I have always been plagued by a lack of strong desire. I'm not particularly sexual, ambitious, or driven, and I have never had any major traumatic experience that would explain it. Over time, I have become increasingly convinced that this is a spiritual malaise rather than a psychological one.I do feel emotions very intensely, but honestly, I don't seem to experience most of the emotional spectrum. I mainly feel simpler emotions such as anger, joy, and ennui.
I'll keep an eye on this thread, see if anyone has a solution! lolI am equally pleagued, exact same issue, with an added issue of not even caring enough to want major changes. But it would be good to know how.
Figure out which Astral body aligns most closely with your intelligence, then sit in a meditative position and imagine yourself slowly orbiting around that planet. go very very slowly and try to pick up enough speed to fly. stay away from the clouds of darkness and bright lights. if they approach, move aside and swing past their orbit.practice imagining picking things up without moving your hands, and walking without moving your feet. picture taking steps across the room while remaining still. close your eyes and then do it again. try to walk from one side of the room to another back and forth while you remain meditating. don't touch your physical body while you're doing this until you have lots of practice. once you do this, close your eyes and try to watch a room that you're no longer in. move your hands that do not move in that room and walk back and forth in the room. at this point, your body should begin to manifest itself as a colored sort of smoke or a literal "spirit". once you're at this stage, begin to practice moving both bodies at the same time, and with your eyes open. it's okay to touch your physical body now, and you can push on things with body bodies at the same time to augment your strength or speed or intelligence. at this point you'll become extremely psychically active and you need to focus on God and virtue and the good things. This is okay because it's not magic because it's using your senses God gave you, but you need to be careful not to fall into dark temptations. Don't talk to the higher intellects or attempt to enter realms beyond our own, and never try to possess others or speak with the dead.
>>42561948you are describing psychopathy psychopaths have a limited emotional range; mainly rage and manic joy !psychopaths are not necessarily bad people but have the capacity to do EVIL ACTS without remorse since you have admitted this on a public channel you should expect the government to seek you out. as such so they can brainwash you to be an asset assassin clown... I suggest buying a hamster drowning it in your toilet then freezing it and then use it as a dildo it the only way to know if you are good or evil you will see a woman with a yellow umbrella, she will ask you where Cleveland is Tell her "I don't like Swiss cheese"
>>42561948not your friend here anonjust an acquaintance of yoursone that happens to claim to be a skepticthat doesn't knowwhat is realand what isn'tskeptic being the label I choose to use when trying to convey to other's what to judge me bylike thisis me tryingto communicateeven if I suck at itas evidentby my formatting choices/editing blundersbasicallypostingrandom gibberishon account of the waymy typo's make it impossible to tell what I really meantwhen what I really meant was made up bullshit put into a very particular order in the 1st placeall mundane, mortal and primal likenot spiritualokaya fair warningmorethen any of you deserveNOT SPIRTIALnope, nope, nopeprimalumm...old fashionedif you willlike before any faith that ever faith'd was createdthat'swhat I am:Danyways, by "you"I do of course meananyone doesn't matter who you areas not knowingwhat is realand what isn'tmight make me crazysureI'm awarebut if the rest of youcan't prove what you say is truejust by saying itthen what is worsebeing crazy in a world full of crazy folks while aware you're crazyor being crazy while thinking your sane when you're not>things that make me go hmm...
>>42563951*gently hands u a furby* its alright anon
>>42561948Jack off with purpose and good will.
Can you hear my voice in your head?
Will you get in trouble if it really was me? Because I'm kinda just doing things on my own
Ok I'll stop its going to make everyone uncomfortable
This is not a board for autists
>>42564494What did you just call me?
>>42564789Hylic or nigger, or schizo, or glowie, or whatever
>>42564922No that wasn't it. Say it again and see what happens.
>>42563985*holds furby upside down*wtf am I supposed to do with this thing?!?*gives it a shake just to see if anything comes out*
>>42561948Read this. But basically don't eat meat, smoke, drink alcohol, no orgasm. You are giving up these physical pleasures to gain a great meta physical "pleasure" or experience. It's the way I view it. You sacrifice these things to gain astral abilities/powers
>>42566212>>42566230Hey. I'm talking to you. What made you think you could call me that?
>>42566409Apologize immediately and promise me you'll never use words like that ever again
>>42561948Get out and put yourself in new spaces, doing new things, breaking the routine of being world-weary. Bring back your sense of awe or surprise. Bring home trophies or items to graft emotion to the memories. Pictures are the traditional move.Reorganize your space and display items and trophies with care, reigniting your sense of contentment, gratitude, and pride. Cultivate appreciation with those around you, actively seek out adoration and compassion.As you say intense emotions are still happening, time to actively guide what you want into your life.
Vore land elementals around your house.
Where's my apology?
>>42566409as the 1st anon you're responding to I feel there's a decent chance you miss clicked when responding to my post meaning to respond to someone else's insteadmaybe notit's always possible you're about to go off on some pyscho rant about made up bullshit that doesn't exist for "reals" anywhere but in your own headbut maybe notmaybe you real did get called something by someone elsewent to confont them about itbut clicked on my poston accidentthe way I do on a regular basis myselfso that's howI can tellit's a thing without needing to read anyone's mind but my own*shrugs*
>>42561948The Middle Pillar ritual. Beware though, it's very powerful and banishing beforehand and journaling is ABSOLUTE MUST. If you can't do them and are not ready to deal with your own demons, don't do it.
Last chanceApologize or suffer the consequences
Alright then
Did this thread get slid lol? Do they not want us to know about the astral?
Wtf the bots on this thread. Bumping it though cause I need to know for myself too. I think I can bring out the astral just fine, but I live in my head too much and my energy is very defensive and economical, it dissolves / astral withdraws the moment I start moving in the outside world and encountering other astral imprints (of other people).
>>42561948Visualize a rotating apple in your mind
>>42566079Autist
>>42561948I assume cultivating your qí would help you
