I just found out I'm God and I don't want to be him anymore because now every spirit on the otherside harasses me for attention and takes advantage of me. They keep manifesting themselves on my television as certain archtypes so they can feed on my attention. What the fuck do I do? They say they hate me because my beliefs apparently fuck up their world and now they want to ruin my life. Everytime I form a new belief about the otherside then something will change on their side. I feel like I'm losing my mind.
Been there two, twice in my life, both times for months. It's called psychosis. Millions of people went through it. Welcome to the wonderful world of schizophrenia, give your doctor a call and take the meds, because untreated this will end in a gigantic shitshow. Good luck!
>>42624902The fact that you experience new things proves you are not God.
>>42624902How's it going OP, you hanging in there, and if you're still breathing that counts btw. And what mortal mundane idiot, that is not god, and never will be, can't breathe all on their own without my help. Hmm?Yeah... that's what I thought... bitch.Now if you don't mindme and everyone elseyou have no control over what so everare just going to do our own thingif you like it or notand there is nothing you're powerless ass can do about itwelcome to realityyou have only yourself to blamefor thinking you were special the way other'lied to you aboutdumbass
>>42624902This is a retarded lie that God tells because he thinks it justifies him abusing me somehow. Reality is entirely controlled by a mind that is hostile and opposed to mine. If my mind controlled reality there would be nothing that could oppose my will, nothing that could impose its will on me, I would live the life that I desire, I would not be forced to self-identify and live as "a medieval peasant", "worker", "farm equipment", "tenant", etc with access to anything considered good being violently gatekept from me so that a mind that is hostile, separate and opposed to mine can self-identify as "a king" or "the boss", etc. If my mind controlled reality I would be the one in control of my life but I'm not. It's just such a blatantly retarded lie to even try to tell because it's verifiably false. If "my mind" controls reality that means I would be able to manifest my will even in fantastic ways like making myself more attractive, taller, talented, magically powerful, winning the lottery, etc whereas I;m unable to manifest my will even in mundane ways, for example going to the store and buying a sandwhich. If my mind decides that I'm going to walk to the store and buy a sandwhich then I get threatened, terrorized, abused, harassed, etc for it, that means my mind doesn't control reality, my reality is controlled by something that can oppose my mind even in very mundane attempts to manifest my will. All I have to do to prove that my mind doesn't control reality is THINK about anime in my mind and watch the separate, hostile mind that controls my reality start to harass, terrorize, threaten, abuse etc me. I get abused if I even think about desirable things. If my mind controlled reality I would have desirable things, I wouldn't get abused for thinking about them. My reality is entirely controlled by something separate from me and hostile to me.
