When I was 18 I worked for a mob front company. I worked in the deli and was paid cash. Around tax time I got, what I recognize now as, very strong intrusive thoughts to file taxes. Me not knowing any better thought these were my own thoughts and I ended up filling them. I ended up mentioning it to my boss (a mob lieutenant, I will not disclose what family) he freaked out, made a phone call then told me not to worry about it but don't let it happen again. Fast forward a decade and he is arrested with ten or so underlings and word was it stemmed from an IRS investigation. He later tells me he was in a bad place mentally after the arrest and gave a lot of thought to putting out a hit contract on me. I knew he was serious because previously I had some people check up on me where I lived, three states away.Currently, with what I have learned about spirits and how the effect the living, I am 100% sure the aberrant thoughts was from a spirit trying to take down my boss's illegal enterprises. My boss owned/operated an illegal online casino which gave the house really high odds so I figure the spirit was associated with some degenerate gambler.I am pissed this spirit did this with absolutely no concern about my well being. I want revenge but the Issue is I don't know what spirit did this to me. And when I die I may not be able to find him. Is there any esoteric way to identify the spirit who encouraged me to file my taxes? Is there any way to harm this entity for almost getting me killed?
>>42660561Stop enabling evil people you dumb cunt. You got a scare because you were supporting something immoral.Morality stems from logic. Logic arrives from physics. It's inevitable.
>>42660583I had no idea my boss was in the mob when I was working for him. And what he did wasn't that bad.
Wouldn’t a front company try to do things more by the book at least for regular non criminal employees? Did they pay you well? You were young and wanted to do things right so you wouldn’t get in trouble from the govt. I don’t see how you think a spirit gave you the thought to comply with the law. Unless there’s something else you’re not telling us.
>>42660632They paid well but it was a popular place. Nothing crazy, a nominal wage for how busy it was. I think it was a spirit because it was a painfully nagging thought for a couple days. It was very peculiar. Plus the gravity of the IRS finding out. I look back on it and recognize it was likely a spirit. It could have been me just wanting to do the right thing.If there is some magic meditation to find out what happened, it would be great knowing more about it.
>>42660632not OP but i kinda know what he means.when it’s law of the jungle, it’s a weird thing when you rationally piece together that a counterintuitive option is the best one only to have some weirder moral quandary masquerading as your “intuition” go and almost ruin your life. >>42660561OP - the spirit of which you speak is a ghost of sorts, but not the type you think. you knew what the smart option was because your natural survival mechanisms got activated. you went with the “ethical” one not because of spirits, per se, but rather because of “zeitgeist”, aka long-term effects of marketing and propaganda that exist because of society, and manifest themselves as egregores (like the mob, and the IRS) which psychologically cover up your natural survival instincts by making you feel like a “bad person” for not participating (even if it’s optional and, rationally, you know it’s a bad idea). even though this debate is all happening in your mind, you still have to make choices, but this world's is weird and and the best choice isn’t always the one you think is right. the world reflects your mental state, so in other words, if you make a choice from a place of guilt, you’ll get results that show guilt. this process creates strange karma-like situations in the real world, where “good” and “bad” people alike get caught in a loop, just for minding their own business and not paying attention to how the “spirit of the times” is really affecting them. they make the “right” choices for the wrong reasons, which leaves many wondering what the hell happened when things finally come around. truth is, you probably don’t have anything to do with this guy and his friends getting caught, but you also don’t know for sure, so your wondering about your own choices and making things up to explain them. psychology may be mundane, but propaganda is still the most powerful magic we have, to date. tptb know that.
>>42660749>not because of spirits, per se, but rather because of “zeitgeist”I guess you had to be there. I am very familiar with spirits now and the situation I described has hallmarks of communication from the spirit world. I would think/x/ would be more receptive to the idea.>IRS egregoreI don't think so. But my intuition says you think highly of yourself.>truth is, you probably don’t have anything to do with this guy and his friends getting caught,Then why was there a rumor. If there wasn't my old boss thought the situation was involved, no other reason to tell me what he did about thinking on putting a hit on me.
>>42660589Why tf would a money laundering mobster hire someone not in the know? How many others were not in the know?
>>42660967Probably to help keep it secret that he was in the mob. If the business involved anything it would be money laundering. He owned several businesses. People who work at places like that have no need to know.
Can someone please tell me if there's someway to find out details about what happened in the past?
