Am I insane for genuinely believing that my life entered a downwards spiral because of the time I gooned in a church or is that a real possibility.
>>42584594They all heard your thoughts and know what you were doing.
>>42584594Hahah. No. That is literally what got Laocoön killed. He defiled a sacred place and then Poseidon sent snakes to eat him and his sons. Good luck.
>>42584594It's consistent with the character of being injured in a stupid, mundane way, so why not? An athlete is the epitome of health and then a car hits them while they're crossing the street. Abrupt, somewhat meaningless, avoidable(?), devastating.
>>42584594If you believe it so, you make it so.
>>42584640except if you put a time constraint on it. or apply it to itself. or when you imagine any general case that contradicts it.
>>42584594No, you are not insane for believing that. Am I insane for believing I met god today and was told all his secrets? He was just suddenly there in my room when I was thinking how good life had been for me recently, and almost literally scared me to death asking the question "are you satisfied with your life then? Is it time to end it?". I'm sure my heart would have stopped right there if I had answered with yes... That was close, and it's scary how comforting it felt as if I had talked to an old friend who cares about me.Sorry about that. I just had to tell someone.. I will definitely change my life now. To answer your question: Don't worry, you gooning in a church was totally fine.
Remember why the orthodox churches have rules where women and men should stay, what should they wear, etc.In short nah, you're fine. You're not the first gooner in a church nor will you be the last. Your main problem is your schizo pattern seeking mind. Perma fight or flight mode
>>42584594no you are just pitiably stupid. the /v/ermin op pic is further proof of that
>>42584594Confess to a priest, pray for forgiveness, then move on with your life.
>>42584594Places of worship can attract spirit entities who may take offense at your perceived slight.Perhaps revisit the church and leave an offering with a heart inclined towards atonement?
>>42584594Repent. Go to church. I’ve been cursed by god before. Go to church.
>>42584824Make a thread anon. Tell us what you talked about
it's just a coincidencethe priests do much worse in the backrooms and confessionals but you never see them getting any divine punishment
>>42584594If you believe that to be the cause then that is the cause. Things like this aren't literal. Otherwise priests wouldn't so easily prey. I'd ask myself why I feel so bad to have bated in a church that I need that to be the reason other aspects of life seem to be collapsing. I suspect I would find that's not the actual reason and it's just the closest thing my mind latched onto to find explanation in something vast I wasn't yet ready to face. We are human. We must fall to learn. Perhaps if you look around now in honest curiosity of yourself against what you believe then maybe within the fog you'll find the first step toward a clearing.
>>42585028Thank you for replying. It really means a lot to me. Honestly, I don't even want to think about it anymore if possible for the time being, but here you go.After asking me if I'm ready to die, I almost said yes, but then I remembered my current life and said no in a paniced hurry. At the time I wasn't even completely sure if I want to keep living, but it's true that I have many regrets. He also asked another question that I will not reveal here. After that question, everything in this world made sense, no matter how contradicting it seemed before and I remembered every secret of god. He then did secret with my soul, looked at me dubiously and said in a slightly happy voice "I see. That's the correct answer. I wish you a happy life then. Try to value your own life more and remember the secret". Then he was gone and it felt like my heart was able to beat normally again. After that, I was crying for 8 hours straight and thinking about what to do about my life. I will go to sleep now, gn.
>>42584594I fucked a girl accidentally in high school and then my grades magically improved
>>42584594Maybe, maybe more to it if you do your best to remember all the sins and questionable thoughts you had without rebuke, it’s tough but it’s a process to free yourself away from your latching darkness
>>42584599Sounds like they are breaking the law by intercepting channels that are not for their interpretation
>>42584692Not in my caseThe reportoftheweek guy is right
