This is has to be demons.>be me have dream>apparently it's a younger version of my mom>she keeps trying to fuck me>I repeatedly say no an am disgusted>be me m. dream from last night>had old neighbor kids helping with computer stuff to play old games>gay vibes the whole time>family wants me to spend the night>neighbor kids, boys, keep hinting at gay stuff and then trying to get me to take my clothes off, share my bed with them for s sleepover, and the parents are salivating at the thought of me gaying out>I keep saying no>my computer finally works and go homeDamn they tried in both thise dreams though.Even in my dreams, which is your subconscious, right? I'm not into it.Why are demons trying to get me to fuck my mom and gay out? What do they gain from this?I cast out evil every few days or so. How are demons still influencing my dreams? If not demons what else is it and how do I stop it?>inb4pornI don't fall more than a couple times a week at most, and usually it's never incest or gay stuff, not even "chicks with dicks", I'm genuinely concerned and confused, hence the post.
>>42588802It's not demons, it's genetics. And seeing that picture, you probably know it. Incest and pedophillia are traits of Neanderthals. But you are a good person so you refuse to listen those dirty tendencies. It proves that you are one of the good ones.
>>42588802>be me have dream>>apparently it's a younger version of my mom>>she keeps trying to fuck me>>I repeatedly say no an am disgustedGo to Doc Brown's house. People say he's crazy but he's really smart. He'll know what to do. Avoid Biff Tannen. Guy's a total asshole.
>>42588802Don't let this guy 42588981<< gaslight you, its not genetics, I'll throw him a bone for his pep talk though. They can and do project artificial dreams into us. I have similar dreams and I just ignore them, they want you to constantly ruminate and agonize over the dreams, they feed on the emotions. the only time where crossing moral lines matter in dreams is when you're fully lucid and complicit, otherwise, whatever they make you do in dreams is meaningless. you're fine as long as you know who (YOU) are when you're fully conscious.
>>42588802Alexander and Ceasar both had mom fucking dreams, it was interpreted that they both would be great conquerors as their mothers symbolized the earth.
>>42588802hitler was a painter?i guess he really is gay
>>42589681lel>>42590251I thought it was weird to say genetics too.In the second dream I was the a young version of myself, and my intelligence/agency was quit limited in the dream.So I was a a young kid, and the older neighbor kids were trying to get me have gay sex. The parents were salivating at seeing me turn gay.But I'm not gay.It felt like a bad dream the whole time.Nightmare would be too far.But bad dreams for sure.I normally don't ruminate, but did decide to post to /x/ this time.They aren't often.Usually when I go no fap actually, which was the case this time.Seems like I attract the attention of something(s) despite affirming evil is not welcome in my life, I cast evil out, I do not abide evil.I need to do that in my dreams, but I never lucid dream, and I never astral project intentionally - but I do accurately when it happens.I think knowing who I am is what saves me in the dreams.I know for sure when I wake up I am reassured. If the objective is to get me to turn, or to at least plant seeds of doubt, dang they have tried, but it doesn't work.I wonder if this is what spiritual strength is.I wonder if homosexuality is actually demonic influence.Or if homosexuality is not a choice, but that demons want to confound and confuse whoever, like turning a gay person straight, just perversion of identity in general. I could see that.
>>42590818Hmm.I've always felt like a freedom fighter, that if I was in a war torn situation, I would be a militia leader.I have done similar things in corporate life, which is a far cry from guerilla street militia, but the organization, alliances, fighting an oppressive power, winning, for the good of us all, I've been the shield who takes the heat for the team and carries the weakest, and pushes the line with the strongest.I'm grateful I don't have to fight in an actual war. Instead I help Randoms jump start their car, change their tire/teqch them, push them put of snow, pick up hitch hikers, once found a defibrillator for a man who was hit-and-runned.A bystander gave them CPR until their pulse stopped - I ran & found a/the defibrillator which revived him. I should have been looking immediately just in case - lesson learned.And then some teens came by after - they had chased the hit-n-run driver, tackled him, and held him until police arrived. I didn't believe it not until they showed me their cell video chasing, cmshkuting, and tackling the driver.All of us wound up crossing paths, ships in the night. Never knew their names, but we were brothers all the same.Our souls crossed paths....It's woo, but I wouldn't mind being an exorcist. I've exercised ghosts before, seen ghosts, I have prophetic dreams, deja vu dreams, recently deceased people and pets visit me, their ghosts linger sometimes - pets have, even my neighbors pet, it cross walls to explore my house and run uo & down my steps the days after I'm pretty sure it was put down, a small terrier/pocker poodle dog shadow uo and down lit steps. The neigh or and I share a wall, so, technically the same building.I've know pets and people have died - because they've visited me in my dreams, before I ever got the phone calls.Always been this way.
>>42590251>>42590818Only recently, as in the past 3 months, have my dreams been plagued by demons described in my OP.I've got no problem resisting them.I need to be able to address and fight them in more than the physical realm.I wonder what the ends are for them. What do they get out of perverting identity?I wonder if someone has prayed to deliberately attack me?I do believe that jas happened in the past My neighbor and I, the one who lut his dog down and it visited my side of the house for a few nights, we don't get along since he put his dog down. Super passive aggressive. So one day I called him out, called him a pussy fart, spat on his truck, and said Fuck You.Pretty sure he is Islamist or Hindu or something.I shit you not two days later, I'm sitting at a red light next to my house, and a little honey bee, flies onto my hand, spanking out, STINGS ME, (I haven't been stung by a bee in 10 years!!!) and honey bees are typically nice! Little fuzzy bees.I let go of the brake in the shock, bumped the person in front of me.long story short NO DAMAGE.Not even a scuff. Like coughing on the bumper. No damage to either vehicle.And I wonder if it happened because of my neighbors god vs my god.I threw negative energy out, which is rare. I always try to be a good person. And I wonder if there was a cosmic battle going on then.And I wonder if someone is targeting me now. Except this time I didn't put any negative energy out. In fact I've been expelling evil & welcoming good.
>>42588802You're probably dealing with parasites fucking with your mind.Do a parasite cleanse. For both worms and fungus.Pic related is a good protocol for fungal parasites.
>>42588802look at that queer painting
>>42591744>The parents were salivating at seeing me turn gay.>But I'm not gay.>It felt like a bad dream the whole time.had this happen to me IRL when I did stage theater from 12 to 17, I literally just liked telling stories and I had millennial women and old boomers asking me to straddle other kids/guys "as a joke" and doing lots of sexually vague movements. Dropped my pants during Shrek the musical, it's crazy to see how programmed I was and how fine people were with it. AIG/GATE too fwiw sorry if that all sounds unrelated, I just had to share. I've felt that exact same "why are you doing this to me I like girls" fetishization, it's satanists/the raped trying to cycle repeat
>>42588802God is a retarded delusional tranny who accuses me of "thinking about my mother" if I think about pretty blonde girls (my mom is not very pretty, if you were going to compare her to someone it would be a more overweight version of Jella Haase from the tv show Kleo) when my mom looks absolutely nothing like the women I fantasize about, he does the same with any kind of women, if I think about my thin pretty gf when I was 19 he tries to accuse me of thinking about my dad's 300 pound obese grotesque current wife, or he'll accuse me of thinking about my cousin's grotesque wife who literally looks like a 19th century century phrenological caricature of a "racially inferior" european person if I think about asian or hawaiian girls he accuses of thinking about a male asian I knew in school, or he'll accuse me of thinking of my cousin's wife or dad's current wife. The women God accuses me of thinking about are the farthest thing from the women I fantasize about, and in general God uses these retarded insinuations to try to putrefy the very concept of women in general.God also likes to accuse me of being gay if I think about literally myself with girls in the past (when I was 19 and had a girlfriend for example), God is an actual literal homosexual and he projects his homosexuality onto me, he tries to claim ownership of and putrefy the idea of literally myself in my mind because God is a retarded evil tranny nigger
>>42594959God' is a bitch for brutally niggraping my mind in the level of the Goosh Goosh meme and thus forcing me into a hellmatrix, as well as forcing me to eat the most vile, gaggable nigg tier niggslop like stews concocted from cockroaches and maggots, semen, and spoiled vegetables. I cannot get even basic foods like plain white bread, white rice, crackers, fresh fruit or even clean water. He also only gives me the ugliest ogre gorilla broads for me as an option to date or wank too, even tho they still reject me for an even uglier hoggoblin tier loser, and also would rather get blue balls then jack to them. The worst thing he does to me though is forcing me to type out very longwinded posts everytime the topic of God is brought up. I hardly have enough time to sleep or eat my niggslop or find broads as most of my time is spent typing up extremely blasphemous and hilarious stereotypically schizophrenic ranting and ramblings. I have typed so much that my fingers have their bones showing.
>>42594860OP hereSounds totally relevant.Gay people, child molesters, perverts, "nice guys", horny women, they "shoot their shots".But then they keep doing it.Like a gay person telling you it's only gay if YOU suck a dick. That it's not gay if THEY suck your dick. No. That's just getting your dick sucked.Except that IS gay. Homosexual.And they know it.Most theater kids are pretty gay, ngl.Was in theater for summer school and a college class. Libs and fags. Or kids who want an easy grade.Teacher/Professor had me kiss a girl 5 feet in front of her boyfriend. "Stage kiss."We acted out a whole sexual foreplay scene actually. Practiced it many times. Then did it on stage in front of everyone. The foreplay, us "stage kissing" and me carrying her with her legs wrapped around me and laying her down kn the couch, was interrupted by a phone call right when the pants were about to come off.She invited me to her underwear-only birthday party. I went. We played twister and many games.Professor was trying to set us up for sure.I would have refused to do the same with any dude.But some people get programmed and that's part of the purpose or programming.Glad you figured it out.>t. Also GATE.
>>42595549>>42594860OP againI worked with a guy once who was on the cover of the Indian G.Q. magazine.He said he stopped and got into tech because he got so deep into the modeling, there was one gig where he said they asked him to do something he refused to do.He didn't say what they asked him to do.The implication it was something sexual, homosexual, and against his will.He said he quit on the spot.Gave up moving and never looked back.Kind of like how everyone in HollyJew says you need to sell your butthole to make it big.He told me this story in like 2016.I believe him.
