Dream and hallucinations thread
>>42689401I dream a lot about demons harassing me. Sometimes I get hypnagogic hallucinations where we have entire conversations. Unpleasant creatures.
I had a fucked up dream last week that Angel Wicky (of all people) was my wife. It was one of those super realistic ones that last forever. The damn thing was like 25 years long. The most fucked up part is that I seldom dream of women. Like, count on one hand the number of times in my whole life.We met on a plane where I ended up sitting next to her. It took me a minute to recognize her, but I did, and I never let on. We talked the whole flight, grabbed a drink when we landed. She wanted me to go back to her room for obvious, whorish reasons, but I was like no, it never ends well this way, let's save all that for the 2nd date. We met up a bunch more times, did all the cutesy couple stuff, fell in love, and stayed together.She was still a complete and total asswhore, but she was my complete and total asswhore, and she was really cool to be around. Like we were always laughing and having a good time, and we traveled, and held hands, and she never cheated on me, and we grew old together, and she never lost her accent, and I always had to explain big words to her. And it just never came up that she fucked five hundred niggers and drank their piss out of some other slut's asshole and spent the better part of 25 years getting reamed out by every swinging dick on six continents. I knew. She knew I knew. And she loved me more for never bringing it up.I woke up thinking what even the fuck was that? I had to look around and make sure I was still me and I was still on the timeline I remembered from before I went to bed. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't a little bit sad when reality slapped me in the face.I think the universe is telling me to settle for a complete and total whore. That it'll be ok, and turn out better than trying to find one who isn't or, more likely, pretends not to be, and trying to keep her while the whole world is twisting her arm to turn into one.I'm not sure how I feel about that.
>>42689425This unlocked a core memory. Pretty sure I went through the same exact shit but I can't recall the details.
>>42689401I think I was in a mall in my dream last night :D
>>42689597Neat. I wish my dreams had discernable locations in them. They're just weird combinations of multiple places congealed into an unidentifiable slop.
>>42689401No I dream of shirtless muscular black men
My dreams are kinda weird. I often become aware of dreaming, but without really becoming 'lucid'. I will remark out loud that what I am experiencing is a dream, but find myself (mostly) unable to directly change anything and still somewhat caught in the narrative of the dream. I say mostly because I can do things like purposefully make use of dream logic, or ask people who are there in the dream to do things, or wake myself up. Occasionally I can directly change things, or purposefully do things that trigger a change, but this always requires intensive effort.I might, for example, be in a loop of being unable to find someone who I was previously together with in the dream no matter where I look and instead of continuing to search simply reach around a corner and grab as though something is there and find that I have successfully caught hold of the person I was looking for. I might ask someone to wake me up, and then they agree to do so, and the dream turns into a nightmare for shortest possible time to shock me awake. If I were to have a normal nightmare, I can simply decide that I'm tired of waiting for whatever I'm supposed to be scared of and begin actively searching for it(very rarely works; probably seeking the fear makes experiencing it paradoxically impossible)
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