And in so doing I was seriously channeling my soul-mate or divine feminine to assist once I'm on the other side. Weird thing is is while I was falling asleep I heard a female voice. So much so I woke up to make it stop. But it happened again right as I was dozing off. It sounded gleeful in one long tone. I got nervous and asked Jesus to banish it and now I haven't heard it since.Did I just cock block myself?
>>42811802Unfortunately, yes. You can make up for it though so long as you accept that you fell for deception and delusion, and move forward taking full accountability for that. It's ok in the long run, this world is a confusing place and Moloch is the great deceiver. Discover more about this feminine being, if for no other reason than to learn.Remember always, your soul is yours. You can't have it taken from you and contracts that have your soul as the price are bullshit. At best, you can lend it but it's yours, you can retract your allegiance whenever because Freedom is the highest ideal, after all.
>>42811802Please don't, nothing is worth killing yourself over if you're thinking of that.
