Why am I so cursed with time?Its like the universe and Fate bends every possible way to ensure I arrive to work late even when im earlyWhy do I feel alone in a crowd?I have many people i know but it feels like at work at trader joes the normies are more loud and happy with each other yet they only include me because thwy like me "enough", but never anything deep, everyone else frequently goes to each other's houses (I only got to certain parties)Im 28 and have no idea what to do or how to figure out what I want to do. The human experience is just a humiliating waste of time, which is why the gnostic might be right.With all this in mind, why continue living?If life is about gay connections and making the most out of yiur tume..Why even bother if the engine of time is against me and the human collective wants to keep me at arms length (aside feom gf, family, and certain friends???TL;DRwhy is my life like this? How do I change it??? Because I certainly dont know how to change it
>>42895129How does one consistently fit in with normkes spiritually
>>42895129You may feel cursed but in a way your current circumstances are probably more of a blessing. With everything in life moderation is key and with most things are both a blessing and a curse. Life is a love and hate adventure that is probably mostly meaningless unless there is a grand creator who will reward us eventually. If you want change you must change yourself first. Be thankful for what you do have and realize you really wouldn’t want to be anyone else.
>>42895129ur not alone u have me
another normie faggot thinks only having a dozen friends rather than a hundred makes him foreveralone and literally fucking cursed, pfftyou wouldn't survive an actual curse, kidand try being truly friendless and single for life like me, it feels awesome
>>42895129How do I change it???You can try asking one of Tezcatlipoca's nahuals to change your fate, and you can try becoming a nahual yourself.
>>42895129>I AM CURSED!!!>I only have a girffriend, relatives and some friends who like memotherfucker you don't even begin to understand what loneliness is. shut the fuck up and be GRATEFUL. what you're saying is "I only have a nice house and a nice car, my life is tragic! I should have a mansion and two lamborghinis!".
>>42896055But domt you need to be qualified?
>>42895129Diagnostic question: have you ever broken a bone?
>>42895129the LORD is calling unto youpray unto your LORDworship your LORD
>>42896032Thanks anonWhen you scroll past the garbage, /x/ is pretty comfy>>42898677Yes, got jumped >>42896424I appreciate the people.in my corner, it juat feels like certain coworkers flat out it kre you when they feel like it yet loudly say hi to their normie friends, only acknowledging you when they need or want something from youThe supervisors (mates) do it too, they laugh and joke with the coworkers even the young ass ones fresh out of high school yet they talk to me like I'm autistic (not all, but a few seem like they give me odd looks when we talk or keep me at arms length) is it because I come late???It feels like high school and I hate that, yet even in high school I had more people to interact with to distract from those that ignored me on some hot cold type shit Why are people like this???
Your not cursed anon just autistic. You should prolly still kill yourself though.
>>42896424It's boredomIf it's needs are not met, it must consider suicideWhat it has doesn't matter to those who only "have-not"
>>42895129you are a procrastinator and are looking for excuses in the supernatural. Anyone else to blame but yourself.
>>42895129come back when your "friends" turn out to be demons wearing human skin and you become friendless for years and agoraphobic. i got no one now and i don't even want to bother, these people have it out for me still. also did you get bullied all throughout your youth? you're just bored, it's pathetic that even someone like me has hobbies and you don't
https://libraryofrickandria.com/cursed-time/
