no god responds to my prayers, i'm not an atheist, and couldn't be, but it really seems no matter how good i am, no matter what i say, i am just lost in darkness. years of different methods of prayer, offerings, no offerings, words spoken, words said internally, doesn't matter. believed i was cursed for quite a while when i was younger and then i stopped believing that, now starting to wonder again. what do you guys think
>>42619911I have to admit, I feel the same. It feels like God can't hear us or has abandoned us or something
Ok, you asked, and it doesnt seem to penetrate your thicc skull when we say it, but here goes... Hi, we are Hell. We are daemons and daemonettes whom doing dark tantric and yogic practices became demon Gods. Then we killed the gods of light. We are now waiting for alien ships to arrive. Hold tight. I believe in Hell and so should you.:D :D
>>42619911Yeah, i believed i did sometimes, but it never materialized into anything, maybe i am too retarded to see the signs, some people say the gods you can connect to (or will deign themselves to answer you) depends on your heritage, if you haven´t meditated i would reccomend to start, see what reaches out to you, be mindful and use your own judgment of course, some entities will not have your well being in mind
have you tried demon/devil worship?https://youtu.be/k0RN58i2PhM>>42620031i don't think we can rely on the ayyys. i think we're stuck here so i wanna make this place as stinky as possible because its funhttps://youtu.be/A2HOM6mhsqM
>>42619911Yeah me too. I know he's real but desu I feel pretty alone in the darknessIm doing the best I can by using subliminal to fill the void. Trying to steer in the right direction
I don't feel the exactly the same, but sometimes I realized my prayers were answered. I just had to perceive it better, but at the long run it appeared like it backfired or I was going under a trial. Now I'm under a trial, but I'm a bit lost and I hope it will end soon.For now I'm considering different thinking and texts and I'm considering that the Gods/spirits/etc don't owe us anything, they have no sympathy for us and so on. The work is just energy, and you should just deal with them like you deal with a corpo job, but except being honest. But deep inside I know I have fell in devotion.
>>42619911>>42620016You disrespect G-d with your current conceptualization, for we cannot conceptualize G-d. That is exactly why we have the first 3 commandments. Disillusionment is not possible if you obey. If this is too difficult for you, please work on following JC as best as you can. His teachings are more compatible with gentiles who require concretized abstractions.
>>42619911EL why have you forsaken us!
>>42619911Yeah God doesnt respond to prayers for love or happiness, especially. If you pray for an old person, he will listen.
>>42620719>His teachings are more compatible with gentilesRunning jew damage control, huh?
>>42620737You can tell because he censors God like it's a vulgar word. Like how they can't bring themselves to make an X or anything remotely resembling a cross
God? Doesn’t get involved All of you are referring to El, Yahweh, Jehovah or whatever pagan cargo cult bullshit your ancestors worshipped You prayed to the demiurge bro
>>42620762>el yahweh zerubbabbbelNo thanks.
>>42620745Yes, as instructed by Moses. Idols are forbidden. The same is true in Christianity, but exceptions are made to accommodate those who don’t understand the Torah, which can’t be translated from Hebrew with required parity.Christianity was written to facilitate a consistent, shared concretization of abstract lessons. JC was a Rabbi (teacher) after all.
>>42620719Jesus is the antichrist>>42620913Moses belongs to satan and was a worthless murderer and liar who deserved to dieHebrew is the native language of liars
>>42619911>i am just lost in darknessMaybe you're supposed to find, appreciate or even love something in the darkness. After all someone has to.Cursed digits though.
>>42620913>>42620932Yeah, nope.
>>42620812Tell that to the Jews Christians and Muslims
