were brother and sister, so inbreds everywhere. Also, if we're taking terminology seriously, this "good kind of schizo" you mentioned would be considered someone with schizotypal personality disorder, because there is the possibility of insight and self criticism. A category that fits every single serious psychic, mystic, philosopher and artist. King Terry was a schizo. If he wasn't, he could figure a way to not be a homeless hobo that yelling 'nigger' to people all the time before he died. Delusion is the game changer here, actual schizophrenics are not very capable of differentiating delusion from contingency, as their insight is not natural, it's chemically or therapeutically induced. Schizotypals are bonkers as fuck because they "hallucinate" (the question of integration being present here), but they can tell delusion from contingency. The rest of it, projections and whatnot, the dynamics are the same for the neurotic and the psychotic, the difference is in how it manifests though observable behavior.
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>>42522123
>good kind of schizo" you mentioned would be considered someone with schizotypal personality disorder
I see it more like schizo-effective disorder.
>as their insight is not natural, it's chemically or therapeutically induced
It's actually spiritually induced. Schitzos are tormented by spirits. They are born with an ability to hear/see the spirit world to a certain degree and spirits either confuse or torment them because they can. But I know you won't believe me. Some psychiatrists believe this too.
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>>42521798
I'm sorry to hear that schizophrenia made you disabled. I have it to but can work. The amount of stress and paranoia that comes with working while schizophrenia.... You are saving yourself a lot of stress not working.

Do you think your condition has a spiritual cause? With my schizophrenia I think I can hear the dead. The difference between mediumship and schizophrenia, to me, is schizos have a hard time telling the difference between their own thoughts and the communication of the spirit world. Malicious spirits take advantage of this and torment the schizo for fun. Like telling someone to kill babies.

Were the calls you received about any delusions you told someone about? If not, and it was just generic "they", it could be living and breathing assholes. Spirits can hypnotize and do other tricks that could manifest to make it seem like you are getting calls.
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>>42513947
They said I was supposed to be a boy but I'm really more like a girl. I guess I had to live as a boy when I was in small child, boys always had fun me. It wasn't so bad until he started hitting me.
When I was 8 years old I used to go to school as a boy. I said I had to go to school as a girl. They wouldn't let me so I started using the girls bathroom and they kicked me out of school, which I didn't care cuz I didn't want to go to school as a boy.
I was getting bullied too much and boys were threatening to beat me up.
When I was 10 years old I ended up going to a special school for emotionally disturbed children.
I was diagnosed with mental illness and allowed to live as a girl. I really am a girl and I know I am! Nobody can tell me differently and if people tell me differently, I just have to fit about it and scream my head up, until they stop talking about me.
I'm an older adult now. I refuse to do anything where I can't be treated as a normal female and go to school. I don't ever want to work a job and I don't have to work a job because I'm on disability for having schizophrenia I don't know if it could have the bad kind? I don't really don't care
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>>42523405
If you were born with a penis you are a boy. I actually think high level Magick might be able to truly change it, but simply demanding people accept that you are a girl is ridiculous and is now an idiotic political issue.
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>>42523405
What about yourself makes you a girl?
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>>42523438
I never was a boy. I never had a boy's head. I never had anything like a boy I'm a girl
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>>42523466
I don't like to be rough. I don't like other children to grab me by my body. I don't like any kind of boy play I prefer girls games. I look like a girl. I think like a girl and I feel like a girl.
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>>42523474
>I don't like to be rough.
Some guys don't like to be rough.

>I don't like other children to grab me by my body.
Most people don't like that, regardless of whether they're a boy or a girl.

>I don't like any kind of boy play I prefer girls games.
Somebody decided what "boy games" and "girl games" are for you.

>I look like a girl.
How so?

>I think like a girl
How do you know?

>and I feel like a girl
How do you know?
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>>42523494
You can't say I'm not a girl if you saw me walking down the street you would definitely think I'm a girl. That's all I care about I just want to be protected.
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How so?

>I think like a girl
How do you know?

>and I feel like a girl
How do you know

I could say the same about being a boy how would I know I don't have a boys head
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Schizophrenics have intuition and they trust it more than their senses.

Simple as. Normies cannot comprehend this and cannot imagine a value system that isn't based on physical sensations as the basis of "truth".
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>>42523548
Thanks for putting it so succinctly. It's funny that people trust their senses even though they're filtered through an organ that we barely understand
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>>42523548
>Schizophrenics have intuition and they trust it more than their senses.

I think OCD is similar to this.
I have an issue where my OCD has made me notice patterns of certain seemingly random things that cause something particularly bad and unexpected to happen for some reason. EVERY TIME I try to do this things, even without caring, even as an "exposure" (as in exposure response prevention therapy for OCD), they still cause something bad to happen. I have no idea why, they just do.
Examples include:
>using certain images or certain kinds of images as my phone wallpaper, bamboo being the one that causes the worst effects
>drinking black tea (causes something particularly bad to happen after, such as the actions of another person, not just me getting anxiety from caffeine)
>drinking a particular brand of matcha tea causes something extremely upsetting specifically related to work to happen that day
>drinking a large amount (1tbsp) of sencha green tea or green tea that was steeped for too long causes something bad with either my boss to happen, or something particularly bad at work not specifically related to my boss
>drinking a large amount of jasmine tea (1tbsp) causes some episode of conflict or an argument with my mom
>drinking oolong tea causes something moderately bad to happen
>reblogging a quote on tumblr or writing something on tumblr causes something PARTICULARLY horrifying or upsetting to happen later that was basically "testing" whether i really believe/agree with what i posted or reblogged or not

after speaking to an actual occult practitioner recently, a shaman, i now think that these patterns may actually be caused by some kind of malicious entities causing bad events to occur in my life whenever i do certain things.
There are also certain songs I can't listen to anymore despite liking them because they cause me bad luck every time I listen to them.
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>>42523056
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>>42523438
>and is now an idiotic political issue.
this is because of the epstein class, there was stuff shown in the epstein files that proved that they were intentionally hyperfixating on transgender people in mass media to draw negative attention towards them and distract from other issues. you basically hate transgender people because elites who torture, kill, rape, and literally eat children wanted you to. i doubt you thought much about transgender people before the news and internet started intentionally shoving bad examples in your face 24/7.
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>>42514158
>I'M NOT THE SCHIZO, YOU'RE THE SCHIZO!
i've been to the psych ward twice, trust me, that horseshit doesn't work. just keep your schizo thoughts to yourself and try not to cause a scene and they MIGHT let you out early
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>>42515319
>recording information changes the information of which the particle is comprised
No
>Think of the MC Escher painting of two hands drawing one another. That is what measurement is like.
Oh no no no

The Quantum Observer Effect states that in quantum mechanics, the act of measuring a particle forces it to stop existing in a wave of multiple probabilities and "collapse" into a single, concrete reality. Measuring subatomic particles requires interacting with them (like bouncing light off them), which physically alters their speed or direction.
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>it's another lesson in schizophrenia from people who don't have it episode
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>>42523469
>>42523511
Girls don't have penises.
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>>42523756
I don't have a penis
Stop saying that. All I got is my ability to write and I am driving to you to let you know I do not have a penis I'm not going to take a picture of it cuz I don't do that.. I don't have a penis I have a vagina. I'm a girl
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>>42523688
Yes but to make it stick they started convincing children to sterilize themselves en mass and the kill themselves when they realize the truth. It's not a fake issue, it's a manufactured one.
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>>42523763
Cutting it off doesn't change anything.
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>>42523763
Your "vagina" is a wound that is trying to close and you prevent it from healing.
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>>42523805
I never cut off anything. All I ever did was urinate in the girls room because I'm a girl
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>>42523814
Are you talking so gross with me? It's no different than any other woman's vagina it's exactly the same
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>>42522485
I'm not going to go into a whole bunch of detail but I do want to say thanks for your compassion.
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>>42523405
Just checking on you.
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>>42523839
Yes or no. You were born with a penis?

*Any answer other than yes or no is proof that you refuse to acknowledge physical reality.
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>>42523843
Lol, LMAO even. Don't forget to get prostrate exams when you get older.
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>>42523866
I wasn't born with no stupid penis. This is about schizophrenia, not about penises. I've never had sex with anyone btw
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>>42523876
What's wrong with you? This is supposed to be about schizophrenia, I don't even know what you're talking about.
What's a prostate exam?
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>>42523877
Why did they force you to be a boy then? "They said I was supposed to be a boy but I'm really more like a girl."
I am very sorry if they made a female (XX) child live as a male for no reason.
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>>42513947
Help me help me OP!.
I'm trying to add to the thread and now they're attacking me calling me their brother and saying that I had a penis and that I got sores on me. All kinds of bad things I don't like these bad things happening to me! I try to help your thread out illustrating something about schizophrenia, which I have. It is the main topic of the conversation. What's wrong with these people?
Please delete my comments. I can't take it anymore and I don't want to post here again because they're hurting me. Help me please!
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>>42523909
Lol, WTF. You are the one who brought up your tranny life story.
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>>42522439
I do believe this, I was just not referring to this aspect specifically. I'm talking about sense of self awareness and ego-contingency dynamics, 'insight' in the purely medical sense. I'm not saying this is the only layer of schizophrenia.



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