Welcome to Divination General! Come here for readings and a discussion of theory/practice.Every method is welcome: Tarot, Runes, Cartomancy, Scrying, Pendulum, Cleromancy, I-Ching, Digital, Oracles, Tasseomancy, Necromancy, etc.>If you're NEW, please READ the STICKY:https://pastebin.com/G42HmsUs>Recommended /div/ links and books:https://pastebin.com/sAkg9cMz>MEGA with Divination Books:https://mega.nz/folder/Jp8gQD7Q#om_2lEm1GL0qPIpSrQgrvA>Guides made by some of our readers:•/div/ starter spreads:https://i.imgur.com/mxpu4MF.png•Thoth's tarot and rune guide:https://docs.google.com/document/d/1ciFuMOVDIkA18d9Rw-Zkklgigx-Y4XzJkGVeMTYWcic/•Hijinks' revised divination guide:https://pastebin.com/Gv10KZUA•A compiled Rider Waite card explanationhttps://files.catbox.moe/v6qayw.pdf>Useful tips before posting:•If you're a reader, post that you're offering readings and what information is required from the querent; the same goes for trading.•Look for posts to determine if there's an active reader, what's needed and before posting, check if they finished reading already.•Some readers will refuse to do certain readings - respect that choice. Do not harass readers if your query is refused/skipped. We do our best to maintain chill and good vibes.•Traders should respect that a traded read will be granted, as per an agreement of trade. Free readers have the option of picking their queries.•Bullshit queries get bullshit answers. Vague queries get vague answers.•Making an AQ (air query) by not addressing a reader, in particular, is possible but doesn't guarantee an answer.•Avoid making the same query repeatedly and/or to different readers in a short period of time, as this may lead to more confusion.•Provide feedback when applicable and be considerate to the reader. We're a growing community, many readers are starting and need to know what they are doing right or wrong. Let's help each other to improve.Previous thread: >>42554716
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>>42561173AQAm I on the right track now? Thank you
>>42561175
>>42561147seven of swords reversed, wheel of fortune reversedsend that email, but don't expect good news. this read tells you to not doubt yourself, if you feel like there's a chance you might find something good, take that leap. just don't expect good results immediately or from the first try. keep trying, don't give up
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AQHow am I supposed to survive?
Aq. Did I fix the issue with my servitors?
AQHow am I doing overall?
AQNext gf
AQShould I kill myself?
>>42561209Q
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PRACTICING SCRYINGONLY ask me things you already know about yourself, don't try to trick me as it skews the results.2 requirements:>Your gender>A clear query about strictly yourselfLet's go!
hi. how are you today?
>>42561370Not too bad, listening to electronic music. You?
>>4256135434 maleWhat number do you see on my left forearm above my wrist
>>42561374i'm okay. tired mostly
>>42561391What did you do that got you tired? I'm also tired but its chronic at this point and there's nothing I can do to fix it.
>>42561398i think its just life in general that's wearing me down ;_;
>>42561354MaleWhat do you see with me in bed yesterday afternoon?
>>42561384I believe its something like 31 or 33? Not sure what the significance is, if it has biblical reference perhaps or a personal one.feedback?>>42561414a helmet, either for riding a motorcycle or some kind of protective helmet. looks modern.feedback?
AQMaleDo i have any chance to be with W?
>>4256141813, not 31. Nice. Not bad kid. Not bad
>>42561414>>42561418nopenot at alltry again?
>>42561430I thought about that after I hit the send button, I thought to mention it perhaps I saw it backwards. Thanks for the feedback.
>>42561434is it a lady? with dark hair? or perhaps blue hair?
>>42561439Regardless you got the digits. Youre welcome and keep practicing
>>42561354FWhat kind of design is on my nails?
>>42561354FemaleWhat music band tee am I wearing?
>>42561480squares tilted sideways so the pointy ends are facing up and down and sidewaysfeedback?>>42561498its a rock band, I can see the design but its hard to make up the words. the strokes or perhaps ac/dc? or motley crew?feedback?
>>42561173why he kissing a kirk
Bump
>>42561519Something like that, but there's a more relevant detail there. Can you spot it?
>>42561538which one are you in the posts?
>>42561519>498Correct! It’s a rock band but it’s Foo Fighters. Why was it hard for you to make up words? Was my hair in the way
>>42561541The first one
>>42561445not surebut it was an entityalso, just found the "helmet" you were referring toit was my vacuum cleanerit's one of those big oneslike a rainbow vac
>>42561538yeah there's like a sigil in the middle, or some kind of rune. feedback?>>42561543Its hard to make out details like that ,you're constantly moving and shirts tend to fold or get distorted. I knew it was a rock band
>>42561568Actually the design is a bit something like this, with the fishies and the "water" effect
>>42561567so you tricked me into doing an occult query? you're an asshole. I told you not to trick me. there will be karma to pay for that. I won't even have to do anything, you will be sorted out as I told you not to do that before hand.
>>42561579oh hey I did see something like that but I thought there was no way this could fit inside of a nail. thanks for the feedback. im out of here.
>>42561354Femaleam I fat?
>>42561592yes? but in some parts of the world you would pass as normal. you have a bit of flab on your belly. certainly not morbidly obese.last one here, im out after this, drop feedback if possible.
>>42561568>543Oh I see
>>42561354Male >>42561240 this one
>>42560842I hate to break it to ya but that guy isn't a real reader
>>42561600hahaha thanks. i got work to do ;)
AQWould me and D have been happily married in the alternate timeline or was it truly never meant to happen/I would've been dead in that world?(I need to shut that part of my mind out)
AqDoes he like how i look?
Couples of /div/:For fun or otherwise, try performing tarot to see what it would be like to swap bodies with your SO. An example with my husband is below.>Me to Him: Empress, Magician, Temperance, Strength, FoolGodhood unlocked. >Him to Me: 7 of Wands, 9 or Pent, 10 of Swords, 10 of WandsHe’d be feeling bonita and feisty for two seconds and then becomes pulverized.He’s a high functioning juggler — works multiple jobs and takes care of me. I think the take away here is that I should consider implementing some of his ways and start working again eventually.
AQWhat does P want from me?
>>42561354What kind of car do I drive?
>>42561714>couples>on /div/
AQMaleIm so lost, anons. Marriage of 15 years is barely hanging. I don't know if I'm able to keep things going before then year ends. We both made mistakes, she almost cheated, I hacked her stuff online and found out, trust is broken, she's on bipolar meds, intimacy is inexistent for more than 2 months now, she blames me for her wrongdoings. I'm not perfect, I just wish to be happy again but for the life of me I can trust again. I'm seeing all around again the signs I saw before her cheating. I dont know what comes next. I'm not afraid of starting again, she can have the house, the car, the dog, the savings. Fuck all that. I just wish my life back, the one from 1 and a half year ago.
>>42561354M Am I an incel?
>>42561754Bitch, don’t you have someone??
>>42561762his gf broke up with him lol
>>42561762Nah. Im a KHV
>>42561580Can't do much now but I'm sorry anon. I thought the "don't trick me" part was about results skewing, not on the nature of the query
>>42561764>>42561767Oh.. I’m sorry.>KHVYou can’t get your innocence back just by speaking it into existence.
>>42561784Nah Abby I swear im an incel. Honest
>>42561714Too late, ex broke up with me exactly 2 months ago
>>42561714I've never even held hands with a woman
>>42561756How old are you brother
>>42561853>>42561900Man, this got depressing. Hope you guys find love and have better days ahead.
>>42561937LOL
I'm gonna do a blockbuster spell tonight because the economy is so bad my career is basically over :P does anyone use divination to "check" the status of the spell? I've heard of people doing this but I don't really know what they're looking for.
AQ:May I please get a read on if I should move to California and if it would be the best place for my goals? I'm not sure if that is where I am meant to be or what kind of read could help get insight on this, I thought perhaps a yes or no read, maybe results. Regardless, I have been planning on where to live and move for my goals and have many options to choose from and I'm wondering if California is the place.
>>42561956Ive used this in the past with some fellow practitioners who say its pretty accurate
AQ Im hitting it pretty low in life right now dont know another year with out a job what do i do ?
>>42562006yayy thank you
Tradin
When do I get to kiss a girl again?
AQWill I be successful in my quest to buy a car and will I end up with what I want right now or should I deviate a bit from my desires?
>>42562111Query?
>>42562089Hope you're right. I feel like I deserve to be much more successful than others, I should be rich but im struggling.
>>42562111Dubs
Aq. Will st work?
>>42562445What is your q ?
Opening queries, feeling some interesting currents tonight. More practice is always welcome.
>>42562948HiMale 33 here, MDo i have any chance with female W?
>>42562948Am I in for disappointment when LW gets revealed?
>>42562948Male, libraWhat was that female I saw during my DMT experience? She had pale skin, black hair, blue eyes, and was insanely beautiful. I think maybe she was my anima
>>42562999Six WandsPage Wands ReversedYou're trying too hard, going too fast. I would encourage you to be less flashy and more earnest. I also sense that you should go for it as soon as you feel an opportunity in the company of others?>>425630094 Cups ReversedI sense that it won't be something worth being disappointed over, but you wont be satisfied regardless. You're stuck on an idea in your mind already!>>42563015King Pentacles ReversedNo.>>42563027Knight Pentacles ReversedTwo Wands ReversedNot quite your anima. It's actually a manifestation of something that you are stuck on materially, literally, if you will. It's something you've given deep reflection over a few times now, from what two wands tells me.
>>42562948HiiiCan you tell me about my next girlfriend? When is she coming?
>>42563037>You're trying too hard, going too fast. I would encourage you to be less flashy and more earnest. I also sense that you should go for it as soon as you feel an opportunity in the company of others?Thanks, accurate
>>42563044Nine CupsQueen PentaclesYou're going to need improve the material conditions of your life in order to attract someone, simply put. Otherwise, this could be interpreted that you have someone significant in the way of your finances, I sense.Dark, curly black hair. Thick eyebrows, muscular legs. Has a specific hyper-focus, possibly autistic?? Could not sense what. I pulled Three Cups for further clarification to learn that she has quite a few friends, keep that in mind?
>>42563037>027Ohhh, it was her. I have no clue why I am so hung up on her. Like, I've liked other women. I've slept with other women. I just don't get it. Like, I was so pumped for that trip and she show up there too.Thank you
>>42562948Is a with another man now?
If you're a first-comer here on this thread this early/late at night, I welcome you! Ask any question, the weirder the better. Photos that mean a great deal to you personally or photos directly related to the query help significantly.For the purposes of my craft, I carry no judgement. I regularly deal with the worst. What have you?
>>42563037>009Thank you I take it the idea i had in mind is completely wrong?
>>42563059>You're going to need improve the material conditions of your life in order to attract someone, simply put.I am not "rich" rich but I am doing ok. I hope it is the other one :D>possibly autisticthat would make two of us :DThank you very much!
>>42563062Two Wands ReversedThey're not currently, they're currently lost in thought with something separate of romance, I feel.>>42563070In a way, yes. I sense that there is compassion for you. Why so?>>42563071Ah, strict father. Good luck.
>>42563069Should i break away from my lifelong friend (both male). We had trouble because of his gf, felt attracted to each other
>>42562948Hello. I want to know if I fixed the issue with my servitors. I switched the energy they feed on and wanted to know if they are still alive and working.
>>42563069Reason why the truck should not be shipped to Hawaii?
>>425631027 WandsConstruct additional pylons>>42563099Knight PentaclesSix SwordsSeven WandsYou don't have to, really. But the question is, are you willing to deal with the emotional turmoil that comes with it? You could easily stick with him and be his friend but it would cause tension not only in your friendship with him but their relationship.Is that what you want? Choose wisely.>>42563113Justice ReversedLegal issues, perhaps something to do with duties? If looking for an excuse, use insolvency from fuel crisis. Why are you stuck on it?
>>42563122>102What does the pylons mean? Are they being attacked or something?
>>42563122>113thanksIt's actually a friend who wants to ship his truck there and I'm trying to convince him not to. Arguably it's the readers saying he shouldn't but I felt like I was getting an indication he shouldn't as well and wanted to confirm.
>>42562948Can I get advice with fs? What am I missing?
>>42563127Tower ReversedYes.
>>42563122>You could easily stick with him and be his friend but it would cause tension not only in your friendship with him but their relationship.Thanks that's the problem i see with it
>>42563069Does she expect me to contact her?
>>42563136Thank you.
>>42563135Five WandsTwo SwordsAn argument simmering beneath the surface, waiting to leap out. What has been eating you both? They want a solution to it. Give it to them straight.>>42563140Seven SwordsShe'd be surprised if you did. She's also a busy person, incredibly so. Perhaps, wait a bit, a day or two for a more advantageous time?
>>42563069Do I have a spirit wife?
>>42562948Am I being tricked right now? I feel like I'm doing good and people are just trying to wear my down.
>>42563069What does AG think or feel about me or the situation with me or anything? He’s an ex I dealt with that contacted me with a manipulative suicidal message in December after the district attorney threw out my case because I pressed charges too late for revenge porn.
>>42563069Financial status as of october 2026?also give me a number
>>42563069Will VK contact me in the next 7 days? My ex.
>>42563148>140thx
>>42562948Hey, will my 4 step plan work?
>>42563069What will happen between stranger and I in the next 30 days?
>>42563069Will I get what I currently want the most? Soon?
>>42563069Why did Caroline M. never return my stuff to me that I left in her care after I finally found housing being homeless and blocked me everywhere after stringing me along for months as sister/bestie telling me I saved her from suicide and she’s just visiting a different state and will come back….? Thank you
>>42563069Will I have healed mostly by next month?
>>42563069What year?
>>42563152Five SwordsPage CupsI would take this as a no and warning to tamper your ego in thinking like this. Love does not exist in the realm of the fantasy; it is the experience of life itself.>>42563156Queen of SwordsAre you being tricked by a woman who wears white constantly, has red hair and is always on the move? If not, I take it as a message to be wary of being taken advantage of with quick wit. >>42563157Queen CupsThe SunHe feels that you are someone who certainly can carry some strong grudges and even stronger emotions. I sense genuine effort, because he feels like this is his only option for redemption.Does he deserve it? Up to you.
>>42563069What will my next relationship be like?
>>42563069Remainder of June general? :0
>>42563069Is KD obsessed with me again?
>>42563197>157I went straight to the police and domestic violence organizations and a week later responded that I will escalate through legal channels because I told him to never contact me again after the district attorney and he contacted me three times that being his third when I finally responded….what a freak. Thank you
>>42563069It seems as if the more time that passes the more stagnant my life feels without my mother even though it's given me plenty of time to heal. Will I ever feel less neurotic?
>>42563069How much will my art twitter grow in the next 3 months and will I be able to get people to care about my stories?
>>42563159457 CupsMagician ReversedAvoid anything related to speculation or gambling. Do not attempt to "make miracles" or borrow to make ends neat if you can. Otherwise, you will manage till then.>>42563165The FoolThey may have already started a new beginning. Or, they may contact you with a new mindset.>>42563170The Lovers ReversedTo put it simply, you're going to encounter complications each piece of the way. If you push through, yes.>>42563173Knight Cups4 Pentacles Reversed7 WandsA profound learning experience if you're willing to not fight or get stuck on feeling superior. If they do so, indulge them, for they have a lot to tell.
>>42563159>>42563230cool thanks
>>42563230Last, thanks, it’s like you read my mind :( I’ll try to be good.
>>42563181Justice ReversedDo you deserve it?>>42563185Ace PentaclesTwo Swords reversedLikely found a bit of money on the side for it, but she had an opportunity she could not pass up next state over. Something tells me you are ware why, but wont admit it.>>42563188The World ReversedNo, you are doing something to prevent that healing. Or are ignoring the proper actions to do so.
>>42563255>>42563198Ace Swords ReversedYou will have a hard time communicating with your significant other. They will be loud, argumentative and also have the same trouble. It will be a difficult one.>>42563204Three Swords ReversedOh yes. A deeply sorrowful one too.>>42563208The High PriestessYou already know you will not until you can get away from the root problem.>>42563221The Empress ReversedSomething tells me you need to leverage more connections in order to build up a presence. I sense a powerful woman you can talk to in this regard.Gonna head to bed folks! Good night!
>>42563255Anything I should keep in mind while trying to heal?
Tradin.
>>4256191735, about to turn 36 in August.
>>42561267>Paint Watcher >In Antarctica Take it. This is not actually a job offer, they're seeking people courageous enough to come, to what they think, is a frozen wasteland, discovering Agartha instead in one of the entrances in the Ice Wall. It's worded this way, so that only people with nothing to lose apply - once you cross over to Agartha, you won't come back - at least not as your current self, in your current body.
>>42563415Thanks but clicking apply leads to dead link
AqIs having kids with him a possibility?
>>42563430It means you're either late or have failed certain requirements.
>>42563624I didn’t even search Antarctica the site was glitching out defaulting to it and I saw that ad. There is no late
>>42563591No, because you're both men at best, or you're a dumb, crazy whore, who bases such an important life decision on what some Anonymous person they don't even know, says by looking at their coffee grounds.
>>42561963Saturn in fall at the very cusp of the 7th house Ruler of the 7th house is mars in exile in the 8th houseDon't move there fren, looks really terrible
>>42563630So, you were led to it by no mistake. Such an offer is only for the ones with lots of patience (hence "watching paint dry"). Keep observing that site, a similar offer should soon become available to you - as long as you're... patient.
>>42563643lol ok. I clicked as soon as I could but the next page just didn’t load at all. Thanks though I be applying looking for jerb that goes easy on me back
>>42561963>>42563640You don't even have to do any kind of astrologic reading to know that moving to California (unless you're loaded as fuck) is a bad, fucking, idea.
>>42563684Q? Mine is outcome of contacting SM about what CM did to me?
Aq. Advice for the day?
AQAm I gonna make it this year?
Trading for a career related reading and a more general reading
AQWhere is my career heading? Will I make it?
>>42563867Q
>>42563798I’ll take the career can you tell me if I’ll achieve great beauty?
In line with the thread's title card, I am taking some queries. LEWD QUERIES PREFERRED. I can answer some love related ones, but I reserve the freedom to hand pick them depending on how heavy they are and my energy levels. I'll be drawing like 5 to 9 cards or so, doing a few readings here and there for fun :)
>>42563889Does Kenny wank himself thinking of me?
>>42563889Am I in the right version of this?
>>42563889K's feelings for me?
>>42563889Does that hot 30 something rave dj, single mom that stalks my Instagram is actually interested in me? Cuz I I would
>>42563889Will my next sexual encounter be older or younger? (M asking about F)
>>42563889Is my ex still thinking of me?
>>42563915How do you know she stalks your ig
>>42563921She doesn't follow me and watch all my reels, stories, etc. and my sister is her friend and she already asked my sister about me. My sister were sneaky enough to let me know that.
>>42563889What would have happened had I proposed the arrangement with her?
>>42563901>8 of Wands Rx, 7 of Wands Rx, 7 of Cups Rx, 9 of Swords Rx, 10 of Cups Rx.I'd say probably. It's likely. I don't get intense, overwhelming desire, but he does seem to have you in his mind sometimes, since the cards are easygoing and reversals of stressful or displeasing feelings. If he does wank to you, I also get a lot of slowness here, so he may be enjoying those fantasies quite thoroughly.>>42563915>10 of Swords, 8 of Swords, Ace of Pentacles, 6 of Cups, 2 of Swords, 10 of Wands, The ChariotI don't know why I but I don't get any bad feelings. The Swords cards that you drew aren't good for love in theory, but the rest are actually quite nice, and looking at the further I will interpret it as follows: she is into you, or at least you caught her eye. Ace of Pentacles and 6 of Cups are very good, at the very least, for some fun time. Plus, The Chariot, urges you to take action and control of your environment. Maybe you should somehow let her know you would. 10 of Wands betrays ease, you may get along. As for the other sword cards. My deck has the 8 of Swords as a woman bound by ropes and blindfolded. 2 of Swords is a woman that is also covered by a hood, and 10 of Swords is a main laying down, not stressfully so, I don't know why but I get the feeling she is submissive in bed, if that's what you're into. She'll want to feel taken by you or be dominated if you reach that point. Pay attention to her single motherhood status, though. Establish boundaries if anything seems amiss, especially with those sword cards. You lose nothing for trying.
>>42563889I keep sending signals to this guy and I even asked to hang out. he said no cuz he's too busy. I just wanna fuck him and I know for sure he likes me but he won't take my hints. Idk how to encourage him to shoot his shot too
>>42563889Will I get to fuck Matt? I feel like so, but I'd like to know if it's gonna be sooner than later, like this month or the next one. Thanks.
>>42563972Nice, thanks dude
>>42563889Did they violate a rule im thinking they did and will i get justice for it im hoping for?
>>42563889Describe the next girl I fuck
>>42563889Lewd? Maybe lewd:In my military serve, I was kept thinking about a camgirl (what a loser). Will I have a girl like that?
>>42563919>2 of Cups Rx, The Devil, Knight of Wands, 8 of Swords Rx, Hermit RxI'd lean towards younger. None of the cards scream an age per se, but this encounter feels like it burns very intensely and ends quickly. Probably a hookup. Very passionate and impulsive energy, heavy with temptation.>>42563920>6 of Cups, 4 of Wands, Page of Cups, 7 of Cups, 3 of Pentacles RxYes. They're reminiscing, fantasizing, and even wondering how your life is going. But the 3 of Pentacles Rx is a reality check. They don't want you back. It seems like it's more curiosity and some nostalgia, maybe replaying some good memories with you. Positive thoughts, but nowhere near romantic or pragmatic enough to say they want to be with you again.
>>42563983>The Hanged Man Rx, The Lovers, Wheel of Fortune, The Star Rx, 2 of Cups, 7 of Cups, 4 of Swords RxYou're that Hanged Man reversed lol. You're tired of him not catching a hint. On his side, there is actually mutual attraction (Lovers, 2 of Cups), so you would make a really good couple judging by these cards. But the other cards kind of confirm what he said. 4 of Swords Rx indicates fatigue, burnout, together with a Wheel of Fortune, it may indicate that his environment right now, maybe work related, simply do not give him the space to pursue, or they make him feel insecure. 7 of Cups is about wondering and doubting, and The Star Rx is a bit heartbreaking, he may feel like he has no chances with you, or doesn't know where it will lead if he pursues you. The Wheel of Fortune can play in your favor, and he may become more assertive at some point. Show yourself as an ally that enriches his life. I don't know how long you've been pursuing him, but I'm getting "give him some time". If you can, lighten some of his burden, if you're emotionally available for that kind of labor. If you know him, maybe you know of something or someone sapping his confidence.
>>42563889Which path will lead to my satisfaction, H or K? I love them both in different ways and it's tearing me apart.
>>42563889Did J lie to me about the silver chain's origin and importance?Will we get to see each other again? What will happen if we do?
AQ related to work and occupation.How can I take the best steps towards making the career I desire come to fruition? I'm wondering if I need to take more independent steps, work on further collaboration with locals, or if it's best suited to go full in on and online presence. That's not the best way to word it probably but I'd like some direction.
>>42563889Is there any way the somewhat taboo relationship that I desire would ever happen in real life?I'm J, Libra, she's A, Capricorn.
>>42563889What can I do to bring her back to wanting me again?
>>42564052Everything you mentioned is right, he told me that he's always had casual relationships which I'm okay with. But he also seems scared to even just pursue fucking me. I guess I'll wait
>>42563987>The High Priestess Rx, 8 of Cups Rx, Knight of Pentacles Rx, The Moon, Knight of CupsWell yes, it seems like you may fuck Matt, at least with that Knight of Cups and 8 of Cups Rx. As for timing though... I can't promise anything. The Knight of Pentacles is slow as fuck, and reversed well, he's fast as fuck, I could say, but The Moon and High Priestess Rx are both cards that really obfuscate this for me. If I'd have to choose, I'd say next month. Pay close attention to how things develop, that's what I'm getting.>>42563999Checked>Strength Rx, 9 of Cups Rx, 6 of Cups, 7 of Pentacles Rx, Page of CupsA youthful, sweet and somewhat emotionally vulnerable (maybe even a bit insecure) woman. She may come across as playful, flirtatious, or a little naive. The connection feels more casual than committed, this feels like a one night stand or hookup, but not something you both commit to. With the heavy emphasis on cups, she seems very gentle, both in demeanor and appearance.>>42564007I don't think it's lewd at all.>3 of Cups Rx, Knight of Pentacles, 5 of Cups Rx, The World, 9 of Wands, Ace of Pentacles, Wheel of FortuneNo. You'll have better. There's like a story here, I feel like. Maybe you're still a bit stuck in that fantasy, but some of the cards are lonely. 3 of Cups Rx, Knight of Pentacles and 9 of Wands especially. They all point towards a slowing down, catching a break, a respite, and 3 of Cups is a bit more on the nose with the loneliness thingy, but I interpret as either you having to wait for a period of time, or being lonely if you still hold on to your desire of wanting a camgirl. Maybe you have some views about intimacy that are quite performance based, work on that. There's a good silver lining though. Ace of Pentacles, The World and Wheel of Fortune all work in your favor. You'll get opportunities to experience what you want, but more authentically. Instead of a performance, you may actually find fulfillment, desire and love.
I'm stopping here, I'm sorry to all anons and anonettes who I couldn't reply to, I'm out of energy. I'll leave or return to lurking. Have a great day everyone :)
>>42564174>999Thanks
>>425641743rd. Well that is what I really want. It was just horniness of being around with men and not getting internet access :DThank you!
>>42563889Will T (female) ever going to call me for getting it on in a few years?
>>42563889When will I have good sex again?
>>42564174>987Thank you, dude. Maybe the moon and the high priestess rx are there because the situation is pretty fucking messy in general and I'm always kinda getting mixed signals from him.I don't know if this helps for the interpretation, but he has a girlfriend, let's call her Jess, that lives in another country and they were kinda open because of that (he even told me about this girl he met on a dating app but he said he couldn't go all the way with her). Sometimes it seems like he's flirting with me hard, sometimes he's obviously just thinking about Jess. I honestly don't want a relationship with him more than just friends or fwb best case scenario. Ah, also Jess will be flying here soon.
hi good morning
>>42564224Bunkus
>>42564224Hello there, Kochka! It's 1 AM here, and I'm thinking of getting ice cream.
>>42564224Are you doing readings, Kochka? >>42564101I could use some guidance
>>42564224Hi
>>42564226AAAAAHAHAfour of swordstake this weekend for rest and reflection, nothing bad going on but there are things that can get better but it needs some self introspection!!!>>42564227hierophantgo for a classic flavor, it'll do just fine!! i would rather sleep though>>42564228ok give me minutes please!!!>>42564230hi!!! what's your fav color??
>>42564248>227Haha thanks! I was actually thinking about getting vanilla, so yeah, the most basic possible. I need to study a bit more...
>>42564248>230I actually don't have a favorite, but those cats are cute, so I'll go with black.
>>42564224Hey good morning, could you read this please?>>42564089
>>42564224Hey Kochka, can you do this please?>>42564099
>>42564101nine of wands, four of wands, page of cupsalrighty going solo doesn't look like a good choice, seemingly in your career there must be cooperation, a single person carrying with all the tasks is just an almost forceful pause to your career, you need to work at least in pairs and i don't think you'd have trouble with that, i think i'd go for locals and listen to their experiences, their feelings so you can learn from and through them too during the process but doing everything on your own seems like a nono!>>42564261nine of pentacleshopefully july and august have good news for you, i saw a white envelope with some golden details, i don't think it'll be cash directly but some good news related to money or good opportunities. good news are on their way, a bit slow but they'll come
>>42564248kots for the kotgod
aqis she pretty?
>>42564224how am I supposed to become rich?
>>42564273wheel of fortune, sunh seems like a rather unstable option, it's a really good win and next day boom! greatest loss, if you're not a risky person then go with k, a bit too intense but stable and somehow feels like it's always there. feels like a hug.>>42564276show me a cat picture!!>>42564280hi>>42564281four of wandsprobably, cute enough to be wifey material
>>42564292>276Here yo go my liege
>>42564224Hi Kochka ! I'm thinking of focusing on myself more on protecting my peace and what I like to do in life. What makes me happy. How would my life look like when I take this path? I feel like something switched inside of me because I found this dumb online comment my brother made and I don't talk to him at all. Also, this Discord server keeps talking about me and I left like 3 years ago - get a life ! lol.
>>42564292>>42564273Thank you, I appreciate it
>>42564276>>42564296>did j lieseven of cups, three of swords, eight of pentaclesyes and seemingly put too much thought into the lie, i'd even say it wasn't a one person thingi don't think you'll be seeing j again, i san a person run away like "just give it and leave", and they ran back to a group of people.j is not trustworthy!!or maybe is, but is surrounded by bad influences!!
>>42564292can I get one card each forAE and AS?
>>42564218What a mess. As someone who sees sex as almost sacred between 2 people, this situation is teaching me a lot about humans lmao. So, let’s see what we’ve got. That “soon” is a bombshell and the situation is super messy now that you mention it. I think that this context just helps justify that Moon and High Priestess reversed, because it looks like he’s torn. He already pulled back on another girl, and he’s hesitating with you as well. If Jess arrives there this month, I am not sure if you can force it, it may backfire. If Jess comes by in a couple of months, that’s potentially enough time for an opening. If Jess comes by and she opens up about her messing with other guys, it may make Matt question his supposed “devotion” for Jess, maybe then you’ll find quite a good opening. I feel like a complementary interpretation I can give you is precisely one about making him “doubt” Jess or seeing her as not so important, those two cards can speak about some deception of sorts. It’s toxic, if you’re willing to step into that territory. All in all, I am not really sure how this dynamic works, in all honesty, it’s hard for me to separate physical intimacy from love, so I’m struggling to wrap my head around it even if the cards seem to be correct. That’s probably all I can say, it’s all a battle in his mind, and maybe you can nudge in one direction or the other. If you haven’t been assertive, maybe you should be more…? I am making too many assumptions here. May this resolve in the best way for everyone involved.
>>42564277>101Hmmmm very hmmmThank you, Kochka, I don't entirely know what to take from that. I know it's not best to do everything on my own and it's not even really feasible. But at the same time, my attempts to collaborate have been met with lukewarm reception at best or dismissal at worst. So I guess I need to find the right crowd. Thank you!!
>>42564224Hi Kochka.Wanted to ask, will I get to start my own job this year? I've been trying to change sector and I don't see much choice other than web or retail.
>>42564224Hi, good morning, if you are doing readings now can you do this query?Will I meet her again at the event next week?
>>42564319Welp, seems that I was played and played very well at that. Some months after it all started and I'm still suffering the consequences of allowing myself to fall in love.Thank you Kochka.
>>42564224>>42564248Good afternoon.I have asked too many specific queries recently (not to you specifically, but in general)So in the spirit of the OP image, I humbly request a general love reading.If you want or need anything else from me, please ask.
>>42564328Hey, are you still reading? I have a lewd.
>>42564277>261I have a number of blessings on their way right now, so this tracks. Thanks.
>>42564224Hii kitty
>>42564307hiqueen of cups, two of swords, six of pentaclesok so, short term might feel slow but it's a stage of emotional maturity towards yourself, however i feel this won't be enough, i feel like you do have matters to take care of, in a year i think you'll be making tough choices in order to free yourself, a voice just said "no matter how much you read or inform yourself, you know you need to solve something else first",the result might turn into a more compassionate ugimme minutes ill do more readings but i need to catch up
>>42564493>493What matters do I have to take care of?
>>42564493KochkaHere is a little discord where we readers keep in touch and generaly exchange notes and ideas please join us if you would like to r2jBMYvkN
>>42564292am I gonna make it this year kochka?
>>42564326>aeten of cups>asknight of pentacles>>42564338two of cupsyes, you might get help from someone and that'll help you change sectors, keep everything professional though.>>42564349seven of pentacleserrrr maybe not. like, she could attend but that doesn't mean you'll get to interact and if you do it'll feel forced because there will be many things around going on>>42564370ok give me a cat picture or a picture of power with nyankoaqshould i get or will i get new tattoos during my trip on august?
>>42564409>>42564460hi do u have a q?>>42564523ty, i already joined a couple days ago but idk what to say so i just lurk>>42564529do YOU want to?
>>42564529>>42564546yes
>>42564328Thank you very much for this follow up. Honestly, I can separate sex from love, but it's always better with at least a little bit of love; and I say that even if it's just platonic love. The only lays I regret were those that I wasn't actually friends with the guys. I had a little bit of a crush on Matt for a while, actually. It kinda comes and goes. I guess this is also why I'm still kinda hung up on having sex with him - I've found him attractive since we first met and I actually thought our chemistry was surprisingly good (I honestly never felt that "first time meeting chemistry" with anyone, not even past lovers), but if we weren't close friends I don't think I'd still be thinking this much about fucking him. At the same time, I am pretty sure our compatibility as friends wouldn't translate as bf/gf. It's a weird feeling. I've known him since 2024, but we only got close last year. My crush started around november last year, and as I said it comes and goes but I think right now it's more on the weaker side, but I still really like him as a friend.>If Jess arrives there this month, I am not sure if you can force it, it may backfireYeah, Jess will be arriving later this month, and she'll be around until mid July. I thought so too, that this month maybe way too soon, it's just that I have this gut feeling that something bad will happen to me soon (won't get much into it) and the vulnerable moment might be an opening, but I think unless I was drunk, I wouldn't go with it because I know he would feel absolutely guilty doing that before meeting Jess again.>If Jess comes by and she opens up about her messing with other guys, it may make Matt question his supposed “devotion” for JessHe told me that he doesn't want to know at all and prefers not to think to much about it. Which seems like a bad strategy in my mind, but hey. I really don't know Jess enough to know if she's the type of girl that needs sex more frequently.Damn, I have to do a part 2 lol
>>42564224FemaleWho is my future hubby?
>>42564532Can I ask a q? ^^ do i know my next bf already?
>>42564546Would I be successful singing on tiktok?
>>42561756Well. By the Knight of Swords reversed it seems like you are quite tired of the marriage. This can also be saying that you may not bring the same energy to the marriage as before but its to he expected. She expects high energy and action it seems. Also it looks like her passions are moving swiftly back and forth with fickleness. What brought your marriage together was a type of mutual understanding. "I love you. You love me. We dont argue much and there isnt really a reason not to." Almost like a sensible decision was made. What keeps you together now is a touch of fear of the repercussions of a divorce. It seems like you dint want to hurt eachother, no. Its more like she wants something different but youre trying to avoid getting hurt/cheated on. What definitely needs work right now is a confrontation. There are dormant energies and ideas to be opened and shared. It will get ugly but must be addressed. Outcome and advice, the idea of her cheating is pretty much in her mind, if it hasn't happened already. The marriage wont end anytime soon for fear of heartbreak, or hurting eachother. But the pain inside your heart will continue
>>42564580Thanks man, it means a lot. I'm really tired and she keeps hiding things from me and I don't even need to hack her stuff to know, it's the same pattern from before
>>42564224her feelings for me?
>>42564598Im sorry. Really. I hope you find peace soon in whatever form it may come
>>42564563(cont)>One about making him “doubt” Jess or seeing her as not so important, those two cards can speak about some deception of sortsBut like, would that come from me? Cause I truly have no interest in being a "homewrecker" just for a fuck. I don't have anything against Jess. >it’s all a battle in his mind, and maybe you can nudge in one direction or the other.If it wasn't for her (and something else that I won't get much into), I think I'd have made a move already. It's very weird cause once I leaned close to him and he said he felt uncomfortable because of his relationship, and two days later he was leaning much much closer against me when there was plenty of space for him to not do so. Just to give some examples, I don't think I'm crazy for thinking he's giving mixed signals: >On group settings, he always sits by my side, even when I suggested that he could sit by someone else's side he'd joke saying that I don't like him>He doesn't break contact when our skin touches, and once he even playfully bumped me harder when I accidentally bumped him when drunk. >He does a lot of sexual jokes, and he has told me about some of his sexual preferences when drunk, including being unable to have sex with complete strangers and that he must at least care about the person a little >He once got onto his knee with a ring box, and made a fakeout joke as if he was about to propose to me. It only made me insanely confused>Pretended he was gonna bite me more than once (he was also drunk)>He wants to move to the same neighborhood as me (I'm currently his closest friend in this country tbf). Has called it "when we live together">Whenever we hangout, we spend at least another half hour talking during our goodbyes. tbf, I don't know how he does it with his other friends.>Has called me Jess twice>Makes a lot of plans for us to hang out and even invites himself to the stuff I'm doing (I don't mind)>We don't do a lot of eye contact and he noticed it>Etcetc
>>42564622Query?
>>42564622Q?>>42564632Q?
>>42564546>hi do u have a q?Is the worst about to be over? I think I'm reaching a turning point, not sure into what however
>>42564637outcome of contacting SM about what terrible thing CM did to me? you?
May I please get one card? :)
>>42564532Funnily enough, both images are related to one of the individuals my query pertains to.One of them... There's at least two currently in my headspace.I'm not Denji, I swear.(I hope)
>>42564610Hey Poncho, could you please help me with a situation?
trrraaaaaaading
>>42564682What is your query ?
AQWhat does P want from me now? I thought he didn't want me?
>>42564702>>42564657this one sorry had a phone call lmk urs if u around
trade
>>42564769Query?
>>42564661page of cups, justice, king of swords, seven of cupsi can see youre trying but youre probably trying a bit too hard and people can tell, im not saying you come out as desperate but the world can tell this subject is a bit too relevant for you lately. however you should always aim for the right thing, the place where feelings are mutual AND reciprocated, i have a feelign theres a slightly toxic person in your life and you shouldn't favor those who do others wrong, that's a red flag. it is important you voice your needs and boundaries, the people worth dating respect that and don't throw a tantrum over it, also stop wasting time making a decision or wondering what's better for you or for them, no matter how much you plan something, love doesn't work that way.im sorry i took too long im the only one at work and i didnt sleep well so im having ahard time existing
>>42564783outcome of contacting SM about what CM did to me? you? this person stole/sold my things that I left with them when I was homeless promising me they're my best friend and I saved them from suicide.......
>>42564788Do I have a better shot with S or R?Starting yours
>>42564786>i can see youre trying but youre probably trying a bit too hard and people can tell, im not saying you come out as desperate but the world can tell this subject is a bit too relevant for you lately.LOLYeah that pretty much sums it up. Oof. I'm that obvious?And for the toxic part, bit and pieces are there. Probably from me focusing on the wrong thing.I'll ponder this.Thank you very much, anon. Here is a spicy cat in return.I am also backlogged at work. It is one of those days.
>>42564788Strength knight of cups 8 of wandsI believe SM will feel it is important for you to get justice in the situation and will work rather quickly for you to get it.
>>42564807S: 10 of wand 7 of wand rx 5 of sword rx 7 of cups rx page of cups 8 of cups rx R: 8 of cup knight of cup rx strength ace of wands page of pent star rx what a mess I'm sorry both aren't straightforward things, with S it's going back to the old but with R it is moving past the old to the new even though it is awkward at first, S you'll stop fighting for it eventually
>>42564837Ty good luck with everything
AQIs she in C? Or is she in T?
>>42564563I’m learning a lot in here, and I’m not joking. I have not experienced crushes ever, so it’s hard for me to understand the intensity of such a feeling. In any case, you seem good natured and you don’t aspire to break them up on purpose nor to deceive or be toxic to him, I like you for that, you could be more of a snake, but you’re not. Your feelings seem to be capped at a friends with benefits type of situation. I think it’s normal for your infatuation to die down, it’s been a few months. If anything, it’s a testament to your feelings. I’ll lay you down some personal opinions, as a clueless guy to a “clue-full” girl in these matters, and you can do as you best decide. If I find the energy, I may do you a reading another day to have more clarification, but I can’t right now, I’m preparing some dinner after busting myself with a workout.The fact that he doesn’t want to know is very sketchy. He wants to hide, and in my mind it feels like it’s because he knows or fears the worst. I agree with you. If the relationship is agreed to be open, it should come with a lot of honesty and accountability. Otherwise it’s just cheating with extra steps. To me it’s like he hopes Jess didn’t do anything, but he will not want to know. He wants the relationship with exclusivity, but he wasn’t willing to set that boundary, instead opting to open it maybe for her sake. Therefore, he’s hiding, like The Moon card.Secondly, I personally don’t drink so I don’t know how reliable half of the things he may say while drunk are true. So first, don’t drink hehe :) Anyway. I’m not a player (I hope), but from the outside it does look like he’s playing you. I don’t think he is oblivious to your feelings, he is keeping you in orbit, maybe to replace Jess at some point? He hasn’t had sex with you because he is in denial. I’ll go for a part two, just for some closing remarks. Sorry for any typos, I’m on phone.
>>42563889Female Who am I losing my virginity to? I'm attracted to men.
>>42564875Continuation.He hopes that Jess fits his ideal relationship, but I honestly feel like the trust is kind of broken. The truth doesn’t fear exposure, only lies are insecure. Do you think you can pull back? What would happen if YOU were the one to not give him time of day? Your best bet here, if you want to cherish your feelings and not be an ass, is to wait, and maybe focus on the other things that seem to bother you, but from November 2024 to now it’s quite a long time. The line between friendship and romance blurrs further the more you keep engaging with him, that’s why I advise distance. Not to play a game, but just to see where the line stands. I think you can make sexual jokes with friends or have light touch, but the amount of push and pull is not trivial here, and the context can be considered intimate in some cases. It’s not like he did it once and then stopped, and sometimes he will do it on purpose to you. That’s why to me it looks like a game.That’s just my advice for now. The whole kitchen is a mess. I apologize if you think I made some wild leaps or let out some blunt comments, but you had the courage to lay it all out for me, so I’ll pay in kind. There’s also the possibility of my limited experience tainting the way I see things. If so, I’m sorry for that too, I’m trying my best xDTLDR: Focus for a while on yourself and gauge. While Jess is there, don’t stay too much near him, and even after she’s gone, give yourself a buffer and see if he reacts in any way, if he changes in any way. Maybe that’ll also give you an opportunity to see his priorities as well. If things don’t chanhe, I would honestly find someone else. I’m sure there’s plenty of people who can sweep you off your feet like he did. He seems just too stupid, though. I also learned from this whole thing that when I’ll have a girlfriend I should probably be direct, cause godamn. Anyhow, I’m going to eat. Take care.
>>42564913q?
>>42564945advice that would help me most right or to heed the most ... ? for this month or rest of year or in general, anything. You?
>>42564957should i get new tattoos during my trip on august? starting yoursssss
trading rnnnnn
>>42565003Q?
>>42564957two of swords, king of swords, queen of swordsokay so whatever you need advice for, an immediate situation, you could control it but somehow i feel you're allowing others or the universe to solve it out for you, you've had the answer many times right in front of you but idk if youre either too dense or want the answer written in a white sheet of paper with instructions, you're losing control not because you dont have it but you're allowing others to take it. you seek control by giving yours and it doesn't work like that, you have to step up for yourself, be more logical and put reason over feelings, you do not necessarily need to be rude or anything but i think you're not showing up for yourself enough, talk to the mirror, force yourself out of bed, no one's coming to save youuuuuu
>>42565014Sorry about the delay!! king of wands rx 7 of swords rx king of pentacles 8 of wands rx If you can find someone solid, reputable, strong, and the design itself strong and lasting then go ahead but it seems like you're going to run into a lot of revisions perhaps or stalled timing and the first card seems to be an expression of frustrated ego or impulsiveness that you're doing this with which is vacation tattoo energy but to be first and reversed as a card... eh. The strongest is King of Pentacles, if you can fullfill his requirements go ahead. Be honest about why you want to get it too..
>>42565012what should i be doing this summer before i move to LA in august? what is ur q?
>>42565036because it's the best souvenir i can get, besides its been a couple years since my last tattoos, thank you so much anon
>>42565039Could you just tell me something coming up that would be in my interest to know about?Ill start yours now
>>42565099eight of swordsfour of wandsace of wandsi think there is some kind of event or celebration you are worried about attending in the future but that it seems like it's going to bring a new beginning in your life and feel extremely fun and fulfilling. if theres any event you have coming up, i think whatever it is you can expect to find good news :)
>>42564875>>42564911Thank you, dude! I truly appreciate your insight, and I am glad to give you a new perspective haha Don't apologize, you've been nothing but thoughtful, really.Last comments, for clarity and for a bit of gossip too, I guess lol: >I think he genuinely loves Jess, but his dick is confused.I don't think he's a player, he seems sincere and he puts a lot of effort to make Jess happy and he doesn't even have a big dating history nor body count. He has made all of the plans for her trip her, and I think that he paid for everything but her plane tickets. He's been talking about it nonstop. He calls her everyday and he bought her flowers with a VPN so that she could get them in the country she's living in. He tells me she changed his life and keeps showing me the same pictures of her when he's very drunk, telling me how much he wants to smother her. BUT. I think he might be a bit attracted to me sexually and maybe super surface level if something else. The thing is, I don't think he himself knows or at least wants to admit that, and that he brushes it off as "stuff close friends do". But yeah, I think he especially doesn't want to know about her sex life outside of himself because he truly loves her. To me it sounds like a recipe for disaster on the long run.>He might have noticed that I have something going for him I am not sure, maybe I'm just paranoid but some of his banter and jokes made me think that. That would be the only explanation for the proposal fake out joke, but even then I just looked at him really puzzled which made things kinda awkward, maybe he thought I was gonna blush from the idea.>He hopes that Jess fits his ideal relationshipTalking from a neutral point, I think he romanticizes their relationship to a fault. He talks about how he thought it was destiny, that she changed his life forever, that they'll move in together when he goes back. I think it's cute, but naive. Part 2 coming haha
Not sure if the right place, but how can i grow my ability to see aura or energy?As I can see trails or glow round my hands, and ive started noticing like.. nearly invisible static or heat from plants sometimes too
>>42565163(cont)They've been together for barely 1 year and a half, and 7 months of that were long distance. He sometimes tells me how they have some arguments for, in my opinion, the most minor shit. Also, he told me he hides some parts of his personality to her. Like sometimes we are joking and he will say "Man, I could never tell this to Jess, she would think it's awful". I don't think he says that to woo me or anything like that, but I find troublesome that he "can't show her that side" and I've told him that, that my partners all know every part of my personality. He told me something like "maybe someday". I guess because I have an experience with a really, really long relationship, all of those things just scream "babby's first relationship" to me.>Do you think you can pull back? I kinda have. I am not in my best moments mentally as of late, and when I am with him I feel this weird kind of "high", it's a mix from our friendship, with the slight crush, with the chemistry and attention and sometimes the booze (we don't drink everytime but it's quite often haha). It's quite addictive, and I bet he feels similarly, too. I'm 65% sure that some other friends of ours think we're already fucking due to our closeness - only one guy joked about it and Matt ignored it at the time but later told me he was kinda pissed because our other friend knows he's not single. Anyway, like any other high, it's making me crash once it wears off, and it's miserable as fuck. It's not just his fault, but whenever we hang out (and when we do, we spend the whole day together) it gets much worse. So I was actually being less chatty with him, engaging a little bit less in our texts, and he noticed. He asked me multiple times if I was okay, and told me that I was quieter these days and if I needed anything. Which is pretty funny, considering that he's usually the type that doesn't reply to text for days on end - except for his family, Jess, me and a few close friends.Shit, now to part 3
>>42565175(cont)>While Jess is there, don’t stay too much near himYeah, this is actually my plan as well. He really wants me to meet her and I want to meet her too. But I don't think I wanna thirdwheel them lol Especially considering everything. I am sure she would notice too, and he told me she isn't jealous but I don't want to test it out. Also they are going to go to some other states as well during her stay, so that's good.As for when she leaves, I don't know. Again, we are really close friends. Also we're both foreigners where we currently live so it's good to have this type of support, and to speak our native language together. Oh, btw, he invited me today to go out with to an event. I'm still thinking if I should do it or not.Thank you for taking your time and talking to me btw, this was oddly cathartic, even though I've talked about it with my close friends before too. Hope you had a great dinner, and that you could get some enjoyment from this soap opera haha
>>42565039My apologies for the delay.What anon needs to do before his move to LA:> Hanged Man Rx> Two of Wands> Ten of Wands RxIf funny that the two of wands: the card of future plans is in the middle. I take that as a sign that the move is worth doing.The Hanged Man Rx tells me that though you will let go of people catch up first and keep in touch after the move.But the things you dont like, the ones that are a burden, as covered with the tej of wands Rx, the things that were truly a burden let those go.In short hold you final meeting with friends, write the farewell facebook post and forget the rest. Then focus on planning the future. I guess that is obvious: what else is there to do with a move?
>>42565224Trade?
>>42565136Would this be a fun event or would it be for work? (Could still be fun but different vibe you know..) Would this be in town or out of town? My bad I cannot help but wonder with that follow up.
>>42565174LSD or psilocybin mushrooms for a quick fix. Otherwise, practice and leveling up.
>>42565182Being forced into a third part is peak lmao.The more you tell me the more that Moon card stares at me. It's so, so naive to hide yourself. Especially if this is a first relationship. If he can't be himself in the first, how will he know he is loved for who he is? I feel like he may be more uninhibited with you than with Jess because with the latter is putting up a front just to be liked. I am not who to talk about experience, I have literally 0 of it, but that must be exhausting to keep up.What I do want to focus is on your mental state. Glad you realize this is becoming an emotional rollercoaster. No matter how "good" it might feel, it's like doomscrolling imo. You "like" it for a bit and then you realize the time was wasted and you can't get it back. Prioritize yourself, first and foremost. Easy for me to say when I haven't experienced that high, but I've had my own addictions that I'm quitting, so I believe I have a reference point in something lol. Irrespective of how he feels, I'd still say to prioritize your mental state. This mess isn't something you seem to need in your life right now. Who knows, maybe you'll find the peace satisfactory.>I'm still thinking if I should do it or not.The best time to plant a tree was 20 years ago. The second best time is now :)>Thank you for taking your time and talking to me btw, this was oddly cathartic, even though I've talked about it with my close friends before too. Hope you had a great dinner, and that you could get some enjoyment from this soap opera hahaThanks a lot, I am amused, a bit. It's such a circus. But I enjoyed helping you in any way, you venting all of it was already worth it, so thanks for trusting me with it. With how autistic I am sometimes, I will remember your issues for quite a while too. If you ever see me around the forums, don't forget to say hi, or ask for more readings. The more I know my querants the better my readings are :)
>>42565267Yeah, it's really funny. I was also doing some tarot readings for our friends once and he asked me a reading for "Will I get married?" or something like that. I don't remember the cards exactly, but it was something like "Yeah, but not to the person you're thinking of right now". He got so upset that he didn't want any more readings, ever lol It's not his first relationship but it's his first one in a decade. Also, thank you. It's hard to navigate because at the same time he's been quite "triggering" for me, he has also helped me a ton. That's why I'm no "quitting cold turkey", but I'm setting some mental boundaries without compromising our friendship too much. Also I don't think it's fair to him, either.>It's such a circusYou know what's funny? I hope I'm wrong, but I have a bad feeling about this trip with Jess. I feel like they're going to fight at some point. Maybe it's me being crazy, maybe it's pattern recognition. I sincerely hope I'm wrong, I am very bad at dealing with my friends crying kek>If you ever see me around the forums, don't forget to say hi, or ask for more readingsSure thing! Thanks again!
>>42565267Are you still answering queries?
>>42565175>>42565182>>42564625He’s 100% toying with you and wants the attention while his heart is elsewhere. You say that you don’t want to be a homewrecker just for a fuck, yet look at what you’re insinuating with your query. This man is making a fool of you and you’ll keep getting stuck in bad situations until you learn to value yourself, which includes not reducing sex down to a bodily function. Will Jess and him work out? Probably not, so I wouldn’t feel too guilty about your interference, it just seems that you’re not perceiving this connection accurately and wasting time because of it.
>>42565262what does practice nad leveling up mean in this context?Like just practice looking at the trail/aura of my hands and such? as i do feel as ive done this it's what led me to notice the invisible haze off flowers.And i can kinda see this like.. invisible 'arcs' or sparks move between my fingers when i place them close to eachother now.
>>42565359I guess I'm too getting my fix with the attention as well, anon, so I don't think that's entirely on him if that's the case. I do want to fuck him, yeah (weird that this is how it all started haha), but what I mean by "homewrecker" is that I don't want him to break up with Jess to be with me. If they're open still and he's willing, I'd be down for it. If not, I don't want to get involved or try to "steal" him. Again, I like our friendship and I don't think we would be a good match romantically (I think he's a tad bit too emotional and seems to have anxious attachment as well), but going by our physical chemistry and interactions, I bet it would be a great fuck. I disagree with the wasting time part because we're good friends regardless of anything else. I might find some other dude in the meantime and we'd still be friends, as we were before I had the crush or wanted to fuck him.
>>42565390get outta there :(((((
good evening mesdames et messieurs. i offer a couple iching reads. no incel qs, no yes or noi'll pick what i feel called to
>>42562264>>42562264Anon, it's your lucky year. And next year.Put it ALL into Micron and Taiwan Semi-conductor Everything you can afford if you're willing to gamble. Not financial advice.Not gambling advice.Just saying if you want something to change - you need to change something.Burn the ships.It's the only reason I made the changes I did - I took huge risks on myself, and they have paid off HUGE. And will continue to do so it looks like.But I only took massive risk, because I put myself on a position I didn't have any other option really - I quit my job over half a year ago and have been living on credit.Credit will run out. Had to do something.I did. It was scary as he'll. I only did it because I burned my ship - my wage slave income. I always knew betting on myself was the right answer, and yes, nobody else is here to tell me no or it's a bad idea or even punish me despite it working out.up over 110% since April my man. April. Imagine of I did this back when I quit but was too scared to lose 5k to move my position.... I'd be up almost 500% instead.Micron 1400 by the end of the yearTSMC will hit 800.Not financial advice.Gamble at your own risk.>If you want your life to change - you need to change your life.With no animosity but all the energy, picrelBet on yourself.
>>42565438Good evening! May I ask for advice on how to deal with my boss please? She's throwing a temper tantrum because her bff quit and is taking it out on us, lol.
>>42565438FemaleHow is my summer?
>>42565390>I guess I'm too getting my fix with the attention as wellCongrats, it’s not only unhealthy for him but for you too.>I do want to fuck him, yeah (weird that this is how it all started haha), but what I mean by "homewrecker" is that I don't want him to break up with Jess to be with me. Then what do you want exactly? Having sex with him while he has eyes for another woman, with there being no benefit to you other than a dopamine rush, cheapens you. You’re number two.>If they're open still and he's willing, I'd be down for it. He doesn’t want the relationship to be open and would only be doing so because it’s what she has a preference for and his low self-esteem won’t challenge it. IMO, relationships aren’t truly open when one party is coerced/forced through an ultimatum. You use the terms to mentally distance yourself from the truth that there are actually still strings attached.>I bet it would be a great fuck.If instant gratification is what you want to live for, I suppose you deserve however this situation implodes. Being able to mentally separate sex from love doesn’t mean that you should.>I might find some other dude in the meantime and we'd still be friends, as we were before I had the crush or wanted to fuck him.Because the men we see tend to enjoy hanging around the other guys we’ve gotten it on with; how considerate of you.
>>4256544634.26 > 30you're not doing bad already. i think you're tempted to match her energy, do not do that even if you think you're on friendly terms. don't engage in drama, don't vent to your coworkers about her, don't respond, and don't get upset. it's a temporary storm that'll pass soon.view it as an opportunity to train patience and tolerance. good luck
>>42565438Could I get a reading on job opportunities for the near future? I've had a couple of leads but nothing concrete so far. Thanks!
>>4256544745.6 are you in a relationship? if you are you'll break up, if not it's some other kind of relational loss. ultimately for the best. >>42565490the job market's fucked>>42565467i agree with this guy
>>42565482Thank you so much!
>>42565438Will my body ever turn into what I want? Which is like a greek god? Right now I look like a strongman with a big belly.
>>42565438how is my progress in training myself? i feel like im starting to see aura's
>>42565438How will things go for me the next year?
>>42565498>467Thank you. I’m a married woman, actually. FwB is beyond trashy, with the addition of third party usually making it worse. I’ve been in a similar situation as a teenager and heavily regretted obsessing over a jerk-off. Once we grow, these become guys that we look at with disgust/distain rather than attraction. Even inexperienced men can have a player mentality because our trajectories as people aren’t linear.
>>42565438What can I do to make AR regret it without that compromising my wellbeing?
>>42565438Will they come back for me within the next couple of weeks?
>>42565438Tell me how to get rich
>>42565498>other kind of relational lossFriends or family?
>>42565438Thinking on starting a business with a friend. What field would be best for money and success?
>>42565438could you please tell me what would happen if i go sicko mode this weekend (take mushrooms and confess my love to someone)
>>42565438What advice do I need to hear to make progress in my life?
>>42565569I can't stop complaining about how much my life sucks, because I know how much better it could be and how easy it would be for the powers that be to just fix it in one quick shot and they just won't do it. It's infuriating. How about you?
>>42565652its ok, complaining and venting is natural, especially when life just plain sucks. it'll get better though. and honestly, i'm stressed and just burnt out
Air queryWill I get the peace and (sense of) home I need?
>>42565229Are you still around?
Aq. Is a still alive?
Anyone able to do a lewd AQ?
Aq. I made a mistake today. Am I back on track?
>>42565510Is your fat visceral (under the muscle) or under the skin? If it's visceral fat, the only way to really get rid of that is to do intermittent fasting and not load up on carbs before you sleep.
Looking to trade
>>42566022Q?
>>42566015Under the skin. Also I am athletic. Good cardio, tons of power, but in looks I just look maybe scarry not esthetic.
>>42566140Aside from changing your hormonal profile, you just need to be in a calorie deficit while ensuring you get enough protein and electrolytes to prevent eating away at your muscle tissues.
Aq. Did IT fix my problem?
Doing coin flip readings - ask any yes/no question
>>42566258will i pass my test tomorrow?
>>42566186>>42566258Can I ask this?
>>42566264heads- yes!
>>42566267tails- no :(
>>42566268oh hell yeah, thank you anon. good vibes to ya
>>42566258Can I ask if I'm back on track after my mistake?
>>42566273Darn. Thanks
>>42566279heads- yup
>>42566258Hello. Is f what I need to make progress?
>>42566314>>42566314>>42566314NEW THREAD
>>42566258Im gonna find a girl this month
>>42566258Asteroid on eth?orAsteroid on sol?
>>42566258Is my choice right?
>>42565438eat shit
