I honestly can’t take this anymore. This world revolves around money, superficial relationships and material possessions and I honestly couldn’t give a shit about any of it. None of this means anything to me and I’m waiting to die just so I can experience anything other than this.I’m 19. Am I really losing my mind this young? Has the whole world lost theirs? What the fuck am I missing about this place that is so beautiful or great? It sucks. Everything about this sucks. It sucks having my infinite consciousness suppressed into this shitty meat suit, and it sucks that nobody except niche Internet forums gives a fuck about it because everyone’s too busy indulging in their own selfish, impulsive, materialistic bliss that means absolutely nothing when we leave.How do I get out? Has anyone ever gotten out? I don’t want to put a gun in my mouth and I keep telling myself there has to be another way out, but I’m getting real tired of this man.
>>42718500Do you fear being small?
>How do I get out?Nobody knows. If anybody did get out they aren’t around to tell us. We’re just as trapped as you are.Me personally, I think this is a huge prison or a slave farm. Just a huge, time-dilated simulation. They send us here to roam around with primate bodies and brains and they try to cover up the nature of this place as much as possible.
same, never wanted any of it, was ready to shoot myself at 15 too and return to the fantasy world I remember from before I was born for whatever stupid fucking reason43 now and gone half-mad from the waitingnothing but shit and misery await you as well>What the fuck am I missing about this place that is so beautiful or great?It's a hylic thing. Who knows.
>>42718500I didn’t even begin the concept of thinking like this until my early 30’s. At 19 is incredible. Some people just have that ability to notice this from a young age I guess.Anyway, like >>42718554 said, we don’t really know. Nothing about any of this makes a whole lot of sense and we’re pretty much in the dark our whole lives. They’re seriously cracking down on the newer generations though, very few will question their reality anymore due to the brainwashing they’re subjected to every day on their phones, but still, people like you will end up squeaking through.Stay as neutral as possible throughout your entire life. No relationships, no emotions, no attachments to this world. That’s how they trap us. By making us believe we are our material bodies.Good luck kid.
>>42718500I have a fascination with luxury watches. I can't afford them, but I love looking at them and refining my taste, deciding what I like and what I don't like. You may call it vain and materialistic, but to me, the wristwatch is a mark of manhood and of fatherhood, a mark of maturity. I remember trying on my dad's tudor, and my wrist was so small I could slip the bracelet off without even unclasping it. The impression of the watch in my consciousness is a symbol of a boy become a man, something which I have not yet actualized, and maybe never will. If you call it shallow and materialistic, I say it is YOU who is being shallow, because you do not know or understand the spiritual significance the talisman represents to me. This anecdote is only to illustrate that every person is like a large body of water, and we only ever see the ripples on the surface. It is impossible to know the depths of the person, but only to acknowledge that the depths exist, and that every individual is rooted below the surface in ways we cannot understand. It is shallow to call people shallow, and vain to call people vain, because it implies we are somehow better or more cognizant, and that we are not subject to the same human pitfalls as everyone else. I cannot help with your depression, or how you construct meaning and purpose, because I am also lost. All I can say is that those who are trying to kill the ego are frequently the most egotistical people of all.
>>42718719Well OP were we have someone whose a fetishist. You will notice how they take a concept or idea (masculinity or manhood) and attach it to a material object. This lessens the ideas and corrupts it. Over time the item becomes the object of worship and the original ideals become lost. The rest is just the cope of a primitive idol worshipper.
everyone thinks the world is slop. you need a great work to do that you live for. maybe even multiple if you were so inclined.
>>42718797And similar to how we witnessed the formation of idol and fetish worship we now see the formation of LARP. It’s a cope meant to distract you from remembering not to bother or focus on escaping.
having a meat suit is fun tbqh I just hope my soul level is at least the same in my following incarnation
the true ideal is finding out how to stay and guide humanity without resetting in any way (dying and being born again, maybe even far away from humans which would make me sad)
>>42718806Following the display of the creation of the Idol and the LARP we see, on this little fucking safari of hylics we got going now, the apathetic hedonist. In coping by never seriously challanging the material he is able to convince himself he’s enjoying it. Stemming from such a self inflicted indignity he shrugs of any sense of accountability in bettering his spirit and hopes the heavenly bureaucracy will be kind to him when next they deal with him. He will not even think to question it because he was too busy being worldly. >>42718809Here we see a more endangered LARP in this day and age. He condescendingly makes total strangers his business and wants to be seen as a savior. They are a prop to him and he doesn’t care how condescending he’s being or care if those he would help even deserve or would want it. He expresses a fear of solitude because his sense of self is dependant upon others and needs misery to exist. Without people to help he would have nothing.
>>42718813you are definitely retarded and need saving. the physical world is beautiful.
>>42718815No I’m not and no I don’t. The best the partial world can be is comfortable. It is a blatantly flawed place dependant upon artificial resource scarcity, redundant physical insecurity and ignorance. The fact you just open with a condescending insult and trite statement already lets me know you have nothing to say that’s been thought out.
>>42718816you suffer and blame the whole world. instead the truth is that you make yourself suffer. you need another cycle perhaps.
>>42718500I've been trying to find some way out for ages. Even manifesting my own peaceful death like some heart stop in my sleep or something yet I'm still sadly here. I wish I knew how to get out bro, more then anything. If knew where I could get a gun I 100% would. When my soul is free I'll be so much happier I just know it.
>>42718816you have been condescending first thoughbeit. get reincarnated as a rat maybe?
>>42718820What a grand assumption you pulled right out of your ass. It’s great to see you need preset strawmen to operate against. You’re a great example of domesticated human. I posited some basic point>the word runs off artificial resource scarcity>Redundant physical insecurity>requires humans to spawn in total ignorance You have not denied these things. You have not sought to defend them. You have nothing to say except the strawman that keeps you in line. Thank you for demonstrated not only a stunted imagination or sense of self worth but also showcasing how religious dogma domesticates humans to be unable to react to real time field exercises. You can retreat into your bubble now.
>>42718827stay mad and keep going around in circles rat boy
>>42718822Just be prepared bro. If you really want to get a gun as a final out you can dedicate yourself to it. I can’t think of any place on earth where it would be that hard. Except maybe North Korea or richer Urban China.
>>42718828>stay madSays the seething hylic >keep going around in circles rat boySays the reincarnation enthusiast. A bitch to karma or whoever. Thank you for demonstrating on our safari the rabid reaction to being challenged. You are a great warning to others.
>>42718593>No relationshipswhy
>>42718831seethe harder it only adds to your time
>>42718831the big meme is that there is some other hugbox world waiting for you. youre already in the only universe.
>>42718834You haven’t responded to any of my original points. You only been angry and insultingAnd expressed arrogance born of ignorance and self defeating superstition Why are you still here. But you are providing OP with a great example of what conceding to the world doesPlease continue to be a warning. And remember to stay hydrated. It must be hot in Mumbai.
>>42718838you started by being angry and condescending though so who cares what you think. another cycle for you.
>>42718836Maybe. Who can say with any certainty?I would just be satisfied to walk off into the darkness and sleep forever. Never to be disturbed.
>>42718842if you are best off dead then that is truly a pitiful and joyless existence
>>42718839 You attach anger to my scrutiny because you’re offended. Then you expose your belief system as a form of fear based social control. You still haven’t made any argument against what I said. Just acted upset and insecure. And you can act tough calling for a longer cycle for me. Your not the enforcer you’re just his bitchAlso if as you said the physical world is beautiful what is wrong with more cycles. You really are just a mess. I hope OP learns a lot from youbb
>>42718844It’s a peaceful one. Why do you need anything?It’s actually similar to Buddhism I guess. But I am not a Buddhist terribly informed about their dogmas.
>>42718845name-calling other peoples beliefs definitely means youre angry and butthurt. you have no scrutiny, just your wild emotions. like an untamed animal. no wonder you are so far from the real ending.
>>42718848what is peace without awareness of peace? if you experience nothing then you are nothing.
>>42718849I wasn’t name calling. I was analyzing and scrutinizing the logical operations of them. Of course judgement labels come from that. You just open with insults and condescension you haven’t even begun to back up. In fact this whole time you’ve been running from every substantive point I raise against you. You still haven’t denied my claims about the physical world or even defended yours You have contradicted yourselfYou have exposed your belief system as a form of peasant controlEtc
>>42718853Maybe I could make it so I’m at that nice point right before I fall asleep. That would be a nice setting to leave it all on. Or just relaxing in a void.
>>42718854calling everything you dont understand idol worship or fetishism or a LARP is definitely namecalling you dumb backtracking fag. you cant even stand by your own words can you? do you have the soul of a lowly creature? another cycle for you.
>>42718858so you DO like physical existence then, youre just a pussy?
>>42718859Sure and I delineate why that is what it is. I haven’t seen you argue against me. It’s labeling reallyYou name call without any reasoning out of pure rage. And here you are RagingAvoiding discourseThreatening (but not your power someone else’s like a bitch)Contradicting yourself I guess your call center must be slow today.
>>42718861No who said anything about what’s physical? I could keep it to a minimum. I could just “go to sleep”. Seems like no matter what I say you’re gonna bitch about it anyways.
>>42718864namecalling is still namecalling. you didnt really provide any arguments you kind of just madposted. and youre still madposting. you dont escape anything by being a seething judgmental fag.
>>42718865the "sensation before you fall asleep" is from being physically alive. you really are retarded huh.
>>42718866You just seem upset at negative labeling following scrutiny. Not all “name calling” is equal. And besides what are you bitching about? Negative labeling? You haven’t disagreed with any of my points. You have no right to speak. Your opinions are all meaningless because you refuse to establish their basis. You’ve been here raging totally unprovoked and haven’t said anything of substance but instead hide from any real topic here. And judgement is a sign of discretion but I’m sure you like being told what to think and do instead of being a man and figuring it out yourself. It’s okay little man. Maybe one day you’ll get a grip.
>>42718869you made a negative label without an argument and then continued to not provide any intellectual scrutiny doe.
>>42718867And it could be recreated artificially just as anything else. It’s all the same root data. Maybe you just have a stunted imagination. Just a consciousness with drifting thoughts in a void. Nothing physical about that. Again you just want to bitch at me. That’s cool. You don’t really inspire a reaction but it’s all good.
>>42718871>And it could be recreated artificiallydidnt stop you from loving it and idealizing it and putting the sensation on a pedestal. you love being physically alive, your life just sucks and you blame everyone else lol.
>>42718871recreating it artificially would still require you to have a physical brain to experience it. you are so fucking DUMB dude.
>>42718870Not at all. You’ve just ignored it. It’s okay it’s easy to miss five to ten sentences per post about what you’re bitching about. Again as far as your worthless little opinions go>you still haven’t defended your position that the world is good>you still haven’t refuted by principle claims on why it’s not>you still operate on fear based punishment>you make threats about what someone else will do (bitch move)>you still haven’t explained how if the world is so good more cycles are a bad thing >your “name calling” has been generic rage postingYou’re basically a fool, hypocrite and fraud. I pity the poor Indians.
OP here. You are all fucking up my thread with this mindless arguing. This is exactly the shit that keeps us prisoner here. Please stop and we can have calm, meaningful discussions.
>>42718877you asserting things without proper evidence is not an argument doe. try again.
>>42718873What a leap. But whatever strawman you need to invent go ahead and do so. I originally said just “sleeping” in a void. You bitched. Then I entertained a minimalist ideal of “drifting thoughts” in a void. You continue to bitch. >>42718876Sad little fail troll. Assuming experience is dependant upon the corporeal form and not raw data. Stunted imagination.
ive been inspiring you to react for a long time LMAO
>42718881nice backtracking and goalpost moving you failed human. your shit life is not everyone elses fault.
>>42718879You’ll never be satisfied with anything that challenges your worldview. I draw simple conclusions with basic logic. What do you want? Let me guess? An authority figure to tell you what to think backed by an establishment?
>>42718882Yeah but you don’t inspire a passionate one. You’re the one raging and using overdramatic ALL CAPS and all that. You’re just another stupid person.
>>42718881you cant experience what you dont have a form to experience with. now whos larping lol.
>>42718883Well since your so informed What about my life is shit?Whose fault is it? What is your analysis of what specifically occurred?Or are you just inventing a strawman to rage at because you cannot handle real people?Also try
you seem pretty passionate to me. you are a definitely a pussy if youre scared of caps lock
>>42718890And are all forms material (as in matter of this world). No. Again it’s a basic oversight you made. Plenty of idiots do it all the time. You just have a stunted imagination and are too desperate to bitch. Luckily it’s no bid deal because you’re a nonentity.
>>42718893its very clearly shit since youre so obsessed with other people views you lash out. maybe your worldview isnt working out lol.
>>42718894Not really the ta just simple retorts to simple stupid“It seems to you”. Well you’re a stupid person so of course you can’t read situationsAnd I never said I was scared of caps loc just that’s it’s an obvious trait that you’re worked up and expressing emphasis. Nothing about you is intimidating.
>>42718895or perhaps the world doesn't exist like you think it does, you just hope for a hugbox realm beyond because your a pussy with a shit life. youre gonna come right back here lol.
>>42718896I never lashed out. Just deconstructed. But I see this pattern of total inversion often enough to know you’re a shill meant to see disharmony on the site. It’s an obvious pattern. >accuse of what your doing>bemoan your own behavior and apply it unjustly to othersIt’s a cheap routine but then again you’re a cheap outsource. .
>>42718901That’s what you wish for. Other than that you’re not making any statements or points. You came here to bit CNN and be nasty and you’re just an ugly little nonentity who doesn’t know what he’s talking about.
>n-nothing about y-you i-is int-t-t-t-timidattt-t-t-ting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OP again, come on guys please. Can’t you realize how you’re wasting time here. You are arguing with strangers and possibly bots right now. Be the bigger person.
>>42718908Lmao Cobson is that you?But really you’re obviously in desperate need of internet validation. So just tell yourself you “won” and that somehow that improved you.
>>42718903your very first post was lashing out. sorry but you wont lie and manipulate your way out of this failed social interaction of yours mr FAILED MALE>>42718907no its true. but youll find that out eventually.your shitty beliefs about the world are definitely not true since theyre clearly so wrong. the world is wonderful.
>>42718910You’re probably right they’re bots. I say shills but whatever. It’s too easy to get wrapped up when you’re acting in good faith. They exploit this.
>is that you le cobson?????
>42718914>posted from: uttar pradesh
too scared to debate le bots huh?
>>42718914It seems they just invert what you said and follow basic patterns to incite anger. Random quoting and overdramtic images. It is a pattern I’ve seen. Very repetitive also.
It's actually a good sign that you are disturbed at the status quo. Keep asking questions and searching for answers with an open heart and mind. Your thoughts and feelings create reality so if you think you're in prison, you will be. Try things like looking up your natal chart for the beginning of self actualization, psychedelics, study the esoteric factor of religions which will dispel the exoteric normie control facade. Try flow arts like contact staff or practice hooping blindfolded while listening to Tool. Study other people and their "spiritual" crises of self, i.e, cluster b personality disorders, etc. Bottom line, do something to change your perspective. Last thing, you deserve unconditional love. Don't forget that.
>42718924posted from: uttar pradesh
>42718924postings from: uttar pradesh saar!
>>42718500Checked and real, good to see some genuine posts on this board
>>42718500Then do it better, differently. Figure out what you want, or what eases the suffering, and go GET IT.
>>42718500>Am I really losing my mind this young? No, you're actually a higher consciousness version of yourself trapped within low-vibrancy timeline out of recent reality splits that occured and we're all losers on the wrong side of the flipside. Worry not though, you and I'll be trying to make it into "we" for a lot more anons here will migrate to a better world for no high-vibrant consciousness truly deserves suffering low-vibrancy hell. >Has the whole world lost theirs? Yes and everyone who's not an "NPC" in true astral sense of the word IE: are influenced by collective frequencies instead of having consciousness anchors (for example: those who will enforce the mandela effect you may be suffering as fake and you should fit back into collective consensus); The lower frequency of the timeline splits is literally conditioning them to be hedonistic sociopathic beasts and they will start targetting you for being a source of higher frequency. >What the fuck am I missing about this place that is so beautiful or great? It sucks. Didn't you notice everything beautiful about this world is rapidly dying? Fate of being losers on a side where a world is doomed to die unfortunately... Without struggle there is no fulfillment and meaning, this can take dimensional scale and happy timelines wouldn't mean anything if those of utmost suffering didn't exist.. Everyone eventually took that risk for literally any dimension with physical vessels to incarnate to.>Everything about this sucks. It sucks having my infinite consciousness suppressed into this shitty meat suit,It actually doesn't, you will eventually find it very boring which is the very reason you're incarnated here in the first place, however there is a difference between struggle to actually make something of yourself and give your own very actions meaning to yourself, and enduring tidal wave of suffering no one will withstand. Not like we're ultimately fucked though. To my findings we're not kept here.
>>42719285cont. >How do I get out? Has anyone ever gotten out?Reality shifting and advise especially exploration from astral projection to really stick the landing for what you'd truly desire. 4plebs is your friend here. Browse /apg/ of old. Curiously enough I apparently read about before this timeline fractured it was "one of the better ones" where a lot of reality shifters came here for less strict covid lockdowns, it was during 2021 and 2022, as sure as shit if that was real, I actually guess they are long gone since 2024. I am learning it myself so my fate isn't fucking denied to me anymore and as gay as this proclaimation is in tastes of old, I'll try teaching as many as possible the time I actually astral project myself.
>>42718536Nice larp & psyop namefag, projection to.>>42718500>How do I get out?You can't, and if so where to? If you leave this plane they win.>Inb4 just dissolve into the soul slop godhead bro.Learn the cosmic joke and treat life like a videogame, nothing matters so just ride the waves until you wake up from the dream, amplify all of the small positive moments in your day to day and make the best of it all, the akashic records treat every experience as valuable.Society is just theatre and everything is compromised by greed or secret societies, they play for the high score (material wealth) while we play in sanbox mode.Games aren't played for the high score, they're played for fun, and remember, gamers don't die, they respawn.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dy6neKO-8sk
>surround yourself with vapid material whores>wahhhhhh the WHOLE world is le bad!!!
>>42719285Thank you for the paragraph of the hard truth.OP, this annon pretty much summarized your struggles to the T. It's good you're waking up sooner than later. Things will get easier after these daunting realizations...The establishment peddled _countless_ falsehoods after the early 2010's when the shit the bed after Occupy Wallstreet ended. The "beasts" anon has in question are those who have their senses tampered with and quite literally _live_ outside of "base reality". Such a "fake and gay" version of reality the homeless, mentally ill, and Jews used to mostly enjoy.Now a days many, many more were dragged into said "fake and gay" version of reality because they took the scam/planDemic poison jab shots which tainted their blood.With tainted blood, the "physical vessel" (body) has trouble possessing an Aura/Soul.
>>42718806if you are already thinking this way then you have lost
>>42720192the material world is good though
>>42720175samefag>>42718556Hylic this, NPC that, you retards sure love your labels as if it makes any fucking difference in the end lmao.>>42718554>If anybody did get out they aren’t around to tell us.Why do you think they lock up the schizos? They can see beyond this world.>>42718593Skill Issue.>>42718719Bro is being influenced by Saturn, depression and watches (time) are a dead giveaway.>>42718777Wasted trips, you also attach concepts/ideas to material "objects", calling that anon (physical someone) an idea (fetishist) is being hypocritical.>>42718801Escape? Where to? And you're currently larping as someone, you're whole physical ego/body is just the great soul larping as someone.>>42718809No one can guide anyone as nothing is fixed, guide them how or where to?
>>42718500dont worry kid, its only going to get worse!
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>>42720382>as if it makes any fucking difference in the endIt sure does.When I die I'm going back to my world, while dumbass hylics like you are just getting re-assimilated by the great soul borg. That is, until it decides to shit "you" back out in a mumbai slum or the congo or something.