How can I find my true self?
you either wait for a deity to choose you, or you brute force your way back into divinity
>>42516738There's something I have to tell you...
Reject society, follow your desires, give in, realise morality as given to you by others has no bearing on actual morality and what is right and true. Refuse to let others define you. Buddhist, gnostics Christians, and hermeticists will tell you that you are falling for an illusion. But they have fallen for the illusion of no self, a narcissistic ego trap.
>>42516738Face your shadow. If you think yourself as a kind person you may be secretly violent or prideful. If you are always angry you may have been hurt by somebody or something personal to you that you don't want to be reminded of. If you know you are greedy understand where that came. Often times our most negative aspects of ourselves is because of a deficient or a empty hole that our spirit is desperately trying to fill through other means because of physical or mental blocks.
Look within
you don't find yourself, you build yourself.
definitely not by eating shit and mountaineering
Make enough money to be free and do things you enjoy doing. Most of us cannot afford to do what we want to do so we go to work to be able to do the things that make us happy in the few free hours and holidays we get.
>>42516738A few decades of isolation did the trick for meBut be warned you may not like what you find