I had a shitty childhood and developed a lot of rage and hatred towards the world but I want to believe there's something good out there, despite all the evil in the world if there's any light in it I will like to align with it
>>42892849There is nothing good out there. This reality is a sick and twisted place ruled over by a sick and twisted God. Sin is waking up and realizing that goodness is opposition to the creator of everything and its will.
Christianity, because suffering and evil in the world are given a place in it so that you can deal with them.
>>42892878Are you talking about the Christian God? I mean doesn the bible talk about living a morally virtuous life? Going agaisnt those principles would mean that one should partake in unethical acts as way of rebellion
>>42892849>And Pharoah Ramesses II surrounded on the battlefield by enemies and greatly troubled prayed saying:>Now I call on you from the ends of the earth, O Amen Ra. All that I have done was for love of you. O Father, Amen Ra, I cry out to you, for I am in the midst of many enemies and the whole of this land is against me. I am alone and my only defense, for my many soldiers have deserted me; my chariots refused to remain with me. Though I called out to them, there was none who responded to my call.>Now, I cry to you O Ra, and I find that you, Ra, are more helpful to me than millions of soldiers, more than hundreds of thousands of chariots, more than thousands of brothers and sons, all put together. For the effort of many is naught compared to the majesty and might of Amen Ra.>Then said Pharoah Ramesses II: Now, though I prayed in a distant land, my voice resounded in southern On. I found Amen Ra came when I called to Him. He gave me His hand and... I found my heart strong and full of joy. And all I did succeeded.
>>42892985If you're so brainwashed to the point you would openly declare yourself a christian then you are beyond rational thought so it's pointless trying to explain anything to you. Keep in your lane and keep trusting your dogma, you'll have it no other way.
>>42893004>Praise be to you O Ra, Lord of Truth, whose sanctuary is hidden, Lord of Lords. The Bringer-into-Being in His sacred boat, who commanded and the powers and principles of the universe came into being. The Creator who created humankind and distinguished their characters, who made their life, who made their colors different from each other.>Praise to Ra, He who hears the prisoner's prayer, beneficent of heart when one calls to Him. He who rescues the oppressed from the oppressor, who judges between the weak and the strong, Lord of Perception, in whose mouth is Authority.>For love of Him, the Nile comes. The Beneficent One, the greatly beloved, and when He comes the people live.>O Almighty One, Lord of Lords, we revere your might because you created us; we shout joy to you because you molded us; we offer you praise because you wearied yourself with us. Praise be unto you, who did make all of this; unique and only one with many hands who passes the night awake while men and women sleep, seeking the best for His creatures.
How about Jedi? Learn to let go of the past, let go of your anger, and strive to help others.
>>42895288That's a good philosophy honestly
>>42892849I had the same issue.Here's what helped me:>100mg of MDMA>5Grams of Psilocybin in the form of gummies>8 mg of Galantamine HydrobromideDo this once a week and see what happens.
>>42895955Yeah I bet that burnt out your seratonin receptors something nice bro gg
