i remember nothing of my life, all of that was in the old world is gone now.

>>42579787
>old world
What do you mean?

>>42579669
>u guise... tell me im special
Ok, I know this thread counts as paranormal, but your motivations are suspect. I'm all out of patience for these borderline narcissistic posts.

>>42579669
my memories have been getting less detailed. maybe its just that i dont have enough going on. its probably the abilify though.

>>42579669
From where you now are, imagine how affected you would be if you were to discover something major that you have been forgetting.. something that is within your memories and yet you have been failing to examine it specifically.. a dismissed factor. Imagery that got pushed out of your conscience mind and then not returned to.

Go look at the fringes of events that didn't make sense at the time.

They have the potential to open up so much more of your own recollection than you are already aware of.. material observations that will redefine the entire world as you currently interpret and evaluate it.

Imagine finding a blind spot you are still currently overlooking..

It's actually there to find

How far back in your childhood do you remember your dreams?
I can describe my third birthday. It was not even close to my earliest memories

Yeah, about 70% of it all. A few memories have grown foggy though cuz I've been bombing myself with booze for the last two years. They'll come back if I go sober for a while.

I don't know shit about past lives!

You begin remembering when your own choices become relevant to your survival.
Some people have memory of climbing out of the crib and going out to the neighbors to find food when they were otherwise abandoned.. prior to age 2

At what age did you become aware of your ability to see fully conscious during dream? I was 2

>>42583985
>At what age did you become aware of your ability to see fully conscious during dream? I was 2
3
my first thought was not knowing where I was and not knowing who my family was

>>42584003
When I was 2 and 3 I was able to see the activities of the family going with some beings. I tried to get them to talk about it and found that they don't remember and that they were not able to discuss it.
It was clear to me that I was seeing something real and they were somehow unable to remain conscious during this activity.

>>42584027 this was me..
Being able to remember everything in my life was the main key to discovering that I was also living with a significant segment of my own life not visible to my conscious awareness.
The mk Ultra program is pretty good at staying out of view of the subject.. I can say this from direct personal observation.. and yet they are orders of magnitude lesser than the degree of competency of beings from the stars.
Both these were to be found in my own personal experience.. and yet at one time I had nearly full memory of all details of my life without having awareness of these things.
The memories that don't fit in the narrative are simply not emphasized in the mental model of your own experiences and past.
It takes additional scouring of the existing memory to find the fragments that are being forgotten.

My first fully conscious interaction with the beings deliberately showing me the technology and communicating with me was when I was almost 4.

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>>42580215
i do not recommend consorting with that person

I got very strong memory of most of my life. I for very vivid memories from when I have a few memories from when I was 1 and tons from when I was 2. And I confirmed they were legit by asking my mother about them if I was remembering right or just my head making shit up.

Memory is a prison that slowly crystallizes then shatters.

Even though you remember what appears to be the entire duration of your life, look again at the details and you will find an additional set of material within your memory that you are forgetting about.

At 23 years of age I thought I was able to remember every detail.. but I was suddenly burdened with additional awareness of my own memories of interactions with the beings from the stars that had begun with full conscious awareness when I was 3 almost 4.
At 33 years of age I finally understood another cluster of confusing memories as I began to find information regarding the mk ultra program from the perspective of those who had been subject to it.
The program deliberately utilizes the neurological processes responsible for creating multiple personalities to partition the human neurology and create a trained operative that is hidden within the consciousness of an otherwise ordinary human.

The programs will probably be very difficult to continue in the modern context of brain science methodologies as an affected person will likely be able to be detected, possibly even through the microwave field technology of the modern smartphone.
Very slim odds for the average person to have been subjected to either the military industrial complex version of multiple personalities or the creation of the phenomenon through civilian originated traumatic processes.

The technology of the beings from the stars is orders of magnitude more advanced than what the agency numpties are doing. Was a relatively trivial revelation to discover that second layer of depth.. which really only changed my perspective on my relationship to other humans slightly. I had always wondered why the average person in the public is so unaware of the activities that are going on behind the scenes.. in my early life I had always just thought everyone knew and wasn't talking.. as per the requirements of the conditioning. Turns out that they were not simply pretending to be completely ignorant and unaware.

>>42579669
i've always rememembered everything about my life, to the point where i can relive days, weeks, months in my head, its probably very bad to do though.

Yeah memories of past lives keep flooding back to me as well, like seeing the armies of the light slaughtering and butchering and skinning and breaking and enslaving reptilian-sapien civilians, villagers in their clothing, unprovoked and with no warning knocked from the sky and forced to see it happen.