How do I learn to spread divine love and be a white magician? I've suffered so much in my life and even almost died in a stabbing, but I want to channel my suffering into good energy and love towards others. I feel like its the only right thing to do with such spiritual energy. But I'm fucking horrible at it because I keep failing and letting my own bitterness and flawed human attributes get in the way and keep falling back into inner darkness.
>>42580989Suck more dicks
>>42580989Start injecting estrogen
>>42580989Suck more dicks than you were thinking about sucking when you read >>42581007
You need a patron to assist you, specifically, I'd suggest allying with Christ.
>>42580989If youre not an irredeemable piece of shit it should come naturally
>>42580989Keep tryingIt’s that simple
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>>42580989Who stabbed you and why?
>>42581032This >>42580989Read a lot of spiritual works in general. A lot of the new testament is about loving people.
>>42580989Channel the wounded healer archetype
>>42584629How
>>42580989Listen if youre having trouble loving others, you need to love yourself. The bitterness is there for some fucking reason, so sort that out and youll find an answer.
forgive yourself
