Why is nearly everything going bad for me? And what can I do to change this (I'll do anything)? Whether it's little or small, no matter what I do or how much effort I put into something I meet a dead end, or bad things just happen to me randomly out of nowhere. This has been a trend in my life since I was in fourth grade, very gradually decreasing my quality of life.I only say nearly because I am still able to learn and study pretty good, and that's something I like doing. But even that seems vapid and pointless to me if everything else is horrible.This isn't a vent post, and I don't want pity or consolation. I am seeking spiritual means as a last resort (besides the real last resort, which I need not mention).
