I used to be really stressed about "I have to quit smoking weed, get sober, improve my life, and become a good wage slave like everyone else" but again after a month long sober stint I'm starting to think I was wrong. Cannabis greatly improves the quality of my life, connects me to greater spiritual forces, and is one of the few things I genuinely enjoy here on this slave planet. I don't want to concede to the wage slave life and be viewed as "normal" by the NPCs with no dreams. I have dreams and goals, and I came here for an adventure. I came here to have fun, not act like a slave. This is what makes me different, and brings a sliver of joy to this fucked up world full of shallow and miserable people. So I'm not going to quit smoking weed. The social anxiety of public speaking didn't go away at all when I'm sober. I just have less joy now, is all. I'm going to create a life I actually enjoy, and do what I want regardless of what the masses think or tell me how I should live my life. I'm gonna make music, smoke weed, build up passive online businesses, invest, and enhance my spirituality. Fuck the system!
>>42807848why do you think they made it illegal
good luck, do wait until you older to be a heavy user.
>>42807870because it brings joy and makes people think for themselves and question everything
>>42807907it doesn't make me question anything, just gives me the munchies and I giggle at everything, I get kinda lazy
>>42807919yet here you are on this board, where occult knowledge is shared, a place most muggles never discover. I think you and undervaluing the exploratory powers you've unlocked in your DNA and subconscious mind. Don't downplay its potential. Don't poison the well. What do you even define as "lazy"? Not enjoying the life of a wage slave? Was that ever meant to be enjoyed? Is slaving away as an employee non stop the true purpose of life?
>>42807870Marijuana was made illegal in part to oppress hispanic immigrants. It was also made illegal to control the population. If we are talking about the United States, the country is physically large, but the population is not particularly. Or it was not years ago around the time Cannabis became illegal.There isn't a real force of conspiratorial people who are making changes to suppress a free population. The decisions are made to keep the population strong and stress reactive. Those people need an outlet.
>>42807907it was made illegal because it has existed since the dawn of time and they don't want you remembering the true history
it helps me not get nocturnal emissions for semen retention
>>42808016that would be a cool band name - Nocturnal Emission
If you've ever grown it yourself you'd know how hilarious the fact that its scheduled the same as heroin or cocaine is. cocaine will seriously fuck you up; meanwhile weed is literally just a plant. not to mention, and i just checked, METH (adderal) and PERCOCET (oxycontin) (2 drugs sold often by pharmajewology) are only schedule 2. cant make this shit upTruth is that you do need to be able to be happy and peaceful without marijuana tho dont get me wrong about that. but alcohol withdrawl will easily kill you and its sold in literally every shop and meanwhile marijuana can be grown next to your tomatoes
>>42808030I think I will start growing it once I have my next place. In my state each person can grow up to 6 plants inside their home. It will probably be much safer and better quality than the dispensary bullshit they spray with pesticides, fake terpenes, and shake out all of the kief from before packaging it up. I'm def gonna grow my own.
>>42808063Careful that it might actually be 3 vegetative and 3 in flower only. Not that I think that this bullshit hyper-specificity yet simultaneous vagueness isn't specifically designed to make it as difficult and obtuse as possible, just letting you know to know your rights.I use a dynavap and that first hit of vapor from a plant you held as a 2 millimeter long seed and nurtured to maturity is unparalleled. BTW stop fucking smoking, its extremely disrespectful to the weed spirits and also your lungs, vape or edible only.I would suggest growing outdoors, but we are too late in the season for photoperiod, you might be able to get away with one cycle of autoflower if you plant like this week. otherwise its indoor only with a proper setup until next march/april. I wouldn't even say dispensary stuff is all bad quality wise; it varies wildly. but price-wise, consider this; you can get a weed seed for 0 dollars up to 10 dollars each (if you look in the right places. dont be scammed for the 50 dollar seeds that are that price because of muh genetics). and then if you plant it outside in a place with suitable soil and rain and sunlight in april after the last frost, then that is the only cost. its called "weed" for a reason, it will be the easiest shit you've ever grown in your life. otherwise a bag of soil=20 bucks (can be replaced with outdoor soil if you live in proper areas), nice pot= 30 (easily found at estate sales or craigslist or from your neighborhood grandma too), nutrients= ~30 (nonnegotiable if growing inside, soil won't have enough.), and if you feel like diy-fagging you can make a LED full spectrum LED with chinese alibaba stuff for like 40 bucks, otherwise a proper spiderfarmer (my recommendation) is 100-200. maybe throw in a tent and air filtration for 50-100. this entails some down payment. but when dispensary eigths are 30 dollars on a good day and a single autoflower can produce 2 ounces even for a complete noob grower, you do the math
>>42807848Yes. You should grow it tooVery rewarding
>>42807848No it doesn’t you dumbass it’s the opposite. Everyone I’ve met who does cannabis is a loser.
>>42808358Let's see your definition of winning
Different people have different reactions to it and some people become insufferably retarded so I'd rather just keep it to the right setting. If you go to work high, I need your help with something and you're retarded and smelly, I'm going to be pissed off at you.
>>42808358Sounds like you attract losers into your lifeCannabis is just a plantTobacco and cannabis smoke prevent negative spirits in indigenous cultures and modern reports say stop alien abduction You anti drug fags are military shills from decades agoReal people hate you
>>42808432No one cares if you’re mad. Especially stoned people Stupid faggot
grow up and move on to opium
>>42807848Weed is fucking amazingThe powers that be have always tried to suppress it
>>42807972Que?
>>42808358lmao look at this guy, he's not a loser, what a cuck. Are you winning? Are you a good boy? Yes, whos a good boy>>42808432>immediately thinks of work and how pissed off he will beYou should smoke more
>>42807848Live a life defined by DIY biochemical augmentation and you'll eventually come to find that you spent your days identifying with an artificial persona. Cannabis has dissociative and entheogenic properties that come in very handy when you want to meditate or divine in certain ways, but like any other workman's tool, you should not use it so much that it breaks, because a broken hammer fails to drive nails into timber, and a broken shovel fails to pull dirt out of the ground.
>>42808358>Everyone I’ve met who does cannabis is a loser.You're on 4chan tho
Tolerance breaks increase the spiritual effects
>>42807848>This is what makes me different>This is what makes me different>This is what makes me differentthey all sang in unison.
>>42807848Smoking weed gave me lung cancer. I smoked for 14 years, but probably got cancer quite a few years ago before I knew about it.There are so many wonderful things in life other than drugs, and I wish I did any of them rather than wasting my health and youth smoking weed.
>>42812277Probably. I'm gonna smoke for the first time in 3 weeks tomorrow night during the eclipse and go blast rave music inna de woods and unleash my inner DAWG.
>>42807848Weed is generally negative for me, basically every time I do it I immediately regret it (I'm high right now). What does that say about me?
>>42812332Everyone listen to unc here. edibles only
>>42812486Remember the relief you feel when you sober up. I wonder if at the point people realize that weed fucks them up, then really the 'high' is getting sober after being high lol. And I also start to wonder, if part of the feeling of being high is the oxygen deprivation from smoking, and not the drug itself. You can't eat smoke, it won't fill the emptiness within you no matter how much you try to cloud your mind with it.
>>42812527Wonderful way of framing it.
weed is the fuel for a spaceship. if u have a shitty spaceship of course u will have a shitty ride. but if u have a good spaceship u can go anywhere
>>42812297holy crap you're boring, what a cringy post. Nothing to do with weed either
>>42807938ok so what if everyone thinks the way you do? nobody to run the gas stations, nowhere to get food, no where to get clothes or build houses because "screw the system man i want to have fun and create music & smoke pot" we actually need less aspiring music slop and more craftsmen. i doubt you'll be making classical music or something of high virtuoso. who you call "Wagies" or "slaves" is needed or go be amish if you disagree but you WONT cause you know you love the ease of access the system brings.
>>42807848I've had a very similar thoughts on several occasions in the last few months, anon. Weed gives me a totally different perspective on many subjects that I don't think I'd be able to achieve as easily, and this isn't just related to personal reflections, psychology or spirituality, but also for my work - I work as a researcher, and I've had insane ideas for hypotheses that I've come up with after lighting it, which turned out to be valid venues of exploration, and many of those have shaped my career. So it's not even (just) an escapist mechanism for me, it actually contributes to my grind. But the problem for me is balance. I take a break for a few weeks where I get in the healthy lifestyle, I fix my sleep, I work out 3-4 times a week, my energy levels are kickass, I do my work, but it gets repetitive and boring, and I get asocial. Then I light it, I get inspired on the perspective of why I'm on the grind, I get more social and happy to see and connect with people, including people who I would be much less inclined to hang out with, but the flipside is that it takes a lot of energy from me. Sleep quality gets objectively worse - I need more sleep but feel less rested, I need longer breaks between sports sessions, munchies fuck up my diet, etc etc. And often times its a vicious cycle - I wake up the next day, and I'm like "I feel a bit like shit, fuck it might as well light it", until I finish however much I bought, usually 3 grams or so. And then comes the withdrawal - I don't care who says that there isn't a withdrawal from weed - yes there is. Depending on how much I did it, I can have up to a week where I'm completely useless, tired/fatigued like I'm getting sick, I don't go out, I don't do sports, sometimes I need a sick day or two from work. I wish I was able to contain it to "once max twice a week", but I always have to binge like some kind of slut and then take a 3 week break.
>>42807848Of course a stoner would make such a thread
>>42807848Make sure to take tolerance breaks often. You only notice the improvements when sober, especially after long term use.
>>42807848Marijuana is designed to make you anxious, timid, and a useless pawn. Only NPCs and drones enjoy using it, because they’re already useless and timid before they’ve even used it. Actual human beings that have true self awareness can feel it draining their sentience and spiritual power away in real time.In a way it is useful though- if you feel anxious and paranoid you’re a real human being, if you enjoy it you’re an NPC.
>>42807848if abused it turns you psychotic though , only smoke in a benevolent environment with friends never alone !
>>42808352FactsGrowing plants and fungi overriding animals has a healing effect on the soul
>>42814853This post is true