I've been coming here for a long time looking for answers (without success). But this requires me to spend a lot of time reading and checking for new threads. Is there somewhere where I don't have to constantly check or I might have more success in my search?
I suffered a great loss in my life months ago. I did't only lose several friendships, but I also lost something to which I dedicated half of my life. The other half doesn't make sense now. I was recovering from severe depression and this left me lower than ever. I'm not productive, I'm not enjoying anything, I have no motivation to be alive. All my energy was focused on trying to solve the problem, but there was no way; it's something beyond my control. I spend my days waiting for "something to happen," but nothing does.I wish things would sort themselves out, I wish I could go back in time, or travel to another dimension where none of this had happened and I could continue with my life as it was before. I'm skeptical, but I tried astral projection, but (either it's not real) or someone with such negative thoughts can't of achieve it.
>>42664385Quantum Inboxselapian.github.io/quantum-gongNotification should sound when Universe determines you should hear it
I tried to die, but they didn't let me, and I had to endure a long recovery that will probably leave me with permanent effects. Since then I dream less than usual. I spend my days on autopilot, doing the bare minimum to meet my obligations, and the rest of the time I waste, waiting for "something to happen" or for "someone to tell me what to do." I feel like I'm not making progress and there's nothing I can do to move forward. I just know that I don't want to continue living this way. I'm posting this in /x/ and not in /adv/ because "normal advice" won't help me now. I've already spoken to many people and professionals who either don't understand me and expect me to "stop worrying about losing what gave meaning to my life" or they understand me but only feel sorry for me because they can't help me.I'm looking for special help, instructions on how to fix this myself, or effective methods for dying quickly.
>>42664385What you need to know will find you either way.
>>42664385you could list the answers you are looking for and it might come to you
>>42664385>After creating this thread OP sadly lost all of his hair
>>42664430>I'm looking for special help, instructions on how to fix this myselfI guess your best bet is to keep praying to a higher power and hope for a sign to appear in front of you. But things won't be set in motion by itself without your input, you need to set things in motion with your actions as well. And that requires time and effort, my friend. So keep going. It's not a sprint, it's a marathon. Keep that in mind. Good luck anon. And get some sunlight outside, it helps to relieve depression but be careful not to sunburn.
Not that anon>>42666299>refuses to give advice>gives platitudes insteadYou're part of the problem.
>>42664430>effective methods for dying quickly.Inert gas suffocation, also called an exit bag. You place a plastic bag over your head and fill it with an inert gas, such as nitrogen or helium.
>>42664421>I wish I could go back in time, or travel to another dimension where none of this had happened and I could continue with my life as it was before. I'm skeptical, but I tried astral projection, but (either it's not real) or someone with such negative thoughts can't of achieve it.Man, are you me?I've been told to walk along deserted rural roads but so far I haven't found help.I will continue trying astral projection. I need to go back in time. I miss my dad.
