what I mean by this is that Buddha was a prince with all his hoes, many priests also hoe'd around in the middle ages and were seen as rockstars (breaking their oath ofc), hindu guru's rape white women in their cults all the time, etc. To truly renounce, it feels like you had to have had pussy on the table in the first place for it to be a serious renounciation.
>>42759377The temptation is stronger than when you never had it. There's a reason virgins that want to have sex are considered more dirty-minded than people that have had sex. When your imagination is running wild, it is always without question better than it really is.
>>42759377If you're going to do something to cope with the shortcomings of your present state, like the fact that you are self defeated and can't get sexual love and fulfillment, is not going to last.
>sex sex sex sex sex sexSigh. Just give up and become an animal. Go rape something. You have no spirit, only animal instincts and the ability to form words.
I wish I had no sexual desires, it only brings me vexation as I do not want to be married and have children.
>>42760216Try and antidepressant like paxil. It gives you happy feelings and takes away your libido. Lots of people take it
>>42759377this is some next level incel guilt, i kneelyou win the grand prize
>>42759377just give up bro youre too mind raped to become a monk
>>42759377retvrn 2 monk
Who cares
