>>42523915
>This seems like complete lunacy (it is)
Kek

>>42523915
Does your mother have a grave? It's probably the best place to desecrate her, spiritually and physically. You can call out for her and do whatever you want, or you can ask a demon to drag her to you for the extra effort. Don't forget to "redecorate" her resting place. You're welcome.

>>42523963
She's in a family crypt of sorts, one a lot of my older family members ended up in and one I will probably end up buried in as well some day, so redecorating her place might bring about energies from other people I didnt mean to spite. If it's safe and our rape sex session wont annoy anyone else there including her mother and grandmother I could try to go along with it
Unsure exactly of the how though

>>42524570
nahh u'll probably be fine

necromancy is real as I have had many experiences with it but you are going down an evil path so off to whatever you deserve I guess, which is probably more bad than good honestly

>>42523915
You need a psychologist or even better, a psychiatrist.
As for your question - no. Once someone dies (death means brain death), there's no way to bring them back. The most we could do with today's science is to clone her but that's forbidden. She still wouldn't be your mom, only a clone of her, a different person. Just like same egg twins are different people.

>>42525518
>more fearmongering
OP will be fine, you're a sissy. There's literally nothing wrong with it

>>42525551
Yeah, especially when cops bust his ass for grave desecration with his dick out and sent him to the psych ward, where he will be sentenced to stay as long as they see fit, while being injected with the worst antipsychotics as a punishment.

>>42525528
Im more concerned in regard to her spirit rather than her body. I could dig her up any time but that's not her that's just a pile of rotten meat
Also psychiatrists and psychologists are quacks. Attended them my whole life and I have only come out at a loss for it. At most they give me sleepy lobotomy meds that make me worse at my job and that's it, most of the time I dont really feel any effects or changes in my behaviour and psychologists just feel like a waste of time and money when I get nothing of value out of the banal conversations I have with them. Mental health experts seem so fucking unprofessional, im a medicine student and even nurses take their job more seriously! Long gone are the days you could rely on these people to give any sort of insight beyond looking at the DSM-5 and giving you a diagnosis as if theyre reading tarot cards or whatever the fuck
I know I sound insane and I am insane and evil to some degree but I cant find myself any rest unless I settle myself with her, which might be impossible
>>42525551
There is a lot wrong with it and I still dont fully trust myself into it

>>42523915
It's impossible because the soul is reborn. You might be able to revive the body through some ritual, but without the soul it's just a husk. This is assuming the person you're trying to revive even has a soul at all and is not just a hylic.

>>42526123
>professionals are bad and untrustworthy
>anonymous strangers on the fucked up conspiracy board are fine
???

>>42527098
he didnt even call them untrustworthy. just useless or actively harmful, worthless, dumb, lazy and unprofessional. all of which they indeed are. unironically i would take an /x/ schizo's advice over that of a doctor because at least it might be mildly entertaining and doesn't cost me the mental effort of booking an appointment and having to pay for some random poison pills and having the discomfort of having to interact with a normie and wasting a ton of my time

>>42525551
no maybe op should have been aborted to avoid all of this suffering

>>42527289
maybe but here we are

>>42527378
there's always late term

>>42527435
necrobortion

>>42523915
Necromancy as raising an army of skeletons comes from dungeons and dragons. Raising the deads is something only Gods can do in most traditions.

Originally, necromancy is a form of divination where you use a body to communicate with spirits "of the dead" (aka Daimon). You offer them blood and they spoke to you via, for instance, the mouth of a decapitated head. It's just a like spiritism, wich is a modern, non sacrificial form of necromancy.

I'm not saying you can't raise a corpse but I'm not aware of a proper ritual to do so.

PS : ghost don't exist, it's just demons. You want to put a demon in a corpse. Not a great idea IMO. Limit yourself to pigeons to be safe.

>>42523915
You can find your mother out in the world. I wouldn't recommend you do this, as you seem to want to commit a violent rape.

You (could) find a woman who is like your mother both physically and personality at any age you wish her to be in, through using magically aided discernment and not necromancy. If reincarnation is real, you also run into a real possibility of actually finding her spirit in a new body (she could be any age, linear time is irrelevant to how reincarnation works). And if you are very lucky or very good at discerning, you can even find one that would be willing to aid you knowingly even down to consensual rape simulation.

But your intuition about this being probably a demon whispering you this is the only way, is very valid. Trust your intuition in spiritual matters. Always.

Necromancy is not a meme, in the sense of it being fake. But unless you know exactly what spirit you are calling up, it is a very easy and dangerous conduit for you getting spirit-raped and demonic posession. Do not attempt is my opinion.

>>42528020
>>42528051
>>42526410
Yeah clearly this seems like a task a tad bit above my skill level and something I can probablyyyyy find a less dramatic answer to
>And if you are very lucky or very good at discerning, you can even find one that would be willing to aid you knowingly even down to consensual rape simulation.
My gf is very familiar with my situation and we do have "consensual rape simulations" fairly often. Im unsure if she thinks my instability is something desirable or not but she doesnt seem like the type to take much issue with it
>But your intuition about this being probably a demon whispering you this is the only way, is very valid. Trust your intuition in spiritual matters. Always.
It was one of my first thoughts. I keep having fucked up nightmares as of late too so it's a very viable possibility

>>42525518
>i guess
No one cares or asked.

>>42523915
Necromancy is a thing, but not as portrayed in entertainment media. You can learn the wisdom of the dead in various ways, even by creating your family tree.

>>42523915
It's a fucking meme. What you actually need to do is to re-mother, re-parent yourself.
My parents are still alive and I'm no contact with them; feels to me like they're plenty present regardless, which is one big reason I keep the no contact going.

Basically you have to take extra care to not make a mess out of your life bc that can take years to come back from. So until you get through your self-analysis and the most opaque parts of healing, just do something else, neutral or mildly productive / wholesome / healthy.