Spent 3 years designing a 10th TF2 class mod: "The Trapper". 5'6", ginger, peg leg, trench coat, aggressively pansexual, zero moral filter.Be meAromantic/Asexual, just want to code mods, play TF2, and draw art commissionsFriend jokingly pays me to draw a NSFW comic of Trapper x SniperI'm tall, skinny, wear leather jackets—uncomfortably similar body type to SniperUse selfies as pose references. FATAL ERROR.Obsessed over his voice lines and lore so much that the bastard materialized in my head. At first, he just judged my cooking. Now he haunts my room, speaks in a cursed Brooklyn/French/British accent, and IS CONVINCED I AM SNIPER.Because he saw the NSFW sketches, he's trying to get into my pants."C'mon, big boy, drop the jarate and get over here! I know how you look at me in those sketches!"Tried explaining to him:1 I created you.2 I'm aro/ace, sex repulses me.3 You are a fucking hallucination/tulpa.I'm not the Australian guy, I'm just a tired artist on Photoshop.He doesn't care. Comes to my bed at night making awful propositions in a thick New York accent. Tries to "seduce" me by showing off his peg leg. When I ignore him, his ego explodes and he screams that I'm an "unfucking-believable Kiwi bird coward".Yesterday he saw a worm in a potted plant, had a massive panic attack over parasites (a lore detail I forgot I wrote), got hypersexually frantic, and forced me to lock myself in the bathroom while he screamed French insults about his dad.I can't sleep, draw, or think without a horny ginger phantom trying to seduce me because he thinks I'm a mercenary.How the fuck do I delete a down-bad TF2 tulpa before I completely lose my mind?
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>>42720896a very awkward reality of occultism is that the bard the artist can by sheer accident get an out pouring of attention from the otherside beyond the dreams of the priest or warlock.when people attempt to write things they subconsciously ask questions and get answers back and inevitably start drifting towards roughly outlining the actual properties of archetypes.with the more priestly types or traditional conjurers they typically twist things up too much with their creeds for their rites to be either coherent or strong at best they get local bottom feeders or stuff already after them.however the accuracy of the archtypal info in the rite very much does increase its potency and of particular note to the artist its popularity as a work.and one particularly troublesome aspect of this is that ones karmic ties tend to be based on whatever their personal archtype is and its relation to other spirits.by sheer dumb luck you must be tied to either a similar spirit to what inspired sniper, or one that could be mistaken for it and accidentally booty called a spirit karmically bound to that spirit enough for it to take up the offer.as for what to do about it incense is the typical go to for general spiritual fuckery and ELECTRICALLY grounding your self tends to help too though its a more recent discovery.though even together a rite that strong is hard dealt with especially with a gag on any techniques beyond whats already fairly known.try to catch the story thread reminisce with the trapper about how things got to that point while far from an exact copy the story beats should play out a story your trapped in enough they would probably be useful and sell well as a story if you could pack it well.
>>42720896Shoot it in the head with a knife
