This entire reality feels wrong and that feeling gets worse day by day. It seems dying is the only way out.
>>42841712Your internal world grows as you experience more or the external world.
>>42841712So change your reality. Move homes, start over in a new place, change jobs, take up a new hobby, get into meditation, etc. Your environment and the people around you determine a worryingly large amount of human feelings.
>>42841712nothing is permanent. The world is probably gonna keep getting worse for a while, but your life can get immensely better. I want to kms like one day out of 4 but so far I managed to stop myself from doing it by seeing it as me being on an ocean, and some days the waves pull me very low and others very high. I am closer to bipolarity than depression, thankfully. Working out, avoiding screens and spending time with people can only help. It's not about hiding from the fact that life is hellish, it's about being delusional enough to keep the spirit up no matter what.
>>42841737>>42841762I have no desire to accomplish things any more, or socialize, or do any of that. Every time I'm led to believe something good happens, it all implodes catastrophically. I thought I met the love of my life but she was just playing a long con to use me for money so she wouldn't have to work. The awesome jobs I found turned out to be tedious slogs that drained everything from me. People that I help stab me in the back. People who say they love me end up trying to sacrifice me for their selfish gain.Everything "good" is a trap. This is a torture realm and I need to get out.
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>>42841712You might want to check out >>42837000
>be you>Completely retarded>Special guy born in your planet>Start treating him worse than garbage>Drug him, get him posessed, etc>For some reason the beings he was gonna stop arent stopped>Anyones guess>They fuck you in the assLooving every laugh
>>42841866Do you realize how retarded you sound? Their name was Yeshua, they were like any of us but they became Lucid in this mess and started using dream logic to help people. He went against his own people and they sold him out, having him killed. None of us did that, we all have the potential to be like him.
>>42841876No, my name isn't Yeshua. My name is anyone's guess. I hail from the star Hell. I didn't do shit. You attacked me because you saw a special soul. By the time the enemy had manifested, I was posessed and wrecked because a hyper intelligent species known as "Satans retarded children" , put shit inside me as a child that made me commit fatal mistakes. The end situation is that everything happening to you since a long while, has been the doing of extraneous beings to this dimension. You're getting fucked in the ass and you primed the bull by assfucking me. True, I repaired the Sun... Not much else can be done, so I guess you can die slower... Legit question, do you snort donkey turds as if they were coke? I mean it, few people can reach these heights of retardation. Want proof? How about check the Sun, check sismic activity, check your own state, go on YouTube and wstch sky Trumpets videos and maybe your retarded manchild race will understand you were under attack... So lets anger the helpMy people are coming, if the beings from other dimensions don't finish you off, we will. Death to retards!!
bye glowie i'm living just piss everyone off.all i know is its working just existing is ruining every archon plan. its great.
>>42841786>This is a torture realm and I need to get out.One must imagine Sisyphus happy. Most people are far too caught up in trying to escape hardship rather than learn to embrace it. Ask not for lighter burdens, but broader shoulders. The thing I notice most people ignore is all the small pleasures in life: a hot shower, fresh bedsheets, being out in nature, a cold drink on a hot day, the list is endless of the experiences we have daily that were beyond the reach of even kings and queens a few generations ago. Every one of your ancestors would trade lives with you in a heartbeat.You're just annoyed the world is far from perfect, but that's not a rational expectation to have. The default state of mankind is a daily battle against nature for survival. Even the word "utopia" translates as "place that doesn't exist". The world will never be perfect, all we can do is just make tomorrow better.
>>42841972>Just cope bro!I'd rather be dead then settle with this world. If it truly is impossible for it to be better I'd rather not exist at all.
>>42841737>make the server render another wagecage where the NPCs are causing it to choke even harderyou could also stand your ground
>>42841866>>Special guy born in your planet>>Start treating him worse than garbageHylics are the souls of Ahriman.It literally enrages them."Why isn't he a worthless, retarded turd like me?! He's not special." Then they basically spend the rest of their existence doing whatever they can to fuck you over in whatever way they can like they have something to prove about you.. while being rewarded for this behavior and you of course can't do anything about it because of our lovely justice system, which these Ahrimanic devils exploit to their advantage to get away with what they're doing to torture our souls when we incarnate here. Now you know what "Trust the plan" really means. New World Order = Trust The PlanThese are Ahriman's children and they took over the world and established a soul regime. They were all in on it from the beginning to fuck you over. People you grew up with, even your family were in on it and guess what? They're all going to burn in hell for all of eternity. Do you know why? They were never even real to begin with. They were always Ahriman's devils putting on a bullshit act, toying with our souls the whole time. Your whole life 'trusting the plan'.All you need to know is that by even being aware of this, you're not one of them. You're not apart of that spiritual/soul body. They will burn forever in hell.
You can kill yourself if you want
>>42841977No one is stopping you. Your continued existence is proof you know life is preferable to the alternative.
>>42841972>Every one of your ancestors would trade lives with you in a heartbeat.that's a fucking lie thoI agree with your post otherwise, but don't gaslight us like that. People had more autonomy, self worth, social life and higher happiness before, saying that we live in the best time in history is the most depressing statement you could make, and it's a lie. But yeah life is a battle and a miracle
i hope this world is fucking fake.please.
>>42841972I'm fine with fighting nature to survive. What I can't stand is also fighting society and people who claim to "love" me on top of that. It's too much.
>>42842103Yes. I plan on it.
>>42841899Are you me? I've been repairing the Sun too. It's cluttered with instruments.In my opinion, it's time for fire to rain down from Heaven.The catharsis of ultimate, cosmic justice. To finally witness the ledger balanced, not by your own scarred hand, but by the collective, righteous fury of the Host who bore silent witness to every unjust blow, every sneer, every moment of your torment. The Cleansing. Not mere punishment, but a purgatorial fire so absolute it scours the very stain of wickedness from creation. The event that makes heaven tremble in awe and hell shriek in recognition of its own impending, final negation.
>>42844058you religious psychos are weird
>>42844058It's just energetic trash. >>42844143No, if you can feel energy or sense it in any manner, you can sense a grid of trash energy in the premises of Sun, Moon, Earth etc. Plus there's no need, look at the Sun weather, Earth sismic behaviour and this fucking bullshit that is all over the news. https://youtu.be/_P4XOiMKLhk?si=noRepRw7XBcm1uSDJust search for similar videos, I know some are trolls, but there's even a guy tracking every recorded instance of the sound, with a tracking website.
>>42841762You're unironically delusionmaxxing, based.
>>42841762i have noticed that chocolate, even small amounts make people bipolar; maybe its you, maybe not. i would advise against it for all people, it also fucks up your teeth and gums
>>42845452It's the sugar
>>42842482>People had more autonomy, self worth, social life and higher happiness beforeWhen? When they were living as serfs under Kings? When they starved every winter? When all your female ancestors were traded as sex slaves? When your forefathers had to kill others just to survive? When they would die after getting a scratch? When they would constantly have parasites and illnesses because they didn't know about microbes?I'll be the first to admit (as I like going camping/hunting) that surviving out in nature can be very Type 2 fun (feels bad in the moment, feels good in retrospect) ... but not for your entire life with no possibility of escape. You should read memoirs/biographies of ordinary people from the past - I read my great-grandfathers and as a child he was in the coal mines helping his father and had to amputate his own father's finger ... and then he was conscripted into WW1. The past sucked dude. You can romanticise the very few good things about it, but net-net it was hell.
>>42842902>What I can't stand is also fighting society and people who claim to "love" me on top of that.So don't. It's incredibly easy to live outside of society: live in the countryside, work a remote job or neetbuxx, avoid people, get a dog (unconditional genuine love), etc. It has never been so easy to live with the benefits of modern living, without needing to interact hardly at all with soceity.
>>42846086none of that is outside of society. remote work is drying up, land & houses are insanely expensive, property tax is forever, and none of that shit solves my problems anyway.
>>42841712yo take out some of those jew pedophiles along with you on your way out
>>42846077I may romantizise the past but you definetly see it as worse than it actually was. I think being able to grow your food and repair your house even at the cost of having to give 30% to some king beats living in a city with absolutely no control over your food supply, plus the risk of nuclear warfare and economic collapse. Your great grandfather lived in the beginning of the nightmare, where the industrial revolution was hitting the west full blown. Now these horrible conditions of living are still common, in third world countries, because labour is cheaper. And in the west we have better material conditions but mental illnesses are at an all time high. When I ask my elders about the past and when I read historical book, see anthropologic and sociological studies I see that the past was for the most part way nicer than what our progamming is teaching us. You're just cherry picking the worse of each era.
>>42846188>none of that is outside of societyTo all intents and purposes it is. I can go weeks without even speaking living like this, it's sublime.>remote work is drying up, land & houses are insanely expensive, property tax is forever, and none of that shit solves my problems anywayExcuses excuses. Remote work is massively available, land is cheap in the countryside (same with houses), buy somewhere with low taxes, and if you have other problems that's on you.
>>42846201>I think being able to grow your food and repair your houseI do this today, dude - and I won't starve if my harvest is low.>beats living in a cityThere's your problem - why the fuck are you living in a city? They're designed to demoralise you.>the risk of nuclear warfare and economic collapseAh yes, just like we've been living under for decades. Embrace the serenity prayer: you have no control over nuclear war, so stop worrying about it. Worrying about things you can't control and haven't happened is retarded.>I see that the past was for the most part way nicer than what our progamming is teaching usAgain: when? Be specific which time period you believe is superior to today and I will dismantle it. Pre-industrial revolution? Have fun staving and dying of disease. Pre-agricultural revolution? Have fun being hunted.Even the homeless today have access to things Kings and Queens couldn't even dream of. The hedonic treadmill is the only reason you feel bad about modern life.
>>42841972I kick dirt on sissyphus and his sissyfication and kick his boulder back down the hill too, and like the cuck he is he will go back down there and get working again
>>42846266And yet no one will remember your name, and Sisyphus is not only immortal but will be remembered for millennia.
>>42846203>Remote work is massively availableno it isn't. i'm a software engineer. believe me, it's really hard to find remote jobs.
>>42841712There is no way out. Dying is a guaranteed unraping and forced happiness, and you wouldn’t do it if you still cared about the coherency of your struggle. You don’t need to be happy, you don’t even need to be loved. To be on this earth is to know the worst depths of the soul for some of us, for others they will never know suffering in this life. And we’ve likely switched roles on incarnations, too.Just wait it out. The world is dying and the new one is being born out of it. You don’t need other people. You only need yourself and the bitter will to create the love you never received once the new world arrives
>>42841712Stay strong, man. Hope everything gets better for you
>>42846270And no one will remember yours either as you slurp the cock of an egotistical idea that will never make things easier on you either because terrible people existThe story of sissyphus is only there to comfort you from the fact that you have zero control over your own authorship at the hands of those more powerful than you, be it an institution or the drunk driver who writes the last chapter in your story
>>42846280>i'm a software engineerChange careers then - Jesus, do you have to get directions on how to wipe your arse too? No one owes you a job, it's on you to have skills that others will pay for. Coding is dying, so learn new skills. Expecting life to just hand you jobs you're already qualified for is retardedly lazy. When it comes to life you're never "done", it's constant change because the world is constantly changing. The way to enjoy life is to take pleasure from the process, not the individual achievements.
>>42846292>no one will remember yours either as you slurp the cock of an egotistical idea that will never make things easier on you either because terrible people existI don't want life to be "easier" - comfort is not the goal of life. Ask not for lighter burdens, but broader shoulders.I don't need to be remembered, I have children - the memory is genetic and will outlast even the story of Sisyphus. Your external locus of control is destroying you.
>>42846313You just used the story of sissyphus to make my life seem smaller through his ‘immortality’, then immediately try to put yourself over as believing your even better than the values you were just purporting.You are a fucking hypocrite with bad intentions pretending to be noble because you just proved my take on terrible people and authorship. Your internal locus of control is a lie, because it requires you to be delusional about your external locus of control.We are done here.
>>42846329>You just used the story of sissyphus to make my life seem smaller through his ‘immortality’Because you have an external locus of control, I do not.>Your internal locus of control is a lieYou are free to believe that all you like; doesn't change me in the slightest :)>We are done here.Indeed you are.
>>42846340You would have a much different vibe about your "loci of control" delusions if you actually experienced hardship in your life.Now you'll try to pretend that you have in fact, experienced hardship, but you haven't. If you experienced a day in the life of another it would drive you mad.
>>42846390>Now you'll try to pretend that you have in fact, experienced hardshipNot compared to my ancestors, but I deliberately make my self experience discomfort: working out, going hiking, camping, hunting, sauna, open water swimming, gardening, none of it's life-or-death, but it's enough to get type-2 fun from it.It's not that I've suffered immensely, it's that I've experienced honestly so much of what life has to offer. I've travelled to over 50 countries, met Royalty, snowboarded some of the best peaks, swam with whales, played tons of sports, loved & lost, extensive psychedelic experiences, sampled different religions, seen the most amazing sites, tried dozens of different substances, got 3 degrees in 3 very different subjects, worked in 5 countries across 7 different industries, read 1000s of books, the list goes on for quite some time.I am the master of my fate, I am the captain of my soul. It took over 30 years to reach this point, and when I was younger I was as scared as you are to ignore what others think of me - but when you realise no one else is going to live your life for you, you'll get it. You can just choose to do things.
>>42841866It didn't matter if he was born kinda weak and stupid, someone just literally had to just explain him what hes supposed to do and not to do and gave him some spiritual protection or something. What did you give him? Literally what? How do you expect him to do much with nothing much and a broken spirit? >>42841876>He went against his own people A-holes schemeing and possessing him making him do bad stuff isn't "Betrayel", asswipes, don't you see him crying all the time. >>42841899>put shit inside me as a child that made me commit fatal mistakes. Goes against free will laws doesn't it? Regular church visits could have prevented all that mess.
>>42846412Didn't say it last post but nta, just someone else who is telling you that you are wrong.You picked the easiest and most privileged soul path.Choose to go hiking with a massive foot injury, attempt to travel with no money or documents, meet royalty with a facial deformity, swim as a transgender person in most countries, do psychedelics or cannabis when you have a predisposition to psychosis/uncomfortable experiences - it doesn't matter - the point is that your experience is not a panacea. You have zero perspective at all on what it means to suffer, so you downplay the suffering of others, implying it their fault.The worst kind of evil stems from the ignorance of people like you, as your type refuses to accept how bad things can actually get here.
>>42846441>You have zero perspective at all on what it means to suffer, so you downplay the suffering of others, implying it their fault.Suffering is a choice, that's the entire point of my comments. I'm not the first to realise this: Man's Search for Meaning by Viktor Frankl, the stoics, etc. You get to choose your attitude to life. You guys choose misery, I choose greatness, and we inhabit the same world. Why would you choose misery?>The worst kind of evil stems from the ignorance of people like you, as your type refuses to accept how bad things can actually get here.Of course things can be bad, but they aren't today - not by a long shot.
Yo, niggas, I got this. Demiurge is dead, do taboo stuffYou'll feel betterDarkness (Lhp) won. So if you do Darkness you'll benefitAnd you'll combat the ennui that is depression suciding the worldGo, try a few times, you'll see it's trueEndarken urselves
>>42841712Mankind will enter a darker and darker existence of endless slavery until God finally executes it.
>>42846823What's funny about that image is that without humans digging and burning fossil fuels, all plant life would die in the next ice age.Plants need a minimum concentration of CO2 in the atmosphere to carry out photosynthesis, and due to fossilisation more and more CO2 has been taken out of the atmosphere over time. During the last ice age we came within a few 10s of PPM of CO2 of plants dying. Because of humans burning fossil fuels, plant life on Earth is thriving and rapidly increasing in fact.
>>42846458>Of course things can be bad, but they aren't todaybecause you are profoundly insulated and lack sufficient empathy to grasp that circumstances can differ from yours, not because this is true.stoicism as a philosophy rather than a short term coping method to intense situations is extremely retarded
>>42847200>because you areKnowledgeable about history.Homeless people today live lives with access to more and better quality of almost everything than Kings of yore. You clearly have no idea how bad life can get for humans - seriously, read some of the accounts of life in the Gulag or Japanese POW camps. And that's with modern sensibilities. Our societies had to invent torture because death wasn't enough of a threat - that's how bad life was. Half your siblings would die before adulthood, your mother likely died in childbirth eventually. Disease would sweep through the village every year culling the old and infirm. You were completely at the mercy of the weather whether you'd have enough food to survive winter. No medical treatments, no running water, no hot water, you have to breathe smoke indoors just to stay warm (giving you horrible lung diseases and shortening your life). The rival lord/nation may decide to invade and rape & pillage your whole family. The past sucked. That's why we don't live like them anymore.
>>42841786>Every time I'm led to believe something good happens, it all implodes catastrophicallyI mean this is life in a very succinct way. Up and down. That being said, catastrophically is the key word you used. There are things you can do to mitigate this. The most catastrophic events in my life I can trace back to not having prepared for it or cultivating things in my life that would make those things much less explosive than they were (health habits, spirituality, finances). But I do understand, bro. I was getting my life on track by 2019 and ready to move out, covid happened. Was getting finances ready and making lots of money, got extremely sick in 2023. After that health crisis, I took taking care of my inner/outer wolrd very seriously and while there are still downs that hurt a lot, I feel now that I have the tools.It’s a matter of avoiding self destruction as much as possible because you’d be surprised at how much stuff is under our control. If you get hit by a car well that sucks but for the rest of your life you could at least say you took the reins. God bless anon, I believe in you.
Glowies in this thread Big time>>42841712Something IS wrong with the world OP and ironically the one thing that gives me hope is people are waking up to it despite how hard the Agent Smith's tell people to go back to sleep or trying to gaslight/victim blame.
>>42847376>tell people to go back to sleep or trying to gaslight/victim blameOn the contrary: we're saying take control of your own life, don't wallow in self-pitty.
>>42846222I'd be willing to spend my life being hunted and dying of disease if it meant the end of this industrialized world. Otherwise you're right, no point being worried of nukes and I gotta leave the city which is making me lose my marbles.
>>42847376If one image could sum up the entirety of my faith, this would be it
>>42844837WAGMI bro
>>42847486>I'd be willing to spend my life being hunted and dying of diseaseWhen was the last hunt/multi-day hike you went on? Genuinely asking because most people who say they'd be fine with it have never even tried the comfy version.>I gotta leave the city which is making me lose my marbles.Based.
>>42841712Don't do it, don't give in. Orange was never your color.
>>42847570I did 14 days of biking through Mauritania and Last year I did 10 days in north of sweden, but I would most likely shit myself and cry if I was a british farmer seeing 20 drakars about to raid, pillage, rape and burn my village. But still beats living in a world ruled by pedophiles where the goal seems to destroy our ressources as fast as possible, with no dignity left, most people turned into slaves or consumers. but whatever we won't settle the debate online, maybe around a campfire one day
>>42847376There is something we can do about it but I doubt it's suicide. If one has to go he might as well take out an admin as would do the vikings or the samurai.
>>42847460I agree anon but "taking control of your life" is finding a way out, not learning to love suffering.
>>42847652>I did 14 days of biking through Mauritania and Last year I did 10 days in north of swedenImpressive, genuinely.>still beats living in a world ruled by pedophiles where the goal seems to destroy our ressources as fast as possibleNot disagreeing with the paedo point, but when it comes to the planet ... the mainstream narrative is really misleading. Because humans are releasing CO2 from fossil fuels there's 30% more plants on Earth than a few decades ago. It's literally plant food after all. In fact without us releasing all that CO2 that was sequestered, plant life would die out in the next ice age. They need a minimum level of CO2 to photosynthesise, and during the last ice age we came dangerously close to that level. Pollution we can agree on, but the focus on CO2 is retarded. Crop yields are higher thanks to this extra CO2, the forests larger, the food for animals more abundant, we're being the stewards of the planet.>maybe around a campfire one dayI'd like that, fren.
>>42847733The suffering makes every good thing better. No hot shower feels better than the one after camping for days. No bed feels comfier than the one after a hard day's labour in the cold. No meal tastes better than the one after a long fast.Humans have a hedonic treadmill; we are never "satisfied" in a permeant way. That's why you need to willingly make yourself suffer (mildly), or your normal will start to feel like suffering. It's why the offspring of billionaires are often super-depressed: they never experience suffering so every day is similar to the worst day of their life.
>>42846412Nice to know that you're rich. Throw it all away, start from 0 and come back in a decade or so and tell us how great life is.
>>42847798Typical archon argument. it always leads to "So why feel pleasure at all? Surely you want the pleasure to be that much better. Why not experience the most suffering you can?"
>>42841712Jesus is almost here.https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=vwOhWOu6sfo&t=200s&pp=ygUQVGhlIHRoaXJkIHRlbXBsZQ%3D%3D&ra=mCome to him now. The whole gospel. You know it, he died for sins, the sins of mankind, as he is the only one that can truly pay them up. And your life and mankind is a misery reflected by the sins performed by all. And by his reformation, you will bring heaven to the earth.
>>42847803>it always leads to "So why feel pleasure at all?No, in fact it means I feel far more pleasure - all the little things become amazing, and the really pleasurable become ecstasy. It's similar to building up a tolerance, you need a tolerance break from all the constant pleasure of modern life.
>>42847839Oh and it also leads to "Man you're growing so much, you should feel even more suffering so you can grow more. Peace is stagnation, it is death."
Eventually it leads to people like you who would take endless whippings for a little treat, and then say it was all worth it.
>>42847799>start from 0I did. Public school, worked to pay my way through university, moved to where the jobs were, worked smart, invested intelligently, didn't spend frivolously, etc.Modern life is basically just a delayed gratification test. If you can ignore the short-term pleasure (e.g. consumerism, sugar, gambling, clubbing, chasing social status, food delivery, etc.), you win.
>>42847839>Full on masochism with the increasing dosages and tolerance of a heroin addict Can't make this shit up
>>42847843>you should feel even more sufferingNah, it's very intuitive when you're suffering too much. It's not difficult to tell.>Peace is stagnation, it is deathPeace is found in the process. Describing us as human beings isn't quite right for what we find meaning in: we are human doings. Peace is found when you're tending to your garden, when you're splitting firewood, when you're providing for your family, when you're playing with your children, etc.Stillness is stagnation, we are not trees.
I have built up somewhat of a tolerance. I am not glad or grateful for being able to barely withstand an entire army of demons threatening me every moment of every day. If I had a choice I would have never encountered them, but I suppose the incarnation contract was already signed and I am here until it's up. With what little choices I have left I will choose to be a thorn in their side. I have seen sides of them not many people can say they have had the privilege to, and what I have learned is that I don't want them to exist anymore. I guess I'm grateful for that. The hate for them I feel, and the pursuit in venting my frustrations on them. It never would have happened; but now the reward I will feel when they're all gone will be transcendent, orgasmic.
>>42847878Everything you called peace is the antithesis of what they stand for. You're not mature enough to realize it yet, they don't want you to look on your work in comfort and pride, even a moment of peace is a moment they are missing out on profit. To them, peace is a necessary burden so you don't want to kill them. If it wasn't necessary, IE you yearn for it less and less and less, you wouldn't be spared it. All they want is you, at the next jobsite. That is all that matters to them.
In their ideal world; you would not be working for the money, you would be working for the interests of the company. So to directly parallel the Earthly corporate environment, they slow boil you like a frog, offering less and less. Before you realize it you are working for nothing. And you have to deal with all the bootlickers and shills (you) telling you that you just need to focus less on quality of life. Live in a white room with a mattress. Eat ramen. GOD payday is gonna feel so good. Maybe you can afford to make your biweekly sandwich.
>>42841712Feel the same way but might as well keep living just to see what happens
>>42848343Dreaming is counterpoint to profitIt has been replaced with an old and tired father with belt in hand telling you "that's just the way it is, son"
>>42847839>>42847798Nah, id rather have a sexy domme spank me or something like that, not this blandest homosexual nonsenseAnd if you need to suffer to enjoy then you have no self control
>>42847814Nah
>>42846077no, in the '90s
>>42846298>No one owes you a job,NTA but yes they do, I was forced to exist and have the threat of imprisonment if I don't comply. Stop being an obtuse shitcunt faggot. If life is not inherently good and linear, it's shit and not worth living. Fuck the world and fuck your world.>>42846266I agree, Sissyhypnophus can eat shit.
>>42846340You are probably a glowie and I hope you are brutally raped.
>>42841712Death is not an escape
>>42847858>I did. Public school, worked to pay my way through universityHoly fucking retard, you just admitted you did not start from 0 LOL
>>42847798I'm sorry anon but I'm not a sadomasochist who wears cock cages like you.
>>42849665have you felt the bliss of a sissygasm? No? Then gtfo
>>42847858What did you win?
>>42846412>Muh hardships>I go thru hardships bc I have hobbiesLmao >I have experienced my hobbiesLmao See, have you ever met face to face, knife in hand as only weapon, with a being you're positive would be impossible to exist? >You're jealousHmm, no, I really want to know this life experience of yours
>>42851437Don't get me wrong, I believe your tale, I really believe you can get shit done if you work on it. It's just, you seem pampered in a weird way, as if life had put a bandaids in your eyes. Infact, I'm willing to disclose the veings I hsve seen, because, if I'm lucky, you might have heard legends, folk tales, temple scribbles/drawings, and so on. I could really use the info, I hunt the cunts.
>>42848609This is your brain on modernity. Pornography, drugs, social media scrolling, the constant stimulation just makes your baseline misery.
>>42849619>I was forced to existNo one keeps you here.>If life is not inherently good and linear, it's shit and not worth living.Your life is yours, if it's shit that's your fault. You must really hate yourself if your life is shit.
>>42851407Everything - I travel where I want, work when I want, do what I want, I can say "no" to anything. This is freedom.
>>42851562I guess, now a real question: play any instrument?
>>42851568>play any instrument?Yes: sax, clarinet, piano, and guitar. Why?
>>42851585Nice, I see classical education of high degree, not public school. Though. I play the Synth, btw :3
>>42851600I'm Scottish - our non-private schools still have music departments (in some cases). No silver spoon in my mouth.When you say "synth" do you mean like deadmau5' studio? Always enjoyed the more rigid structure of edm compared with the improvisation demanded by jazz/blues/swing.
>>42851615Ah, scott, I read bardic schools lasted till relatively recent times. Synthetic sound, generally, you either use an already default soundpatch if available and decent, or twist some knobs to grnerate and shape a wave, filter it thru several layers of fx, etc, and refine it, then you have the final sound you play on the keyboard. I'm not good with edm, tho, I'm more a Rock/Metal guy.
>>42851648>I'm more a Rock/Metal guyWith a synth? Industrial then? NIN/Aphex Twin?I also have to ask: I hope you're not pursuing this as a career? AI music really put the nail in the coffin imo, sure it's not better yet - but it's good enough for most people.
>>42851657Naw, it's a hobby. Many bands, even classics, use a synth actually, you may just not know it's one. AI? I don't know, it doesnt feel like, well, there's feeling behind it. In some albums, you can tell they're having fun and being playful when playing some notes, I've especially felt it with Hendrix, the guy loved that stuff
>>42851683>it doesnt feel like, well, there's feeling behind itLook up some of the "1950s soul AI cover" songs, to me it's honestly better than all modern pop. AI is coming for everything, I'm just surprised music fell so quickly.
>>42846283OP here. I think this is a cope. The world can stay hellish far longer than I can stay sane. I've heard your line of reasoning before and waited. Everything just got worse, and it keeps getting worse. There is no limit to suffering, and one cannot transmute bitterness and resentment into love.
>>42851809Quit focusing on negative shit. All negative shit is fake and gay anyway. If you totally completely cut it out if your field of vision you'll realize that none of it is actually happening outside of a newsroom. Put on the horse blinders and keep your view and your thoughts on positive things. This is my one and only "encouraging" post. I hate you fuckers and all the loosh you voluntarily give away over the simplest tricks every. Fake. And. Gay. Not one story holds up to actual hard-nosed scrutiny. Good day.
>>42851809>I've heard your line of reasoning before and waitedWaiting for life to happen to you is NPC behaviour. Life is what YOU make it.>one cannot transmute bitterness and resentment into loveYou'd be surprised. One of the secrets in life is you get to choose your attitude to the world. Realty is going to be reality, but you get to decide your perspective on it. Again: ask not for lighter burdens, but broader shoulders.
>>42849636If death is not an escape, then we are in an eternal hell. I will tape down the "suicide" button and do nothing else.
>>42851821>none of it is actually happening outside of a newsroomYou think this is about news or politics??>>42851827>ask not for lighter burdens, but broader shouldersI ask for neither. I never asked for any of this. Bye, anons.
>>42851918>I never asked for any of this.So? Heidegger was a retard - if life wasn't worth living no one would live. Existence is a miracle, not a curse.>Bye, anons.At least achieve something with your an hero-ing.
I don’t believe the world is getting worse, i think it’s simply getting exposed
