Does God expect you to work a full time job when possessed to get rid of a demon? I already know I may need to give up cigarettes and weed. I have involuntary speech going on, and involuntary movements like running walking and doing things. The demon has to seem to trick me into hitting anyone but not to speak through meCan anyone who has got a successful exorcism/demon removal comment on the steps needed before it works? Ive seen over 10 priests or pastors nothing has helped. I fear God is going to force me to work full time through demonic rape because he's being harder on me than most other people or something.Have any schizos or demon possessed got a job? I was considering it because I know it's a real demon and I fear God may be the type to demand me to work a full time job and maybe even more activity through demons raping me. Medicine doesnt remove the demon stuff, I take a brand new anti psychotic I get schizobuxx for having a demon. I knew it was a demon but I applied for schzobux anyways.I did the math, I get exactly 20 hours a week minimum wage in California (where I live) which no taxes taken out of income. About $1300 a month.I'd have to work 40 hours through like 10 or so different voices while having what I think is demons sexually assaulting me. To describe it in terms people who don't think demons are real understand, I hallucinate touch of sexual assault and unconsensual touching. It feels like a ghost is molesting and raping me and I mean, I feel the actual touch but cant see itI have no skills and would need to get a job as a cashier within walking distance of my home since I can't drive due to the fact I fear i may kill someone if I drove. It's probably a bad idea to drive when severely hallucinatingI fear I'd get a job, work 40 hours a week, God doesn't remove the demon and then I'm stuck working through rape hallucinations 40 hours a week. That's be worse than the wagie in pic relalted, absolute torment.
>>42569348What would you rather have, that someone who owes you but you like them return what they owe by slow and painful wagecucking, or that they just go to you directly?
>>42569393I've tried going to God directly he literally ignores me and lets me be raped. I've also tried reading the Bible 10 hours or more a day for like 6 months straight.I don't fully believe Christianity any more but if it removed me demon I bet I'd believe a version of it instantly.Is that what you meant? I didnt fully understand your post I thinK i guessesd
>>42569399Nah, you were accurate.When were you last in nature? Does it offer some noticeable improvements? I have the impression that too much time spent in city residences is weakening, even before considering stuff like paint offgassing and crappy airflow.Maybe go for a swim, at a natural or uh idk the human built kind of swimming place? Grounding can help.Also are you eating more than just grains / sugar?
>>42569399God can’t stop you from getting raped. Thats a poor use of theological argument. If god is real they couldnt directly change your fate as any reality with something of omnipresent or omnipotent power results in a reality that is governed by fate. Now if god is neither of those powers that would imply that they might not be able to change the trajectory of your reality only you could and thus you being raped was either a profound consequence of decisions made before you by others who aren’t you. Or that you yourself made the actions that led to the outcome of your assault.
>>42569348Get a job in a church problem solved two birds one stone
>>42569429Being in nature helps a little bit. I eat meat sugar grains and very little vegatables.>>42569439Well God could cast out the demon and block it from talking to me from a range if he wanted to. He doesn't want to for some reason.
>>42569348barley
>>42569348>Have any schizos or demon possessed got a job?Yes, it can be stressful. I take a antipsychotic and it doesn't get rid of my voices and I still think I communicate with the dead, but it takes the edge off. I recommend finding a med that helps but that can take years. My recommendation is that you take a purification bath that will remove all spells and attachments. It doesn't always work perfectly (one evil spirit who harasses me didn't leave). But that should take the edge off.I also recommend you meditate for 10-20 minutes a day for mental silence. If any thoughts come to mind, gently "push them away". This exercises your ability to ignore your demon.>CigsQuiting nicotine is rough. Truly a chemical imbalance. At least change to vapes. They have savory flavors, try nut flavors.
>>42569348send them to me instead under one conditiontell them to bring their leader of the leaders, the one amonst them so to speak, like their most high.and have that king to either fight me or kill me.if you manage to do that, let them come to me instead. i'll deal with them for you.