for you self touchers in here that think that you blend in well in public, you don't and here's why you don't. your nervous system is shattered in an addict way and not a training way from porn stimulation and you aren't at all relaxed without being heavily medicated to try to cover it. you're a walking baggage of ugly garbage that can't even merely stand still and at ease while speaking to a woman because your nervous system is fired up from pixels on your screen and your subconscious knows you're a little dumb ugly fucking wimp incel. so those two major variables play out when you're around others because your habits in privacy are incel behavior and you can't hide it you ugly fucking retarded fucking incels

Day 41. I have learned to walk on water.

>>42799295
i see soros is paying you well huh fag

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Longest I ever made it was 8 days.
Why do I find this so fucking difficult?

Day 4.

>>42799295
This is silly, and detrimental. You shouldn't approach SR because of your programmed beliefs of shame and guilt when it comes to liking sex. Women openly read pornographic material and share it with other women - i.e. 50 shades of grey, SMUT. However, men's pornographic consumption is shamed and ridiculed. Know why? Because it makes you easily controllable when the only socially acceptable way to express your sexuality is through a woman's approval (just to be clear obviously if you decide to have sex you need consent, but I'm not referring to that). But if you live in constant loops of shame and guilt around your sexuality, that's ironically what's keeping you an incel. Men who are open and honest about their porn use are far more attractive than those who pretend they are perfect on paper but secretly have bad habits behind closed doors.

If you approach SR it's gotta come from a place of general desire for self improvement. Otherwise you're just gonna fall into the loop of desire, repression, relapse, guilt, shame, repeat.

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any one have some advice for me in terms of breaking mental barriers that prevent me from reaching deeper renunciation?

i keep getting to 2-3 weeks, inevitably feel a slow but incoming rush of healthier thought patterns, more energy, a sense that this will be 'the one' and then... end up falling

i find i'm particularly vulnerable whenever I go out in the evenings and see many pretty women - but at the same time, I'm afraid of isolating myself or even fearing the sight of pretty women

not sure what to do desu or if its just a case of buckling down and forcing the mind to go through with renunciation

>>42800410
Shantideva's 'Guide to the Bodhisattva's way of life' will help you in developing renunciation, especially the chapter 8.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8QnLc8VfYeQ

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Fellas, it pains me to say this but I've fallen hard.
Recently I'm finding SR difficult to a point where it's seemingly impossible even though I can quit for a period of time. Trouble is, I fail to quit full stop & always seek out P.M.O. despite knowing & experiencing how harmful it is.

There is 145 days left of the year & I'm currently 1 day free from P.M.O. Can I recover & heal from the years of damage I inflicted upon myself as well as the countless times I've tried & failed to quit this addiction in that amount of time?

Has anybody ever noticed the semen retention subreddit is filled with threads by retards (can't write a sentence without typos), schizos and indians?
Not that long ago this practice was just done by self improvement guys, I wonder if they poison the well because they know it's le evil antisemitic manosphere thing and they want to make it look bad

case in point, just saw this thread today
https://www.reddit.com/r/Semenretention/comments/1vjc8nf/i_finally_did_it_90_days/
but it's FULL of retards, I swear I haven't seen a popular thread in the past year that wasn't like that

also people posting obvious superpower lies, which is akin to going to a tranny subreddit and posting a picture of a normal girl and saying "do I pass?"
like some pajeet retard posting he can now do telekinesis and reverse the flow of time etc

which seems more like glowniggers trying to make the community look insane and turn away newcomers

>>42800636
Everyone switched to /pureretention/

Asked in another thread but:
Anyone remember the post by an autistic guy who meticulously tracked the number of pussies he finished inside of and correlated that specific act with increased magnetism? While noticing that he lost it if he nutted in a condom?
Anyone have similar experiences? I'll go further and say I literally have to make the girl finish too.

>>42800782
>autistic guy

that explains it. one of the easiest way to fuck up your life.. placebo from dopamine that turns into confidence. now : saying that from a spiritual persepective. you don't see the damage but you will know later in this physical life but mostly the afterlife.
Soul being eroded from the worst sin : Lust.. Spilling your seed to porn is NOTHING compared to get your soul tied to some freaks. they will ultimately being punished and come back to this worldy hell hole to redeem themselves

If you want real magnetism, when you're on semen retention, not looking at girls and rejecting a girl's sexual needs (if she's not your married wife) is the most magnetic energy you can get.

so i've figured out how to stop gooning guys, I just had to install linux, it makes it impossible for me to play my porn games without extra steps. I'm on my way to be coom free. Sure this won't work for people who watch porn, but my main sorce of gooning was porn games, normal porn just never did it for me.

I quit porn for a few months but now I'm becoming a porn addict again because now there are no girls that I'm talking to, so I don't have the motivation to quit porn anymore. And I'm stressed af because of other reasons and that's making me goon more. Help.

>>42801186
why do you need women? They literally cause nothing but problems.

>>42801234
What kind of question is that? Because I need sex and a meaningful relationship. And that stuff is totally worth all the problems that come with it. Maybe you're content with not having any women in your life, but I can't relate. I don't know how some of you guys can get no girls and be fine with it.

Anyone noticed anything esoteric? I read online about magnetism, animals loving you and coming up to you. Even crazy shit like women matching on dating apps despite not changing images etc. It all interests me I'm wanting to chart my own experiences as well as write down notable anecdotes from others

>>42801268
cause i've experienced women and their lies, also you don't need sex, you want sex, no one needs sex, that is the one thing that never makes any sense to me. Sex is only needed if you want to have a family and continue your blood line, but if you're just having sex to not continue your blood line then it is not needed, that is why I am content without a woman and 0 sex. I literally was just cooming because I could. Never once did I think "man I need to stick my dick in that" no it was more like "I wish I could" but in the end I know what consequences that would have so really it just doesn't bother me at all anymore.

>>42801268
SR isn't for you. Try /r/nofap
You have a fundamental misunderstanding of SR. Nofap is for the normalfags that still lust after women

>>42801298
>>42801300
Okay, well I personally want to have more sex. I don't know how someone can just not care about sex, but maybe I'm just a horny 26 year old. I'm trying to do NoPorn, not semen retention. I've done long term SR before and that shit was torture so I'm good. I do NoPorn because I had porn induced ED as a teen and I'm not trying to have that happen again. I know this is a semen retention thread, but I'm not going on r/nofap because they're retarded so I'm here.

>>42801365
>I don't know how someone can just not care about sex
We meditate. Whenever we get an urge we simply acknowledge it as such and let it pass on as quickly as it appeared. These sorts of urges you see go away because they dont have as much power over you, and you aren't feeding the sex addiction so they go away. That is how basically. We also try to practice purity of thought in the mind so that these urges dont appear as frequently.

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why do i feel like this every time i choose to fap

>>42801379
well i don't really meditate on it nor do i practice purity, i just acknowledge it, see how disgusting it is, and move on. Like earlier I was watching a retarded youtube video about gooners that watch anime and dress up as their coom b8 anime women and realized how pathetic it is and clicked off of it. I know not everyone has that same kind of mind set, but as long as you think of it as cringe you are winning.

>>42801381
because every time you do that sort of thing you break the connection with your higher self guiding you, and you violate gods first and most important law, and when you turn your back on god, god turns his back on you.

>>42801379
>>42801401
It's not disgusting and you aren't a sex addict. Getting urges to have sex is natural for every living thing. Yes, gooning to hentai is pathetic. But actually trying to meet women, form relationships, and have sex is healthy.

>>42801456
>But actually trying to meet women, form relationships, and have sex is healthy.
Yeah i agree. Assuming you want to have kids with them. Sex is only for creating a child, not to make yourself feel good.

>>42801460
100% this, i am not trying to continue my lineage, my lineage dies with me.

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>>42801296
I've been on a quest to test the reported SR benefits.
I started with magnetism and the way I've been going with it is to be very skeptical, I deeply want to disprove these benefits so I can just get back to wanking, I won't be convinced until I experience incontrovertible attraction from a chick, I'm not satisfied with just "I locked eyes with a girl" or "a woman smiled to me in the streets".
so here's something that has never happened to me in my life that I'd say is almost enough to prove magnetism:
>go on vacation with 3 friends for a week at my grandpa's house
>go to the beach one morning
>my friends decide to go on a walk down the beach
>don't have anything to do alone so I whip out my sketchpad and start drawing a bit
>at some point a truly gorgeous girl I had noticed before comes up to my umbrella and kneels in the sand in front of me
>asks me for a pen
>I give it to her
>she asks me what I'm doing and if she can see it
>have to show her my stack of figure drawing and anatomycal studies, aka naked women
>she inquires on what I do and if I've ever made I comic
>tell her I just finished a comic
>5 seconds of silence
>she thanks me for the pen and goes back to her beach towel to journal or wathever
>30 minutes later she gives me back my pen and thanks me again
at lunch when I explained to my friend what happened he called me retarded and told me that I had to ask her more questions, at the very least her name and that no girl would ever ask a stranger for a pen unless she wanted them to talk to her.
I will agree I might've fumbled but the point stands that it is something very odd, as I said I'm trying to be as skeptical as possible and I'm chalking that up to luck, I will keep retaining for a while and see if something indisputably miracolous happens

>>42800782
we don't need that type of discussion in here, we know what you're talking about is larp and that you're just a self touching incel troll. what other people do isn't any of your concern nor is it ours. the point of sr is to care about what you can do with your own energies as far as keeping them intact and how you use that to develop further spiritually and elsewhere

>>42801783
your dude in your post was also probably a mexican or something fucking other browns. nobody gives a fuck about how many browns someone fucks

>>42801298
You can't reason with him. He's led by desire and will be his unconscious motivation for everything. I've tried this with my friends - you can reason with logic and make all the great points that they agree to but their actions will show otherwise. But once you see the truth it's hard to go back to sleep

>>42801456
>But actually trying to meet women, form relationships, and have sex is healthy.
It's not. The moment you step in wanting to date to have a relationship and especially sex you already failed. See women can't tell if you fap or not, nor do they care, but they can absolutely tell if you're able to be manipulated or not. And if you merely have the desire to date, you already will - because you're already approaching it from a state of lack. It's a catch-22.

Dating isn't real and the raw truth is if there's pure desire. If there's pure desire she'll want to have sex with you right then and there. Like she'll suck your dick in the bathroom if she could. But if you need to take her out on a date first? You already lost.

>>42802248
are you an incel who has given up on having a love life, and now you're trying to cope?

>>42802279
No but you'll be the simp who gets mad when his girl cheats on him with some brokie she met minutes ago, then finally realizing that he got scammed. sadly many such cases

>>42802288
Im gonna be the one whos fucking her and then dipping because I'd never date or simp for a thot

>>42802317
Yesss you get it. Very few can pull this off. So they gotta stick with trying to negotiate attraction (dating). But raw pure attraction and desire can't be negotiated. If it's raw pure attraction she'll have the urgency to have you inside her immediately. Rule of thumb: If it's not given freely it's not real

>>42800410
You will never break free from the sin of lust. Its just human nature. You can choose to not feed it, you can choose to not act on it, you can choose to run from it, but by its nature it will enter your mind.

Start looking at it as something that can be managed like a diet. When you go out and see pretty women it would be like seeing something good to eat. You can have that thought enter your mind and leave just as fast. This is what you should aim for. The issue is when you take that thought with you. It would be like going to the grocery store and seeing a box of cookies. You can either say "that looks good" or you take it home with you with the intention of eating it later which seems like where you are at.

The thing about lust is that I believe its the only sin explicitly mentioned in the bible to not fight. Run from it, avert your gaze, do not feed it. Easier said than done, but take note of your triggers. Don't allow boredom, anger, anxiety, stress, be the thing that opens the door to wanting relief, and if you open that door you can exit from the same way you went in and run. Again all easier said than done and it gets easier with time and practice, but you will never truly be free as this is just our sinful nature but how you respond is up to you.

>>42800595
You will never truly be free, but you are doing exactly what you should be doing which is getting back up. Its easier to throw in the towel. Even being 1 day free and knowing one day is behind you is better than not even being able to recognize it as a fault. Many people believe masturbation is just something you do and even healthy. Keep charging forward. If you fall, get back up. Stay vigilante. This is something you can believe you have overcame and it will just slowly bleed back into your life if you let it. I was a 7-10 times per day guy. Now its every few weeks and im trying to go to months and years and maybe eventually a wife so im not burning with passion.

>>42802504
If you do break free from lust and you balance your shen, qi, and jing to high levels, according to Taoist Internal Alchemy, that is the formula for immortality. Lust / sexual desire IS the matrix. Think how you got here on earth to begin with, and start from there

>>42802248
Women 100% can tell if you wank or not subconsciously.

>>42802577
You got on earth from two horny people fucking (lust), and you're caught up in this eternal loop of birth, sex, reproduce, death, repeat ad infinitum - that is the matrix

>>42800919
When Jesus was at the well with the Samaritan woman he inquires about her five husbands even though she was never actually married, and she was currently cohabitating with a man she wasn't married to. Spilling your seed to pornography is definitely bad, but hooking up with randoms and girlfriends or living with them is the same arrangement as being in a non covenant marriage. Everyone has probably jerked off at some point. Tell someone you have had 3 wives and see what their reaction is. Granted I have more than like done more detestable gooning than 3 wives, but we need to call premarital sex for what it is, a marriage.

>>42802582
If you carry yourself with fear, guilt, shame every time you wank then yeah of course that'll carry on to your normal convos. But women don't really care about that. If they're interested in a guy they'll try to get as much info as possible about him - i.e. go on his socials, see who follows him, see who he's following, how many girls like his photos, the types of photos he takes, etc. But rarely do they care if he faps

>>42802577
The Chinese cant even have mastery over boiling a pig alive, and you think they can reach immortality lmao.

>>42802608
Lmao, well there is truth to that. And many anons here tapped in to the fact that SR isn't enough, you gotta move that energy upward. If you have any sexual desire at all your lower regions are gonna demand some of that energy so you gotta have the discipline to let it flow upward. And if it was easy everyone would do it.

>>42802589
He said subconsciously. One anon was inquiring about "super powers" and "esoteric" benefits of SR. I have experienced it many times. 30 days of being obedient to Christ and suddenly im getting 20+ matches on dating apps in a week and a couple good conversations going without every changing my profile. Give in to lust and they all just dissapear and unmatch. Same thing while being in a foreign country. 30 days clean and all of a sudden theres a family inviting me along with them on their travels, random women holding conversations with me, and as soon as I give in I could physically see the shift.

There is a light inside you that radiates when you try and bring your sin under submission and keep it there. People want to be around it subconsciously.

>>42802639
Lmao 30 days is nothing bro. Literally nothing. Even when I was a coomer 30 days would be easy if my schedule was busy enough. And listen to yourself man, women this women that. You sound lame as hell. There's more to life than women. Focus on yourself king.

>>42802630
It is definitely something most people as in like 99.9% of people are not even aware of so even less have mastery. Its very likely King David was a retainer, and he was sitting on his couch mid day being bored and not in war or governing the kingdom God entrusted him. Had he been fulfilling his purpose or "directing his energy" he wouldn't have slept with Bathsheeba.

Retaining semen just for the sake of it is not enough. I don't ascribe to far eastern religions and know everything I have is a gift from God to properly steward. Im definitely going to see more fruit produced by putting 30 days of work in my faith, gym, work, my business and relationships than gooning. All the "superpowers" and "esoteric" benefits are probably just God entrusting me with a little more for remaining obedient. Just like you would never give the keys of ferrari to some junkie, but maybe if he had been sober for a while you would let him take a spin.

>>42802680
"Superpowers" and "esoteric" benefits are just an illusion really, because if you look for it you'll see it. But the longer you go on streaks you'll keep going even under long periods of isolation where it's just gonna be you and God, 0 friends and 0 female attention, and you have to be ok with that - because at the end of the day, they're all distractions. And it seems you're on the right path, keep going

>>42802659
The OP was in reference to women so I briefly touched on it. 30 days is nothing in the bigger picture, but if you were really a coomer you would be firing one off in the work bathroom on day 3 unless you made a commitment. Theres your once a day guys and theres the 10 a day guys with 45 tabs open. For some people, pornography is like their second or third minor debuff, and for others its their first major.

>>42801578

In my experience, this is how it has been more or less. Women feel more comfortable around me. More likely to approach me and act intimately with me. I find more and more opportunities where I could go deeper with them, but I generally don't, which I think further increases the respect I get from women.

> Recently a beautiful woman I know who usually has very strong boundaries was checking me out.
> Suddenly she literally said: "Oh my god Anon, what reality is this where you're this hot. "
> I was feeling playful so I leaned into it. I pointed to my cheek and told her to give me some sugar. >She kissed me.
>It was playful, and I could've gone further, but I didn't.

Why? Because I've lived an infinite number of lives, and having sex isn't the highest on my priority list at this moment in this one life.

God is my highest priority.

Do you guys not have sisters or female family members? They can't tell if you're fapping or not.

>>42802710
It sounds like you're just inexperienced with women in general just by how you talk about them. Just from the way you talk about them female attention must be a very exciting and novel thing for you. For me it doesn't matter if I'm a coomer, on SR, or not - if I wanna get laid or want a gf I can get one

>>42802703
This is definitely something I don't see talked about much ever on here or in the church. Fasting is rarely mentioned, but withdrawing I feel seems like is a pretty major spiritual turning point. I think Jesus did it a few times and John the baptist once, and Moses a few times. Zero distractions. I like being around friends and women, but most of the major spiritual growing points in my life have been when I retreated from everything rather than trying to insert myself into things of the world. Very rarely do I see someone that gets it like you do. /x/ is just built different.

>>42802705
Interesting, seems like the pattern of addiction. People that can't go more than a day without fapping shouldn't be worried about female attraction, because they just need to address their sex addiction first

>>42802540
All valid points.
My issue is, I hate constantly failing each time I attempt to quit since I'm wasting time & energy in this relapse cycle. The most disappointing thing is that I've discovered SR 7 years ago & the fact that I haven't quit yet brings me great shame due to the amount of time I've wasted that could've been used effectively.

This thread is 100% Pajeet masturbators that contribute absolutely nothing. GTFO off /x/. This is supposed to be a paranormal channel not a self-help group. You will never see vagene either.

>>42802754
Theres a lot of layers to it. The porn is almost like a surrogate for female attention/attraction/intimacy. They are not addicted to sex really. A lot of them are virgins, and they will not visit a prostitute or find some braphog slampig. They are addicted the idea of being wanted and desired. Society will also tell virgin men that they are not fully men. The porn is just a quick and cheap substitute.

Most of the major porn users I know are virgins, and the sex addiction is probably secondary while validation is probably primary. Just from my own experience and from what I have observed.

>>42802659
>There's more to life than women
Not to NPC's lol

>>42802755
Ive been at it for probably 7 years too, but not entirely aware of the communities. Just knew porn and masturbation were a habit that I needed to quit. I never quit.

You are at least aware of the issue. Theres women reading porn on the trains and almost every guy you know is jerking one off before bed every single night. This is probably the modern mans biggest silent struggle, and most probably dont even see it as a struggle. You will see men on twitter all the time arguing that porn use isn't cheating. The real argument though isn't about it being cheating but whether mens porn use is justifiable. The viewership stats all back this up too.

I wouldn't be so hard on yourself. Just think about this logically. Almost every man has viewed porn and masturbated and it is an issue and it takes these threads almost 3 days to slide. One of the biggest issues plaguing men and it takes 3 days to slide a thread.

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The way my face changed on retention.
I'm 31 and the bones in my face have grown this year.
I'm currently on day 65, but my previous streak was 106 days, and before that 116 days
Definitely avoid weed, I broke my last 2 streaks when I smoked weed.

>>42802853
What you're saying is, I should consider myself fortunate for being aware of the issue itself?

>>42802829
I def think there's some truth to this but nofap won't find you a match, sorry. Trust that, longest streak of clean SR was the period of time where I was most alone, grinding. If you want a gf or find a 'match' you HAVE to go out there and risk your ego getting rejected. You express interest, work on your social calibration, and learn the game. Sitting there not fapping will just get you in the same spot - sitting there, not fapping. And yes, you don't need sex, you don't need a relationship, and sex isn't special - it's like air, once you get in a relationship you were only stressing about it because you weren't getting any. But once you're in a relationship you either want someone else or want to be single. So make do with that information what you will

>>42802802
Yeah true, but a lot of porn consumers are married people

>>42802869
Exactly. As much as I hate to say it, compare a man and womens perspective on pornography. Women think its gross while men think its just something we do.

The truth is that its gross, and 80 years ago we would all be labeled sexual predators for even visiting a porn site.

>>42802874
A lot of porn consumers are married men, yes. It might actually stem back to the same issue though. Sexless marriage, not desired or respected by wife, etc etc.

Im sure a lot of them are sex addicts, or brought a previous porn addiction into the marriage though. Some maybe just want novelty or a fantasy. Porn is a relatively newer invention, but brothels and prostitutes were around much longer. Both still exist but theres men that refuse to see a prostitute so I think theres a little more to it than just sex addiction.

>>42802898
A lot of women watch porn. But they tend to use their imaginations more, that's why they go for SMUT. Regardless, they can't talk because if they were honest about their fantasies, most men's illusions about them would completely break

>>42802866
Lookin primal Mak

>>42802935
>Sexless marriage
Practically all marriages will become sexless, it's just a matter of time. You can still love them, but genuine desire is built upon scarcity

>>42802898
When you put it like that, it does shatter the notion that pornography is in any way good or rather acceptable.
Despite that, I do find it even more difficult since this thread is one of the few places where I can discuss my problems & insights into a practice which isn't mentioned IRL.

>>42802956
There's no way an incel is handing out advice on marriage

>>42802866
which picture is the you now? cause the one on the left looks way better then the one on the right.

>>42802938
Yeah the women are pretty gross. Im a late bloomer and a bit of an autist and it seems like im slowly starting to observe all the redpill stuff ive been reading for the past decade all be true. I have always had this idealized view of them despite this. Recently I have started ignoring them and being myself instead of how I wanted to be perceived by them and it seems like the entire vibe has shifted. Going through life like im the main character instead of the women and now it seems like im not invisible anymore. Its honestly a much better way to live and its kind of hilarious. Just bee yourself.

>>42802977
The one on the right is him now. The right looks better. On the left he looks gray and sick.

>>42802866
I also have the same scar on my nose/brow ridge. You didn't bang your head on a coffee table on purpose as a child did you?

>>42802938
they definitely don't give a fuck about porn. but they do have delusional fantasies absolutely yes. same thing for all of them, no originality in any of those fucking retards which is the most annoying part about their gender

>>42801456
Natural doesn't necessarily make something good, as cancer, rape, murder, tornadoes, etc are also natural. And some unnatural things, such as civilization, religion, ethics, morality, self-restraint, etc., are objectively good.

The fact is, if you are striving for ultimate freedom, or if you just want some less spectacular spiritual attainments, you have to stop wasting your life force by dispersing it in frivolous acts.

>>42802583
This is where Buddha's 4 noble truths and the 8-fold path comes in. There's a way out of this hell of our own making.

Relapsed on day 70 today. Not happy about it. Trying to stay optimistic, but I’m just not in good place right now. Definitely have learned more SR. So I’m grateful for that.

>>42801186
no such thing as a porn addiction, there is only masturbation addiction and porn is a manifestation of that. the spiritually jewish doctors will blame porn for your problems and produce endless amounts of propaganda about "porn addiction", hence why you might think that porn is your problem, but the truth is that you are simply addicted to masturbating and are only using porn as a weak "enhancer" as a part of that addiction. the desire to masturbate and release always comes before the porn, and as long as you will keep blaming porn for your problems you will not succeed with SR.
on a longer streak you will 1. get repulsed by porn and 2. not even get aroused or hooked by it. it will just look like pixels on a screen depicting people whose only goal is to manipulate you into jacking off to their stuff
tldr: you are addicted to cooming, not porn

>>42804077
Stay strong and do not let the chaser effect get you
Remember how awful you feel after doing it when you get urges

Day 22. I've been confused why this has been so easy when I've struggled so hard with this before. I haven't even had any wet dreams so far. Even if I see something arousing, it's really easy to just look away and move on and not dwell on it like I usually do.

I just realized what's different this time though: I've recently been in a large caloric deficit trying to lose weight. Only eating around 1200 calories or less per day. I guess my body is conserving energy and not wasting it on being horny. But while this looks good on paper, reaching a higher streak with relative ease, I'm thinking that doing SR on a calorie deficit like this is probably counterproductive to achieving maximal SR benefits. The benefits you would expect at 22 days are here, but I think they're dialed back compared to what I remember the last time I went this long (I was eating a lot more at that time). Interesting stuff. Does anyone have anecdotes or insights related to this?

>>42802970
I've been in so many relationships, with all different types of women, different religions, and that is the most fundamental, universal truth - raw attraction cannot exist without scarcity. If you get married and comfortable too long, you'll eventually become like roommates. But you can believe otherwise bro, best of luck!

>>42804183
Interesting. I see it as all one big vast sex addiction - i.e. the gravitational pull towards a sense of completeness and dissolution of boundaries. Porn really is just a simulated sexual experience, and its definition is very broad - for instance, feet pics can be considered porn to some. Even clothed women can also be considered porn to some. But the commonality is what it reveals about the observer

>>42804183
my desire to masturbate and release comes from my desire to see what a woman looks like naked. I don't sit at my computer all day thinking about masturbating. Usually what happens is I will be scrolling the internet. I will see a pretty woman doing or saying something sexually suggestive or openly sexual. From there it usually spirals into me wanting to see more of her. Next thing I know im on a leak site looking at her porn. The porn sparks my desire to masturbate, not the other way around. Maybe im just broken though.

>>42804549
It's deeper than that bro. The porn is drawing something from inside of you that is dormant and already exists. Porn is basically infinite and there is a reason some of them excite you more than others. It is telling you something about yourself. If you truly got over your sex addiction you could look at a porn and it would have 0 effect on you. Think of your phone or electronic device as some type of scrying mirror and it'll all make sense

I got that fat sack stack

>>42798586
been going strong, about 3 weeks now and its my purest one yet without any lustful thoughts, i avoid all triggers and such

its been the easiest as well because my mental seems so strong, i have been having sexual dreams that i fight everynight now, actually i dream about 5-6 times each night

>>42800595
to me i had to realize how PMO was filling voids in my life, or relieving me from stressers and anxiety

and actually removing PMO from my life made me act on my stressers in much more healthy ways, like organizing my days a lot better for work and studying etc

i still struggle with some substances like caffeine and nicotine, or some other worse stuff sometimes as i have a past of smoking weed and alcohol, but its a process

try to find why you need PMO, what it does for you, why you seek it, even write it in a journal if you cant figure it out and once you find the source and reason and manage to replace it, you'll have an easier time stopping

theres also gains from SR that you could see as beneficial in your life, numerous positives speaking from a strictly material point of view which makes it quite endearing

>>42801268
you dont need sex bro, you're controlled by your lust

>>42801365
sex seems to fill a void in your life, if you can figure out what that void is you could handle it in a much healthier not so damaging way than having sex with women

Day 5.

For those who have tried website blockers like Cold Turkey and not had success because you can easily turn them off, try this:

>download and set up Cold Turkey to block all bad site you're tempted to go to
>click the padlock below your configuration where it says "unlocked" then you get several options
>choose the password option, and make the password a bunch of random letters/numbers you can never remember
>set it and don't write it down

Boom, you've blocked yourself from all sites and thrown away the key. You'd have to literally reinstall Windows to unlock those sites again.

>>42802584
The modern jesus fandom can make you forget sometimes how based he was

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Day 49 , weaklings and shills in shambles.
I have also eliminated 90% of all the time wasting habits i had for years. Seems like i have twice more time every day now.
I think i have reached the point where i will never go back to masturbating ever. It is this way because i'm one of the people who did not support ejaculation side effects very well, and happened to be crushed by it.

Why is that? probably because i got too depleted in my life by stress, chronic insomnia and anxiety. Take care of yourself lads.

>>42805216
>try to find why you need PMO, what it does for you, why you seek it, even write it in a journal if you cant figure it out and once you find the source and reason and manage to replace it, you'll have an easier time stopping
I should do this more often. Whenever I have an urge to engage with P.M.O., I should note why I want or desire P.M.O. since every time I relapse, it's always for different reasons.

>theres also gains from SR that you could see as beneficial in your life, numerous positives speaking from a strictly material point of view which makes it quite endearing
I've experienced those benefits in the past yet they seem to be relatively minor in comparison to others although that could be due to not reaching as far as others too.

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>>42798586
Does anyone have a good explanation for why this is the case?

I spoke to a woman without being an awkward mess for the first time in ages yesterday

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Women are unironic chakra vampires that need human semen (soul energy) to survive, diagram of uterus is the image of apostolic baphomet, look it up, complete with horns and all.
When you have sex, part of your soul is being lost on ejaculation, think about it, you cum inside and the cum never comes out, soon enough it is absorbed by the vagina (baphomet devouring soul fragments), but how? It has no mouths, yet it happens. Semen is the vagina's (apostolic baphomet) prefered goyslop, without semen women (demonkind) dies of starvation, which is why women seek sex and always want you to cum inside for an 'unexplainable reason', part of the reason this happens is based on the fact there is no superior entity for them to rely on once their interior energy is depleted, think of it like a really big tank with only one mouth on it that slowly leaks out. They replenish their inner energy by absorbing it from men, because ultimately they have no souls which they can rely on to produce this energy themselves. If they do not get enough energy, they bleed. just look it up, pregnant women (women that have been cummed in and had their energy needs temporarily sated) do not have periods at all, nothing, blood simply does not come out. Yet a woman that does not have this 'suddenly' bleeds and feels ill for several days in a row with pain and weakness and bleeding. Normal?

>>42801365
>Porn induced ED
How did you get rid of that, my nigger? Literally taking Cialis for it right now. Is it as simple as quitting porn? My daily 20mg escitalopram habit isn't helping my ED either

Why do I keep having dreams of my exes?

100 days and my personal best since I started my journey, ama.

I'm only in my 20s but it feels like the older I get the harder it becomes, it's supposed to be the opposite dammit...

>>42798586
Wild how this practice is so hard shilled against yet every time I practice it for a period of time I am reminded how real the effects are

>>42805844
no, but it is legit. My guess is by retaining you truly become a sovereign individual ie how God designed us to be

I fucked up and started edging, but I stopped myself before releasing
But now my prostate hurts, I wonder if it will go away? Or should I force myself to cum? Can I just force through it and it will get better, or is it unhealthy to keep the tension inside? I don't want to fuck up my prostate

Quality thread this time around

>>42806029
I love schizos

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It's been a week since I relapsed and my energy levels still aren't back to what they used to be. Never relapse bros. 10 seconds of dopamine is not worth a week of anhedonia and brain fog.

Struggled hard for 2 months but on my current 2 day streak my hair already feels like it has so much more volume, maybe being a teenage coomer is why I got a premature widows peak in the first place, I know being a pervert was the reason I was so awkward around women and people in general cause of the subconscious shame spanking the monkey entails

day 100 monk mode. 1.5 wd's, about 15 close calls where i aborted the dream midstream so around once a week i deal with this. the half wd was just early on so i have no regrets there, the full wd i still don't have a full analysis on but the only factor that did occur outside of my usual routine is i did eat my last meal very close to laying down rather than letting it digest for at least an hour first. 500+ moments where my energy was dragged downward due to public temptations while doing my day job.

besides the obvious things which by the way multiply in effectiveness as the streak goes on, grit, boldness and fortitude are the three qualities that appear to me to increase the fastest around this time period and onward. i have no other way to put it other than i am entirely comfortable in my skin even if a million people were to look at me on stage or whatever and have zero issue holding my own in any context but the difference is that i commit to the action when i do such a thing, there's no half foot in half foot out nonsense. i also enjoy being left alone in public and just observing others when i can or just relaxing, i'm not scanning the fucking room for women or whatever, i'm just existing as peacefully as possible given whatever conditions surround me

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>>42807802
Same in almost every way . I could've written this myself

>>42807178
It goes away

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>>42807845

>>42807420
While that meme is wildly exaggerated (or at least I hope) - women are definitely natural takers. Not to say men don't, but women who are pretty and know it, tend to have less shame when it comes to asking for money. Whereas men ask for money if they're really down on their luck, or just straight bums - women are unashamed when it comes to demanding money from men. If any of you use Tiktok, just go on one of those tiktok livestreams and you'll notice many of the pretty girls will ask the viewers for money and shame anyone who's watching it if they haven't donated, but I've yet to see a guy do the same thing. And another thing is male vs female strippers. Male strippers don't make as much as female strippers do because women don't tip nearly as much as men do, and this goes for just about any hospitality job. Although some women do tip well, men are usually more generous. That's why masculine energy is described as solar energy - the sun, men are the givers

>>42808345
Who came up with this? It's seems like a stretch when a lot of the colors are similar

>>42808374
Women gave life you and also every single other human in their uterus, they need to take a lot in order to do this. On the other hand men take women's bodies as their own when they marry them, and must know the woman is theirs alone in order to provide for them. Its all a balance

>>42808421
Women are simply the inversion of men. Women provide the womb and men provide the life force. Everything in life is a microcosm / macrocosm of this very basic thing. You can say the universe is a giant womb, and all the souls in it are the life force

Day 6.

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>>42798590
>>42798652
Chad
> cornflakes for breakfast
> french fries with ketchup for lunch
> beer and chips for dinner
> 0 supplements
> always happy and full of energy
> falls asleep instantly, never wakes up
> 6'5" 210 lbs
> casually runs 20 miles a week + 3 times BJJ + 3 times lifting
> full head of hair
> masturbates everyday before and after fcking his 3 girlfriends

(you)
> organic milk and cottage cheese for breakfast
> 1-2 lbs of the most expensive organic beef per day
> minimum carbs
> either no alcohol or 1 glass of red wine to prevent atherosclerosis
> picrel or even bigger list of supplements every day
> always tired
> lie in bed for 3-5 hours every night, "sleep" for 3-4 hours and wake up every 15 minutes
> 5'8" 140 lbs
> after running 3 miles feel completely exhausted, can't even read anything till the next day
> balding
> incel on 1000 day nofap streak which only resulted in 175/85 blood pressure, insomnia and lowkey dementia

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>>42809178
>picrel or even bigger list of supplements every day

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>>42809178
>> incel on 1000 day nofap streak which only resulted in 175/85 blood pressure, insomnia and lowkey dementia

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>>42809178

>>42805503
The best option is to set a custom dns
on your router works best

>>42808374
>women are definitely natural takers
This is normal and a good thing, it's how we were designed.
>Men provide resources, such as food or reproductive material, women take and make meals and babies with it
>Men give love, women receive the love and it is appreciated (when it's REAL love, meaning self sacrifice and true care)
>Men are the C02, women are the trees, we give, they take, and transform it.
This is a beautiful process that sadly many only know from the way it's been corrupted. Women taking (as they should) but then not transforming it, or transforming it into something unholy. Teach people to recognize the positive, intended aspect of this phenomenon instead.

>>42808345
What is this from?

How do I get rid of pride for good?

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>>42798652
> a man with more ojas in his brain is a leader of men
What a load of fucking BULLSHIT.
Jeffrey Epstein was (and probably still is, his suicide was fake and gay) the biggest baddest COOMER in the history of mankind. He coomed every single fucking day for many decades, raw-dogging the most pristine virgin pussies which (you) won't dare even dream of.
Meanwhile every nofaper is an incel with no money or power, miserable life, loveless childhood and youth, dead-end job and no future.

>>42809247
Shalom!

>>42809247
He had everything handed to him, including power.

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I think I've discovered something that works for me, instead of gooning I play emotionally charged songs on my bass guitar, I'm not very good at it but I can express my emotional pain and despair that way without having to masturbate

Any tips to stop jerking? I do it when I'm sad / bored and sometimes without porn even. It's just mindless. But whenever I stop I get so primally horny.

Should I just leave my door unlocked and spend more time with my family? What are some tried and true tips?

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>>42809593
>Any tips to stop jerking?

Jerking it is really cringe and annoying once you get older. It's not even an interesting sexual experience.
But you need to have enough will and focus that you don't let yourself build up horniness or give in to that habit. So what made the difference for me was realizing how fucking BADLY cooming ruined me. you might not feel it as much as i did tho. But sometimes it did feel like i was throwing away a big chunk of my life energy at once. Eventually you will notice. And you will start to hate it.
Every relapse will feel like a bigger mistake as you get used to higher energy levels. You will feel yourself suddenly weaker, less energized, less motivated, less though, more moody, more anxious, more uncomfortable. There are always shitty people around to ruin your day and they will feel this and exploit this window of opportunity to ruin your life a little bit more.
It's all about discipline and firmly wanting things. I think i have reached the stage where i killed masturbation. It doesn't even tempt me. Don't want to speak too fast, a relapse is always possible if i let myself get giga horny. But even there it sucks, it feels like at least i shouldn't have jerked off but had real sex.

What helps me is whenever I go to grab my dick, imagine that Woden, Jesus or a family member, a dead one, is stood next to you watching and imagine how disappointed they'd be.

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>>42809882
Why would they? Imagine Adam would simply jerk off instead of trying to please his mistress like a [s]real man[/s] pathetic simp? I bet God would laugh, pat him on the shoulder, annihilate Eve and never create anything that retarded again. A union with a modern woman will lead you to Hell (especially today, we are a few years away from the Mark) and masturbation is the only way to heal your brain from spermotoxicosis.

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first good thread in weeks

>>42810130
Your ancestors fucked their wives or raped women from conquered tribes. You sitting in your dark room jerking it to other men fucking beautiful women is extremely shameful. You either find a woman to fuck or remain celibate and study the occult or invent.

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>ejaculate after weeks of abstaining
>semen comes out dark yellow
Uh guys...I don't think this is healthy.

>>42809218
>This is normal and a good thing, it's how we were designed.
Indeed. Men are designed to be like the sun - givers. It's as if when the One consciousness split itself it gave roles - one gets to do things and the other gets to feel things. And we all play both roles but one generally predominates the other depending on each person - what we call masculine and feminine.

>Women taking (as they should) but then not transforming it, or transforming it into something unholy. Teach people to recognize the positive, intended aspect of this phenomenon instead.
Well my point was that it's not their fault for wanting to take. That's how they're designed. But men have become weak and that's apparent, and part of this weakness is lack of boundaries, hence why men these days spend so much money on women without anything in return, simply because they think with thier small brain instead of their big one

>>Men give love, women receive the love and it is appreciated (when it's REAL love, meaning self sacrifice and true care)
Spot on

>>42809710
>there are always shitty people around to ruin your day
I recently started experiencing this after everytime I relapse, it's like people try to attack you and take something out of you. I don't understand people, what motivation do they even have with this? Is it just the mindset of standing above another's shoulders to be able to stand?

>>42809247
>Meanwhile every nofaper is an incel with no money or power, miserable life, loveless childhood and youth, dead-end job and no future.
This is silly, money, sex, and power are temporary illusions of this world. Your soul development is worth way more than anything this world can offer. And like I mentioned, if you're doing SR to try to get something material out of it, you already lost

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>>42810292
>>42809184 this is all I got after 4 years of nofap + severe depression and impaired cognition. I would only catch up on my duties after wet dreams once in a few months, which resulted in extending my studies by 3 years. There is no "flatline", it is just anxiety from sexual frustration and it will NEVER end, not after day 100, not after day 1000 - NEVER. As long as you live you will desire vaginas, there is no escaping it, no fucking "transmutation" or "sublimation" or whatever.

>>42810238
He's right tho, if you noticed the trajectory of modern dating - you'll see that masculinity is being selectively bred out (and this is especially true in liberal cities). As women get more power they'll select controllable betas for mates. They simply can't afford to be vulnerable in pursuit of power, and either you'll comply OR you work on yourself and get more rooted in your masculinity - and this involves sacrificing your dating / love / sex life. What will you choose?

>>42810329
LMAO missed you bro

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>>42810388
Have a (you), bro.

>>42810362
The left(shill) can't meme

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>>42810416

I haven't looked at porn for 5 days because I know that if I look, I will goon. I do keep dreaming of my exes though and I don't know why.

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>>42810450
Because succubi take the form you want. If you were an incel like me >>42810362 they would have no fucking clue how they should look like and take random shapes, i.e. my in wet dreams there were females of any ages including lolis and Hillary lookalike grannies which I never jerked off to, let alone had sex with. But the result of a wet dream was always the same - I shot two ounces of 1st grade thick yellow coom and then had to take a shower and change the bed sheets.

>>42810470
The last time I retained seriously a woman came from nowhere, messaged me on Hinge, became obsesed with me, drained me 30 times and then vanished to never be seen again. The devil has a tendency to send an ex to get me to stop retaining, or he will spawn a random beautiful woman. Imagine that! A Latina in England!

>>42810482
> A Latina in England!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b6_IZK-1naY
I see you like to live dangerously and I am not even talking about STDs. You could have been divorceraped or worse https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Murder_of_Adam_Anhang

>>42810521
Danger is my middle name.
On a serious note, looking back she acted really dodgy and I think I impregnated her while she was with another man and she was a pure jezebel and now that guy will be raising my child that is due in 3 weeks, if the child is even real. She told me she was pregnant a week or two before vanishing. I busted in her 33 times, she drained my vril and essence and I felt a husk of a man.

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>>42810547
> drained my vril
Hahaha it reminded me of this story, very /x/ related, I even posted it here once.

Today I didn't fap
The sun didn't shine
The birds didn't sing
Laughter fell silent
And tears rolled down my face
My heart suffers in silence

>>42810362
you are just stuck being a slave to lust forever, just indulge anon and never fucking post on any SR thread ever again in your life

>>42798586
so after watching the EDP documentary I am officialy done with masturbating. I don't wanna be like that fat fucking retarded pedophile, holy shit.

>>42809178
some people are just unlucky and their life will be significantly harder than others, people having it easy vs people having it hard isnt a good reason to give up
you can choose to give up but its pathetic to advice other people to also give up because not everything is piss easy in life

>>42809564
record everything and once you have hours splice the best parts together

>>42798586
ngl lads I normally dont come into these threads but these past few weeks my horniness has been out of control. no idea what changed but Im going fucking insane dripping precum constantly and checking my phone at ALL hours looking for bitches. sent my dick probably to over a dozen over the past couple days even. im not even sure what flipped this switch in me im mid 30s and feel like a 15 year old again

>>42810521
>Anhang's net worth was estimated at more than $24 million while Vázquez-Rijos’s was only $62,300.
kek
>Vázquez-Rijos would receive $8 million according to Adam's will if he was killed, much more than the maximum of $360,000 that she would get in a divorce.[6][7]
Very selfish to divorce for money alone, much less in such circumstances.
>. The agency said the arrest of the Puerto Rican fugitive was the result of a joint effort between the FBI's legal attaches, the U.S. Attorney's Office in Puerto Rico, Spanish police, Interpol and U.S. Department of Justice. Vázquez-Rijos' sister and her former husband were also charged and arrested in Puerto Rico in connection with Adam Anhang's murder.
This story is really fucked all around

>>42810362
>this is all I got after 4 years of nofap + severe depression and impaired cognition
and your longest streak was?

>>42812401
How long have you been retaining, brother? I have never sent a dick pic in my life, also in my 30s. Is it a strategy that even works? Sent to dating app girls, I'm guessing?

>>42812439
Damn. This is why you have to show zero wealth as a white person when you go to these shit hole countries
T. Been around the world. I know this woman that had her earings ripped out of her ears on the train in the Philippines

>>42812750
60% of the time, it works all the time, gotta have a big dick though. always makes for a good wank lots of women get scared though

Onanism= -1
retention = 0

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please watch out for spongebob, he will tempt you.

>>42812818
Go back

>>42809178
>>42811337
It's futile to compare your life to that of others. You have your own trajectory of your soul and what is meant for you.

Beyond validation of ego and short term pleasure, there is nothing to be gained from casual sex. Casual sex is a drain on your sexuality. If others don't hold their sexuality in high regard and validate themselves on losing their charge, then that's on them.

>>42809246
Realise that love is higher vibration than pride. Some level of pride is good and let's you not be a pushover and have boundaries, but if you can't relate to other people and feel like you are superior, then it means that your soul needs to work on capacity to give love to others

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>>42810286
Still haven't found the answer to that question to this day. People will attack you if they feel important weakness. One of the probable reason is that it makes them feel superior, just when the scrawny sickly kid gets bullied. There is actually no merit in that but most people are retarded anyway.
>>42811263
>>42812539

don't feed the shills

>>42812401
hyper arousal is really a fucked up state. Haven't been in that state for at least 2 months. When you're hyper aroused you can find yourself attracted to weird shit.
Do you cum a lot tho? i am in the same age range as you and if i let myself cum one too many times i'm literally destroyed. But that was always the case for me tho.

Anyway, today is day 50, feeling great. Only had 2 wet dreams this streak, one at 12 days, and one probably 10 days ago so like day 40. Haven't been sick in a year, and SR does help immensely. I used to be sick all the time. I'm also doing energy / lifestyle work to improve my health, mental peace and baseline energy. And it's working, slowly but surely. SR helped me get the fuel to fix my lifelong issues. Mental focus is also very important, don't let your mental energy divert with dumb things like social media, tv shows, etc. mental focus will help you achieve great results faster

>>42812933
>Still haven't found the answer to that question to this day. People will attack you if they feel important weakness. One of the probable reason is that it makes them feel superior, just when the scrawny sickly kid gets bullied. There is actually no merit in that but most people are retarded anyway.

I've been reading stalking the wild pendulum. It's a book that talks about how your actions and internal state influences your energy and it influences the entire universe. When you don't numb yourself, SR reflects your inner world in the outer world. When you relapse you just end up attracting miserable people and go to lower state of consciousness

People on lower states of consciousness are constantly angry, lustful, end up attracting bad situations and trouble. They often get attacked more, which feeds their ego's fear further. If you do a life experiment and do every sinful and bad thing possible, you will keep attracting bad situations and attacks.

Beyond this, you also carry a different energy. People's subconscious immediately senses energy and they act their inner worlds on this energy

>>42812539
This streak lasted a couple more years, of course nothing has changed.
But if you count from birth, then 17.5 years. Until 16 yo I lived in a 1-room apartment with my tyrannical grandma.
So I masturbated for the first time a couple of weeks after I had sex with a cheap prossie.

>>42812950
>I've been reading stalking the wild pendulum. It's a book that talks about how your actions and internal state influences your energy and it influences the entire universe. When you don't numb yourself, SR reflects your inner world in the outer world. When you relapse you just end up attracting miserable people and go to lower state of consciousness
>People on lower states of consciousness are constantly angry, lustful, end up attracting bad situations and trouble. They often get attacked more, which feeds their ego's fear further. If you do a life experiment and do every sinful and bad thing possible, you will keep attracting bad situations and attacks.


you might have a point but i can tell you from experience, when you feel horrible and weak people will attack you for the sake of it. It's not even about resonance which is a real thing too, although you could say it is but there is a predatory and sadistic elements in a lot of people.
The first half of my life i was plagued with a variety of serious issues and my teenage years were horrible. I won't go into the details, but my energy, mental state, health, was very unstable and i would frequently end up in very extreme states (not exaggerating, by extreme i mean extreme, more than most people will ever experience). The negative frequency i used to experience was sometimes so powerful it's like i was manifesting uncontrollably negative things. Because i realized that, i used to develop a strategy where i would literally hide for the whole day somewhere safe because i knew if i went outside something bad would happen. I had events like 1 / 10000000 chance happen to me. Thankfully this is now well behind me. But also the fact i had chronic insomnia somehow made this even more powerful which felt absolutely unfair but believe me it was absolutely real. lack of sleeps worsens your mood, mental state and energy so there is a very physical part of that you can't just change just with your force of will.

And there is also the fact that many people are selfish, rude, and have no empathy for others so if they sense weakness they will treat you poorly. Just like some men will beat the shit out of their girlfriend regularly.
But if you're strong and they can sense it will cost them they will never lift a finger and if they do they will know they fucked up and start stressing like hell because most people are just average, neither strong or weak. Strong people are usually not the kind of people that will exploit any weakness they perceive, the aggression and troubles come from average people with bad inclinations

>>42812992
>This streak lasted a couple more years
couple more years than the four you had already mentioned...? something's not adding up mate

>>42813012
It's their ego's coping mechanism to put others down to feel better about themselves because they can't find joy in their own being

>>42812933
>hyper arousal is really a fucked up state. Haven't been in that state for at least 2 months. When you're hyper aroused you can find yourself attracted to weird shit.
>Do you cum a lot tho? i am in the same age range as you and if i let myself cum one too many times i'm literally destroyed. But that was always the case for me tho
You're telling me, luckily today I've had some moments of clarity that gooning isn't the best way to spend time and being porn brained really is warping my view of the sexual world in really negative ways that would be detrimental to any serious romantic intentions I would have. What's weird is like a fewmonths ago I was in an almost asexual state didn't even have to think about not gooning, then a switch went off and I'm going crazy. As far as loads, I'm spitting some big ones and 3 a day for like 2 weeks.

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>>42813039
What should have changed after a couple more years? In summer 2022 I started a very demanding job, then a few months later I have suffered a brutal rejection after 2 years of online "romance", as naive as it sounds, I thought she is "not like other girls". This was the final nail in the coffin and made me realize that ALL human females are literal demons who have at least 6000000 clowns in their DM and I was just one of them. There is no fucking way I will ever approach any of them again, I will die single, DEUS VULT!
Sometime in 2023 I realized that if I keep abstaining from masturbation I will drink myself to death, because alcohol was the only way to get some sleep after my nightmare of a job. So I returned back to masturbation and since then I don't feel the need to increase my baby doses (half a bottle of wine or 1 liter of beer). TLDR: Fap has saved my life.

>>42813066
shoo shill spammer

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>>42813061
>As far as loads, I'm spitting some big ones
SPITTERS ARE QUITTERS

>>42813085
daughters not even once.

>>42813183

>>42813186
Based

Day 7.

>>42812818
Gooning to spongebob

Made it to month 10. There are weeks where you just have no desire for women, no desire to watch porn, and you lose the ability to get hard. But then there are periods where you turn into sex crazed maniac and those are the periods where you will be tested.

>>42813415
>But then there are periods where you turn into sex crazed maniac and those are the periods where you will be tested.
Full Moons usually?

Day 25. Had a close call and almost had a wet dream last night. DO NOT eat within 3 hours of your bedtime. I haven't had any close calls this entire 25 days, but last night I had some pineapple later than I should have, and ended up kissing a girl in my dream and almost cumming. Stay safe out there bros.

Is semen retention and defeating porn addiction going to be harder if you're an atheist and don't believe in a religion?

>>42813743
if you're a true atheist and don't believe in any afterlife then yeah for sure, there is no punishment or reward so at that point you might as well lie down and do nothing but maximize worldly pleasures

Does edging count as a streak reset?

>>42813790
No but you're gonna fail if you edge.

>>42813790
if you're edging then you don't understand SR yet, and you will never understand it unless you stop. so in some ways yes, but technically also no

>>42813747
I see. Well I'm not exactly an atheist i guess. I want to believe in a religion but I'm not too sure which. I hope it could help me defeat my porn addiction. I recently lost my 60 day streak so I've been feeling very hopeless lately.

This is it. I will do it this time!

>>42813839
You could read the old greek stuff, they're a pretty good when it comes to being unbiased theologians

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he's based for sr

>>42813795
>>42813814
Does edging without cumming ruin the benefits/superpowers?

>>42814236
yes

>>42814236
you're just wasting your time
go do something that doesn't involve yanking your meat you animal

cultivating sexual energy is only worth it if you're an old practitioner. since they have mastered their alchemy, they can transmute that sexual energy easily, and they rely on that for fuel.

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>>42814263
>transmute that sexual energy
into high blood pressure.

>>42814310
shalom

Trauma Release Exercises have been the most transforming thing I have ever done next to SR and stopping drinking alcohol. check the subreddit. do the exercises. they're easy and you'll see results almost immediately. get rid of flatlines with this one simple trick! they remove energy blockages but you can feel the results yourself.

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>>42814424
At least the shills have upped their game and posted something of potential rhetorical value instead of endless demoralization credo. still didn't read past the first line where its claimed by a (psychology professor) that this ancient practice was le actually (founded) by two people and that they are considered (((((pariahs)))))) within the (((((((sex research community))))))).

>>42813066
Lmao, yeah don't approach them. Meeting them when it makes sense is fine, but approaching someone already puts you in a position of loss to begin with, simply because you already approach the convo at a deficit, because you 'want' something from them, whether that's simply getting to know them. Either way, what's meant to be in your life will be yours

>>42814236
no it doesn't. ejaculation is the real drain. But it will make u ejaculate

>>42814871
Plus SR makes women spawn out of nowhere and come to you anyway.

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>>42814310
i usually don't reply to shills, but this pic is so amazing. One guy spent his life studying something yet he didn't notice the most obvious and basic thing he should have noticed. All these pseudo intellectuals and universitaries are major frauds, absolute losers who will never actually produce anything worthwhile

>>42814807
here some good stuff i found in my excellent qi qong book. This book is super deep and it just has this small passage on SR.I think this is quite accurate, you grossly lose 40% of your qi on every ejaculation and it takes around a week to get back to the level u were. Qi is fast to deplete and to regenerate unlike other form of more dense energies.

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>>42814871
>Either way, what's meant to be in your life will be yours
God wants me to be single. Otherwise he would have made me a tall Chad. My looks leave me only one role - onions simp cuck beta hubby of a whore who is finally "ready to settle down", but I will never accept it, so single for life it is.

>>42814935
People like you get 99% of the story right then stumble and fall right before the finish line when it comes to the last revelation which is that once you've figured out the game is rigged and taken the massive steps to distance yourself, now you have to see those still in it with only compassion and empathy for their continued self-harm and not with hatred because if you are still attached to the concept with hatred then that is arguably far worse than just being attached to it because of greed and desire. Also, stop drinking and masturbating you faggot addict

>>42814935
Even if you're a tall Chad bro... I know 'tall Chads' who are pussy whipped by their gfs and their gfs are always scanning for better. It's just how the game is set up now man. Realizing that the end goal out of all of it is for them to chew you up like a gum and once the flavor runs out, discard you, so you can keep being performative to keep them around - modern dating in a nutshell. They already know you're a sucker for doing that. Anyone with a functioning brain wouldn't approach this dating market at all. If you happen to meet someone and there's genuine chemistry that's fine. But actively going in looking for a gf - you're just playing a losing game

>>42814901
Regardless if they come to you, don't care if I'm single for the rest of my life. Rather that than deal with another harpie

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>>42815018
>It's just how the game is set up now man. Realizing that the end goal out of all of it is for them to chew you up like a gum and once the flavor runs out, discard you, so you can keep being performative to keep them around - modern dating in a nutshell. They already know you're a sucker for doing that. Anyone with a functioning brain wouldn't approach this dating market at all
Then why hate on fap? It is objectively better than a real female in every single regard. Spermotoxicosis is a real illness, it will make marry the first whore who gives you a chance and fap prevents it with no side effects.

>>42815046
>it will make (you) marry the first whore who gives you a chance
fix

>42815046
Please everyone stop replying to this faggot shill immediately. Thank you and good day.

>>42815046
Well, you're actually in the step of the right direction. These dudes are caught up in the trap of wanting validation so they think that a real woman, any woman, is better than fapping. But what's wrong with it is that you're using fapping as some sort of escape, you might think it's just pleasure but it's actually escaping something. Or putting something off that you should be doing. And the thing you're putting off has some degree of difficulty or pain and that's why you use it as an escape

>>42815067
Fapping and lack of control over their sexuality by men is what caused the society to be what it is today. It's a failure of weak men

It might feel like draining your sexual energy by casual sex is a good thing, but all it's doing is numbing yourself with something external. It destroys your ability to connect with your partner and the lack of connection will destroy you from within. Sex without connection is like using a onahole, but you are using someone else's body to do it. It's an unconscious behaviour and people don't see this unless they step out of it

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Day 45, had 4 wet dreams this streak and today I feel like I want to kill myself

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>>42815539
If you stop fapping, you will inevitably get enslaved.
>It destroys your ability to connect with your partner
That's a good thing if you are straight. Females have no such ability to begin with, they just play with you and hundreds of other fools simultaneously.

>>42815576
>That's a good thing if you are straight. Females have no such ability to begin with, they just play with you and hundreds of other fools simultaneously.
You think that because you are a fapper. You wouldn't understand it if you don't stop fapping. It's a version of reality that you are stuck in

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>>42801365

>>42815606
I did NOT fap for ~7 years and it almost killed me, read my posts above >>42813066 >>42812992 >>42810362

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okay so i tried this "semen retention" thing and im on like day 4, yet i keep waking up with raging boners in the middle of the night and it disrupts my sleep.

i wake up with sexual hallucinations, for instance i viewed myself as a CIA chick that was undercover and i had to "grind against the bed sheets" in a discreet way without using my hands as part of a protocol, otherwise i would get discovered by Al-Qaeda and have the WHOLE mission blown, also i was not allowed to cum like at all, so when the hallucination ended i just ended up feeling frustrated and unable to go back to sleep.

having and orgasm is healthy, which btw releases natural melatonin that helps with sleep and prevents you from having uncontrolled sexual urges!
im not so sure about this semen retention ordeal anymore....!

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>>42815898
>Semen retention almost killed me
>look inside
>mommy issues

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>>42815978
Oh look, you're back. What's your record again? Like 10 days? That's not enough of a fair try to be able to come to a judgement. Also, I know you are still looking at porn. Orgasm is an addiction, which is the biggest hurdle to sr. It's like how ex heroin users wake up sexually aroused when the have dreams about heroin relapse.
If you feel like you're just torturing yourself, then maybe the practice isn't for you. Although I appreciate you poking your head in to say hello every once in awhile. Good luck, tranny.

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>>42798586
was really hoping to not be horny today

>>42816596
>ex heroin users wake up sexually aroused when the have dreams about heroin relapse.
where did you read this

>>42816610
every woman imagine as either your sister or aunt. if you are a faggot imagine them as your brother or uncle. Instant aversion to the concept until it gets under control of your rational mind again

>>42814921
If the chinese know so much about this stuff, why are they so weird? I guess they do attract a lot of money to their country...

>>42816651
imagine all the people in your ethnic circle, then imagine if every person in the country was the same race and ethnicity, then triple that size. China