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I feel like no Ambition is worth it these days and even spiritual ones feel worthless and empty...

If you go for science or tech some cabal will just off you like Tesla and steal/gatekeep your work.

If you go for medicine to cure the world the corpos will just off you because a patient cured is a customer lost.

If you go for politics you'll just become a forced pawn of some external interest and you'll have to play by a strict agenda or script.

If you go for any of the arts you'll either get replaced by AI or copy someone else as everything has pretty much been thought of already.

As for spiritual ambitions, you either "escape reality" and assimilate into some soul slop godhead; astral project into nothingness; speak to your HGA just so he can tell you how shit your life will be from 4th dimensional spacetime; worship one (of the thousands) of deities for nothing; attain schizophrenia; learn to use divination to learn more useless shit about anything or look at stars all day just to have a chance at the stock market...

Many spiritual traditions intend to free man and tell him he can do what he wants but what if he doesn't want anything in the first place? My intent isn't to demoralize but from rational perspective everything is just futile in the face of eternity.

Taoism seems to be the best approach for the modern day, just go with the flow of shit and enjoy every new experience along the way, the ambition here is just to enjoy life around you however you can and appreaciate every little moment along the way.

However some may also take this idea of enjoyment the "wrong" way and make hedonism their ambition which will only lead to emptiness again.

Just sharing my thoughts /x/, all discussion is welcome.
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I hate reptiles so much it's unreal.
My final act will be to become a super saiyan.
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>>42661404
To become Madara Uchiha. Is there a human that could even possibly EVEN TOUCH Madara Uchiha? Let alone defeat him.
I'm not talking about Edo Tensei Uchiha Madara. I'm not talking about Gedou Rinne Tensei Uchiha Madara either. Hell, I'm not even talking about Juubi Jinchuuriki Gedou Rinne Tensei Uchiha Madara with the Eternal Mangekyou Sharingan and Rinnegan doujutsus (with the rikodou abilities and being capable of both Amateratsu and Tsukuyomi genjutsu), equipped with his Gunbai, a perfect Susano'o, control of the juubi and Gedou Mazou, with Hashirama Senju's DNA implanted in him so he has mokuton kekkei genkai and can perform yin yang release ninjutsu while being an expert in kenjutsu and taijutsu.
I'm talking about sagemode sage of the six paths Juubi Jinchuuriki Gedou Rinne Tensei Legendary Super Saiyan 4 Uchiha Madara with the Eternal Mangekyou Sharingan, Rinnegan, Mystic Eyes of Death Perception, and Geass doujutsus, equipped with his Shining Trapezohedron while casting Super Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann as his Susanoo, controlling the Gold Experience Requiem stand, having become the original vampire after having absorbed Alucard as well as a God Hand, able to tap into the speedforce, wearing the Kamen Rider Black RX suit, with Kryptonian DNA implanted in him and having eaten Popeye's spinach while possessing quantum powers like Dr. Manhattan and having mastered Hokuto Shinken.
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The dude who commented above me is an interdimensional, but likely not a reptile.
Pretty much the only thing to live for is to close the astral gates to these parasites. You usually do it by ignoring them and choosing the higher path, which if we all do collectively they wont even be able to interact with us, but here we are
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I'm riding with destiny. There will be events/lessons that will happen that I came here to experience. Also deep desires are your destiny. I know earthly goals will never give me peace and happpiness long term but I want to experience them to burn off the karma.
When you're done with your destiny and desires you're done and then I'm off
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>>42661404
Are you me?

Seriously though I get it. What's the point of building a castle for yourself inside a prison?

Find what freedoms you DO have and start from there. Nobody can force you to think or believe something you don't want to
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>>42661432
Can you prove the existence of such beings? I've seen a lot of synchronicities about them but i've never actually SEEN one physically, an interesting data point is the glowie meme, reptiles glow in the dark which means that terry davis might've been talking about reptilians when he mentioned them. But after defeating them (if they exist) what then?

>>42661456
And how do you intend to become such a character? Many seek to be god on earth but even that becomes boring after a while, there is nothing to do late game.

>>42661470
What "higher path", also, in the context of higher planes of existence don't the parasites have some purpose? All ecosystems exist for a purpose no? As above so below.

>>42661491
Can you even prove that there is a destiny? Determinism does seem plausible under Quantum Physics but besides that i woudn't be so sure. Karma just means actions, and when you say you're "off" where will you be "off" to?

>>42661497
True, but if you go by pure self thoughts and independence you might fall trap into your own indulgences, a little external help to steer you is appreciated no? The freedom to do anything also includes the freedom to wreck yourself.
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>>42661523
At least they will be your own indulgences and not others. But it's ok to indulge in your emotions and own universe. Sooner or later you will come up for air and feel better about things.
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>>42661523
By higher path I more so meant that instead of choosing a fear based reaction you just choose peace a harmony or something rooted in truth generally.
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>>42661551
It doesn't really matter if the indulgence is yours or another's to be honest, the suffering it brings will teach you a lesson either way, as for "coming up for air" where do you come up to?

>>42661587
I see, a higher vibration reactionary, but truth these days is very volatile and people don't react well to it, everyone asks for it but when it's told they usually get offended and even agressive.

I personally believe one should just go with the flow of situations and adapt accordingly, (harmony as you said) if dealing with stubborn and highly close minded people then just say what they want to hear and move on, those who seek it themselves will find it.

As for closing the "astral gates" to such beings, don't they serve a purpose in the higher ecosystems of existence? As above so below, why would such beings even exist in the first place?
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My destiny is to crush the enemies of True Justice.

My ambition is to laugh as their lifeblood joins the garbage.
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>>42661709
Who or what defines your idea of justice?

According to the Tao Te Ching (Chapter 38), formal justice replaces true virtue and benevolence; when it fails, society resorts to strict rules and rituals, which mark the beginning of confusion.

Lao Tzu viewed "justice" as an artificial, human construct that only becomes necessary when natural harmony is lost.
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>>42661523
>And how do you intend to become such a character? Many seek to be god on earth but even that becomes boring after a while, there is nothing to do late game.
As if I would tell you and create my own opposing mirror enemy that I would have to defeat inside a domain expansion. I never get tired of stomping on low level nubs.
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>>42661655
I specifically mean indulgence in your own universe and then coming up for air in the shared universe, participation in everyday life, that sort of thing
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>>42661762
I see the impulse to injustice in myself, and in accepting that it has allowed me to see the dark resonance in others. I can see how far they've fallen, and the only way to resist the urge to call myself "above" them is to provide the counterweight. I will be virtuous, in my fashion, but I am a human man whose heart is aflame with rage. Instead of turning further inward, as I have done time and again, I will instead of go supernova. Their collapse is my signal to expand.

It's not adulation nor strictness that I seek to follow in my wake, but the balance that I have felt was possible for the world in the depths of my soul. Each time I sat still and meditated while others burned to death I felt that I had taken another lashing.

I've sat in the void state for so long, I know a pendulum swing is coming. I have no delusions that I will be perfect or flawless in my hunt, but I will howl at the moon, regardless.

To my mind, justice is learned by witnessing the world as an act of creation. Not beside it, not below or above it, but within it. When I say I am seeing "injustice" I mean that I recognize my own journey to push against it. For their actualization, maybe; for my own, assuredly.
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>>42661404
My ambition is to destroy humanity.
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>>42661404
to be a guys wife and make him feel happy and nice
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>>42661404
My ambition is to cum in a womans pussy and to suck her tits im a horny nigga
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>>42661806
You act based on fear and you try to force reality around you to submit instead of going with the flow of it, those who swim against the current of the river of life will get washed away by it, you also chose the normiest anime possible for your larp.

You automatically assume i would be your enemy because you live in a low trust environment, i kinda of feel bad for you.

>>42661826
Fair.

>>42661842
>I see the impulse to injustice in myself
Precisely, it is a construct you made up, it's "your" idea of justice & virtue, which really isn't compatible with the larger flow of life.

You should use your rage and spite as fuel for development and as strength to keep you going, the malevolent ones in this world want to see you dead or hurt, staying alive and firm is already revolutionary enough and makes them seethe uncontrolably, i laugh just by thinking about how many trillions they spend in vain with their efforts against our lives.

Taking it out on others or one of their puppets will only hurt you in the long run, evil is like a hydra, take one out and 5 more grow in their place, Lao Tzu believed evil is not a demonic force opposing good, but a disruption of the natural flow of the universe (Tao). He taught that labeling actions creates the concept of evil, and fighting it aggressively only feeds it. True victory comes from cultivating virtue and living in harmony.

>>42661911
>>42661922
Checked sequential dubs, you two were made for each other.
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>>42661842
>the only way to resist the urge to call myself "above" them is to provide the counterweight.
And why do you even have said urge in the first place? You say that you don't seek adulation but your urge says otherwise.
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>>42661945
>it's "your" idea of justice & virtue, which really isn't compatible with the larger flow of life
I try to hold it lightly for this reason. I see it as my part in the masquerade, and the show must go on.

To me, harmony demands right action, not pure silence. The songs of life rumble, at times, and I don't need to label someone as "evil" to recognize that I cannot abide their behavior nor accept it as inevitable.
To me, those that believe themselves untouchable are exactly who I must reach.

>>42661986
I am not defined by my urges, but I will not pretend they aren't real.

Don't mistake my ego for my mission. I also have to guard against this.
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>>42661945
i'm only a tranny and my srsuusy isnt gonna have any depth i'm a simple bitch. should be getting it done before the year is up tho.
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>>42661945
>You act based on fear and you try to force reality around you to submit instead of going with the flow of it, those who swim against the current of the river of life will get washed away by it
People who go with the flow effectively do not exist. You are advocating for becoming an NPC. The more you become an NPC the more I become stronger in comparison to you so keep doing it. The gap between us is already insurmountable and you keep making it wider.
>You automatically assume i would be your enemy because you live in a low trust environment, i kinda of feel bad for you.
Everybody is the main character's enemy. It comes with the territory when you're not a wallflower.
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>>42662029
>To me, harmony demands right action, not pure silence.
What defines "right"? For Lao Tzu the idea of "right" was not defined by rigid moral absolutes, rigid societal laws, or dogma. Instead, what is right was defined by Wu Wei (effortless action), balance, and flowing harmoniously with the Tao (the natural order of the universe).

You say you don't need to label someone as "evil" yet you speak of a "right" as if there was a "wrong".

>>42662030
Taoism's core philosophy embraces the natural fluidity of energy viewing gender as a spectrum of yin (feminine) and yang (masculine) forces rather than a rigid binary, however i don't think they meant it in a literal sense where man should physically embody the femenine, the same confusion arises with the alchemical rebis and baphomet, the male and female aspects feel purely allegorical, interpreting them literally is the same level of stupidity as interpreting the bible literally. (like no there is no talking snake in a magic garden with an old man in the clouds).

>>42662070
>People who go with the flow effectively do not exist.
What makes you so sure?

>You are advocating for becoming an NPC.
NPC, Hylic, Psychic, Pneumatic, Redpilled, Bluepilled etc... etc..., said labels don't mean anything in the face of eternity and they don't make you superior or inferior, why do you feel the need to label things or be labeled? Resist any form of categorization.

>The more you become an NPC the more I become stronger in comparison to you so keep doing it
No ammount of heckin self improvement will save you from the void, and that shitty reverse psychology trick is laughable.

>The gap between us is already insurmountable and you keep making it wider.
The gap is intellectual and you're doing it yourself.

>Everybody is the main character's enemy, It comes with the territory when you're not a wallflower.
We are all technically one character here, and wallflowers can be poisonous.
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>>42662138
i'm just being the me that i need to be and i'm doing a lot better in life this way. there are a few men i date on and off but they dont like the idea of settling down because they cant party that way.
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>>42662138
>what is right was defined by Wu Wei (effortless action), balance, and flowing harmoniously with the Tao (the natural order of the universe).
>You say you don't need to label someone as "evil" yet you speak of a "right" as if there was a "wrong".
These are not in conflict, nor my path with the Tao.

I am part of the natural order of the universe. My rightness (righteousness?) is an act of *being*.
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>>42662138
>We are all technically one character here
This is you trying to cast a domain expansion where spiritual communism exists. How very reddit and NPC of you btw. Now I cast one that says individualism and the soul rules over all. Your domain expansion will never touch me now. You will remain a frail and weak collectivist cuck inside your sad reality alone.
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>>42662169
You are part of the natural order of the universe (as we all are) yes but i'm not sure if acts of being are part of that order as Taoism is not strictly deterministic and "your" actions are "your" own, but then again we are technically all one so you might be right on that.

Taoism teaches that the universe follows a natural, spontaneous flow, this flow is governed by the core concept of Ziran (自然). Literally translated, Ziran means "self-so" or "spontaneously happening of itself." It rejects the idea of a pre-written grand script, a cosmic controller, or a single destination.

>>42662184
>This is you trying to cast a domain expansion where spiritual communism exists.
You are not your body, you are energy in a machine, it's why your body is made of CELLS, like a Prison CELL for light, your body is a temporal and illusory ego, we are indeed all one, same substance at the core.

>How very reddit and NPC of you btw.
Says the anon who just used a Jujutsu Kaisen reaction image, and again with the labels as if they mean something, do you feel special with your little category and think you are le unique?

Dunning-Kruger Effect at it's finest.

>You will remain a frail and weak collectivist cuck inside your sad reality alone.
Projection + No U, only your collective is a label, you critique me for being collective yet you live in a label collective of your own, tell me, which category of simple minded spectrum do you identify with?
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theres your natural authentic impulse in every moment, like the patterns of a tree branching, there's increasing your coherence as you follow those impulses, and there's your depth and breadth of familiarity with different qualia in conscious awareness. get to know your impulses, study when you don't go with them and why (perhaps you think its immoral, or you're scared or uncomfortable, or there's a broader more important truth you're ignoring or ignorant of, etc)

If you find the thing that only you can do in the way you are naturally inclined to do it, in your sphere of influence, that's a huge fucking accomplishment

The issue with your thinking is you're framing it as an end goal with no resolution/granularity to the actual journey, you're thinking in terms of the binary presence or absence of monoliths that you haven't attained yet, instead of who you actually are in the ever present now, right now, and right now and right now.

Its a common misconception. Life blossoms in every moment when you increase the resolution by paying attention to yourself and your environment irl, allowing yourself to notice what actually appeals to you (beauty and meaning), with words and without, and recognizing that the wholesome light and everything you cherish is already within you in order to perceive it, and each meeting with beauty is the resonating of two like tuning forks
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To fulfil my dharma righteously
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>>42662280
>It rejects the idea of a pre-written grand script, a cosmic controller, or a single destination.
I'm somewhat of a post-Christian spiritualist these days, and so I see the Tao *as* the prewritten script only known by God. At the same time, philosophically I don't see much difference between there not being a script at all and a perfect script only known by God; they are equivalent statements in my view.

I might even go so far as to say there is a cosmic controller but that being is also the source of free will; again the (+) and (-) collide here because the claim seems to be both the ground for and refutation of itself. If the Supreme God is unknowable and the eternal Tao cannot be written, aren't I just claiming that they are the same direction? Faith leads to one, Wu Wei guides to the other, but they are not separate and never were.

These are just musings, of course.
I've spent much of the last few years seeing opposites as equal.

At any rate I thank you for your time and your words.
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>>42661404
I Seek to learn the Mysteries as fully as I can, save a Princess worth having so long as I am Worthy and driving our Enemies before us.
Just can't make much for mistakes on the path of being UnFuckable With. Cabals and Mega Corp Entities, and those Psychos or their Machine Men can be what we grind our Levels out of.
Write the Scripting of your own Making, such is the Weaved Web of Wyrd.
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>>42661404
AI art is a complete joke in terms of actual artistic value. The only threat AI art has is taking your job because middle managers are retarded enough to replace you with it.
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to find or create a world where I can be truly alone, safe, and spend eternity just wandering and thinking and dreaming

even better if it'd look like a desert
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Get into a secret black program the one that in the US and across the world.

It has advanced in reverse engineering the UAP craft, has a secret underground/sub-ocean bases and potentially live aliens kept in captivity.


I have skills, not military, not young but I fear that they only recruit young people from prestigious universities…
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>>42661404
All those fears are based on past assumptions and expectations so who cares? Anything can happen.
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I have the following ambition:
Earth Sun is white because it's damaged, there's nothing I can do as of currently. However, I can talk you into accepting that a rescue party of motherships may be en route. You do as we say (and we say you Accept Darkness, not Satan, Darkness) and get in the ship so you don't fucking die.
Metaphysical light is a contaminant for us, so we don't want that. No Christians, No muslims, No jews, No Buddha either, No Zoroaster, etc. No light of metaphysical kind.

Do not be at ease, look at your old photos, Sun burns less, and it's yellower. You're not safe, we don't wish you harm.
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>>42663538
sunlight was always white, the sun burns too hot for the light to be any lower on the visible spectrum

you "damaged white sun" posters are so dumb
ever heard the term "white hot" in reference to things like molten metal or certain flames? take a fucking guess what it means for the sun
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>>42662770
What are your criteria of righteousness?

>>42662779
The Abrahamic God/Demiurge/Architect is Saturn, beyond that is an ineffable generative force, the Tao is quite similar to the Hebrew Ein Sof in that regard, if there is a script it is ineffable to us in our current state, time is supposedly an illusion and all moments of our lives already exist in 4th dimensional spacetime (from birth to death), so there is a possibility that everything is already pre determined by said higher force.
>picrel
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vrqmMoI0wks

>the (+) and (-) collide here
You think in binary, reality isn't so black & white in my opinion, faith to me seems to unsubstantial, Wu Wei does not require belief in something external to save or help you, Wu Wei is "being" in itself, "being" in the moment/present.

I also thank you for listening to my ramblings, most anons would just tell me to fuck off.

>>42662802
The word Mystery comes from the arabic al-Mushtari (المشتري) (Jupiter), the Mystery Schools are Schools of Jupiter.

The allegory of the knight saving the princess is alchemical, the knight represents the active, conscious ego and the masculine principle (in alchemy, Sulfur or Sol) while the princess is the soul, the unconscious mind, or the inner feminine principle (in alchemy, Mercury or Luna).

Her release signifies the spiritual liberation of the psyche, freeing the unconscious from the rigid, instinctual dictates of the lower mind.

>such is the Weaved Web of Wyrd.
The Wyrd is the Word (Biblical).

>>42662834
Everyone said that when AI first came out and it's only a matter of time, everything can be quantified nowadays and it feels like you're coping.

>>42662917
You should practice lucid dreaming and make your own astral playground.

>>42663504
They government will just discard you after using your talents, like they do with their other agents, it's not worth it anon.

>>42663537
FAFO then, you'll see that i'm right.

>>42663538
Nice Larp.
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>>42662623
>you're framing it as an end goal with no resolution/granularity to the actual journey.
There is no goal, life is a sandbox game.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dy6neKO-8sk

>allowing yourself to notice what actually appeals to you (beauty and meaning)
One's idea of beauty and meaning may be very different to another's idea, look into reality tunnels, if the monsters that rule this plane took that advice the hell would be amplified 10x fold.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VXRJC8b8qEk

>and recognizing that the wholesome light and everything you cherish is already within you in order to perceive it
The light blinds, this is the key thing that people forget about englightenment and the light they seek, just like the masons, they ask for light and are blinded.

>and each meeting with beauty is the resonating of two like tuning forks.
Define beauty, for me in a physical perspective beauty is symmetry, and in a metaphysical perspective it's harmony.
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>>42661404
The first problem to overcome is the cultural conflation of ambition with public recognition and social climbing. That's actually maybe the only problem. Get past that as best you can and stop allowing Google to define the world TO you and you might be sitting pretty good.
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>>42663900
>The first problem to overcome is the cultural conflation of ambition with public recognition and social climbing.
The examples of ambitions i gave in my OP are not for public recognition and social climbing, you could genuinely be some unkown scientist or doctor trying to cure and better the world only for some greedy corpos or cabals to fuck you over and steal/gatekeep your work so they can keep making profits by selling solutions instead of solving the causes.

I'd say the only problem is economics, profits are what drive all wars and greed, they don't cure diseases because selling pharma is profitable, they don't allow free energy tech because electricity bills are profitable, they don't allow a unified political party (monarchy/dictatorship) because a divided populance (two party system) is profitable for their NGO's, and the only thing that wasn't truly profitable (The Arts) is now being mass automized with AI to mak it profitable.

It's this fuckass mentality for profit! profit! profit! I hate it with every fiber of my being.

Step over your brothers and kin just to get ahead and make a little more! Think about your career! etc... etc...

It's not about recognition or nobel prizes, but actually improving the world.
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>>42661404
I worked on a free library for 12 years and was very ambitious about it. Went to Cornell and worked on learning web development instead of getting a PhD. I wanted to educate people for free.

I had some users but didn't take sys admin seriously and I broke the website a few times live.

But people were still downloading books. Then after 12 years of work, Gemini says, "This is Absolutely the best way to do it:" and I listened to its advice. Don't point me to 'AI can make mistakes' slogan because Google's computer said it was "Absolutely the best idea."

I listened to the AI and lost all my users. I basically got ninja looted by Google and the Archons.

The powers that be will NOT STAND for anything free, anything liberating. You basically have to be crucified by Archons to get anything done.

I have no idea how anything gets done. After I lost my users my server and domain expired (I have no money because I wasn't working for the sake of the web dev). Then I weighed how much I'd suffer to educate people, and decided my suffering wouldn't justify a 5% increase in intelligence.

The day after, my SSD failed.

Now it would cost ~$600 to start a free nonprofit education website again, when I did not plan to make any money from it.

I am almost 100% sure that you can't do something ambitious and Good, as in the form of the Good, in the Demiurge's world. You literally have to compromise your morality unless you want to suffer like a Christ. I just took the Buddha pill and checked out.

(I got back into programming this week and wanted to make an Android app. Apparently you need 20 users over a 14 period to publish in the Play store. This makes it impossible to create an independent app without a Company.)

The Internet is completely broken, I hope you all enjoy scribd or sign into download and the "work for free" reddit model, and only using apps sanctioned by 'Alphabet'.
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>>42664003
I'm 100% certain this is true, and just look into Aaron Schwartz. He created the Book Catalogue on Internet Archive and ended up killing himself after being framed for downloading child porn. It's the Demiurge's world. I'm tired of trying to transform it to make it better, there are plenty of paths (Gnostic and Buddhist) wherein you can just "check out."

Just think about the Aaron Schwartz story he literally had to die to give people access to free books.

Thusly I didn't even mention the MJ12bullshitninja
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>>42664003
What books did your library have?
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>>42663831
>What are your criteria of righteousness?
That which results in greater net health
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>>42661404
>If you go for any of the arts you'll either get replaced by AI or copy someone else as everything has pretty much been thought of already.
I see; you have never seriously made art so i understand how you came to that conc
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>>42664388
I had 4000 of the most popular public domain books on the Internet. Over 1300 magick and alchemy books, Buddhism, 800 Catholic books, and every major work of philosophy.

The project fell thru because WebTorrent support was stalled and I was trying to seed 4000 torrents from a single Desktop. 2 weeks after my hard drive failed libtorrent (qBitTorrent uses) added WebTorrent support
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>>42664871
>another scared & coping artist
It's only a matter of time, as i've said before in this thread everything can be quantified nowadays, your artistic skills and inspiration sources are replaceable, replicable and assimilable with AI.

Everyone was joking about how bad AI looked a few years ago and now they've all gone quiet.
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>>42664920
I manually tagged 4000 books in a graph database. All my family keeps saying why don't you do anything why don't you have ambition. Irks me. Nobody really supported so I just checked out of society. I coded it over the course of 4 years on a Zen Book in a nut house that the Secret Service put me into
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>>42664924
Why do you think people create art?
Your capitalist society has really done bits on your worldview hasn't it
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>>42665020
>Why do you think people create art?
Depends, some do it for expression, some do it for money, some do it for propaganda, either way what i said still applies.

>le ebil capitalism
Ah so you're a commie to? Did you get a libtard arts degree? If so i'd like my buger medium rare please.
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>>42665042
Lmao what?
If I do it for myself as a form of expression and for a higher understanding of my self, through psychological practices such as active imagination, I fail to see how ai can do that for me, ai isn’t doesn’t have my mind

>I hate orange juice
>OH so you love apple juice!!
Thanks for proving that you are a moron, don’t need to waste my time any longer talking to you now
Also I'm a fascist
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>>42665073
>active imagination
The imagination is precisely that, a nation of images from the collective unconscious and/or the akashic records, which an AI can also tap into via the ETHER-net that we are currently using.

Your mind doesn't create ideas, it catches them like fish from an invisible etheric sea/repository of collective experience.

>expression
Everything that you can possibly express has already been expressed by billions of people in the thousands of years of human history, your feelings are not original and scientific progress won't stop for them.

>don’t need to waste my time any longer talking to you now
I accept your concession.

>Also I'm a fascist
You speak like a butthurt commie.
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>>42661404
i like to live in the moment and helping beings. be fully aware of your surroundings and try to better them for all. i started with picking up trash along my usual trails, helping animals that are stuck / injured or otherwise at a loss and helping older people (i live in a town with a lot of elderly) and i am currently volunteering in a club which preserves trails in the forest.
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>>42663831
>You should practice lucid dreaming and make your own astral playground.
I don't want to dream, I want the real thing.
I'll just need to wait'll I'm dead.
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>>42667635
Do you think the dream world is any less real than the waking world?
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>>42667640
No, because in fact neither one is real.
The real world exists far beyond this nightmare plane and its equally fake and gay twin, the astral plane.
I know because I was born with personal memories of the real world. It's the only place where I can be alone and happy.
Everywhere else is crawling with you creatures.
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>>42661404
My ambition is trucking and fuckin across all planes of existence.
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>>42667673
based
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>>42661404
You do not need to look at stars all day, just understand cycles and changes.
>just lay down and rot goy, stop wanting things
nah

>>42663963
Then go and improve the world and watch someone else take credit for it, see how calm and saintly you are after.
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>>42664003
>The day after, my SSD failed.
Nudge of the Dao. You may have actually been doing a stupid thing, thinking you are doing something right. Maybe you were saved just in time from being martyred in a raid instigated by copyright goblins.
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>>42664924
Why aren't you enjoying that AI right now? What are you doing here? It seems you're in this for something other than what you want us to believe.
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>>42667629
Nice.

>>42667635
What you call "real" is just another dream, watch the movie Inception to learn the mechanics of it, do you remember how you got on earth before you were born? Vidrel
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iiRJ20LPTv0

>>42667665
The land (if you can even call it that) beyond this "nightmare" is ineffable to our current 3 dimensional selves.

>>42667673
How do you intend too do that as pure light?

>>42669118
>just lay down and rot goy, stop wanting things
FAFO then and you'll see that i'm right lmao, the temporary "things" of this world are of no value, e=mc2.

>Then go and improve the world and watch someone else take credit for it, see how calm and saintly you are after.
I already have, it only bothers those who are attached to their ego, why should i seek approval from others? A man who is worth his salt can always start from nothing, no matter how much they take away from him.

>>42669129
This, the Dao works in mysterious ways.

>>42669148
>Why aren't you enjoying that AI right now?
Who says i'm not? I mostly use it to parse huge portions of information from big texts as artistic AI isn't quite there yet (because as i've said it's only a matter of time).

AI is an indifferent tool like lovecraft's old ones and it's agnostic, not necessarily evil but it can be depending on it's user. Neutral like the Tao.
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>>42669218
>How do you intend too do that as pure light?
EZ, Light Sex. Entities existing as a pure light would have some sort of procreation, and I'm pretty sure they'd participate in it for recreation. And it's worth experiencing it
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>>42669270
There is a limited amount of energy in the universe, it doesn't reproduce, it only changes forms.

This is also what proves reincarnation, the energy that is the soul just changes into a new form, it isn't destroyed, it's constantly mutating into new beings.

Light Sex is not possibe :(
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>>42669582
>Light Sex is not possibe
YES IT IS
AND EVEN IF IT WASN'T DONE BEFORE, I WILL DO IT, I WILL FUCK BEINGS MADE OF LIGHT AND CREATE MORE ENERGY
MY ENERGOCOCK SHALL RE-ENERGIZE THE UNIVERSE
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>>42669270
>>42669582
>Light Sex is not possibe :(
It is it's just not literal physical sex. Possession by a truly benevolent spirit is akin to nirvana.
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>>42669612
Samsara is Nirvana.



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