I had a terrible dream last night that I’d like to talk about, maybe get some sort of feedback. My dreams are usually very much the same, a lot of the same repeating locations. Mallworlds, bathroom worlds, beaches, old houses and theme parks frequent my dreams. Last night however, I had this awful dream where for some reason I had ordered a woman’s body on the dark web and next thing you know in the trunk of my car is a beheaded woman in a bag, and I felt the insane pressure, guilt and terror that one would feel if they were really in this situation, I reached a lucidity to where I thought this was for sure reality, and kept asking myself WHY DID I ORDER THIS? Like what in gods name compelled me to buy a dead body online, what am I doing? I don’t even go on the darkweb. I just felt this insane true terror that I was ruining my life and that this woman’s body was once alive and was now just this headless husk. I felt so bad for her, it was so sad. When I went to the bathroom to check out the contents of the bag, I saw it was filled with the woman’s clothes and there were maggots and flies about the whole thing. And a “return” stamp on the body itself, which made me realize I didn’t just buy this corpse but for some reason I’m renting it? And then it dawned on me that the corpse wasn’t even real, but a silicone headless community sex doll that I had purchased and was to send off back to the original owner. I still didn’t buy it though, I was still convinced it was a real corpse. I woke up in a panic thanking god that it was just a dream, so unbelievably relieved. I was so disgusted by this dream and have no idea what could have caused such a crazy one to occur, I just recently pulled a muscle pretty bad under my armpit/pectoral area but that’s about all I can think of in my change of general flow.
>>42574887Have you considered sewercide?
>>42574887Not your blog but thanks
>>42574887some really fucked up early childhood dreams are straight up past life memories. i have mine, a friend has his. but you had this as an adult, but what if... in a past life you ordered a mail-order bride and there was a lot of baggage attached to it, and the spirit memory took this shape for the story in your sleep?
