Despite being agnostic through most of my teen/ adult life. I've recently had an experience that somehow perfectly aligns with Catholic/ Anglican understanding of Demonology at age 29 (I fucked around and found out). However I still can't reconcile how evil God seems in the old testament despite quite literally knowing demons are real, awful (not even in a cool way), and they hate the name of God and Jesus. Any tips? I feel like there's something wrong with my brain.
>>42718249As cruel as God can be, demons hate humanity infinitely more.
I do not believe in demons.
>>42718458So? Lol!!! I can not believe in guns or bears, but both can still ice me.
>>42718307The hatred of demons for humanity stems from God though. He says in the bible that he created both light and dark.>inb4 "its the free will of the demons!"It isn't. God put these seeds of evil and the desire to rebel and hurt into the demons. A demon couldn't imagine anything that God didn't imagine first.
