What are the spiritual implications of suicide brought fourth by laziness due to not wanting to work
>>42661653What do you mean? Are you scared you'll be sentenced to an eternity of hard labor or something?
>>42661653You'll do it all over again in the next life except maybe you'll be a pajeet or some other third worlder and it will be worse
>>42661703All my life since I was a little child ive never wanted to do anything. I’ve been a neet off my parents but it’s all catching up to me now ans I’m soon done with studies annd have to get a job. How badly will I be spiritually screwed over if I an hero rather than take responsibility for my own life
>>42661653It's the spirit of Belphagore. Make sure to cast it out.
>>42661736How??? I’ve been this way ever since I remember being conscious. Never had anything I wanted to do, or aspire to do. Just wanted to sit and consume tv or video games but even those were just because I’d rather do nothing or waste time than do anything productive. I don’t want to do anything and the tought of having to do anything and especially being forced to do a job to make a living makes me want to kms
>>42661725why not do literally anything else like become a wandering vagrant
>>42661959That takes effort. I don’t want to do anything
>>42661725I'll be honest with you. You'll go to hell. I'm sorry. I've also felt this way. But you have to endure. If you opt out, it will be so much worse. There isn't a good option for people like you or me.
>>42661653Literally me soon once I run out of cash in a few months. I think as long as you believe in a positive outcome and a smooth transition I think you'll be fine. Its all this second guessing and what ifs that poison your thoughts and set up for negative things.
>>42661653Mental illness isn’t laziness, but it’s also not an excuse
kill your masters.the ones who are doing everything you want, have to most and never have to work a day in their life.
>>42662653>you need to live how I want you to live or elseFuck your tired thought stopping cliche.The word "excuse" is only ever used by judgemental tyrants such as yourself.
>>42661653You'll never kill yourself. You'll just get locked in that state (of misery) for eternity
>>42662708>cope and seethe
>>42661653Look up Alfred Adler.
Nigger
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=khOaAHK7efc
>>42662590>you have to endure brcause...you just have to okay!I hate god for burdening me with this existence.
You'll be a city bus driver in detroit in your next life
>>42661653I’ve never heard of that. Wouldn’t they also be too lazy to actually do it? However I’ve heard many stories about people who work or worked a lot in their life or are about to have to work more committing suicide. >>42662858Hardly anyone will do the actual driving in the future.
>>42662858Atleast I’ll have a job and a purpose
>>42663020Well the only alternative is slowly dying of hunger. You may not know this but you need money to stay alive, so if he doesnt get money he will die
>>42661653That sounds like major depression to me and not laziness, so the depression should be improved and fixed upon so the suicide does not occur, and the laziness is begone, and then the work ethic can begin. Good luck OP, get sunlight exposure outside to reduce depression but be careful not to sunburn.
>>42663494Imagine a society that subjects people to conditions that make them terribly unhappy, then gives them the drugs to take away their unhappiness. Science fiction? It is already happening to some extent in our own society... Instead of removing the conditions that make people depressed, modern society gives them antidepressant drugs. In effect, antidepressants are a means of modifying an individual's internal state in such a way as to enable him to tolerate social conditions that he would otherwise find intolerable.
>>42662858I've already been a security guard in Detroit in this life. You're going to need a bigger hell.
>>42661653What does it feel like OP? do you just have no spark that pulls you to anything in life?do you have ups and downs?if you could have anything you wanted, what would it be? like if I could snap my fingers and give you what you want. Or is the effort to answer that too much?i have suicidal thoughts, but it's normally driven by strong emotions, and I know they will pass. I don't think you ar like that?
>>42661653To answer your question, only you can answer it really. I personally think that the risk is too great. I mean you very well could up in something so much worse. The "rules" of this life would seem to indicate such, if you know what I mean... it's not a great answer I know, but what else do we have to go on?
>>42662777Yeah. I don't blame you, it's difficult. Please don't be so dismissive, I really empathize anon. It's difficult to find anything worth doing, especially these days. Anger will make you more miserable.
>>42663652Anger might actually help him if it can be directed in the right place
>>42663667Sure but getting pissed off at God is the ultimate waste of time, whether or not he's real. Old man shaking a fist at the sky,
>>42663203You may not know this, but you cannot eat money. What you need is air, water, food, shelter and community to survive. Money is entirely unnecessary for any of that. >buh-buh-buh-but anon, money...didn't exist before we came to be as a species. This proves that money is not a necessary condition for human survival.
>>42663593If you could snap your fingers and give me anything I’d want it would be 10 million dollars. So that I don’t have to do anything and nobody can tell me to do anything. Could just exist. Constant downward melancholic as if the glass is always maximum 40% full
>>42663979you might have a lowness of dopamine. dopamine deficiency. Look into GABA
>>42661653Ghosts demons angels are real Polaris never met ves dinos Jews and space and nukes are not
>>42663979That's probabl what I would ask for but maybe 10xand for the same reason. But for some reason the feeling is stronger in you to the point that you are apparently considering suicide over it.
>>42663979I don't think that's the best thing to commit suicide over. There's always hope that it could happen. Its not that this world can't at all make you happy, its just not going your way. It COULD change. Now if instead you could imagine yourself with the 10 million and still couldn't imagine being happy here then that's a whole different situation.
>>42663979>Constant downward melancholic as if the glass is always maximum 40% fulland nothing ignites anything in you? nothing at all?
You'll come back in your next life as a nigger.
>>42666368The thought of money
>>42661653abdication of your peoplehood and putting the self before continuity itself
>>42666374Not as bad as being jeet or asian and its depends where and what kind of nigger.
>>42661653Working for the pedo landlord elite is slavery. They zapped me too, so I can't drive or write properly. Then lied to me about it for decades, so I can't sue them. It's not laziness. I'm fighting against tyranny. They are trying to drive me to suicide now. The whole system. Britain is an evil place. Don't feel sorry for the people here when we get nuked.
>>42661653Sloth
>>42661653>not producing loosh is selfish and lazy and is punishable by being born a destitute and disfigured Indian in the next life.
>>42661653i came close to killing myself once. it was frightening because for like 1 minute i was really set on doing it, not just larping. People often have suicidal thoughts but they don't really act on it.Anyway, i felt like it would have been a terrible mistake somehow? even tho i had my reasons i can't really explain it, like there was still a lot i could do with my life despite being much older than you probably are and killing myself would not be something well accepted, even myself would regret it? if that can make sense. A huge devastating painful mistake basically, even if you think your life sucks
>>42662590We're already in hell, now go pray to your Lord Saturn.
>ballen fra utsparket til nyland traff en vaier og derfor falt ballen ned og derfor skulle ballen blitt droppet, istedenfor skorte Norge
>>42661653I've read some interesting perspectives here that have convinced me that suicide is not the answer and creates a huge mess on others. But I wonder what happens to those who kill themselves out of loneliness or do it on a kamikaze mission. I realize these are two different circumstances but if they effect your soul or next reincarnation negatively.
>>42670591>lonelinessYou get put in a real pretty body to realize it’s not the answer, usually female to isolate you as pretty. Being a pretty female is a lot worse than being a pretty male >kamikazeDepends on the cause
>>42670591>suicide is not the answer and creates a huge mess on othersThat's not fair though. Any form of death will inconvenience others, trying to say that someone shouldn't be cause "some one will be sad" is wrong. If you care for those someone's then that's an entirely different story. But if you don't then there can't be any consequence. How is it fair to say that someone who does not value anyone one else will still have others put all these spiritual burdens and connections on you that impact you in death? When in life you didn't care for them in death somehow you're supposed to fill guilty over these false connections? Its stupid.
>>42661725Try easy and low effort job like a security guard in bumfuck nowhere or just do random shit and see what sticks. Literally just get a job and quit if you don't like it, then rinse and repeat until you've found something that works. At least it'll change you mentally. I've been in a similar position, but you've gotta just figure something out that suits you. And don't second guess quitting if you don't like it. Seriously, if you work night shifts as a security guard, you can basically just bring a laptop/phone and watch movies and play games basically the whole shift.
>>42661653Silence, slaver.
>>42661653My experience so far>Go to uni, get STEM bachelor then master's degree>Graduate>No jobs available literally can't get one>Make a indie video game>It gets 7 positive reviews 2 negative but like 15 sales then suddenly goes to the shadow realm>Write a book>Gets 2 viewsAlso me trying to get laid>Go to some parties>Nothing happens>Hire a prostie (legal here)>Scammed by a jeet for $100 deposit>Try and hire another one with no deposit>Ghosted>hire another one>She shows up>Says she just "doesn't want to" and leavesI'm pretty sure every normie thing is the world is legit fake or some shit. Also I'm not hideous or attractive but am autistic as fuck.
>>42672187Also I did actually get two job offers, but they were comically so bad I didn't take them. Neither were scams btw I did tons of research.Job 1>Military job>Needs highest level secret clearance or some shit>I would work on drones (to probably murder four years olds overseas or something)Job 2>Startup company>Seems promising>"oh btw can you work for free for the first month lol :)"
>>42672203You remind me of my tranny friend who had to quit his lucrative career at the Space Force and is now some weird loser in a wig acting like cutting off his own dick was worth it to own the chuds
>>42672219>not wanting to write toddler-acker-2000 for the Jews (as a literal federal glowie agent) makes you a trannyOkay retard
>>42672221No, I actually applaud your brave decision. The world always needs more DoorDash drivers to deliver my junior cheeseburger and fries.
>>42672236And no I’m not going to tip.
>>42672236>>42672241I'm not an americuntMy only criteria needed for a job is 1) for me to get paid and 2) for me to not murder people. Pretty sane I think, but as I said in this fake world those jobs don't exist in STEM apparently
