people die from sleep apnea, right? what if i rode the line somehow to induce an NDE or just die a little bit to pierce the veil? anyone do this?
>>42529227Alright so I’m going to out myself as a former fatass to give you the QRD here so hopefully you do not try this.>get put in antipsychotics and gain 100+ lbs>be fat as shit now>friends and family who saw me sleeping were always telling me “anon you have sleep apnea”>but bullshit, you know, because I’m not thaaaaat fat yet. Right?>anyway wake up one morning having pissed myself a little at night>fuckin’ weird, I’m 28>few more nights pass>wake up having pissed myself again >remember sleep apnea>remember how victims piss themselves during strangulation >call sleep doctor>”anon you have sleep apnea and that was extremely dangerous, you could have died”>oopsAnyway I lost all the weight over the next couple of years and now I’m back to normal. I stopped using the APAP machine pretty early into it because it completely stopped recording apneic events and doctor said it was fine to stop usingSometimes I do strangely miss the APAP. You can get in comfy breathing rhythms pretty easily and the air was warmed + humidified some it came in real nice.Anyway there was no NDE. I came as close as it gets according to doc. You just wake up in piss or die. Being fat fucking sucked.
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>>42529260you didnt have any crazy dreams? maybe you just dont remember, do you lucid dream at all?
>>42529401Oh the dreams themselves were absolutely crazy. Sometimes lucid but they never lasted long because I kept getting ripped out of them for lack of oxygen. In one of those a giant astral tarantula tested me on this strange form of calculus I had to do at a podium in the middle of a Roman coliseum.Once I got the APAP, there was a time I let the silicone mask get a little too loose and stretchy. Which was just due to me being lazy and fat because insurance company was constantly sending me replacement parts so it would all be clean and fit right every nightSo that night the shit kept slipping on my face and I had this dream where I was scuba diving but my oxygen would get cut off and I’d surface in a panic. Then I’d wake up and quickly fall back asleep. Then same dream same wake up. I probably did that same fuckin’ thing five times in that one night. So silly.
