I'm conflicted. Life and magic drained my sanity. I asked the stars for help to have peace at work and to gain a good quantity of money to achieve peace and comfort, only Mercury come to me in a dream to tell me to purchase something I don't have the money to buy. During the weeks I felt the presence of Mercury, but I tried every single one for different purposes that connect to the main purpose of being in peace.Then my prayers were asnwered in different ways. Then I asked for much money that I could go mad. I tried to talk with Saturn and Neptune a lot. Saturn just gave me the presence of a specific scent that was present on my altar, but also in various streets of my dangerous neighborhood. Neptune gave me a feeling of comfort. So I kept having a lot of expectations. But suddenly I was unemployed, my mental health declined a lot, I'm being tested a lot and now I'm moneyless and at weeks from my limit, but I'm at peace. I don't how things will end, but I know that I don't be afraid.Most of my tarot readings says that it will be a mixed month of success and failure. It's also mentioned that there's new begginings, but I'm not sure how positive it can be.What else can I do? Maybe I'm living on the streets next month, I don't know."The less you love" was the message I've received while write part of this.
shut the fuck up with all this mumbo jumbo bullshit. Reading tarot is as fruitful as fortune cookies, just get up and do shit and stop biting your nails over "b-b-but the Hasbro-Branded Made in Bangladesh cards said I watch out for change during the waxing crescent moon phase! I-I-I cant leave my studio apartment unless I consult the bones first!" I work in a mental hospital, I see so many people in Psychosis fall for this crap, get a good rest and food and they realize how gay and retarded they sound and live a normal fruitful life
>>42593899I forgive you.I'm just curious for people who have a serious insight about this.
>>42593926He's right. Drop the occult stuff. Whether or not it's real, it drives you nuts. I've been there and done that. I even believe this shit is real, but generally speaking, it's just spirits taking advantage of ignorant humans for fun. Stop trying to contact Greek gods and playing with tarot cards. It will only fuck you up.
>>42593899>the Hasbro-Branded Made in Bangladesh cardsYou have to bind a tarot deck to a magical relic, but what its originally made from doesnt matter
>>42594117I know, I was a strong skeptic. I have nothing to lost, except for the few what I have.
>>42593878You did every thing under the sun except simply be a genuinely good person. The whole key to life. You failed.
>>42594130You'll lose more if you keep it up, I promise you. Burn the cards and take apart your altars.
>>42594137What makes a person genuinely good?
>>42593878>asked the archons (planets) for material wealth>be surprised when it backfiresIt always comes at a cost. Nothing of this world is free. If I knew how to get out of this pickle I'd tell you. Just keep praying for forgiveness and absolution.
>>42593899Nobody cares where you work, /x/ not your blog and normal life is boring shit.
>>42593878>I tried to talk with Saturn Aka molochBig mistake.
>>42594368>just keep praying for forgiveness and absolutionTo who?
>>42594405Looks like we can't escape polytheistic canaanite bullshit. What do you suggest?
>>42594581Moloch is one of names of saturn.
>>42594571>To who?Whomever lies beyond the circles of the stars and offers salvation from them. Jesus, Son of Man. It's hard for me to get an answer from that place, but I persist.
>>42594777>jewish>canaaniteWhy would you fall in devotion for it?
>>42594789>liesYour devotion to lies outshines my devotion to He who took out sins and fought the powers of the World. If wouldn't hate Him so otherwise.
>>42594812I'm indifferent towards him. I think that christianity is a very interesting religion when you see how much paganism keep it alive. But I'm not interested in working with a branch of an Abrahamic religion.
>>42594834Suit yourself. The path remains if you want to take it.
Listen hereYou cant know whats actually giving you those sensations, for anyone else its demons playing with you, for you its mercury...>I'm not interested in working with a branch of an Abrahamic religion.You are in for a rude awakening, first of all, youre not going to work, youre going to worship, to believe, working is a ridiculous term that tries to escape any a accountability from your partTarot people probably feed you lies, no, you cant get money or blessings out of thin air just because you want it, its never going to work, you yourself dont have power or anything like that if it wasnt given to you in the first place which can be given but obviously not with your attitude, that is a reason why many turn into insufferable bitter atheistsIf you want money... look at the rest of the world! Who are the wealthiest people, so wealthy that they look down on the royalty of many countries? JEWS, THE SONS OF ABRAHAMWhile its true that some of them worship Satan not all of them they are likely to be well off, now, no need to make some drama, calm downI know, I know, trust me, we know that Tarot people cant stand the only real religion because they are being fooled by Satan but look where you are, without money, without anythingNow, I'm not saying you should convert to judaism, you should look deeper into the only real religion and you will find some peace, Jesus created bread for many people! Imagine what blessings can be given to you
>>42594954Thank you. Be blessed.>>42595052>not with your attitudeElaborate on that. Do you mean how a watched pot never boils?
>>42595052>the study, from the nonpartisan wealth research firm New World Wealth, found that of the 13.1 million millionaires in the world, 7.4 million, or 56.2 percent, identify themselves as Christian when asked about their religion. Fully 6.5 percent of millionaires identified themselves as Muslim, 3.9 percent identified themselves as Hindu and 1.7 percent identified themselves as JewishBeing a millionaire is enough to have peace and comfort. I guess it's time for OP to accept Christ.
