>>42624230
Keep reincarnating until you have no more major lessons to learn and then just chillax and hang around and stuff

>>42624263
>Falling for the life lessons gag
There is nothing to learn here except suffering.

>>42624332
Newfags hate suffering. They break their fingernail and run away in fear.
Oldfags use it like an engine for the soul.

Semen retention.

>>42624386
Can you elaborate? How would not jerk off make you confront an archetype?

>>42624230
God is a retarded lying tranny who rapes my mind every second of every day and tries to force retarded associations between unlike people that would never exist in a "real world" until I become forced to think about his disgusting insinuations any time I see something that would trigger him to start saying the disgusting shit that he likes to say, he also likes to force new people into my life then backwards-project them onto people they're not similar to while pretending that the new person represents some "foundation"/"source" of whatever.

For example the first girl I had a crush on was in 1st grade, she was a pretty girl with dark hair, at some point after this I was forced to meet my cousin's wife who is a very ugly woman with dark hair, my cousin's wife is so ugly that she looks like a 19th century phrenological caricature of a "racially inferior" european person, if she exists as a "foundational frame of reference" in my mind for anything it would be how ugly a white person can look without their ugliness being the result of them being fat or old. After that God tries to force an association between this woman and every dark haired woman in the world, if I'm ever attracted to a dark haired woman then God will accuse me of being attracted to my cousin's wife, if I think about pretty dark haired girls God will accuse me of being attracted to my cousin's wife, God tries to pretend that my cousin's wife is some kind of archetypal "dark haired beauty" when the reality is she is a grotesque, malformed, ugly bitch with a gross voice and gross personality who I would never normally think about or associate with anyone except potentially people like the wicked witch of the west from the wizard of oz, that would be the "natural" association for her, not the pretty girls that God tries to force me to associate with her. Now every time I see any dark haired woman I have to think "God will try to insinuate that's my cousin's wife", and I have to actively

>>42624420
mentally affirm that the pretty dark haired girls don't look anything like my cousin's grotesque wife. In 6th grade I had a crush on another girl who looked like a blonde haired version of the girl I had a crush on in 1st grade, and finally when I was 19 I had a girlfriend who looked like a grown up version of the girls I had a crush on in 1st and 6th grade, none of these women look like my cousin's wife whatsoever. Later God also decided to add my dad's new wife to his repertoire of harassment and disgusting insinuations, my dad's new wife is a 300+ pound obese woman, very ugly (would be ugly even if she lost weight), and now he will also accuse me of thinking about this grotesque bitch if I think about literally any woman including my gf when I was 19. If I think about literally myself as a teenager then he accuse me of thinking about my dad's wife's son. He also tries to claim ownership of anything desirable through my cousin in general, especially "western" or "blue collar" things but also literally anything including outer space or academics (my cousin is not an academic person, he was basically a wigger), if I think about literally anything he considers "desirable" then he'll start spamming the name of my cousin, threatening me using him as a proxy, basically insinuating that my cousin has exclusive ownership of whatever thing it is I'm thinking about, he tries to insinuate that any "western" themed characters especially are similar to my cousin despite most of them not being like him. God demands that I marry a blonde woman and uses this demand as part of his excuse to terrorize and harass me for being attracted to dark haired women but he also expects me to view blonde women as superior to me, "nobility", etc and he gets triggered if I'm attracted to pretty blonde girls too (because he expects me to view them as superior to me), if I think about blonde girls I had a crush on in school he accuses me of thinking about my mother

>>42624230
This is a jungian meme and a jungian concept so, jungian therapy. If you want. Jung is worth reading anyway

taking this world too seriously it's also a loosh trap

it's the equivalent of a shitty roblox server you accidentally clicked on

>>42624420
>>42624422
I've had some similar sort of stuff of a different shade. Life has many hells.
>>42624430
I've feared as much. What's outside this?

>>42624460
outside this physical prison

consciousness creates reality

ie. "ye are gods"

so don't get tricked into the reincarnation light before your spirit remembers what it is

>>42624230
Probably depends on the archetype they embody, but I just sent this pic to deepseek and had a pretty meaningful conversation about how it relates to a situation I'm currently in so maybe try that with a grain of salt

>>42624263
Dats based nigga

>>42624462
>ye are gods

baited, retard

>>42624462
I've heard as much. Why would that be the case though?
>>42624263
>>42624511
Retarded and gay.

>>42624420
>>42624422
have you considered seeking treatment for your obsessive compulsive disorder? everything you are experiencing is a classical symptom of it

>>42624424
Which book? I have tried.

>>42624430
This is a retarded thing to say because I'm forced to exist here forever being abused forever living a hellishly miserable life forever. If I die I just get immediately force-reincarnated, there is no escape this world is the only thing that's real so its retarded to say it shouldn't be "taken seriously", a roblox server can be left, hidden, you can do something else or play on a different server if you don't like a server, that's not even remotely the situation with this world, this is the only reality and there's no way out and I'm forced to exist in it forever

>>42624462
No, my consciousness doesn't create reality and God will just force me to reincarnate like he forced me to reincarnate into this life, I'm not God and God never intends to stop making my life hell.

If I avoid the "reincarnation light" best case scenario is I just exist as a ghost in this retarded hell reality until God force-reincarnates me anyway, avoiding the "reincarnation light" isn't going to make me the God of my own reality or give my consciousness the ability to control reality, at best it will just temporarily delay my forced-reincarnation

simply ride the wave, i'm going through it as well and i follow my calling wherever it takes me.

>>42624405
NTA but for starters you'd be able to talk with the confidence of self-knowing that you are not a self-draining serial wanking degenerate when nobody is watching. Not secretly self-hating goes a long way in every direction.

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>>42624230
If you’re still learning then you’re still learning. Go back to the school and learn, fool. Learn. You have 12 or less lifetimes to figure your shit out.

>>42624230
I’ll answer with a question: what’s the problem of this?

get a 2d waifu

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>>42624230
>What's the solution to this?
Understand that physical/sexual/emotional/intelectual attraction is problematic, avoid contact specifically with the bots that stirs something in you knowing that's a honeypot for entering "life lesson" mode, which is just a trigger of preventive compliance on our system to assimilate schizos and real players. This is literally just Saturnian magic embedded in sociological mechanisms.

Find consolation that you played your story straight.

Unlike me who rejected any attraction to an archetype and because those "in charge" didn't find that satisfying, they went against my coding to force an attraction.

Now we are all stuck on a situation without an exit.

Because our narratives are intrinsically opposite to each other.

They thought that because of my way of being, I was going to succeed where others (namely women) had failed.

The problem is that I am not a woman, and it is precisely their insistence upon having a woman in the universe narrative that has created the very mess they created.

But to continue is to create a massive contradiction that will make it impossible for us to co-exist, let alone exist.

Therefore the only solution is to not have a story with a woman (or girl) for the creation of the world.

They created the problem for women by introducing them in a role made for men, who operate entirely differently.

Trying to use a man in a superficially woman role is trying to merge two intrinsically oppositional universes, so to speak.

With the men you obtain Sol

With the woman you obtain...nothing because her introduction is adding contradictions.

There are only so many exception errors you can handle

Just enjoy pussy in the material world and be done with it.

>>42624938
Spoken like a woman. Who are you, one of the daughters of Alan Watts?
>>42625110
You know that the body produces more jazz, right? You can let go of self hatred for something so menial. Or don't and keep being a pompous twat. Ydy I guess.
>>42625113
Why 12? What happens if you don't?

This is literally just called existing. Everyone is new to you. Your experience is isolated and adapting in real time. There's no mysticism here. Best you can do is pass these life lessons to your children.

>>42624853
>roblox server can be left, hidden, you can do something else or play on a different server if you don't like a server, that's not even remotely the situation with this world
your roblox character is not the one who can leave the game. it's you, the player, who can.