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My birthdate reduces down to a 33/6, I was born on a Friday in April, and my birthday falls on Easter four times with three intervals of eleven years in between, with the third cycle arriving on my 24th birthday, where I was in a profoundly chaotic state that eventually lead to a point where I was completely convinced that the mind world was coming to an end.
It's ironic, because at 19 I made a pact with the devil to sell my soul in order to save the world, in the hopes of that my act of sacrifice would cheat the devil by forcing god to intervene.
I promptly forgot the decision.
Then, five years later, when I felt the world was dependent on my actions, I was confronted with another decision from the devil.
"Do you want to sell your soul to the devil for complete control of the universe world?"
Knowing that saying yes would mean turning against myself, in favor of submitting to the temptations of vengeance, sexual lost, and power, I chose no, knowing that it meant certain death, in the sense that I'd be completely annihilated. No afterlife. Nothing.
That was what was called the Infinium Point, and it was where I not only saved the world, but reality itself.
There are many more details to this story, but now I know that this decision was ultimately meaningless, and did nothing. It was all in my head, but I want to investigate other paranormal avenues about what exactly occured because I find the sterile dismissals of institutional psychology to be underwhelming in their explanatory power.
So, I suppose my main question is this, do you think the devil, or at least some malevolent entity, was influencing my thoughts beyond my awareness?
Have you ever experienced a "psychosis" where your decisions had cosmic significance?
I don't really care for the grandiosity. Being scorched by the light of the world has made me comfortable receding into obscurity, but I wanted to see fellow schizos thoughts on this.