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Fast forward a few days (tonight). I’m driving back to my berry patch to start harvesting some more wild blue berries. I come around the bend just 100 yards from where I previously helped the guy and I just hear a pop and air flowing, my truck tire completely burst. There was no putting air in it since there was a 4 inch gash. I was stuck with no cell reception. My truck is pretty old, and I was having trouble lowering the spare which is securely fastened underneath the car and I couldn’t get the crank to lower it so I could take it off. Suddenly three guys pull up out of no where driving side by sides on the back roads. The stop and say “you look like you could use some help”. Almost before I could say sure all three of them hop out and just get to work lowering the crank, they knew my truck better than I did and they easily got the spare lowered and truck jacked up so I could change the flat. They were literally getting on their hands and knees in the dirt to make it happen; and they were so nice and friendly the whole time. They basically took over and got me to the point that my truck was jacked up with the spare ready to be put on. Even when I started taking off the flat and putting on the spare they just stuck around encouraging me and being nice. The one guy kept saying “I would want someone to help me if I was stuck out here”. I looked in this guys eyes after he said that and it was like these guys were angels sent to help me by god or something as a reward for helping the black guy a few days prior. And just like that, they made sure I was good to go and they just smiled and repeated one last time “I would want someone to help me if I was stuck out here” and then they were gone.

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>>42670570

I was saved by these mysterious boomers just a stones throw away from from where I had just helped someone else during their time of need days before. It really felt like a karma moment; what are the chances that the moment I needed help in the middle of no where three guys pull up out of nowhere and help me get out of the situation. I’m not saying they were really angels, but there is still good people out there and god uses them to help others and what goes around comes around. So remember that if you ever see someone who needs help and you are in a position to help them.

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>>42670561
You did the right thing anon

You can still love people and their souls but not have to live next to them

>>42670561
>>42670570
>>42670578
Berry good.

>>42670561
https://youtube.com/watch?v=FCd_S2aOkd4

>>42670561
>>42670570
Say you broke down in his neighborhood. I wonder how they'd help you out.

>>42670628
>Love thy neighbor means love thy neighbor

No exceptions. If they do not reciprocate it's fine

>>42670628
It’s not about that, I didn’t help him to get anything in return. I did it because it seemed right and he needed help I didn’t expect to be in a situation where I needed help myself in the same place days later. I was a little nervous especially when the guy told me he wasn’t from around here and he was from Detroit. But my dog is a killer so I was never in any danger anyway. And I just helped someone who was in need no for any other reason than that.

I do believe angels will manifest in human form to assist us. Either to teach us lessons or to assist. In this instance it was both imo. Karma is absolutely real and it's important to live our lives with that understanding. I believe angels helped you learn this.

For me, I quit cigarettes 3 months ago. I was really stressed the other day and bought a pack. I smoked and when I was leaving, this guy asked if he could have a cigarette. I gave him the whole pack since my craving was gone and I don't want to continue smoking. When I left, I realized he had a really kind aura. A wise/compassionate look in his eyes. Didn't seem like a smoker at all. Something inside me felt like it was my guide helping me out.

Congrats Anon!

>>42670661
>I do believe angels will manifest in human form to assist us

It honestly felt like that. Idk when the one guy said “I would want someone to help me if I was stuck out here” and looked him in the eyes and it felt like he was an angel for a second. Our god was speaking through him or somthing.

>>42670561
>>42670570
>>42670578
>>42670582
American dharma

>>42670561
Sorry not sorry...
:)

>>42670680
Listen to that feeling!

I've had a few of these.
(1) Give a homeless guy 20$ when driving into toronto. He loudly shouts "God bless you". A few days later my aunt gives me 50$ to use when traveling to BC.
(2) Give a homeless guy 200$ clothes giftcard I got from work. I wasnt going to use it since I hate shopping. Later that weekend my car broke down on the highway, and a mechanic fixed my car for free and said "happy easter", despite every other mechanic being closed on the long weekend
(3) gave homeless girl another 200$ clothes giftcard. Few months later get ~400$ clothes bonus added to my paycheque.
There's more in terms of giving religious charity, and seeing immediate spiritual impacts, but sometimes it takes a few months or 1-2 years to see it, but always very good stuff.

There's also a jewish teaching about how the closer the charity you give is to the person who needs it, the faster the reward will come - so giving charity to some big fund you might not see reward for months or years, but giving directly to the homeless you might see it immediately.

I hope so, it is good to help each other. I do a lot of research on how to end poverty
I practice metta meditation when I can. I get fits of anger sometimes. I hope that goes away.
Sometimes hypercompassion, but, I cant save the world.

>>42670570
So basically this is actually the twilight zone.

Makes sense

>>42670611
>51 minutes of schizo rant
i aint watching all that

jedi activity

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>>42670561
the fuck. if this is a true story it's incredible

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>>42670561
>blueberries
>bear country
Sullivan County?
We had blueberry fields less than five minutes through our back woods.
Though you'd need a hell of a lot more than what you've shown if you want to do anything other than eat them fresh

>>42670570
I got goosebumps reading this

>>42671617
OP got doxxed. Go sneak some cash in the blueberry field

>>42673118
unironically, I doubt it would matter, nothing is going to happen to op

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>>42671629
Goosebumps is spirit energy in your nerves its why you get the same feeling when you get scared from a ghost. Its called ASMR TRE among other things

>>42670702
lmao

>>42670964
Sounds like your work was subtly trying to tell you to buy nicer cloths for the office but you just kept handing them off to fucking homeless people.
Like your boss is going to notice that every bum in a block radius is dressed 2 levels above their station and your still coming to work in sweats.
>easiest karma farm is clothing the homeless
>work decides you dress like a homeless person
>decided to cloth you
>you cloth actual homeless people instead
>work keeps trying to cloth you "le where is fukc is he spending the money we are literally giving him gift cards"
>delusional narcissistic jew "its just raining karma on my head"

>>42671617
Not OP but I'm from Orange County and can confirm it's an angelic part of the world. Great energy all around. I saw Thor one time on a street corner. There's black magic there too but their power is weak.

>>42673142
I must have a strong spirit, I get goosebumps from all kinds of unusual stuff. Usually it's on my head though not on my arms.

>>42674288
I am also curious as to what kind of job just hands out clothes money. Must be fucking nice, shit.
I just wanna add some negative karma to the thread to balance it out.
Remember the saying, "no good deed goes unpunished." I always get punished for my random acts of kindness, and I get rewarded for absolutely nothing. I'm a karma black hole though so fuck it.

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>>42674321
Lots of corporate third party contractors especially in the financial industry usually pay admis and assistance shit to keep margins high (office staff are some of the most expensive bloated assets a company can have besides executives) but need them looking professional when clients come round so they give them "allowances" to buy clothing, because you those can be distributed dependent on circimstance and are less precident setting than salary increases.

As for the karma itself...think of it more like the honor system in Red Dead. Depending on where you sit on the scale the universe is going to treat your experience a certain way and when certain events require a karma roll to factor the out come. I think it's also tied to your blood line so you may be dealing with the blow back from something super shitty a ancestor did or maybe even something you did you didn't even realize.
OP sounds like he appeased some resident God with dominion over the forest he was mucking around in. He did say he helped that negro in the same forest that he go stuck in and the parting line from the boys who helped OP give me omnipresent intelligence vibes more than passive karmic feild effects.

My two cent

God Bless OP. God bless others in this thread.

>>42670628
Some of them are genuinely good people.
The others have deep self inflicted trauma that they carry like it gives them self worth

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>>42670982
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>>42671629
Great thread
Truth is metta.

>>42674321
>>42674288
Construction
People give gift cards and work sometimes gives bonuses to buy work clothes and safety gear

>Remember the saying, "no good deed goes unpunished." I always get punished for my random acts of kindness
I doubt it. That does not match my experience.
If anything letting someone take advantage of you (like the gospels say) often causes peace to come between you and your enemy - it breaks the cycle of abuse.

>>42674321
If he works in a clothing store this isn't crazy.

But if not, I get a stipend to buy my uniform stuff at my job (security) which I almost never use. for some reason they think I need an entirely new set of uniforms including boots, gloves, vest etc every year when I don't. I bought 4 sets of uniforms, one pair of boots and then the vest and all the gear once when I got hired six years ago and I'm still just wearing the same ones

So I always just keep the money lol. Almost everyone does, it's like an unofficial retention bonus for us. Nobody needs brand new uniforms every single year and if they really cared that much about the money they would just issue uniforms.

>>42670570
God can send humans like he sends angels
an urge to go offroad here or there
an urge to look out of the window at the right time to see you
an urge to go and help
theyre nudges, the choice what we do is still ours, but God calls our attention on things

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>>42670578
>>42670561
>>42670661
Then why do I see cheaters and abusers who have broken their marital vows thrive on life? And all the honest women and men I know personally who haven't lied cheated or bullied anyone , live hard lives full of mental anguish?
Karma doesn't exist.

>>42677991
Return of the Jet Eye

>>42670561
This is such a wonderful thread, thank you for sharing, have an awesome day, OP. You did the right thing helping that guy out, and whether karma is real or not, got justly rewarded. I hope we all encounter someone like you when we need help in life. You're a good person.

>>42677991
Karma exists, but time also exists....

>>42678072
No .

>>42678172
>over your head
So it means that karma is also subjected to time. Some would say karma is time itself.
Wah wah bad guy appear immediately successful for some time isn't really an argument against it

>>42678182
Saturn aka chronos aka father time
ruler of karma

>>42677991
The system of judgement is complex and nuanced and there is a time factor to it.

Many people do get punished by cheating with divorces, dissatisfaction in their family life, sexual diseases, social shaming, and similar things.

You don't know the sins of each marriage partner prior to their relationship, you dont know how their relationship decayed from love into stagnant torture.
Do you really expect every cheater to be struck down dead and there is now a one-parent family to deal with the mess? Sometimes its better for everyone to keep the family together.

Some situations have no punishment either. Maybe two consenting adults, who are single, have a sex life, and it bothers you because you cant?

>cheaters and abusers who have broken their marital vows thrive on life?
Imagine a manwhore salesguy marries a whore nurse, and they both flirt a lot in their jobs, and maybe a few affairs happen over the course of their marriage. They both did it to eachother because both of them were whores before-hand. The punishment is the envy they both experience in the marriage because they know their partners flirtatious and disloyal nature.
When two people of a similar nature are drawn together, they dish out punishment to eachother.

>And all the honest women and men I know personally who haven't lied cheated or bullied anyone , live hard lives full of mental anguish?
Maybe because honesty and servitude aren't the only qualities that define a persons blessings in life. Maybe for example, on account of not being religious, their food is cursed to cause them mental health problems, or by choosing not to follow God every step of the way they are cursed to follow the crooked ways of the world, like falling for COVID

>>42677991
If one believes in Saints and Angels must also know that with them come demons the devil.

>>42679609
>>really expect every cheater to be struck down dead

Yes absolutely.

>>Some situations have no punishment either. Maybe two consenting adults, who are single, have a sex life, and it bothers you because you cant?

I am not talking about single people I am talking about people in monogamous relationship and in marriages who cheats behind their partners back.

>>And all the honest women and men I know personally who haven't lied cheated or bullied anyone , live hard lives full of mental anguish?
Maybe because honesty and servitude aren't the only qualities that define a persons blessings in life. Maybe for example, on account of not being religious, their food is cursed to cause them mental health problems

Victim Blaming

>>by choosing not to follow God

Which god nigga? One that's protecting the Epstein client list ? Or the one that remains silent seeing the suffering of innocent men and women. Evil men and whore-mongerers live like gods while the truthful and honest people live like insects. Yahweh vishnu buddha are all cucks who couldn't do anything and their followers cope by saying "muh karma" it's a cope they know they are powerless to act and punish the evil doers that's they assure themselves by saying one day karma will get them .

>>42679609
>>42681795
Contnd.
>>Many people do get punished by cheating with divorces, dissatisfaction in their family life, sexual diseases, social shaming, and similar things.

Again I have seen the cheater suffer no problems while the faithful husband/wife suffer with humiliation pain and deteriorating health. Often times the affair is revealed after years and the victim has lived the majority portion on his/her life in a fabricated lie . What about the cases that affair never comes out then the victim dies loving a cheater and believing in a lie (and don't get started on the cases of men finding out paternity fraud at their old age) , what about murderers rapists I come from a country where a group rapists where given the garland of flowers after serving 2 years , hell the president of the United States is a known pedophile and he is the most powerful man on the earth, countless number of men and women do awful things to good people , the reality is that evil people get away with their evil deeds . There's no justice in this universe, save for the justice you can win through your own will and power, the rest is all cope from weak slaves coping with their cruel master's action.

>>Imagine a manwhore salesguy marries a whore nurse, and they both flirt a lot in their jobs, and maybe a few affairs happen over the course of their marriage. They both did it to eachother because both of them were whores before-hand. The punishment is the envy they both experience in the marriage because they know their partners flirtatious and disloyal nature.
When two people of a similar nature are drawn together, they dish out punishment to eachother.

Again this is not the case in majority of cases, look up every case of Infidility murder rape there's only one victim and one perpetrator, you're victim blaming again.

>>42679609
Karma comes from a country of rapists and freak gods with multiple hands and legs which was subjugated by foreign powers for all of recorded history. If karma existed then their dirty subcontinent would never have been conquered. 2500 of total oppression brutal caste hierarchy and victim blaming, if karma really existed then that shit hole of a country should have been nuked into oblivion.

>>42678072
>>42678172
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>>42678188
I have seen perpetrators die before getting punishment. Eg: Richard Ramirez killed raped women men and children , died in a cell with groupies after growing old .
KARMA DOESN'T EXIST.

>>42678188
Saturn isnt the ruler of karma, that would be Yamaraja.
Shani is just the one who doles out the punishments.

>>42681974
Again none of those hindu cuck deities exist.

>>42677991
the hint was in how I described it as urges
are you listening to them?
we have free will ultimately, there is no 'my hand was forced', not for me, not for you, not for abusers. Why do abusers abuse? because they choose too.
Hell if you saw it maybe you once had an urge to speak up, maybe you did, maybe you didnt. If you were witness to it atleast you had the choice to speak up or stay silent and hey maybe God wanted you silent then cause idk the abuser wouldve pulled a gun on you for meddling and reality is complex man simply

>>42682031
The question is not why abusers abuse the question is there a system that holds abusers accountable ? No there is not god is either a cuck, a psychopathic tyrant or an indifferent asshole , and yes I have stood my ground to a group of abusers reported them to the authorities and exposed cheating husbands and wives , and lo and behold all of them except one got away with it without repercussions.

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>>42670570
I have experienced much the sam, wonderful testimony anon.
reminds me of miyazakis dark souls inspiration moment though
> "The origin of that idea is actually due to a personal experience where a car suddenly stopped on a hillside after some heavy snow and started to slip," says Miyazaki. "The car following me also got stuck, and then the one behind it spontaneously bumped into it and started pushing it up the hill... That's it! That's how everyone can get home! Then it was my turn and everyone started pushing my car up the hill, and I managed to get home safely."
>"But I couldn't stop the car to say thanks to the people who gave me a shove. I'd have just got stuck again if I'd stopped. On the way back home I wondered whether the last person in the line had made it home, and thought that I would probably never meet the people who had helped me. I thought that maybe if we'd met in another place we'd become friends, or maybe we'd just fight..."
>"You could probably call it a connection of mutual assistance between transient people. Oddly, that incident will probably linger in my heart for a long time. Simply because it's fleeting, I think it stays with you a lot longer... like the cherry blossoms we Japanese love so much."

>>42681900
That simply means it carries over to their next life.

>>42683414
Again reincarnation doesn't exist.

its blueberry season already?

>>42684151
Oh? What makes you say that?

>>42670561
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OQQjHFoPn7o&list=RDOQQjHFoPn7o&start_radio=1&pp=ygUPMTIwMCB0ZWNobmlxdWVzoAcB

>>42685900
No empirical evidence.

>>42685990
lol
lmao even

>>42670561
Quantic whiplash from your own actions btw

>>42670582
there's a version of this with sound that is insanely good, with a catchy dystopic song

>>42670982
>I do a lot of research on how to end poverty
have you found out about how feeding rats just makes them breed more, and rats aren't really productive, they just consume?

>>42681978
True. From my research all of their religion is just humiliation rituals the aryans gave them.

>hey raj you need to cover youself in shit and bow down for 72 hours and make yourself humble okay
>lmao he is actually doing it

>>42674321
>"no good deed goes unpunished." I always get punished for my random acts of kindness, and I get rewarded for absolutely nothing.
i think of that quote daily. the core of reality is the eternal struggle-dance between is and is-not, between "ultimate good" (existence) and "ultimate evil" (a vast ocean of plancks). for every up, there is a down, for every deep pit there is an equal tower.
>I'm a karma black hole though so fuck it.
you're not alone there. funny thing, when you endure the worst hell devised to torture people "invisibly" from childhood, karma stops applying to you. you can make any choice and that choice will have its pros and cons, but karma stops hitting you. isn't that funny.

>>42677991
not all plucked chickens are free-will agents with divine sparks inside. you'd be astonished at how many "pillars" around every town and city and even out in the sticks, are just meat robots getting commands from an external source.
and over 70% of conventional humans are degraded from samsara, now they are apes that can learn to read (but can't be taught to truly understand for real) and drive, but they can't innovate or realize. they just mimic. that's why they're apes. in all senses of the word. on that note, "aryan" is a category defined by being the newest iteration of a mankind, it isn't one single race. lots of pale skinned, blue eyed, blonde humans aren't aryan, they can be apes or reptos easily. and there's 3 types of reptos that we know of. and rh- gingers, idek, they seem to be like "ghost copies" of any and all human types. they can look negro, look asian, look scandinavian, some have a lot of personality, many have zero personality, gingers are some weird thing, i don't know what they are.

anyway, to end your confusion, realize that not every upright talking animal wearing clothes is capable of true independent thought. and some are "pillars", wink wink, hint hint, they can be replaced, but they never change on their own.

>>42670578
Angels unaware

>>42670561
idk if my karma points go to a savings account or something of sort.
>been fixing pc's and phones for friends years with next to no cost mostly thanks
>helped friend to get over bad depression and cleaned hes apartment
>sometimes take care of deadbeat brothers kids
>helped the said deadbeat countless times the past 30+ years
>took care of my mom for 10 years after she had an accident on the road
>never lied or stabbed friends back
So far the nicest thing anyone has ever given or done to me is my grandma gifting me a vacation, literally the only nice thing...
Oh yeah and once my so called friends realized im not straight most of them just started ghosting me, and this is after knowing them since i was a teen.

>>42681852
>cheater suffer no problems while the faithful husband/wife suffer with humiliation pain and deteriorating health. Often times the affair is revealed after years and the victim has lived the majority portion on his/her life in a fabricated lie . What about the cases that affair never comes out then the victim dies loving a cheater and believing in a lie (_ men finding out paternity fraud at their old age) , _ a group rapists where given the garland of flowers after serving 2 years , hell the POTUS is a known pedophile _ the reality is that evil people get away with their evil deeds

heathens are leftover people from past earth cycles, and they can't climb upwards as aryans (newest peoples) can. there is no gold cord for them to cling to. at the end of each earth cycle (we are here, at singularity point) the real Gods in outer space rapture the people who succeed, and cut the gold cords of everyone else, who then immediately become apes being flushed down the big earth toilet. if a devil-robot snakeoid puts her copulins on a monkey, it's game over for that monkey. he will become her ass-kissing attack dog slave no matter what, and it's over for him. he has no future. he gets flushed down the big toilet. his rewards aint' shit, he's doomed. snakewife (who wears the pants in the relationship) will go around having affairs while the monkeyhusband sits at home and plays with toys for 8 year olds. this won't improve.

reptos can amass multi million dollars and seldom buy some white elephant, but their cheapass lifestyle leads them to horrible boredom and reusing broken old ancient stuff that should have been replaced years ago. they just stagnate, but it seems reptos can't invent either.

and real people with real souls suffer. we get coerced into doing horrible evil self-fucking karma nukes, then we get punished unbelievably for what we were forced to do against our will, and that's how it fuckin is.

>>42681978
the current hindu "gods" are just high level egregores, they're not the original space vedes at all. the real space vedes left at the end of the previous earth cycle at the most recent, if not the cycle before.
>>42682049
if you see no True God around, then look inside. what needs to be fixed in the world around? if there are no true gods to be seen, then guess who has to take up the burden.

>>42670561
>Karma is real
Why does bad things happen to good people then? Why do bad people get away with doing terrible deeds then?
What are you suppose to do if bad shit happens to you, and you're not sure if it's a mistake or some sort of karmic justice you've earned and simply don't know how or why? If you're suffering AND believe in karma, are you just suppose to suffer stoically and accept it's either punishment you earned or a mistake that will be rectified with time?

I think I had to learn this the heard way but I've come to the conclusion that karma is in fact real, but not because of some cosmic or natural laws of the universe that make it so. Rather it's real because people want it to be real and manifest it into being. Which means if karma judges and then rewards/punishes people accordingly, then it requires us lowly humans to judge each other and dish out those rewards/punishments as your own personal belief in karma dictates it. It also means is that misunderstandings can, do and will happen. Good people will be punished wrongly, and bad people will be rewarded, but only through misunderstanding and deception can this be achieved.
I think the concept of karma is wrong. Maybe it's even a trap of sorts. It forces everyone to judge each other (huge mistake IMO) and it forces good people who are suffering accept agony and rewards those deceptive enough to break/bend the system to their will.

>>42689714
Read the Gospels.
Says help those who cannot pay you back so that your Heavenly Father will repay you.
If you help friends and family it tends to be repaid by the people you helped in the form of that relationship, or by another in a similar relationship role.

>fixing friends PC's
So you have merit to get good IT support when you need it.

>helped friend to get over bad depression and
Merit to have someone care for you in time of depression

>cleaned hes apartment
And your mom cleaned up after you how many times?

>sometimes take care of deadbeat brothers kids
Family karma. Who knows the past or present karmas involved. Maybe you are being repaid without realize it in terms of happiness or finances.

>took care of my mom for 10 years after she had an accident on the road
>im not straight
So you are repaying your mom back for when she cared for you. Since you probably aren't having kids to balance family karma. Also you probably do get benefits like happiness, and your mom probably does nice stuff for you as well.

>never lied or stabbed friends back
Know that feel.
Recently had a coworker try to embarass me in front of my boss, only for him to embarass himself in front of the boss an hour later. Instant karma. Plus I see the people who act likes snakes tend to pull other snakes into a pit together. The people who act with justice and peace tend to get that energy back.

>>42689783
>self-fucking karma nukes, then we get punished unbelievably
A lot of karma involves grouping similar people together, so that they pay their own debts.
Like a thief being born in a neighborhood where theft is common, or cheaters tend to cheat with other people who are already promiscuous people.

>>42689863
>Why do bad people get away with doing terrible deeds then?
Saturn has a 30 year cycle to repay things back in this life, plus the ability to repay in future lifes or the afterlife.
Also sinning makes you liable to evil. If you were free from sin you would theoretically get some instant karma on the other person and then be removed from future situations where it could happen.

>What are you suppose to do if bad shit happens to you,
When you hit puberty and lost your innocence, you left the Garden of Eden and entered into sin, and are no longer innocent, so you are liable to destruction, unless returning to a state of grace.
One of the secrets of why low-sex drive woman can just coast through an easy life, while men suffer.

>>42689896
Mate, i've helped bums who most definitely cant pay me back in any significant way nor im i expecting them to.
Got no money and atm living of benefits, so there goess the finances, also desu i've been depressed for past 5 years with no end in sight.
Also the thanks i got for taking care of my mom was that she and my stepdad started claiming that i was now using them for gains when i ONCE asked for financial support.
So you can shove the gospel up your ass there is no karma.

>>42689921
>Like a thief being born in a neighborhood where theft is common, or cheaters tend to cheat with other people who are already promiscuous people
sounds like monkey land.

>>42689921
>One of the secrets of why low-sex drive woman can just coast through an easy life, while men suffer.
here's a big fuckin secret, SPINE BIND. i've found 2 other cases where i could see the victim, they are both female. some xy males look like they may have had ligher spine bind, i think it goes up to level 8, but it's unconfirmed, and some cases are mention-only.
but spine bind largely is done to females who aren't interested in guys. lesbian (past life as man) or diminished libido, idk. but perma-virgin women get hit with spine bind the hardest.
and it gets fucking weirder. it's reptilian snakeoids who cast this spell, and those very exact same reptos are too stupid to engineer or picture visuals, or think, so something else is acting through them. and those snakeoids die and get replaced. as in, one year some snake vanishes for a while, then "reappears" but they're kind of different, but foggily kinda sorta have the same old memories. or so it would seem. and i've seen doppelgangers of certain people in the wild. some weird ass shit is going on here. the D&R of nicocado was soft disclosure, because he's a sneko too, and they're so hiveminded, they sure can just take imported memories and slip back into a role.

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>>42690048
So you're living for free at your moms house while recieving tax-payer money, and had depression because you weren't getting out enough or having a job.

>Also the thanks i got for taking care of my mom
And did you give your mom cash for the 18 years she took care of you?

>Mate, i've helped bums who most definitely cant pay me back in any significant way nor im i expecting them to.
Probably in a small way because you never even mentioned, despite wanting your disabled mom to give you money despite her already giving you shelter and you recieving bennies. How much money do you need if you have free shelter already and get bennies?

>So you can shove the gospel up your ass there is no karma.
The stuff you've written shows you are probably on a more negative side of the scale.
You've done stuff that sounds more like duty, than going above and beyond.
Do you really expect your friends to pay you back in a big way for helping them out with stuff you already enjoy doing? Thats a transactional business, not a friendship.

>>42690117
Nice analysis there, living of benefits isnt fun, you get bare minimum and get to struggle from month to month, you should try it.
>And did you give your mom cash for the 18 years she took care of you?
yes
>Probably in a small way because you never even mentioned, despite wanting your disabled mom to give you money despite her already giving you shelter and you recieving bennies. How much money do you need if you have free shelter already and get bennies?
Yes small help like handing out food, helping sort out payment plans and finding housing etc. Dont live with my mom and dont live for free.
>The stuff you've written shows you are probably on a more negative side of the scale.
You've done stuff that sounds more like duty, than going above and beyond.
Do you really expect your friends to pay you back in a big way for helping them out with stuff you already enjoy doing? Thats a transactional business, not a friendship.
Yes im negative and i have my reasons, also i've never even asked anything back from these so called "friends", its not a transaction nor is it a friendship.